AskeDead
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- Jul 5, 2022
>herher "i hurt my wrists from speed running" is kind of an excuse as well. i've gotten carpal tunnel before, you can easily heal it by doing reverse curls in the gym, the problem is she refuses to do anything outside of being terminally online and she never goes out side and is a narcissist, she literally made her troon name "narcissa wright"
even girls have some testosterone and testosterone is responsible for ambition and being out going and drive and aggression which you need in some amount in order to get shit done. even before she was taking estrogen she's been taking drugs and staying inside and not getting proper nutrition or excersize or sunlight.
ironically, her just letting go of the whole "i'm a woman" thing and going back to being a boy and letting amounts of testosterone into her system would help her the most in the long run, and embracing the guilt and shame that she has over her life thus far instead of constantly trying to disassociate from it.
this mentality of "i'm just going to do what i'm passionate about and take life one day at a time" hasn't worked for like a decade and she needs to just do what needs to be done to not let her life be a total burning trash heap.
she probably has a sunk cost fallacy with transitioning and is afraid of looking like an old man, but every one ages and she already looks like a ghoul and it would probably be an improvement and she's better of just being a feminine twink that goes to the gym. she would feel way better being able to get feel good hormones from going out side and working out and doing stuff. and she would understand the value of hard work over a long period of time rather then constantly pursuing instant gratification.
thinking your a special person and you were destined for great things can really fuck you over in life, its best to cut that shit out and try to just do small things day by day that improve your circumstances rather then being the center of attention over nothing. sam hyde has talked about how "peaking young can fuck you up because then you lack the incentive to improve yoru self" and i think that this applies to cosmo becuase she got internet famous for speed running zelda and got a girlfriend as a teenager and so she's contantly living in the shadow of when she was a fucking teenager instead of being a loser as a youth and working hard to become something thats not a loser like a healthy person.