Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

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Troon Inevitable-Newt-4044 still coping about his stink-ditch that he states definitely looks better after months of healing. I suppose he thinks they alter or look drastically different from the initial surgery. Most only look drastically different if they were suffering necrosis or dehiscence. (A)
Butcher was Ashley DeLeon.
He failed to have sex because his partner supposedly couldn't put it in.
After a bit of silence he then goes on to complain about his stink-ditch's new-stink smell. He tried using KY Jelly to cover it up and switched to slippery stuff and then decided he'll wait for his surgeon to tell him what to do next to rid himself of the stinkditch's main feature of stink.
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Have pretty bad smell inside vaginal canal when I dilate and when I urinate. It’s very pungent when i remove my panty. The smell is similar to rotten eggs. I’m using ky jelly. Don’t know if it’s an infection or the lube is the culprit. Anyone had similar issue? 1 month post srs​


Inevitable-Newt-4044
Yeah I’m having the same issue 14 weeks post op. Was using KY jelly as well and switch to Slippery Stuff but has made no difference. Waiting to get word from my surgeon to see what I gotta do.



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Troons say there's big improvement. He also has to travel 4 hours to get to Austin since he can't find a nose deaf gynecologist.

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RedPanda5447
You are healing so well compared to your earlier pics!

Inevitable-Newt-4044
Yes it’s been such a huge difference! I truly believe I was botched for the first 2 and a half months but now that I’m 4 months I see the light. I tried having sex for the first time but it was but painful and my partner couldn’t get it in. A little disappointed from that.

galjer10n
The white should go away eventually. Things look really good though! Another few months and I think you'll be even happier 🥰
I think 4 months is too early for sex, especially with granulation tissue, just so you don't cause prolonged issues. What dialator are you up to at this point?

Inevitable-Newt-4044
I’m using the second dilator which is the blue one but I cannot insert it if I do not use the first dilator which is the purple one. It’s hard to get the granulation tissue dealt with cause Austin is a drive. Haven’t found a gynecologist that’s trans friendly to go to.

galjer10n
Understood! My surgeon is just over an hour away, he had me come directly to him to deal with granulation with silver nitrate.
I'd personally hold off on sex until your well into the later dialators, or further healed at least. I hope you find someone to help! The silver nitrate works really well. I had to get those treatments starting about 5 months and was done by 7 months.

Inevitable-Newt-4044
Really? Took 2 months to get it taken care. I have only done one treatment so far and that was a month ago. My surgeon is about 4 hours away so it’s so much harder to find someone to drive me down there. Thank you!

galjer10n
Yeah - it seemed to stop about a month in and then I went on a plan for a few hours...went to use the restroom on board just to pee and I started bleeding ( pressure of the cabin maybe? ) texted my surgeon and he said come see him as soon as I was home... took another month for it to finally resolve, with weekly visits and nitrate applications.

Inevitable-Newt-4044
Yeah that will be hard to accomplish with the place being hours away. I have to do every month for silver nitrate. Maybe when I start working more I’ll be able to go easier since I’ll be financially more ready.


The usual "Love my surgeon!" cope post, especially since the troons are saying it is beautiful "now"
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Imsakidd
Who let this cis vagina in here?? (/sneed)
Crazy to compare this to your earlier pics- congrats on an awesome result!

Inevitable-Newt-4044
Trust me I was not expecting these results from seeing how things were back then. I am so proud of my healing. Also thank my job for giving me 4 months off to be able to fully recover. Also make sure to everyone who gets this surgery to have plenty of water, tons of fruits, juices. I also recommend starting juven to help further heal and produce new collagen.

