TGWTG The Spoony One / Spoony / Noah Antwiler and Rachel Baker / @RaeAngel07 - The touching romance between a washed-up videogame reviewer throwing a decade-long pity party and his delusional Canuck stalker. #weaknotsick #donttellmehowtosulk

Did JewRapio come across as creepy to anyone else before the #CTC stuff? Hindsight is 20/20 I know, but the "You're not stupid" video activated this primal revulsion for me.


It's the sad puppy facial expressions and soft voice that get me. He comes across like he's trying to soothe a wild animal into letting him fuck it.
I think it was because he was a late 30s early 40s man talking to his legion of underaged fans in a weird almost Steve from Blues Clues tone. It comes off as weird, I understand WHAT hes trying to do, but it just comes off as creepy.

For some reason, I have this picture in my head of Linkara thinking about Spoony and going "Man, he's such a loser!" and it tickles me, lol
I mean what is worse
A man in his 40s who threw away a life of semi luxury cause he couldnt handle a basic fucking upload schedule
or
A man nearing his 40s who is a never been and has had to beg for his taxes even though he has a ""full"" time job?
Either way you lose but yknow.

"Justin loved his fans" - Jason "LordKat" Pullara.
Maybe its just me, but the entire JEWwario situation (sans suicide) reminds me of the John K situation. Everyone knew, everyone saw it, but no one said anything.
 
So question, since we haven't seen much activity from Noah lately... is anyone following him on Mastadon or whatever the Twitter 'replacement' is that he was supposedly contemplating migrating to because fuck Elon?
 
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So question, since we haven't seen much activity from Noah lately... is anyone following him on Mastadon or whatever the Twitter 'replacement' is that he was supposedly contemplating migrating to because fuck Elon?
He hasn't posted on that shit since the end of December when everyone screeching about Elon had already gotten bored of missing their followers, internet asspats, having been told to stop reporting people and use the block button, etc.
 
These are posts from the James Rolfe topic that I figured felt more appropriate here, so excuse the cutting and pasting.

Spoony is just too lazy to even produce lolcow content.
Honestly I never thought it was laziness. The guy spent YEARS being basically abused by literally everyone, and any time he reacts to it, no matter how thoroughly in-the-right he is, HE gets blamed for "not being a good sport" about it. It's the standard "the bullies aren't bad for picking on you, you're bad for trying to do something about it" mentality that America is just enamored with.

Anyone who has ever been to high school has seen it and should empathize with Spoony, but for some reason, the internet doesn't.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not gonna defend his Twitter Pity Party While Refusing To Actually Do Anything era.... I just don't really blame Spoony for falling into that rut. He was essentially railroaded into it.

It's like, I had a friend years back, who had to live with his parents.... because his mom was in a wheelchair, see, and he was helping caretake for her. But he was an adult man, so of course a lot of people heard the "grown man who lives with his parents" part and not the "because he's taking care of his invalid mom" part and just assumed he was some lazy slob.

That's not exactly Spoony's situation, but its similar in that people judging Spoony tend to only hear the part that makes him sound like the asshole without checking to see if he might in some way be justified.

EDIT: I'm actually now reminded of something similar regarding the author of Yuyu Hakusho and Hunter x Hunter. I forget the guy's name. Story goes around that Yuyu ended because the dude locked himself in a room and threatened to commit suicide if he wasn't allowed to end it. First time I heard this story, it was presented as a story about the terrifying level of control Japanese publishers have over authors that he would even need to do this. Nowadays whenever I hear this story told, it's presented as "wow, so the author of this manga was a nutcase, huh?" Same deal with Spoony--people who don't know the larger context just tend to take what they hear at face value.

NOTE: The quoted text here was in response to what I said above.
How much Patreon money did Spoony take from his fans while giving zero content? What did Spoony do when his movie goal was reached? Oh yeah, nothing. Spoony got to where he was because of his own actions. It's been about a decade since these events and he is just there, doing nothing.

He has had more than enough time to fix his life after "falling from grace". "Muh depression" isn't an excuse. He is like DSP and every other lolcow who couldn't take any form of criticism and threw hissy fits at his fans or blamed them, which is what James Rolfe did when talking about the trolls though not to the extent which Spoony did.
Like I said, I'm not here to defend his streamer/twitter-addict period. I've just never liked how literally everyone frames the story as "he got big but then the fame went to his head and he started being lazy" (which is literally the story you will get if you look up "what happened to Spoony?") when the full story was that Spoony was getting crap from literally all corners and so his burnout was probably understandible.

