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I'd just assume I woke up into a Blake Edwards film and cope.
Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers
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It's jarring to think of how many people may have died from these procedures but are memory holed because their deaths aren't beneficial to the tranny narrative. I'm sorry you had to watch this unfold in real time, and good on you for shedding light on the truth of what happened to this young woman, even four years after the fact. I hope she gets justice one day.
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@batteredpancakes just a heads up, as I'm currently on a new phone and can't remember my reddit password and teddit is fucked... Boring shit, anyway, I got a random like on a comment replying to your snapshot of the girl who was batting about wanting her ma to pay for a whole new phallo...
Anyway she's been busy moving on with her surgeries, worth a look
Reddit account findable from here
Anyway she's been busy moving on with her surgeries, worth a look
Reddit account findable from here
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Troon gets stink ditch, doesn't like placement, wonders if the canal can be moved. Discussion of hole placement ensues
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Troon got done by Chettawut
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Troon got done by Chettawut
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It's in the wrong position and it's already got hair growing inside but there's no necrotic skin. He really shouldn't fuck with it.
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Looks like she's planning on getting her clit buried. u/xdlol666 | previous post (KF)
How does it feel being post burial
I don’t think I have ever seen this specific question answered, so:
Personally, pre burial, I’m almost always aware of my Tdick, since I can feel every movement I make, and this is highlighted when I’m aroused. This happens also bc my Tdick is pretty “buried” (not in the surgical sense) in skin and fat.
Does this feeling go away after burial?
Also, is it true what I heard from some people, that after the glans is de-skinned, the nerves kind of branch out to the skin around?
In general, if someone could describe in detail the feeling in the area on a day to day basis and also during sex. Thanks!
I don’t think I have ever seen this specific question answered, so:
Personally, pre burial, I’m almost always aware of my Tdick, since I can feel every movement I make, and this is highlighted when I’m aroused. This happens also bc my Tdick is pretty “buried” (not in the surgical sense) in skin and fat.
Does this feeling go away after burial?
Also, is it true what I heard from some people, that after the glans is de-skinned, the nerves kind of branch out to the skin around?
In general, if someone could describe in detail the feeling in the area on a day to day basis and also during sex. Thanks!
Looks like she's not going for a redo like she was saying in the last update but getting the burial and glansplasty with Dr. Djordjevic.
She's also made a good comment going over how much everything cost. (12 days ago)
- Based on prices from 2019, it should cost 11k£(14.3kUSD) for the first stage, and in total 20-30k£ (26k-40kUSD)
- I paid 15k€ (20kUSD) for my surgery with Dr Djordjevic in Serbia, and I didn’t have any complication. Also he does everything in a single stage (mind you, he only does bifid scrotoplasty, if that’s a concern for you). He may insist a bit for not doing burial in the first stage, but he has done it for some people in the past. Anyway, getting a second stage with him only for burial and I guess potentially glansplasty shouldn’t cost much (I think less than 5k€(6.5kUSD)). Also I think he can do top surgery at the same time as phalloplasty too.
- If you go with in Serbia it’s not strictly necessary to have someone with you, since, if you tell them you are going alone, they make plans to assist you by getting groceries for you and having someone change all your bandages (they do the latter even if you have someone), but I strongly recommend you to have someone at least the first week after you are discharged from the hospital. If you go in the UK, idk tbh, but I don’t think they are as available as in Serbia.
All being said, I would recommend not fixating on a specific surgical technique so early into your transition, bc in my experience your priorities and your feelings towards your body may change. So maybe it would be best to get yourself into the waiting list for the NHS in the meantime, so that you have more time to better decide? These are just my two cents (as someone who got abdominal phalloplasty and later regretted having gone with this technique)
Looking at this surgeon he seems very hit and miss.
Here's a meta I found on transbucket.
EDIT: I'm a retard and didn't see the post above. Guess Dr. Djordjevic is a killer.
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What a joke. A stink ditch is literally always in the wrong place because it's where a dick used to be.
Women don't have dicks. Their genitals do not appear where dicks do. Because they're not men.
If you're a man, whatever mutilation you pay to have done to your cock will still be where your cock was.
Troons are stupid and think they can somehow defy basic physical reality.
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She herself and her braindead enablers aren't innocent either.
So this raging troonatic got his dick butchered to cure his dysphoria but the Amhole position isn't where he wants it to be and now he is dysphoric again. This man will never feel comfortable in his own body because only his crazy tranny fantasy can satisfy him and when things aren't like he imagined he gets grumpy & whiny. Normal people learn to accept that life isn't easy and are able to overcome painful situations, trannies on the other hand are too mentally deranged to accept that they can't get everything they want.
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I've seen this argument from troons before, and my response is that unless souls do indeed exist then there's no way i'd have memories of the body that i am in right now.How would my new brain have memories of a body it's never been in before?This is the fundamental problem with trans ideology and something they hate when people bring up.The concept of being trans only works if you believe in gendered souls existing.Also couldn't the same logic be applied if i as a guy woke up in another guy's body?Wouldn't that mean that anyone who hated their body meant that they were born wrong, and that they're actually a person trapped inside another body they're not suppose to be in?
