Jaron Seth Bloshinsky / Jazz Jennings / I Am Jazz - Puberty Blockers: Not Even Once

I get why he copes like this, if i was Jazz, and i was forced to accept the truth of what was done to me without my consent by my FAMILY(not just the mother, all of them are fucking guilty) i would just kill myself.
Thats why he will keep spewing random garbage about why dont we just LOVEEE EACHOTHER, totally no regrets btw uwu, things will get better for my vagina, aaaany day now.
Jazz existence is already pure hell on earth, it will be till the end of his life, frankly the delusions that something better might be coming (it is not coming, it will only get worse) is all he has thats keeping his sanity together, what a fucking nightmare.
Don't forget that his abuse is being broadcast on TV and on the internet for the world to witness and has been for years. Yeah, that's an automatic 41% in my book.
 
I get why he copes like this, if i was Jazz, and i was forced to accept the truth of what was done to me without my consent by my FAMILY(not just the mother, all of them are fucking guilty) i would just kill myself.
Thats why he will keep spewing random garbage about why dont we just LOVEEE EACHOTHER, totally no regrets btw uwu, things will get better for my vagina, aaaany day now.
Jazz existence is already pure hell on earth, it will be till the end of his life, frankly the delusions that something better might be coming (it is not coming, it will only get worse) is all he has thats keeping his sanity together, what a fucking nightmare.
Jaron knows if he ever stops and confronts his family about what was done to him he'll gain a new asshole.
"We just did what you wanted!"​
"If you didn't want it, you could have told us to stop at any time!"​
"We supported you all this time."​
"We're good people and allies! Look at all the good things we've done! How could you have ever thought we would have harmed you?"​
 
Jaron knows if he ever stops and confronts his family about what was done to him he'll gain a new asshole.
"We just did what you wanted!"​
"If you didn't want it, you could have told us to stop at any time!"​
"We supported you all this time."​
"We're good people and allies! Look at all the good things we've done! How could you have ever thought we would have harmed you?"​
Oh you've got to add a lot more of the good old jewish guilt-tripping:

"You're breaking your mother's heart, Jazz, can't you see how selfish you're acting?"
"Remember how many sacrifices we made for you, and now this is how you thank us?"
"You know, if you really cared about us, you wouldn't be making these choices."

"Jazz, we've gone above and beyond for you, and this is how you repay us? By going back on your decision and making us look like bad parents?"
"You think we wanted to put you through all this, Jazz? We did it because we thought it would make you happy. Now you're just being ungrateful and selfish."
"Jazz, we've stood by you through thick and thin, and now you want to give up on your transition? You're making your mother and me look like we didn't know what was best for you."

"I guess everything we've done for you just doesn't matter, does it?"
"You know, other people's children are grateful for the support and love they receive. Why can't you be like them?"
"I thought we raised you better than this. I guess we were wrong."

"You're playing a part in making life worse for so many transgender people who are already struggling. Can't you see that?"
"You have the power to make a difference for transgender people, but instead, you're choosing to contribute to their suffering."
"Think of all the transgender lives that will be lost if you don't stand up for them now. Is that a burden you're willing to bear?"
 
Thanks. I think I read it on his profile or somewhere that he still has like a year or two left. Maybe I read it long ago, I don't know.

And that account is 100% Sander. You can tell by how Sander-centric it is.
Oh! Yes, you're right - he's doing a Tax LLM, which adds a year.
 
I have an amazing sense of style, it's Jazz who's impossible to work with and this is the best possible thing.
IMO there's not going to be a single cut that's going to properly flatter Jazz's face, so the solution is to go with an array of stupid giant drag queen wigs because at least that way it's kinda fun and looks deliberate
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See? Isn't that much better? Now when I look at Jazz I think "maybe she's going to do an entertaining performance" instead of just feeling depressed
 
...the solution is to go with an array of stupid giant drag queen wigs because at least that way it's kinda fun...
Basically what he did by choosing the poofy purple "Sparkles" wig for the nutritionist's home visit instead of "Airline Stewardess."

I've heard defending a bad decision also called "sunk cost fallacy," but same thing.

We know Griffen will be working on transgender causes, but I'm kind of anxious for Ari to graduate and begin her transgender career so all her apologists can see that she's cut from the same cloth.
 
In retrospect, that one scene is very telling of Jazz's psyche, more than any others when he's been more literal about his own feelings.

There is a scene from Thirteen when the two protagonist get so high that they start to hit each other until one of them knocks out the other one just when the mom calls them for lunch. When the girl realises the other one is passed out and full of bruises, they wear wigs, make up, and other stuff to cover it up (the mom of course notice her child has some bruises nevertheless).

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Both kids dress like whores, but they wouldn't go out like this to parties or with their friends because it's obvious they are just clowning around and they're hiding something (second img. is how they actually dress for going out). It's not any character they play, it's just for that moment. They just want to deflect how fucked up the face of one of them is at the moment. If you watch the scene, both adults present are not laughing, they're horrified and concerned.

We agree that it's odd that Jazz, being a "young woman" doesn't get a proper haircut and he dresses horrible because of his weight. He's already a "girl" but he can't perform yet as a girl. Even when he wears "normal" wigs, he's matronly and doesn't look girly girl.