He still has the granulation issue from the first few days.
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SecretTiger87
Omg. That looks soo real. In terms of design. Functionality is also important tho

Inevitable-Newt-4044
Yes I am so beyond impress! I was not expecting to heal like this after all the complications I had and so much granulation tissue. Functioning works well. The only problem is it’s hard to stretch the skin on the entrance of the canal. Specially dilating with second blue dilator. And sex too. I tried to have sex with my partner for the first time yesterday and it took so long to get it in but once in it felt like he couldn’t get further in. It was painful an uncomfortable. We are planning to maybe wait another month or 2 to heal up more and allow that entrance to become more elastic to stretch the area easier.

closestcloset66
What is "granulation" tissue?
(And btw you look FANTASTIC)

Inevitable-Newt-4044
Thank you! Granulation tissue is excess tissue growing from your skin healing over skin. It’s all the darker red around the entrance of my vaginal canal. It’s a very common thing that occurs in most vaginoplasty surgeries.

Inevitable-Newt-4044
Also thank you! I appreciate it.
 
What kind of man would willingly put his dick inside that? I mean I know the stereotype sex hungry men will fuck anything but god damn vile shit. I’m glad I’m not a sex fiend male.
An insane one.
Which is kind of a given since only an insane man would fuck a troon anyway, but only the most coom obsessed degenerate of them would put their dick in a stinkditch.
I literally just burped up puke and had to swallow it typing this as I pictured it.
 
An insane one.
Which is kind of a given since only an insane man would fuck a troon anyway, but only the most coom obsessed degenerate of them would put their dick in a stinkditch.
I literally just burped up puke and had to swallow it typing this as I pictured it.
I read on the web whilst browsing. A troon tried to trick a dude but apparently the guy may have clocked his stinkditch because the tranny got fucked in the ditch with a condom and then proceeds to get raw dawgged in the back bareback n all. Pretty hilarious
 
I don't think there's any difference between being a 16-24 year old sexual deviant female and a traumatized girl who was groomed by the internet. Almost all of these people I would bet were exposed to porn very young and as I posted about before, even the erotica on AO3 they consume is often extremely hardcore and deviant.
Society never seems to give this kind of sympathy to the boys and men who are exposed to porn early and become avid coomers just the same. Never heard about the gross boy who jerks off in class get referred to as a 'traumatized boy groomed by the internet' because he's neck deep in porn addiction.

These girls need some form of self responsibility. One of the big reasons we're in this whole mess is because we've been underestimating how potentially deviant girls can get. People really keep treating girls like they innocent beings corrupted by evil men but when you look at the activity on the major sites it's mostly other girls egging each other on. We had this same issue with the anorexia trend in the 90s. Most of the spread was actually due to girls encouraging other girls while the papers were saying that it was men and society who were shaming these girls into it.

I was on Tumblr in its glory days and first exposed to pornography when I was young (9-11ish). I recognized it eventually for what it was and stopped consuming these kinds of things. I had some sense of self-responsibility for my own mental health because I wasn't brought up with the crap that I'm an innocent girl with no means of self-governing.

Treating boys like they're inherently sick in the head while treating girls the opposite is how we got here in the first place. Boys feel disgusting for liking sexual things and get treated immediately like they'll do harm to girls and woman. While girls get treated like innocent pure beings so feel bad for liking sex and think there's something wrong with them for it. They use yaoi as a cope because they've been raised to think badly of girls who like sex so eventually escape to become "men" so they can have sexual feeling without the guilt.

u/thatftmguy13 has posted an update.
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6 months post OP on thursday / phallus + all related scars
Ill be 6 months post op on the 23rd and stage 2 (UL hookup + scrotoplasty) is scheduled for march 16th. I couldnt be happier with how my body healed and how my dick is looking and i am very excited to pee out of my penis and have balls in 3.5 weeks haha. Open to any questions!

The comments in this post is all just warning the OP about terfs on twitter taking the photos. 😄
 
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Society never seems to give this kind of sympathy to the boys and men who are exposed to porn early and become avid coomers just the same. Never heard about the gross boy who jerks off in class get referred to as a 'traumatized boy groomed by the internet' because he's neck deep in porn addiction.