That's why I made the analogy to that manga author--similar case where people hear only one part of the story out of context and conclude the guy was an asshole.

James is so boring now people talking about Spoony in his thread.
It's weird. James for me is basically a guy I have some sort of nostalgia for because his videos were from a period where the internet looked wide and open and full of endless possibilities and anything could happen and if I click enough links it'll take me to the gumdrop kingdom..... But I never actually was that huge an AVGN fan.

It's the internet equivalent of when you have a cartoon you didn't like that much as a kid, but you have way more interest in it now specifically because its something you remember being part of your childhood. Except that I would've already been in my late teens or adulthood at the time AVGN premiered.

If I had to compare them to classic cartoons, AVGN would be The Simpsons. Spoony would be Fox's Peter Pan and the Pirates--a show that had something intangibly special about it, that wasn't quite perfect, but everyone who saw it loved it and wants it to come back.... except with an added element that people keep thinking that if they rage hard enough that'll convince the creator to make new episodes (which we will inevitably then lambast for not being as good as we want).

.... Hell, didn't that actually happen to Spoony? I recall hearing he reviewed The Force Awakens but everyone hated it because he was a "pussy-whipped SJW." That just kinda tells you everything, doesn't it? If Spoony did make a new video, we would all just be bitching that its not as good as his old stuff. The only way he would get a positive reception is if a Mega Man 11 situation occured.
 
I sympathise with him for going through a hard time. It can happen to anyone of us. Where that sympathy ends is when he knows something's wrong with him and he continually refuses to do anything about it. Hell he even seemed like he was enjoying it.

The need for social media "likes" and asspats overrode his need to help himself and get his life back on track. Ofcourse people's sympathy for him will run out.

It's like his grifter stalker Rachael. People don't feel sorry for her anymore seeing her waste her life in bed, crying that she has no money for food and bills while buying toys.
 
I don't really feel bad for him. It was almost all self-induced pain. Sure anyone can have bad times, but just shutting down and being miserable for more than 6 months or so without doing anything at all isn't something to feel sorry for. It's not like he had any major problems, like deaths, legal problems, or serious health issues. His main mental problem is 'being an asshole' and he's reaping what he sowed on that.

He has a decent degree. I can understand dumping the real world for Youtube stardom, but once that failed he could've used that and gotten some certs and learned something. Instead he tweeted himself into being a pariah and lifelong incel like any true cow would. I'm pretty convinced he's actually fairly happy now without having to do anything but watch Rifftrax and play games constantly. It's pretty obvious to me Miles or someone said 'you have to at least try streaming again' but he did just enough to say 'that doesn't work anymore, so I'm justified in doing nothing'. He's a pampered baby. Again, if he had some real medical or personal problem that kept him down, ok. But he's just another lazy late Gen-X/early Millennial that doesn't need to work, so just doesn't.
 
Regarding the YYH and HxH author, no I never heard that story. What is known for a fact is Yoshihiro Togashi was a lazy slob who wanted to end YYH and sit around with the money he made doing jack and shit playing video games. He was in fact such a disgusting slob, especially in contrast to his wife(Naoko Takeuchi, the Sailor Moon manga author), we got a picture out of it comparing the two and then later working on HxH after his wife straightened him out a bit he had the ability to at least make fun of it with a character he included to assist with kicking off the greed island arc as a bit of self deprecating humor but the problem by this point is that he fucked up his back so bad(thanks to not even having a chair to sit in to play games or bedding to sleep in) he can't even get himself in a position to draw anymore which is the reason for the exceptionally long breaks in the original anime run(delays in the manga and ending up catching up to it), re-making the HxH anime and it coming to a halt even though Togashi has attempted multiple times to restart his work, and so on. Hell, it's pretty damn obvious especially for the Greed Island arc he was using video games as a means of inspiration for things in his worlds and he's stated as much multiple times. The problem is initially he'd go on hiatus for months doing fuck all but playing video games. At this point there's at least some people who just want him to at least finish the HxH story as light novels so there isn't another Berserk where the author dies before the story is finished(and he's expressed that concern as well).
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As far as spoony, yes people have been shitting on him for ages. However, that's been happening to him for the same reasons even according to his own livejournal regarding tabletop gaming, getting and losing jobs(real jobs, not just the kenzerco shit and then the spoony experiment), a local game store movie he tried to make back when he was in college and also failed, and the list just keeps on going. Spoony taking money from fans is his fault and no one else's. Spoony losing his IRL friends before tgwtg is his fault and no one elses. Spoony losing the start of a decent career is his fault and no one else's. Spoony being a lazy fuck with regard to his own relationships is his fault... and no one else's.