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And yet, she needs to be Sparkles, a drag persona. What is a drag? A man performing as a woman. He is a man who's been "transformed" into a woman and who identifies as a woman, but he hides himself from problems (in this case, the nutritionist) by taking the personality of a man who performs as a woman. In his mind, the only way for him to be a woman is to become the extreme caricature of a woman.

So, he's a man who became a woman but who acts like a man acting like a woman in order to be a woman.

The only moment when his obese body can perform properly as a woman is when he's in drag, a type of performance when womanhood can be grotesque and accepted. Just look the pic collage above: he's very "meh" about wearing normal looking wigs, but he's more excited wearing an over the top wig.

And the funny thing is that he does this when he's about to be visited by the nutritionist or confronted about his weight in the season when his mental breakdown has been more obvious. Under extreme stress, Jazz returns to his real self: a man who likes to dress like a woman, not a woman.
 
Basically what he did by choosing the poofy purple "Sparkles" wig for the nutritionist's home visit instead of "Airline Stewardess."

I've heard defending a bad decision also called "sunk cost fallacy," but same thing.

We know Griffen will be working on transgender causes, but I'm kind of anxious for Ari to graduate and begin her transgender career so all her apologists can see that she's cut from the same cloth.
Sunk cost phallocy
 
Hey Mermaids! Jazz did two hostage videos on Youtube responding to people critical of him. Sander is mostly off camera holding the gun. The comments on the first video are still largely negative but the second one has been heavily redacted.

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In the second video Jazz trots out a token pet nigger Beautiful Black Trans Woman to blow smoke up his ass. It's actually pretty sad because this HSTS went through some real shit including beatings, and now he has to kiss Jazz's rich spoiled ass on camera. He tears up at some point.
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Wow, that was pathetic and yet I'm not surpised, we all knew that Jazz is stupid and can't form any argument without crying, all he can gives is emotion, it's like those people who says "who cares, that's my body!!" when you critisize the fact that they do something stupid and may regret later, Jazz is 22/23 and has the emotional and intellectual level of a 13.

I'll be honest with you guys but I don't think Jazz regrets his transition at all and he probably have genuine dysphoria, whatever are the reasons of his dysphoria, he clearly doesn't miss being a guy and has never been happy about being one, I cannot be sure of that, I'll never be in his head (and god knows I don't want to), when you look at the balding genes in this family, it's safe to assume it's better to be a girl than a Sander 2.0

I do think Jazz regret his surgery, like 1000%, it has been shown in the show: Jazz suffered from it, she didn't cry but she did not smile either and coped with it with unhealthy habits, there are two clips that were shared on /tv/, one of them was Jazz saying to her dad "tell dr bower if my vagina turns wrong, i'll regain the 15 lbs back" and one when he said that he doesn't really wanted the surgery but wasn't opposed to it (I think it was at the penis farewell party), he said yes to a surgery he does not seen as necessary, I mean why would he needs surgery? He's asexual and has a baby dick, he can tuck, he can already wear leggings, he just said yes because mom convinced it because doing a surgery arc will give TLC contents, it's like the "final thing" that will make Jazz "complete" but Jazz was already complete and fine in his transition, well until depression hits him.

Now we got a Jazz that is miserable, she is miserable because she had 4 surgeries that leaves ugly scars and no sensation, she is miserable because she had to go to a school that she didn't want to (start to see a scheme here?) and she is miserable because she is fat, no Jazz you don't like your body.


tl;dr: The surgery ruined Jazz, Bower is a butcher and her mom and the TLC crew are sociopaths.
 
he clearly doesn't miss being a guy and has never been happy about being one, I cannot be sure of that, I'll never be in his head (and god knows I don't want to), when you look at the balding genes in this family, it's safe to assume it's better to be a girl than a Sander 2.0
He can't miss being a guy because he's never been a guy. He's been always socialized as a "girl", so he'd missed the experience of being a normal adolescent male. Young males' activities are much, much different than girls', and he's never experienced that.

He's also never had any sexual experience as a boy (neither as a girl, tbf). Sexual exploration is also different between young women and young males.

The only reason he's not having a complete meltdown is because he doesn't know what he is missing.
 
I'll be honest with you guys but I don't think Jazz regrets his transition at all and he probably have genuine dysphoria, whatever are the reasons of his dysphoria, he clearly doesn't miss being a guy and has never been happy about being one, I cannot be sure of that, I'll never be in his head
He was socialized as an enmeshed trans golden child (any one of these would have fucked him up as an adult), not as a boy or a girl and he never made the choice to transition. Are discussions of gender dysphoria even relevant to Jaron, can he even remember a time in his life when every adult wasn't telling him he was in the wrong body and surgery would correct it? I don't think he could have ever, at any point, questioned his trans status or whether or not he was going to get surgery. Jaron has never made decisions for his life, and even if he isn't under some sort of conservatorship, he does not have the ability to do so now. I'd believe he has body dysmorphia, but some new horrifying version of it where he knows his body is wrong, but has no conception of what a "right" body would be. Jaron is a cult kid, who hasn't left the cult. Neutral on if it ends Children of God style or he just lives out his days as the most desperately devoted member of No-Semen Org.
 
My bet is that Sander will continue to feature his girlfriend until she decides to leave him because making ally tiktoks is cringe. If you look at her instagram, that woman just cares about getting fit and doesn't give a fuck about trannies.
Jazz has made a video with Sander's girlfriend:
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It's mirrored to Sander's channel because he runs both:
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