Hair is officially back to the longest length had still as Nick.
First we've got a Patron asking
"Can people clock me if I'm too smart?" (because women, you understand, are not smart). Dw feminists, he showed that misogynistic troon the error of his ways. (Well, not really. He didn't tell the guy off, but he did say that was pretty misogynistic to believe women aren't smart.)
"I don't talk to many men." No one wants to identify as a man around you, queen.
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Uwu Bigears confirmed Vita." Uwu Bigears confirmed blonde, too.
Patron talks about how
Zoomers seem to think penetrating sex is bad. Parrott counters that it sounds like "second wave feminism." I'm not well-versed, so someone else please correct him if he's wrong.
He goes on about how sexual power is falsely perceived as a heterosexual thing and he's going to go off about this in an upcoming video. Since he seems to be subconsciously redoing old videos one by one ("Hunger" was pt. 2 of "Is Casual Sex Bad for Your Soul?", methinks this is a remastery of "Is BDSM Feminist?")
"The Republican party is a fascist party." Nick, please stop watching Matt Walsh.
"I cope with it by not dealing with it." Parrott on the current trans situation in America (specifically Twatter, but of course he doesn't admit that.) Also, Parrott on everything else.
On a real note, yes there has been a lot of pushback against transgenderism, but it's more in the ways of protecting minors and shutting down unethical medical centers. None of this is a bad thing. Troons just want everything to be all about them. Transitioning for them "isn't a choice," yet they also don't have gender dysphoria. None of them are "groomers" yet now groomer is a slur against kweer folk. There's no pleasing them. And Parrott both knows this and doesn't know this. He still has that partial delusion that comes with keeping up with trans stuff on Twitter.
Parrott doesn't call his own videos movies. He calls them videos but also doesn't care what other people say.
Admittedly, I do reeeee a bit when I see stuff like this.
"How is transing children?" Admits to having fun on twitter and making people mad. Twitter addiction acknowledged. Also, "I gave up on Twitter." Lmao, we all wish.
Back to red wine. Specifically likes cold wine, not warm wine, he wants you to know.
Used to care about wanting to drink alcohol properly back when he was obsessed with being a sophisticated little snob, but now that he's able to afford it, he doesn't care so much anymore.
"What are your worst fears?" House centipedes and other insects, but he doesn't bother killing them anymore. Concept time: Does Parrott live in a house with bugs crawling around everywhere?
House centipedes are horrifyingly beautiful. Genuine aliens.
Fears loneliness and that Vita Uwu will leave him. Just treat her right, Nick. And stop drinking.
Interesting that he points out their relationship is
"romantic," not sexual. It's interesting that he points this out where half his audience are probably asexual zoomers who specify the difference between sexual and romantic relationships. And since he's talked more and more about how he craves cuddling and romance, maybe the don't do the devil's tango much?
@Nykysnottrans assess.
Best way to enjoy a bath? Epsom salts and milk. And rose pedals, if you want to take pictures, but he finds that sort of thing supercilious.
Also, someone says "Don't fall asleep in the bath!" The near-drowning of Justine hit a lot of people.
"2022 has been my best year on Twitter." Figured out he can please and anger a lot of people by tweeting insanity to the most random right wing conservatives. Maybe tweeting about poor balding KC Miller was a mistake, tho.
Favorite video essay about liminal spaces? Solar Sands video on Liminal Space.
"People who like my content would enjoy me streaming the same game." Acknowledges that his content appeals to autists.
"Who would be in my nightmares? Marjorie Taylor Greene, Mitch McDonnell, Dave Chappelle." Would they quite with the Dave Chappelle transphobia bollocks? He's an ally. He's just not as woke as y'all want, and also, none of them watched it, they just heard second hand from the more sensitive troons.
"What's your take on parasocial relationships?" "They are inevitable." Parrott hates his ugly audience members.
"Were you dating while making The Hunger?" The Hunger was conceptualized before he met Vita, but it is also a video reflecting his lonely and single 2020-2021 time.
"Will you ever take your show to LA?" Clearly not a longtime patron. He's answered this a million times; he's staying in Baltimore. The Dark Mother is not going to move closer to you, sweetie.
Goes on about being a one man show (I added that lol) and that he likes doing things by himself, which is why he hasn't hired a production team (besides roping Theryn, Nikki Carroll, and now Vita into his little antics.)
"What fiction have you been reading?" He has been reading fiction for his new sex and power video. (Erotica erotica EROTICA). He recently read
"In the Dreamhouse" by Carmen Maria Machado about gay abuse. Hmm.
CONFIRMED research is EROTICA. Hahahahaha. Venus in Furs by Leopold von Sacher-Masoch.
"The right has gotten vicious. (Yes, please recommend fanfic.)" Claims that trying to debunk the right will eventually kill him.
... no comment
"Did you have the pink fog early in transition?" He had to look up what it meant for some reason, but the context was obvious. Yes. Yes, yes, yes, yes you did.
Basically, the "pink fog" is the delusional high mtfs get when they're early in transition. Yes, Parrott had that. Yes, he admits it. Yes, it makes him cringe, but not--and he points this out specifically--not because he was "happy" but because he was in some delusional mania where he thought things could change that never actually would. 2018 and 2019 are products of this mania. It seems to have stopped when he got FFS.