I'm not going to disagree that the negativity he's gotten from the internet over the years wouldn't have taken its toll. But that as the cause for his behavior simply being reactions to it? Hell no. Spoony is and always was a lazy fuck, he was "that guy" at the game store(if you read between the lines in his counter monkey episodes about games he's actually played, what few of them there are, he was always pissed the party wasn't doing what he wanted them to do as a player or DM, or just went out of his way to be a disruptive ass ruining games for other people, or even just at the store being a giant dickhead to others). What's likely fucked spoony up moreso regarding the internet is what JohnMc stated above. The man is obviously addicted to twitter for the internet asspats he gets, the problem when applying this to the previous bit about getting shit on the internet is that he also got plenty of shit on twitter years ago for being a lazy ass(among other things) but that's died down because most of his fans finally moved the hell on since it's been almost a decade at this point. The man had opportunity after opportunity and squandered it every time. He is not the same as the guy stuck living with an invalid parent and idiots making fun of him for living with them or whatever.
 
"you wouldn't understand.."

imo Noah's only entertaining when he's making a complete joke of himself such as publicly whining on the internet that he's hopelessly snow trapped in his house when in fact that's not the case at all. Whining on social media like he's the only creature in existence that's ever suffered. When he keeps that ridiculous crap to himself, he's just as unremarkable as the rest of life's losers.
 
"you wouldn't understand.."

imo Noah's only entertaining when he's making a complete joke of himself such as publicly whining on the internet that he's hopelessly snow trapped in his house when in fact that's not the case at all. Whining on social media like he's the only creature in existence that's ever suffered. When he keeps that ridiculous crap to himself, he's just as unremarkable as the rest of life's losers.
Calling him a loser is giving him too much credit tbh. He's not some nigger or inbred hick who was just never going to make it. He's a piece of shit who refuses to make it, even though there are still people dumb enough to give him money for doing nothing and drinking himself to death.
 
"Loser' is a very fitting word if you ask me, it's not like he's been met with some extra terrible fate, he's had the tools and opportunities to avoid the life he lives right now. He practically only has himself to blame afaik, a perfect loser.
Exactly. Spoony is an eternal loser, and it's entirely his own damned fault. If anything regarding a grown adult needing to live with relatives fucking their own lives up, Miles is the one in that position right now being stuck having to take care of the grown ass man that is his loser of a brother because he refuses to take care of himself. Spoony is what, 42/43 now? And has reduced HIMSELF to tweeting about having holes in his shirts because he's too fucking lazy to go get even a damned minimum wage job basically anywhere and do something about it.

Even his damn house that he lost, that foreclosure was delayed due to covid bullshit and he still didn't do a damn thing about it to go get basically any source of income and be able to give the bank money to shut them up and he had YEARS to do so. The only one that is making him think the only way he can earn a living is making videos on the internet is himself.
 
Even his damn house that he lost, that foreclosure was delayed due to covid bullshit and he still didn't do a damn thing about it to go get basically any source of income and be able to give the bank money to shut them up and he had YEARS to do so. The only one that is making him think the only way he can earn a living is making videos on the internet is himself.
And don't forget he got his car repo'd while at a doctor visit, incredible. That's below nigger-level bum shit. That had to get a lot of laughs at the cop station where Miles works. I just wonder if they openly mock the Antwilers or just behind Miles' back there.

Also, this must've ruined Warthog's day to see this
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He's kind of in Chris' position now in that "is Noah even employable at this point?"

Try having to explain a 20 plus year long work gap to any potential employers, even burger flippers are going to be raising an eyebrow at the middle aged man who hasn't worked a normal job (and barely at that) since his early 20s and his only source of income was "hurr durr I made the funny videos on the internets!"
 
He's kind of in Chris' position now in that "is Noah even employable at this point?"

Try having to explain a 20 plus year long work gap to any potential employers, even burger flippers are going to be raising an eyebrow at the middle aged man who hasn't worked a normal job (and barely at that) since his early 20s and his only source of income was "hurr durr I made the funny videos on the internets!"
Oh it certainly wouldn't be easy for him to find work, but it's absolutely doable. It won't ever become a career(little late for that) but he's definitely employable so long as he just acts like a normal human being on the job instead of his usual egotistical dickhead self. The fact that he'd probably end up with a manager younger than him, telling him to stack boxes, dealing with customers who have zero interest in his shit and just want to buy their crap and leave, is the sort of thing he'll always have an issue with. I'd just about be willing to bet money that he did attempt to show his parents he was looking for work and showing that he was applying at local game stores as a "DM for hire"(or something equally absurd), wizards of the coast, and other idiotic shit instead of mcdonalds, walmart, and so on. Any menial job that can be done by teens and twenty somethings, there will be a spot available for him as he can work any shift during school hours and doesn't need a special schedule to work around college classes.