These girls need some form of self responsibility. One of the big reasons we're in this whole mess is because we've been underestimating how potentially deviant girls can get. People really keep treating girls like they innocent beings corrupted by evil men but when you look at the activity on the major sites it's mostly other girls egging each other on. We had this same issue with the anorexia trend in the 90s. Most of the spread was actually due to girls encouraging other girls while the papers were saying that it was men and society who were shaming these girls into it.

I was on Tumblr in its glory days and first exposed to pornography when I was young (9-11ish). I recognized it eventually for what it was and stopped consuming these kinds of things. I had some sense of self-responsibility for my own mental health because I wasn't brought up with the crap that I'm an innocent girl with no means of self-governing.

Treating boys like they're inherently sick in the head while treating girls the opposite is how we got here in the first place. Boys feel disgusting for liking sexual things and get treated immediately like they'll do harm to girls and woman. While girls get treated like innocent pure beings so feel bad for liking sex and think there's something wrong with them for it. They use yaoi as a cope because they've been raised to think badly of girls who like sex so eventually escape to become "men" so they can have sexual feeling without the guilt.

u/thatftmguy13 has posted an update.
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6 months post OP on thursday / phallus + all related scars
Ill be 6 months post op on the 23rd and stage 2 (UL hookup + scrotoplasty) is scheduled for march 16th. I couldnt be happier with how my body healed and how my dick is looking and i am very excited to pee out of my penis and have balls in 3.5 weeks haha. Open to any questions!

The comments in this post is all just warning the OP about terfs on twitter taking the photos. 😄
Another one that has obvious self-harm scars on the rotdog.
 
Hey, TERFs are fine with FTMs. We accept you as the woman you are, queen, and hope you overthrow the patriarchy in your mind.

Question for the chembros: Seems like part of the absolute funk in the stinkditch is tied to it being an anaerobic environment. What keeps a real vag from being anaerobic and would douching with peroxide help for the stink ditch?

Also lulz at the "I need to work my way up to a bigger dilator before I attempt sex." May as well just take out a personals ad for a tranny chaser with a small dick there.
 
It's happened guys! Finally!!! TrappedinaBocks got dumped by her emotionally checked out, dick-loving, poly girlfriend.
  • Insecure emotional TiF is in a relationship with a straight girl
  • Gets phallo
  • Completely ruined her orgasms and sex is unenjoyable now
  • Phallus is too small for the girlfriend (GF is a Size queen)
  • Relationship is suffering as expected
  • Basically the best detailed example in this thread of someone's life going downhill after phalloplasty.
Iconic post of her bitching about her TiF therapist saying that penetration is a social construct
her lamenting about her phallo's failure to fix her issues
big post I made for her
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Anyone else get dumped over 30 and have age and transness make you feel like you’re too old to find someone?​


I just really need advice on where to go from here. I’m bi but only sexually attracted to men and emotionally attracted to women. I get lots of unwanted advice from family telling me I can’t be “emotional” with women, but sometimes I think maybe they’re right.
I just feel very confused and the way the breakup happened was quite cruel (she pretended we were going on a date and even talked about sex and stuff an hour prior to dumping me).
I feel hopeless when most people trans or cis my age are partnered or married.

Comment 1 (all comments by TrappedinaBocks)
Yea I’m in therapy right now I’m just not sure who to even date if I do ever date. I’m a monogamous person but the city I’m in is very polyamorous focused at least in the queer community and dating women I’m mainly attracted to straight women, but physically I tend to lean towards men so that’s a whole thing in itself.

I personally don’t plan on any relationships in the near future (at least a year) as I want to focus on gaining some weight (especially muscle mass after losing a bunch of weight I didn’t intend on losing. I also want to feel confident alone and have closer friendships and be in a place where someone’s presence doesn’t affect me anymore.

I feel I’ve let myself lose myself in past relationships which results in the breakup being more devastating seeing as I try to fit them more than they try to fit/compromise with me.

I definitely agree on taking time. My only intention is to sleep with people for the next little while and only ones I know won’t make my transness feel lol a default. I love being post phallo but I’ve had so many guys be jerks about me not having my pre op junk.

