The rules for getting srs are super tight. Theres only 1 clinic and you need a Dr to refer you. Then you need atleast 1 year of evaluations at the clinic and treatments at a psychiatrist and then you may be granted hormones and other treatment. Since the troon scourge all do instant gratification, a lot of them fly to Thailand and get their hrt online. Bc its socialised healthcare, you also need to be in shape to minimize complications, so no titty lopping for fatties.
Gayden who is post phallo complains that she feels lost and alone. Dating is impossible now as the straight guys who pretend to be "gay" won't fuck her now as they don't want a girl with a rotdog and a sewn up pussy.
Yeah but the rules are "TrAnSphoBic". I followed a local cow. He needed to lose 60 lbs before he could get a stinkditch installed. Problem is, hes a sloth so that will never happen and they wont budge. Gotta loved a based Dr.
So, I was thinking about this chronic problem where the FtM's in particular are utter virgins with extremely warped views of male sexuality, social behavior, and biology. And yet, we see all of these gaydens talking about using hookup apps and becoming disillusioned with rejection once they get the frankenweiner attached. Something isn't lining up here. Trannies lie and all that, so a certain disconnect is to be expected.
The way I see it, there are a few ways to explain the fantasy land the FtM's seem to live in:
It's all in their head. They aren't actually meeting men on hookup apps and going all the way. They don't even interact with men in any non-sexual, normal capacity. The last man they saw up close was their dad when they told him to fuck off because he was ruining their life.
They are meeting men but it's under false pretenses. Everyone around them lies to them and plays along with their mental illness for cheap thrills. This continues until they get bottom surgery and are no longer useful.
They're not nearly as socially inept as we are led to believe. They're just fucking insane. They've been with men before and they know how men behave. For some reason, it gets in their head that the ultimate yaoi fantasy could be theirs if only they get the testosterone and a tit snip. Consequently, they get themselves mutilated and tortured chasing the impossible dream of becoming a man and only end up openly regretting it when they're laying there in bed, a sexless and unwanted wretch abandoned by everyone who doesn't want to be associated with a member of the local tranny sideshow.
Reality is probably some combination of these. The cultish behavior of trannies makes it hard to tell where fact ends and fiction begins. We get a lot of talk of girls afraid of being seen sexually but it's then followed up by these clearly sexually active women chasing gay men. There are definitely multiple groups at play here. Good luck distinguishing between them though when they'll all tell you some sob story to justify their perversions.
diverticulum that appeared toward the back of my vaginectomy site that's connected to the urethra. I want to have surgery to get it fixed but every surgeon I've talked with says they'd rather not take the risk of going in to fix it and that there's no guarantee I'd get the ability to leak fluid again.
I’ll add another one. They are mentally young teen level of awareness of the opposite sex. Young girls often have crushes on very feminine, safe boys. This is why boy bands exist in the first place. Their first step is men who act in many ways like women and who are completely unthreatening and non aggressive, non masculine. The floppy haired boy band type. Becasue they’re pooners that’s warped with the yaoi thing but it’s still this very young stage of dealing with men.
Most girls grow to be women and get over that stage - they get to know real males socially and sexually/romantically and the hairier more rugged reality takes over. Ftms, often on blockers, do not mature mentally or physically - they remain stuck in this teenage state.
This is why their view of men is so strange - it’s grown women having what is effectively the teen crush on Bros, or Westlife.
They are mentally young teen level of awareness of the opposite sex. Young girls often have crushes on very feminine, safe boys. This is why boy bands exist in the first place. Their first step is men who act in many ways like women and who are completely unthreatening and non aggressive, non masculine. The floppy haired boy band type.
Cultural/era discursion: In my preteen/barely teen day, we had crushes on relatively "fey" men, but they were very much ladykillers. I am of the preteen/young teen Duran Duran era*, and in the early 80s many men, especially the New Romantics, wore makeup and foppy clothes. They (these bands) idolized your Bowies and your Bryan Ferrys - who were, yes, foppish, but also utterly oriented to women. They seemed (and were) sophisticated and sexy. And they were so, so hetero**, and that was a draw. Even your Robert Smiths, makeup-wearing proto-emo/goth (despite having basically disavowed connection to goth) (and who has been married to a woman for 35 years) were sexy in a "man" type of way. Attraction to these teen idols was in part because of their evident hetero-ness and sexuality, not the opposite.