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"I feel very dysphoric about the position of my vagina."
These fools actually do think "dysphoric" is a magical word- you say something makes you unhappy, no one cares. Say it makes you "dysphoric" every institution on the planet begins moving heaven and earth to give you whatever insane thing you demand.
I can see how they come to that conclusion but it is still ludicrous.
Archive of an old article about the ded troon @behavioral swamp thang brought upthread:
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Archive of the comments: https://archive.is/g1so7
"That's what revisions are for!"
"Wait they can revise canal location?"
"NOPE"
I felt a great disturbance in the redditphere, as if the millions of botched trannies suddenly inhaled in euphoria and were suddenly silenced.
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u/nonbinaryphallo, a regular on r/phallo, has gotten herself into some trouble.
For context this is a she/they enbie gayden "femboy" who is 2 years post-op.
There's no face pics of her but this should give you a good idea on how well she passes.
link | archive
I can't even feel sorry for her about the SA at this point. Her insistance on playing make believe justs kills all empathy for the worst TiF offenders. All she cares about is being a man. Everything else is second.
Enjoy the eventual HIV.
This chick's a nightmare. Thank god she can't reproduce.
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Batshit insane
For context this is a she/they enbie gayden "femboy" who is 2 years post-op.
There's no face pics of her but this should give you a good idea on how well she passes.
Horrendous Post Op Transphobia/Homophobia/Serophobia
tw: sexual assault
i’m over 2 years post phallo, 6 months post vaginectomy
i had to get on post-HIV exposure prophylactic (PEP) following a SA incident from a grindr hook up & after being turned away from multiple Urgent Care Centers, i went to planned parenthood to meet with a physician.
on the intake form, it does not list “gender” only “assigned sex at birth”. fine, i only ever put M. asked if pregnancy/periods were applicable & i said no.
met with the first nurse aid. go through the questions. gets to gender & pronouns - idc & idc bc i’m here for HIV stuff. didn’t know how to handle that but muddled through. asked again “pregnant/period”, already said no so “i have a dick” (usually gets them to shut up). muddled through this too. ask about condom usage during sex “i always insist on condoms, but that’s not why i’m here”. says she’ll put “sometimes”. “do u want legal council?” no. i want this to be over. (similar happens again, same legal q) finally she muddled through & leaves.
physician came in. “hey the last girl was new & she didn’t know how to handle these questions. so pregnant/period?” again “i have a dick”. “is it from birth or surgically constructed?” …… from birth.
now finally we could actually get the blood tests & prescribe the time sensitive medication
tw: sexual assault
i’m over 2 years post phallo, 6 months post vaginectomy
i had to get on post-HIV exposure prophylactic (PEP) following a SA incident from a grindr hook up & after being turned away from multiple Urgent Care Centers, i went to planned parenthood to meet with a physician.
on the intake form, it does not list “gender” only “assigned sex at birth”. fine, i only ever put M. asked if pregnancy/periods were applicable & i said no.
met with the first nurse aid. go through the questions. gets to gender & pronouns - idc & idc bc i’m here for HIV stuff. didn’t know how to handle that but muddled through. asked again “pregnant/period”, already said no so “i have a dick” (usually gets them to shut up). muddled through this too. ask about condom usage during sex “i always insist on condoms, but that’s not why i’m here”. says she’ll put “sometimes”. “do u want legal council?” no. i want this to be over. (similar happens again, same legal q) finally she muddled through & leaves.
physician came in. “hey the last girl was new & she didn’t know how to handle these questions. so pregnant/period?” again “i have a dick”. “is it from birth or surgically constructed?” …… from birth.
now finally we could actually get the blood tests & prescribe the time sensitive medication
Enjoy the eventual HIV.
This chick's a nightmare. Thank god she can't reproduce.
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I was gonna do an update on uRedRockWulf. She posted 7 days ago about how she is excited to finally do PIV sex with her poor lesbian wife.
But she's just posted again with a great rant over her disappointment with sensation and her apprehension over sex.
link | archive
But she's just posted again with a great rant over her disappointment with sensation and her apprehension over sex.
link | archive
Sadness from lack of connection due to waiting on sensation
I’m nearing 2 months post op stage 1 ALT ( phallus creation only ) and I’ve been upset with how long it’s taking to connect with my dick due to the lack of sensation. The first day post op I was crying of happiness and although everything about it feels natural to have, I feel guilty for my growth providing more sexual stimulation than my new penis. Mentally I want to get off with my penis, but it’s also a bit difficult from how floppy it is and after comparing myself to so many other dicks online I feel like mine is just about unrealistically girthy, even compared to a porn star. The end of my penis is also somewhat flat from not having glans yet and 6.5 inches long so it looks very awkward and occasionally unnatural when I’m sitting and the tip is pressed flatly against my pants. It’s been feeling like less of a penis to me lately and I really didn’t want it to be that way.
