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u/AnnualFull520 Delayed ALT phalloplasty with Dr. DeLeon.
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Two days post op with Dr.DeLeon at the Crane Center. So far all the nurses have been absolutely fantastic and kind. Both Lauren and Dr. DeLeon came by to see me twice and told me that everything looks good and the surgery went great as well. The only thing that is bothering me at this point is my donor leg and having to lay down on my back for two days straight. Tomorrow I will be put in a chair to sit for a bit and then Sunday I will be walking, Monday is discharge day. The food here is amazing but my appetite right now is very low and I have to force myself to eat even if it’s a small amount.

Now let’s talk about Amir Jr, he’s still swollen but his tip is more flaccid than the rest of him. I have slight sensation at the base and surprisingly, a little at the tip. Every time the nurses check for his heartbeat, it’s hella loud and strong. With the swelling, he’s measuring at 6 1/2 inches long and 9 inches in circumference

I’m 5”5, 149.6lbs
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Another black woman who wants a monster cock. She's also a former planet.
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I lost 120 pounds pre phallo, I had a lot of extra skin in my stomach area and I was told I had to get a tummy tuck because it would possibly compromise the blood flow to my penis. Because it was documented as “medically necessary” I was able to get a tummy tuck and panniculectomy covered by my insurance when it’s usually not. The surgeon who did my tummy tuck also raised my mons area so it’s less likely that I will need a mons lift post phallo. I have a super flat stomach now and I know it will make my penis look aesthetically pleasing. Because I had to get a tummy tuck it pushed my date back a bit for phallo. So the loose skin was a con because it could have sacrificed the blood flow to my dick.
It's a shame she has voluntarily disabled herself with this surgery when she just put in all that effort to improve her life.
 
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Now let’s talk about Amir Jr, he’s still swollen but his tip is more flaccid than the rest of him. I have slight sensation at the base and surprisingly, a little at the tip. Every time the nurses check for his heartbeat, it’s hella loud and strong. With the swelling, he’s measuring at 6 1/2 inches long and 9 inches in circumference

Her creepy cock baby. Better she give birth to that than bring an actual child into Pooner World.
 
I hashad ffs a month or two ago and am disappointed by the results and am just so tired of surgery. I can't do another surgery. I really want there to be another way.
Is there any non surgical solution?
HRT barely did anything, my name change was fucked up by a clerical error, vaginoplasty was a butchery, and im hating the face ffs left me with. I just feel so tired. I just want something to go right

Therapy, nibba! You need therapy! You are A MAN!
 
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another update since i’m finally discharged and have a new surgery date for my dead tissue removal

i’m getting my dead tissue in my leg finally removed tuesday and i feel so much better being discharged today from the hospital and i am doing well. considering today is my 19th birthday as well i’m so glad to be free but i do wanna cry knowing i have to go back in for surgery tuesday and stay in the hospital all over again but i know they’ll give me better care. i’m excited to get everything out of my graft though and to finally be able to heal properly and get over all of this. my main surgeon dr gupta has called me personally all throughout this process and did try to transfer me to his own care but unfortunately my insurance wouldn’t agree but he really stood up and gained my trust back after this whole experience and he’s such a kind guy. unfortunately though on dr khouri’s (the plastic surgeon who dr gupta works with) part he’s never reached out even though all of what i just went through was because of his lack of care so it’s very unfortunate he didn’t step up in this time and i have lost all respect for him. i’m so glad to be home though and will update after surgery next week! i hope everyone has a great night and is taking care
 
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another update since i’m finally discharged and have a new surgery date for my dead tissue removal

i’m getting my dead tissue in my leg finally removed tuesday and i feel so much better being discharged today from the hospital and i am doing well. considering today is my 19th birthday as well i’m so glad to be free but i do wanna cry knowing i have to go back in for surgery tuesday and stay in the hospital all over again but i know they’ll give me better care. i’m excited to get everything out of my graft though and to finally be able to heal properly and get over all of this. my main surgeon dr gupta has called me personally all throughout this process and did try to transfer me to his own care but unfortunately my insurance wouldn’t agree but he really stood up and gained my trust back after this whole experience and he’s such a kind guy. unfortunately though on dr khouri’s (the plastic surgeon who dr gupta works with) part he’s never reached out even though all of what i just went through was because of his lack of care so it’s very unfortunate he didn’t step up in this time and i have lost all respect for him. i’m so glad to be home though and will update after surgery next week! i hope everyone has a great night and is taking care
Gupta and Khouri- the Pajeet genocide of troons will be an entry in wikipedia comparable in many ways to the emu war.
 
another update since i’m finally discharged and have a new surgery date for my dead tissue removal

i’m getting my dead tissue in my leg finally removed tuesday and i feel so much better being discharged today from the hospital and i am doing well. considering today is my 19th birthday as well i’m so glad to be free but i do wanna cry knowing i have to go back in for surgery tuesday and stay in the hospital all over again but i know they’ll give me better care. i’m excited to get everything out of my graft though and to finally be able to heal properly and get over all of this. my main surgeon dr gupta has called me personally all throughout this process and did try to transfer me to his own care but unfortunately my insurance wouldn’t agree but he really stood up and gained my trust back after this whole experience and he’s such a kind guy. unfortunately though on dr khouri’s (the plastic surgeon who dr gupta works with) part he’s never reached out even though all of what i just went through was because of his lack of care so it’s very unfortunate he didn’t step up in this time and i have lost all respect for him. i’m so glad to be home though and will update after surgery next week! i hope everyone has a great night and is taking care

There's much to unpack here. I bolded my favourite parts.