I don't think young teens/teens typically seek - or typically have sought, as a group - non-sexual or non-masculine idols. This is at best a weird and recent phenomenon, as a widespread thing.
* or motley crue, if your tastes ran to makeup-wearing harder music
**even if more "expansive," as were (allegedly) Bowie...and Jagger and others
The way I see it, there are a few ways to explain the fantasy land the FtM's seem to live in:
It's all in their head. They aren't actually meeting men on hookup apps and going all the way. They don't even interact with men in any non-sexual, normal capacity. The last man they saw up close was their dad when they told him to fuck off because he was ruining their life.
They are meeting men but it's under false pretenses. Everyone around them lies to them and plays along with their mental illness for cheap thrills. This continues until they get bottom surgery and are no longer useful.
They're not nearly as socially inept as we are led to believe. They're just fucking insane. They've been with men before and they know how men behave. For some reason, it gets in their head that the ultimate yaoi fantasy could be theirs if only they get the testosterone and a tit snip. Consequently, they get themselves mutilated and tortured chasing the impossible dream of becoming a man and only end up openly regretting it when they're laying there in bed, a sexless and unwanted wretch abandoned by everyone who doesn't want to be associated with a member of the local tranny sideshow.
Your second explanation is the most prevalent. Young straight/bi men have figured out the TIF's are easy pussy. They go on Grindr and play "gay" for these woman. Use all the right words, he/him pronouns "so manly" etc. And they get an easy fuck with no strings attached. Bonus is that these girls are horny, dumb and easily manipulated so its easy to convince them to not use condoms.
I see evidence of this constantly on r/FTM. All these guys the TiFs date/fuck seem to have ex's that are all girls or TiFs.
Some men are very blatant about it and these girls are too stupid to realize. Here's an example i found via quick search through r/ftm.
FTM sex with Cis men- Why do they always go for the front hole?
I'm super gay and sometimes hook up with gay/bi men. Now, I don't always do a lot of talking in these encounters but when pants are off they always go for the front hole. They don't even ask me or consider that I may be dysphoric about it. (I'm not for the most part- but it's uncomfortable having something inside when I don't expect it. Foreplay is nonexistent.)
Is it a fetish thing? Like how some people go after transwomen but only if they have a penis?
And I'm just going to ignore the part of these men assuming I'm a sub just because I have a few hot pockets and am 5 foot nothing. I don't even know why I expect them to let me be in charge or why they get all surprised pikachu face when I actually do it. Whatever you do to me, I will do back to you. but BONUS; I'll let you pick out the size of the strap I use.
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Basically, this generation's easy, manipulable girls are mostly TiFs and some men have noticed this.
And I'm just going to ignore the part of these men assuming I'm a sub just because I have a few hot pockets and am 5 foot nothing. I don't even know why I expect them to let me be in charge or why they get all surprised pikachu face when I actually do it. Whatever you do to me, I will do back to you. but BONUS; I'll let you pick out the size of the strap I use.
How this actually goes irl is that she just takes the pounding because shes too much of a pussy to even mention the strap. She puts the strap in view of them and hopes that they "understand"
Hair bands and that kind of guy were always feminine or flamboyant but backed up with a 'come on if you think you're hard enough' machismo, pink shirt, situation. You don't really get that any more, you just get androgyny / neoteny, which is obviously fine for a starter crush for a little girl, but there's nothing to age out into as a middle stage.
I always like how pooners say stuff like 'foreplay is non-existent' as if that's a surprise in the het hookup scene, let alone in supposedly all-male hookups.