I don’t even try to have casual sex with women as I’m mostly afraid they’ll freak out. It sucks because people are attracted to me when they assume I’m cis but the reveal of telling them often is the hard part

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For everyone recommending therapy I’m in 3 therapies already 2 group one solo so please I appreciate it’s it but I’m doing it and it kinda just reminds me of my ex who refused to go to therapy but then would ask if I was going when I’m in school and going 3x a week.

Also my bad to the one poster i said my post mentioned I’m in therapy but that was my initial draft that was too long so my apologies!

Comment 3
Yea I feel that. I’m mostly lonely. She blamed me for being boring and not wanting to go out with her giant jacked guy friends with her (after she was caught flirting over text with one and spent the first 3 months of our relationship keeping me away from her coworkers).

I work pretty much fulltime and am full time in school in a very intense program. And I wanted time to workout and play guitar and do art so it was super frustrating having someone constantly ask me to hangout then act like I was boring for being burnt out and as much as she said she didn’t she usually expected me to get or make dinner even after I spent 8 hours walking all day and pushing upwards of 300 pounds (I’m a patient transporter).

She just didn’t understand how drained I was and thought being together all the time would fix things then they got worse then she told me I wasn’t social enough then eventually that she just didn’t love me.

Im sorry for ranting I’m just so tired of being people’s stepping stone to whatever type of guy they really want I’m never the person they actually want

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Yeah I’m in the same stage as you. That was a big problem with my ex and I. I lost 30 pounds from covid and she had been with me and insisted on going to pride despite me explaining her testing negative a day after didn’t mean she was negative due to the incubation period.

So she went to pride and the next day tested positive. I work in healthcare and have immunocompromised parents so I take that shit seriously. Also as someone with no pre existing conditions who had such a severe case of it (I was close to having to go to the hospital, but luckily my fever went down) it freaked me out.

I’m still trying to get my weight back up but I had surgery (erectile implant) 2 months after recovering from covid, then went back to my active job and started school had some post op depression turn to regular depression and now I’m going through break up depression.

I’m in the mid to low 130’s at the moment which for my height usually isn’t super thin but my build is pretty wide so anything 140 and under I look like a skeleton. I’m usually 165 to 167.

I got banned for “ghosting” on hinge when I was in stage 2 phallo lmao and they won’t unban me it also bans you elsewhere. So I’m taking a year off to just get my weight up, focus on other things, then try signing up with a work around.
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I went through a major depressive episode I’m still battling (with medication now) but my weight since the summer has dropped close to 40 pounds. My ribs, spine and hipbones stick out and I look tiny compared to before.

I’m a bit shorter at 5’7 so I know that (as much as I can get shit for it) that it’ll be less of a challenge filling out than if I were 6’4 or something.

Also, just wanted to add I’m doing this for myself and my own confidence and well being I’m taking a year off dating even though I feel a bit old to do things like start a family (I’m 30) but I need some time to learn to like me.

Here's an old post before she got dumped where she goes to a sex club with her girlfriend.
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Anyone ever go to a sex club with a partner and have it make you have worse body dysmorphia/never want to have sex again?​


So I decided to try my best for my partner to go to a sex club last night (New Years ever) and I feel like I just ruined it. I only ever am turned on in the morning partly because certain meds I’m on that I can’t just jump off or kill my sex drive once they hit.
I feel like my partner is losing attraction because I am boring and anxious always.
So I decided I’d surprise her by initiating going to a place I know she enjoyed with exes/friends.
Tbh I found the place completely cheesey, but I wanted to make her happy so I figured I’ll try.

I was the only man dressed. I’m post phallo but insecure about my size and not having tattooing yet. I also am very underweight atm due to a bad bout of covid in June.
We had sex a few places but I couldn’t bring myself to do it in front of other people. I eventually asked for a private room.
We got there and it looked like a gross motel tbh. I got her off and as soon as I could put my dick back down.