Parrott goes on. 90% of the people REEEEing about trans rights on twitter are early in transition and living off the pink fog and don't know what they're talking about.
"Yeah, it's been five years, hasn't it?" on taking hrt. "What have I learned?... idk... I've learned about what transitioning actually means." This is not a joke. He says it "ruined his life."
"You've ruined your life." Parrott hates being trans right now, and I don't think it's just because of the "politics."
"You learn dark humor." Being trans is a gift, folks!
"Do people still bother you about Buck Angel?" "No, no, not anymore." No one talks about Buck Angel anymore, guys.
Earlier in the thread, courtesy of
@Nykysnottrans
Doesn't participate in online trans stuff anymore. Attaboy, Nick!
Someone wants him to stream Minecraft. "Children love Minecraft YouTubers," Parrott on Minecrafting. RIP Technoblade.
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Comes back from a break and forget his hairbrush. Resumes playing with hair. Patron loves a blend of his didactic and artistic videos. Asks Parrott if he plans to make that white identity video he supposedly promised (I don't remember this. Must have been before this year).
Parrott wants to focus on videos that make him happy. No more race videos. [Only sex videos hahahahaha. Also, I know what I said before about my theory of him being virtually sexless, but also if that's true, then the over-the-top erotica videos might be a way to grasp at something he can no longer reach anymore. Josh Moon's theory about getting sexual validation from sources other than personal body parts.] Also, he recognizes his audience is too big to talk about race anymore, and white people bashing themselves for being white is cringe. Mother, I agree!!!
"I'm trying not to die. Trying to keep my head above water." Bruh.
"Don't use Wittgenstein to communicate." But...b-but Mommy! You did!
Likes Haydn. Plays Mozart and Wuthering Heights by Kate Bush ("If I only could, I'd made a deal with God, and get Him to swap our places..." singer)
"Justine has seen a lot of character growth." "Yeah, Justine kind of represents me." Goes back to the "pink fog" theme and mentions how "The Aesthetic" was Parrott slowly coming off his pink fog phase.
Looking forward to Justine going back to Justin


Promises to post Hunger behind-the-scenes. (See above posts)
Maybe he'll be in the Something Was Wrong podcast? Also a poor patron deleted his account before Parrott could see the comment.
"I have outgrown vidcon." Just kidding, he admits he's socially awkward and doesn't like introducing himself to twenty people per minute and explaining what he does over and over again. But the Dark Mother stans are sad
"Red wine makes me warm."
Ok this is messed up.
Mtf leaves academia because he's trooning out and was inspired by Parrott. Even Parrott seems visibly unnerved by this as well. He quite because a) he got bored and b) he had a drinking problem. But he also lets the kid know that transitioning essentially ruins your life and messes up your relationships with family. He seriously doesn't want people to keep transitioning. He wishes he hasn't done it but can't go back now because he's the biggest political trans commentator on YouTube. (Come on, Blaire! Get back above him!)
"Favorite song by ABBA?" "Lay All Your Love on Me." (meows songs.)
huh, I've heard this before
I wasn't jealous before we met
Now every woman I see is a potential threat
And I'm possessive, it isn't nice
You've heard me saying that smoking was my only vice
Good song
Where was I? Oh, yes. One of the best parts of the stream.
"Do you know any trans women in the UK?" I SMELL A TROLLLL. If you're newfag, it's
Philosophytube, aka Abigail Thorn, aka Olly Lennard, aka Chad.
Sorry, there's no drama. Parrott says "Zoe Blade," then talks about how things actually aren't that bad for trans people in the US or the UK. [oops, mask slip]
Likes Etsy. A good way to decorate your house is to frame black and white photographs, according to Parrott.

Birthday present ideas, guys. Come on. October 21 is in three days.
Lives very financially comfortable with so many patrons but admits he lost a lot. I wOnDeR wHy.
He knows why, though, and he wants to make shorter videos, but he won't. Multi-hour videos have been his dream and doing less would be an insult to his greatness. Also, subscribers can be brutal. They would complain "WHAT HAPPENED TO MY LONG CHORE PODS????"
He has never had to shout-out Curiosity Stream. Good thing, too. An interesting play is going to be streaming there in a few.
Likes to go to Art Museums and has been to Visionary and Walters several times. Check both out if you want to say hello
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Storytime: he went to Philadelphia with his gf (and her family?) and somebody pulled the fire alarm at a museum, so he ended up seeing Lady Diana while fire alarms were blaring.
Someone suggests "Getting Unstuck" about Shenpa and unscratchable itches.
"Pray Away is a documentary about gay conversion therapy. Boy Erased is a film based on a memoir." Also "Why is my memory so bad?" Good question.
Parrott has a personal YouTube account. Yeah, we know, but who's seen it? To add on to the conversion therapy, he watched "In His Image," another documentary.
"What makes you laugh?" GERMAN LONG MIKE!!!
Edit: Ah, Nick, you clever clever bean.
Here it is in link form.
Here's a joke about a piano falling on minors.
"Huh. Short stream." And they'll keep getting shorter as you lose patrons.
I'm going to go eat. Next one coming soon.