She knows the people who fucked her up good and proper in the first place will give her better care :story:
She thinks when she heals this will be the end of it all :story:
He gained her trust back by making a phone call :story:
She knows they fucked her up and is still going back :story:
 
Now let’s talk about Amir Jr, he’s still swollen but his tip is more flaccid than the rest of him. I have slight sensation at the base and surprisingly, a little at the tip. Every time the nurses check for his heartbeat, it’s hella loud and strong. With the swelling, he’s measuring at 6 1/2 inches long and 9 inches in circumference

I’m 5”5, 149.6lbs
What the fucking hell were they thinking with that fucking ridiculous thing?
It's fucking bigger around than it is long, it looks like a fucking huge ass Bologna and it wouldn't be out of place on Andre the fucking Giant, this Pooner is a 5'5" manlet... I know she's small but fucking look at that unbelievably comical dong compared to her hand... how is that a penis in any way?
Big ol' giant flesh roll...Bitch calls it "Amir Jr" she named her rotdog...
My sides :story:
 
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Another troon unable to coom

Regret srs sometimes

I had SRS 9 months ago I lost all my depth and I am unable to orgasm... while I enjoy having a vagina and feel more comfortable I do sometimes miss the functionality of a penis and the ability to orgasm I guess you can't have it all... Especially when complications from the surgery arise. I'm just saying that it's okay to feel like this sometimes and that we don't all have the same happy sunshine sparkles pathway after gender reassignment surgery, some of us end up feeling a bit lost and disappointed.
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I feel your pain 😞

People say it gets better after a year and at 16 months I'm feeling just meh.

People also say it can take well over a year to be able to climax. I'm hoping this is true and we can both manage it in the future.

You are not alone, others feel similar things to you. All I can do is send you good vibes and wish you luck. Feel free to DM me if you want to chat x
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I feel you. I had my SRS 5 months ago and my depth is ridiculous... barely reaching 7,5 cm when I try really hard. I haven't had orgasm yet although thanks to vibrators, my sensitivity is improving and it becomes enjoyable but still not an orgasm. I often feel like I will never get any better than that. And the fact that the aesthetical result is unacceptable, makes it evem harder.

Nevertheless, I don't regret it. Even though it doesn't work well and doesn't look good, it calms my dysphoria quite a lot.

I keep my fingers crossed for you to get the big O soon!
 
I swear to God, I thought that massive donkey dong was the pooner's amputated leg, and I was trying to figure out how they used a BKA to make a rotdog. We have certainly seen gorier, but this might be in the top echelon of worst phalloplasties. I cannot conceive of a world where that...thing passes, even after extensive debulking.

Also, look at how tight and shiny the skin is. That's not a healthy neophallus. I predict necrosis in the next kingly update.

What the fucking hell were they thinking with that fucking ridiculous thing?
It's fucking bigger around than it is long, it looks like a fucking huge ass Bologna and it wouldn't be out of place on Andre the fucking Giant, this Pooner is a 5'5" manlet... I know she's small but fucking look at that unbelievably comical dong compared to her hand... how is that a penis in any way?
Big ol' giant flesh roll...Bitch calls it "Amir Jr" she named her rotdog...
My sides :story:
Well, ya know what they say about black guys... :tomgirl:


No matter how many times it happens, I never learn not to stay out of the Stinkditch first thing in the morning. More coffee and a different thread, please. I think I need the cute transphobic animals thread as a palate cleanser.
 
I swear to God, I thought that massive donkey dong was the pooner's amputated leg, and I was trying to figure out how they used a BKA to make a rotdog. We have certainly seen gorier, but this might be in the top echelon of worst phalloplasties. I cannot conceive of a world where that...thing passes, even after extensive debulking.

Also, look at how tight and shiny the skin is. That's not a healthy neophallus. I predict necrosis in the next kingly update.


Well, ya know what they say about black guys... :tomgirl:


No matter how many times it happens, I never learn not to stay out of the Stinkditch first thing in the morning. More coffee and a different thread, please. I think I need the cute transphobic animals thread as a palate cleanser.
Does shiny skin indicate a medical condition?
 
It's shiny because it's being pulled tight by swelling/fluid retention. It can be an indication of poor circulation, which is what kills these rotdogs.
I had no idea, but it makes perfect sense. Thank you.

I think it was posted on this thread that antipychotics can eliminate feelings of gender dysphoria, I wonder if therapeutic ketamine would have a similar effect?

A common experience during ketamine infusion is a feeling of belonging in a sense of connectedness that comes from within. Many troon's feel a disconnect from society, from their family, and from their own bodies, though it often self inflicted as a result of their poor choices.

Maybe ketamine could bridge that gap and help them get more normal again.

Okay, give me ya rainbows.
 
I had no idea, but it makes perfect sense. Thank you.

I think it was posted on this thread that antipychotics can eliminate feelings of gender dysphoria, I wonder if therapeutic ketamine would have a similar effect?

A common experience during ketamine infusion is a feeling of belonging in a sense of connectedness that comes from within. Many troon's feel a disconnect from society, from their family, and from their own bodies, though it often self inflicted as a result of their poor choices.

Maybe ketamine could bridge that gap and help them get more normal again.

Okay, give me ya rainbows.
I don't think so. As far as I know, Ketamine is a dissasociative, that's why if you give it to someone who had their leg taken off by an IED they suddenly stop freaking out, it seperates your consciousness from your body, so that missing limb doesn't seem important anymore, but it doesn't stop psychotic symptoms, which is kinda what "dysphoria" and other forms of dysmorphia are, thats why antipsychotics work, they stop delusions, which is exactly what a dysphoric troon experiences.
 
Good point.

I definitely think more research should be done into the anti psychotic route, If gender desphoria and the discomfort with one's body is truly that extreme wouldn't it be preferable to find a solution that didn't require invasive and irreversible surgeries and medications?

I know i'd rather take a pill than feel compelled to chop my bits up. But what do I know?
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