I'm pretty new to the Raxx, but isn't this his whole modus operandi? Say stupid shit and then claim Marty is an evil cunt for pointing out his failings.
Doesn't matter really. I'm just happy laughing at the second coming of Quasimodo, except instead of the tower of Notre Dame he is in the attic of his grandmother.
Pretty much. He is a creature with
zero self reflection. No matter how blunt criticism to him is put, he does not connect the dots.
EVER. His excuse for being catfished by somebody pretending to be fourteen? He blames the catfisher, and those who associate with her. They are "pedo supporters". Meanwhile, some unsubstantiated claims, probably from another troll, say Danny Brown raped a thirteen year old girl, and he calls out Danny Brown for being a pedophile. Not to mention he was kicked out of high school approximately around twenty years old (I could be wrong about the age here) for molesting a legally blind individual. For oppression/pity points he stole the story, and said Blind Billy was the one who sexually assaulted him. He smirked and laughed during his telling of the story on some panel. I think at some point he said, he's thankful it happened, which I don't believe an actual victim would ever say or express. He's a self proclaimed anti-suicide, pro mental health person... He has told many people to kill themselves.
When he's not projecting super hard, he has a tendency to be egotistic and narcissistic. When he thought he signed with a music label, he had a stream where he dressed cool and had a cocky attitude. He recently had a stream where he tried to scare all his trolls and detractors by saying they fell into his trap, and he was a mastermind and had planned all his reactions and freak outs. He of course also thinks he can play musical instruments, I believe he bashed the concept of music theory at some point stating he didn't need it. He has no consideration for Ed or Sally when they try to sleep as he's up doing shitty screamo covers of songs.
another facet of his personality is his WWE big talk monologue moments. You can easily tell when he's doing this, as it seems more like a performance than an actual sperg out. By the very next day, it's like nothing ever happened, and he's going to repeat the same similar topics over again. Anything he said yesterday will be forgotten and he'll contradict and lie about things the next day. I've said in another post, I personally believe he only remembers big events that happen when interacting with his trolls. The smaller events and conversations seem to wipe from his memory and he's onto something else the next day. It's like the female lead character in the movie,
50 First Dates. Not to the same degree of amnesia, but similar. You could compile all his contradictions, and lies, show them to him and he'll project and ignore it. You may also notice he can't tell on Panel's when he's muted and will constantly try to talk over people, because to him louder is winning. And he can't tell when something is live or recorded. When he gets actually heated, and not in his WWE mode he seems less lucid, and reacts to stimuli. There's a great clip I wish I could find off the top of my head, where he yells at a dog barking over voice comms on a panel to shut the fuck up. His brain probably didn't register it as a dog, but he heard something louder than everything else on the panel so he had to assert himself.
I genuinely think if any one of us could swap minds with Cyraxx for just a mere minute, having his mind would either be like being under the affects of laughing gas at the dentist, or the orb of confusion from SpongeBob.