But... that would require him to finally admit his failure, get off twitter, and make even a basic attempt at doing something with his life. But that issue isn't specific or unique to spoony. It's the same problem most of the morons from channel awesome have. Marzgurl, Filmbrain, Obscurus Lupa, it's all the same shit. A handful of them like Linkara probably have enough paypigs and viewers to support their lifestyle, Angry Joe even has 800-900 people paying him 2-5 bucks a month on patreon because he's still willing to at least produce the content his audience wants, but is still doing the same trash in his late 30s/early 40s as he was previously and likely will never do any better.
 
He has a decent degree. I can understand dumping the real world for Youtube stardom, but once that failed he could've used that and gotten some certs and learned something.
He had a decent degree but by the time he graduated Comp Sci was almost worthless as people discovered that the Indians could do the same job for cheaper. So the smart ones got into IT, took courses, got certified and eventually wound up making loads of money. The other ones went elsewhere and like Spoony wound up doing stuff as a hobby which eventually became their "career" until it imploded and they were left with no direction.

The problem is he was making bank at his hobby so why not continue? There was no reason why he'd stop. People were fan-girling over him. He'd go to convention and be treated like a rock star. People were sitting in meeting rooms while he spoke and they loved every moment of it. But like a lot of things eventually the gravy train stops and you need to take stock of your life and continue. Spoony got depressed, the pressure got to be too much for him and he shut down completely and now we see the end of the story.

He's done. He will never come back no matter how much Warthog wishes he would.
 
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Hold on though when was Spoony actually bullied? By Lupa when she told on him? Spoony gets flak for his lack of effort and the way he treats people but overall he gets it really easy. Most people are annoyed at him because they wish he kept making content, if he somehow made a comeback a lot of people would let bygones be bygones.

I think the guy was talented, he was actually quite skilled at the "angry review" craft and at writing, he was either at the top of the sektur or equal to the AVGN. The problem is that he is a depressive lazy slacker and he has a habit of pissing people off with bad faith arguments. He will tell you that you can't like something or can't hate something. He gets physically hurt by bad movies yet when DnD 4th edition came out he told his fans they couldn't be angry because there are other editions they could play and because he thought 4th ed was good. It went beyond the usual nerd flame wars with him and he got pissy often, and he got more pissed than ever during that warriors fighting show saga. That behavior does rub viewers the wrong way after a while.

The thing that kinda makes me MATI is that sure he is a loser in the sense that he is a drain on society and does nothing, but from his point of view he is a lucky bastard, somehow he can pay for food and video games while having all the free time in the world. I can't help but notice that lately he has been less mopey on Twitter, he is not even doing a good job at selling the woe is me shit anymore.

Also he wants to have his cake and eat it too, he does absolutely nothing to preserve his body of work, if you want to watch his videos now you have to go to a fan created playlist because half of his videos are spread across various accounts that have reuploaded his stuff, and it's probably only going to get worse with time. So the guy doesn't give a fuck, okay, but then on the other hand he still acts like he is this internet celebrity and expects to benefit from his "career" and also wants ass pats when an old video reaches a certain amount of views.

Really if you want to explain Spoony you have to look into the hollow consumerist lifestyle to constantly-at-war activist pipeline. I believe that he has this voice in his head telling him to do something with his life, he thinks that what he needs to do is seize the means of production from the rich, when in reality his mammalian brain just wants him to be productive in his own life. Fuck, the guy acts like the orange man ruined his life, meanwhile his brother would be dead if he didn't hit the mexican before his gun jammed, some perspective could help him as well.

I love how this page is a chain of effort posts ranting about Spoony. TL;DR, people probably have cyrillic Spoony ingrained in their memory because Spoony is the demi-god of 90s slacker culture and can't be assed to look after his own content. получить работу.
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And don't forget he got his car repo'd while at a doctor visit, incredible. That's below nigger-level bum shit. That had to get a lot of laughs at the cop station where Miles works. I just wonder if they openly mock the Antwilers or just behind Miles' back there.

Also, this must've ruined Warthog's day to see this
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Wrestling isn't real, Noah. As stupid as those closeted homosexuals may appear on television, they're bringing home millions to entertain morons like you, who somehow enjoy naked men fake fighting.
 
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