This shit is so fucking meaningless. A real man is either gay or not. There is no super, hyper, mega gay. Zippertits treat homosexuality like a fandom. "I'm a super huge fan of..."
every surgeon I've talked with says they'd rather not take the risk of going in to fix it and that there's no guarantee I'd get the ability to leak fluid again.
let's take advantage of a surgery that hasn't turned out as bad as others and request it be brought down to half-done or less and intentionally cause perpetual leaking from surgical areas that never closed properly.
doctor i want this surgery to be 3/4 done and then just walk away on that last part so i keep leaking.
I cringed audibly at the thought of a testosterone-atrophied “front hole” being stuffed full of cock without foreplay.
In the material released by the Missouri gender clinic whistleblower (the reason Jesse Singal spent a hard two months in HIPPO jail), the kid who got most of the attention was the one who identified as an attack helicopter. It should have been the teenage TiF who ruptured her atrophied vagina and bled profusely.
This shit is so fucking meaningless. A real man is either gay or not. There is no super, hyper, mega gay. Zippertits treat homosexuality like a fandom. "I'm a super huge fan of..."
I don't always do a lot of talking in these encounters but when pants are off they always go for the front hole. They don't even ask me or consider that I may be dysphoric about it.
A few days after /phallo was banned I heard that someone on that subreddit had made a post of their gracilisphalloplasty - a novel method used in Finland (Here is an onion link to the post about this method I made back in February) and I've been waiting to see that post ever since. Here are the results:
Interestingly, they've used the troon's labia to form most of the phallo - her tight skin was used only on the glands area making it look like dead piece of meat wrapped in... something.
My big question back in February was: but can the gracilis muscle actually make the phallo hard enough for sex etc. and here is the answer (thanks, google translate) :
Penetration can be done with a condom and a penis ring or other support methods. Ingenuity is needed no matter what the method of surgery is. The penis itself is semi-rigid thanks to the muscles but by straining the muscles, it retreats inwards as it [gracilis mucle] is a adductor muscle.
Tensioning the muscles does not give you the kind of erection that men have as by tensioning the muscles the penis moves either left or right or you get to pull it inward. It therefore does not increase in length or harden any further by straining the muscles. Muscles generally make it stiffer and cause movement.
Interesting, honestly it is definitely the most convincing rotdog in thread by country mile. I mean it doesn't really look right but at least the skin tone and texture is correct and the size isn't gargantuan.
Interesting, honestly it is definitely the most convincing rotdog in thread by country mile. I mean it doesn't really look right but at least the skin tone and texture is correct and the size isn't gargantuan.
it does look like a very deformed penis. Couple that with the fact that shes a small pooner with a neckbeard... Imagine trading being a woman to be the bottom 1% male.
A TiF I've posted about multiple times, u/Nuigi, has been contemplating a complete redo of her phalloplasty.
To get you up to speed with her. She's German 24 and her phalloplasty went so bad she had a bunch of complications and she got permanent kidney damage.
Her phallus and implant turned out pretty well initially (lots of bragging about sex) but eventually the implant broke twice and was trying to erode out of her skin.
Her top surgery included 8 operations (1 main + 7 corrections) and her phallo surgeries numbered 9 when I posted in March 2022 but it looks like it's increased to 15-29(?) based on this post.
Thinking about a complete reconstruction/new phalloplasty
Hello! (Iposted something similar in everythingphallo but here are more people to reach.)
I am slowly losing hope and don't know what to do anymore. I have been considering for a while whether it would be more sensible to redo the phalloplasty. I had my initial construction almost 6 years ago in Berlin. The result was visually great, and everything was functioning well. However, complications with the urethra arose after the prosthesis implantation, so I went to Dr. Markovsky in Munich, who was shocked by the condition of the urethra. It had to be reconstructed in multiple stages because more and more errors were discovered and corrected. The pump was incorrectly implanted and had to be replaced, which initially went smoothly. Subsequently, tissue in the groin area kept opening up and had to be surgically closed, sometimes months after the initial surgery, with no apparent explanation. I experienced this phenomenon even in Berlin. The pump replacement was almost 3 years ago, and since then, I have had 15+ surgeries due to complications. The tissue of the phallus is completely encapsulated and distorted. I can no longer let the phallus hang down or press it down because the scars contract and tighten excessively. As a result, my urethra is compressed, leading to the formation of strictures and difficulties with urination. The front cylinders of the pump have been removed three times because the tissue quickly contracts due to the scars. Unfortunately, there is nothing I can do about it. Consequently, I have lost 4-5 cm in length.
