What is gradually turning me optimistic is the knowledge that her anger is like a cancer. It starts out focused on one thing and remains contained for awhile. But then it starts to target other things, unpredictably, and grows ever more toxic (and psycho) as it does so.
Locked away in Salah's care, she ultimately has only one last place to direct her growing anger: at Salah himself. It's gonna have to happen. She always comes to resent those who would impose limits on her, she always comes to resent those close to her, and she always comes up with ways to go completely scorched earth on them. Hell hath no fury, etc. Not to defend the douchebag, but think about the extremes she went to when her anger overheated at Nader. Think about the nasty things she says about Shannon. Think of the awful words she used for the pathetic Annie P. (who was guilty of not liking Nader), words which she chose specifically to wound. Look at the depths she will sink to expel bile at the reaction channels, using YouTube, her bread-and-butter-that-must-be-preserved, to dox their relatives. Look at how fast she turned on the Holy Trinity and other disgraced beezers.
There are still a few targets left before she turns the anger on Salah. She can rage at kiwifarms, she can get pissed at Peetz, she can go on tirades and doxing campaigns against other YouTubers, she can be angry at the sun...
...but the day will come when she will not just trample Salah's authority, she will spit on it and defile it.
One of her early fights with Nader was reported two different ways. Her version was an enraged and crazy Nader chased her through the streets as she ran for her life, with him ultimately assaulting her on a public street for no reason at all. The Nader version was that she had agreed to go on a walk for exercise, refused to walk more than five steps, insisted that they go to Burger King instead, got sassy when he said no, told him essentially FU, and told him she'd go to Burger King alone. He grabbed her arm to prevent her from leaving (futile; she's big) and followed her a few steps arguing back.
Who knows which version of the story is closer to the truth (I have my idea, but I'm not saying...)? It will be something like this that sets her off, and all the weight of her current rages will bear down on Salah like a freight train running off the rails.
It can't not happen. Her anger is metastasizing now, and there are precious few opportunities for her to blow off steam in the ways she is accustomed to (i.e., drugs, food, reveling in shit). The question will then become will Salah be a mensch and take it on the chin, or will she provoke a deep-rooted Syrian rage lurking beneath the placid surface? And, will it happen in relative privacy, or will she just lose her shit in public, everyone else be damned? That might not go well if it happens.
Muahahaha, her rage cannot be stopped...
edits: grammar is bothering me today