Minus the sex club I haven’t been able to get off with her at all not even jerking off (I’m embarrassed by the way I do it. I’m super sexually frustrated but nothing ever works for me.
I always feel uncomfortable and anxiety meds making cumming harder (I’m on Valium) but I need them to have sex or else I’ll get in my head.
I feel like I went trying to get over my anxiety and just gave myself worse body dysmorphia and now I never want to be naked again after seeing so many cis guys who looked better.
And a hilarious comment by her
Yea, I know people are going to say toxic masculinity but when I was trying to be all dominant and shit I could tell how into it she was and so I just kept dealing despite being not into it. I feel like whining about how I feel unattractive and boring is … we’ll unattractive and I feel I’ve done it enough. I’m waiting for my therapist to get off vacation to talk to her, but right now I just want to jump into a black hole.

She said it wasn’t a big deal but I’m very fucked up over it more than I let on or even expected and I never want to have sex again.

Even worse, as we were walking home she mentioned how her dream would be to live alone when normally she talks about moving in with me and I asked if maybe we should slow things down she can pursue that ( I was serious not passive aggressive) she got upset and was like “that’s not what I meant, I’ll never be able to afford it anyway” which makes me feel like I’m just a built in roommate if we ever do move in together and now I’m questioning whether I should continue this.

I just feel like I suck at relationships. I suck at sex at least myself, I’m good at pleasing other people but I’m miserable in my sex life and have no idea what I want and I really dislike my body now more than ever.
This is what happens when insecure pooners think they can get a straight woman as a girlfriend.
 
Lol at this comment by yucca in reference to finding out about the twitter terf.
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My arm is on there, I'm famous! They should have grabbed the really nasty stuff when I had necrosis.

This is a good reminder that this sub is not private and to be respectful of people who are sharing photos. We're putting really personal stuff on here and being vulnerable so that the information is out there for everyone else. If it weren't for brave people posting stuff on here before I got surgery I wouldn't know what to expect. I am happy to share my photos but people should keep in mind this is what happens when we do so respect those who don't want to share. And props to you, Geesetuesday, for calling this person out. What a nasty human.
She's quite reasonable about this. And hasn't deleted her pics. Good on her.

I'm sure d00leys is totally cry-seething about this
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There’s something wrong about her rotdog. Besides it being pencil thin that is.

She’s smart enough to know that posting an uncensored pic of it won’t doxx her, and she has posted other pics before. Just not of her pencil prick.

She’s obsessed enough about it to post long ass essays about the most cringe, dumb stuff. As long as it revolves around her “phallo”.

She’s also defensive and full of cope to the point that using the word “result” about your rotdog is banned.

So yeah… Something went majorly, hilariously wrong with her Phalloplasty, wonder What it is?
I've been thinking, what if it's curled up from scar tissue?
 
What keeps a real vag from being anaerobic and would douching with peroxide help for the stink ditch?
Exactly that: a real vag is constantly self-douching with hydrogen peroxide, as the resident lactobacillus produce H2O2 that is associated with a healthy twat. The scar tissue pockets of troons, otoh, tend to be full of staph, strep, and other fecal bacteria. I imagine a peroxide douche would eat away at whatever still-oozing wounds are present deep within the stink ditch, but maybe it could freshen things up very temporarily.
 
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I found a great TiF that doesn't post on r/phallo as she's had her phallus for quite awhile but I found her through a rando comment. u/Haldir_7
All she does is post FTM porn now. She's a big fan of cockrings.
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Here's the comment I found her from. Turned out she had her massive phallus shortened at some point.
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• No, I did not have UL.

Main reasons for getting the snip =
•I looked permanently hard, and it was embarrassing being perceived as having a 24/7 erection.
•Long length made for an overly massive bulge when wearing clothes. It limited the types and styles of clothing I could wear.
•Awkward for sex. It was difficult/challenging to have penetrating sex— like at all— let alone having good, pleasurable sex for the both of us involved, and having not good/bad sex, well, it sucks (in a bad way) and is usually stressful and embarrassing.