During the last operation 2-3 weeks ago, a cylinder was removed because it was pushed out again within 2-3 months. Additionally, a significant amount of scar tissue was removed so that the phallus can at least hang down again. Now the problem is that the tissue on the side without the cylinder contracts faster, and I can no longer bend it upward. I have been instructed to massage it to prevent further contraction. Eventually, there will be so much loss in length that no cylinder will fit anymore. Furthermore, during the operation, a secretion was found and examined, revealing the presence of a germ/parasite that is damaging the tissue. It has likely been there for a while but remained undetected despite swabs and samples. My blood values have always been excellent, so it couldn't have been found earlier as regular examinations were conducted. I am now receiving strong antibiotics for several weeks to combat it.
Visually and functionally, it's a disaster. I have always hoped that each operation would be the last, but it only gets worse afterward or something new happens. Over the past few years, I have been operated on every 2-3 months, and now I ask myself, "For what?" I cannot imagine living with the current state (both visually and functionally), so I am considering starting over because I don't believe it makes sense to continue operating further. According to the doctors, I will require additional surgeries to loosen the tissue and remove internal scars. I'm 24, and I simply can't accept the idea of being operated on every year. I have already had 37 surgeries, which is already too much. It weighs heavily on me, especially because I already know that it's not working out this way and that a fresh start is almost the only option left. Even if everything were functioning reasonably well, I would be satisfied, but unfortunately, that's not the case since the tissue keeps damaging the urethra, and there will never be peace. The phallus is stiff and immovable. For me, a new construction from the arm is the only option, even though it would result in a large scar on both.
She's a really good example of how phalloplasty is a lifetime procedure and it will never just be over with. Something a lot of these girls don't understand.
37 surgeries cannot be good for you and she seems to be realizing this.
"I have always hoped that each operation would be the last, but it only gets worse afterward or something new happens. Over the past few years, I have been operated on every 2-3 months, and now I ask myself, "For what?" I cannot imagine living with the current state (both visually and functionally), so I am considering starting over because I don't believe it makes sense to continue operating further."
The fact she can't grasp that a do-over won't fix this is disappointing. Although, I think this just might be a case of sunk cost fallacy and denial.
"Visually and functionally, it's a disaster."
This makes me wonder how different it looks from the last pictures we got. It was considered one of the best results by both people here and the TiFs on r/phallo.
EDIT: her post on everythingphallo has some extra info link | archive
Hello!
As the title suggests, I am looking for people who have also undergone phalloplasty reconstruction. I had my phalloplasty procedure 6 years ago. Initially, everything was perfect – it looked aesthetically pleasing, had great functionality, and the sensation was at 100%. However, over the past 3 years, I have had 15-20 surgeries due to complications and issues. The appearance is now completely deteriorated, and my functionality is greatly limited. The scars are contracting more and more, causing a loss of 4 cm in length, which wouldn't be so bad if it still looked good and functioned properly. Unfortunately, that's not the case.
At this point, I don't believe it can be salvaged, so I am considering a complete restart. I would keep the testicles, but the penis needs to be reconstructed as it is a disaster. The doctors have informed me that it won't significantly improve due to the tissue scarring and continued contraction, requiring further surgeries.
I'm in a dilemma because it's a significant decision to make. I would opt for the RFF (Radial Forearm Flap) technique again, resulting in two arms with a large scar. Of course, there's no guarantee that the sensation will return to its previous level, considering the current sensation is not at 100% due to the scars and deformities.
What would you do? I will definitely seek multiple opinions from different doctors, but I am genuinely unhappy. Just 2-3 years ago, I was satisfied and content with everything, and now I can't bear to look at it. I feel ashamed and I wish I hadn't undergone the surgery yet.
jail), the kid who got most of the attention was the one who identified as an attack helicopter. It should have been the teenage TiF who ruptured her atrophied vagina and bled profusely.