My long length during that time of my/my dick's life made penetrating sex not possible/ a "no-go, not gonna happen" for my partners. So whereas before, when my first/initial dick length of around 8.3 inches would cause concern in partners and comments like "that's going to be a problem,” my current length of 6.5 inches does not cause such awkwardness and stress in my sex life.

Some other positive aspects of my penis are that it is quite thick at 2.2 inches across in diameter, and also plenty fat at 7 inches around. All this measurement stuff comes into play when figuring out the right size condom to get— which honestly was more challenging than I imagined.
Lets see:
  • Calls her penis Haldir (LOTR character for those who don't get the reference)
  • Testosterone in 2004
  • Phalloplasty in 2006 ( The Philadelphia Center for Transgender Surgery, Dr. Sherman Leis, single-stage abdominal phalloplasty with scrotoplasty and testicular implants)
  • bisexual
She doesn't have any non-porn posts but she does have some interesting comments:
This comment is responding to a post about a TiF wanting to give up on transtion
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Just keep going. One foot in front of the other. I've "successfully transitioned," whatever that means, and still, some days, I want to throw in the towel. But if you give up now, you'll never know how far you could have gone or what you may still achieve. All is not lost. I think of how much I used to feel like you are expressing here, and even though I still have dark days, they are different and not as paralyzing and destructive to my life as they used to be when I was in a place like the one you are in now. Don't give up yet; keep going and see how far you can go. And if one day it all seems still too much, you will know that at least you gave it everything you had to succeed, and it is not that you failed, but moreso that life can be insurmountably cruel. But you won't know how good it could get unless you try and get there first.
Almost 20 years and still has thoughts of throwing in the towel.

She seems to have d00leys reaction to the word 'results'. here is her flipping out at commenters.
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I'm directing my response here at the people commenting rather than at OP:

I did not undergo phalloplasty to get a result.
I did not get scrotoplasty to get results.
I did not have bottom surgery to create a result or results.
I don't use my result to have sex.
I don't pull 'n' tug on my results when jacking off.

It's a dick; it's my cock; 🍆 I have a penis.It's a nutsack; it's my balls; 🍒 I have testicles.
👇🏻Words of advice to everyone commenting:

🚫"result(s)" ; 🚫"a (the) result(s)"

☆Do Not call a post-op phalloplasty and scrotoplasty penis and testicles "results" or "the results."

☆Do Not
call a post-op metoidioplasty
penis "a result" or someone's "result."

•Just stop doing it and don't do it anymore. I'm not saying you can't use “result(s)” ever, but you should add the word penis into the comment and also phrase the sentence to be more about you and less about that person's body/dick. (e.g., "that penis result is not aesthetically pleasing to me. I've seen better glansplasty results on a penis from this surgeon.)

•I'm not gonna argue and fight semantics or cry about my feelings or anything like that, but it boils down to this: "result, results, a result," etc., is offensive to post-op guys. Cis-het assholes use those words/terms to belittle, deride, and mock post-op bottom surgery guys. Don't be like them, don't be that asshole who says, "it's just a word," or, "well, it is a result, so what does it matter if I say that." Just understand the message and change your language. It's that simple.

•If you want to differentiate between a cis penis and a post-op penis— then say "meta penis,"; "phallo penis or p-dick"; use whatever slang word you also use for cis penises (cock, dick, twig 'n' berries, wedding tackle, banana ‘n’ cherries, etc., ad infinitum) and just put "post-op" in front.

It's about being respectful.

The world hates us; the least we can do is be good to one another.
 
^ gonna tentatively say the abdominal dick is the best looking result in my experience ITT. Even the worst results from stomach cock beat the worst results from the trad rotdog because the mangled arm is absolutely a haram deal breaker to me. Being a fat fuck gave her a better RESULT solely for this reason as well as the blood supply making it normal colored. I also don't see a urethra so good choice after all we have learned about piss milking ITT. (Still looks uncanny though.)
 
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