I was also really looking forward to starting to use it sexually with my SO, but I’m worried she’ll be looking at me for a reaction and upset that it doesn’t feel as good for her as it does for me. I already had a conversation with her about not asking me “does this feel good” as she’d normally do just to prevent me from feeling sad if I don’t feel anything. The other day she was stroking me as a tease and I couldn’t help but feel so angry that I couldn’t get hard to show her how much I was enjoying it. I mainly enjoy it out of the visual and how it also hits against my tdick, I’m worried that if the novelty of my new penis ends in my mind then it won’t feel as good since the pleasure is from my mind rather than actual sensation.
I occasionally get an itch on my tdick and bump into my new penis when trying to scratch it because I haven’t actually registered that my penis is there and in the way. I don’t know why my mind hasn’t registered it’s presence. I was showering the other day and I went to use the handheld shower head straight on my dick and it was as if there was a sheet of plastic in front of me preventing the water from hitting me, yet I was still getting wet. I didn’t think the numbness would bother me this much. Not feeling a single then when doing that really took me off guard. I switched my donor site from RFF to ALT as sensation gradually became lower on my priority list after inconspicuous scarring and wanting more girth rose up. I know I’m still very early on and it can take a year to gain any sensation, but it’s making me a bit worried about how I’ll be on the chance that I don’t gain as much sensation as I’d like.
I usually have a pretty high sex drive and always want to get off, but lately I haven’t been because I don’t want to touch my natal genitals, but at the same time it takes so long for me to orgasm with my new penis and takes a lot of mental energy since I can’t feel anything. I mainly get off of the site of having it and feeling it in my hand, I also stroke it against my tdick so I feel something and try to imagine it’s coming from my penis.
I need to keep it wrapped in coban 24/7 except during the shower which also really limits the amount of time I get to spend with it just skin on skin. It feels like a mood killer to first have to take the coban off then worry about the aquacel falling off or making another blister on the tip as I did from the first time I got off with it and rubbed the head too much. I don’t really like touching it when the coban is on because it gets all sticky and leaves a residue on my hands. I know I’m still early on and that future stages will help with some of these issues along with time and eventually gaining sensation / not needing to wrap, but for now I’ve been a bit down with my current relationship towards my new member. I know a lot of people have said they could only see their penis within a medical stand point rather than a sex organ until about a year out. It just feels like it’s such a long in between
I’m nearing 2 months post op stage 1 ALT ( phallus creation only ) and I’ve been upset with how long it’s taking to connect with my dick due to the lack of sensation. The first day post op I was crying of happiness and although everything about it feels natural to have, I feel guilty for my growth providing more sexual stimulation than my new penis. Mentally I want to get off with my penis, but it’s also a bit difficult from how floppy it is and after comparing myself to so many other dicks online I feel like mine is just about unrealistically girthy, even compared to a porn star. The end of my penis is also somewhat flat from not having glans yet and 6.5 inches long so it looks very awkward and occasionally unnatural when I’m sitting and the tip is pressed flatly against my pants. It’s been feeling like less of a penis to me lately and I really didn’t want it to be that way.
I was also really looking forward to starting to use it sexually with my SO, but I’m worried she’ll be looking at me for a reaction and upset that it doesn’t feel as good for her as it does for me. I already had a conversation with her about not asking me “does this feel good” as she’d normally do just to prevent me from feeling sad if I don’t feel anything. The other day she was stroking me as a tease and I couldn’t help but feel so angry that I couldn’t get hard to show her how much I was enjoying it. I mainly enjoy it out of the visual and how it also hits against my tdick, I’m worried that if the novelty of my new penis ends in my mind then it won’t feel as good since the pleasure is from my mind rather than actual sensation.
I occasionally get an itch on my tdick and bump into my new penis when trying to scratch it because I haven’t actually registered that my penis is there and in the way. I don’t know why my mind hasn’t registered it’s presence. I was showering the other day and I went to use the handheld shower head straight on my dick and it was as if there was a sheet of plastic in front of me preventing the water from hitting me, yet I was still getting wet. I didn’t think the numbness would bother me this much. Not feeling a single then when doing that really took me off guard. I switched my donor site from RFF to ALT as sensation gradually became lower on my priority list after inconspicuous scarring and wanting more girth rose up. I know I’m still very early on and it can take a year to gain any sensation, but it’s making me a bit worried about how I’ll be on the chance that I don’t gain as much sensation as I’d like.
I usually have a pretty high sex drive and always want to get off, but lately I haven’t been because I don’t want to touch my natal genitals, but at the same time it takes so long for me to orgasm with my new penis and takes a lot of mental energy since I can’t feel anything. I mainly get off of the site of having it and feeling it in my hand, I also stroke it against my tdick so I feel something and try to imagine it’s coming from my penis.
I need to keep it wrapped in coban 24/7 except during the shower which also really limits the amount of time I get to spend with it just skin on skin. It feels like a mood killer to first have to take the coban off then worry about the aquacel falling off or making another blister on the tip as I did from the first time I got off with it and rubbed the head too much. I don’t really like touching it when the coban is on because it gets all sticky and leaves a residue on my hands. I know I’m still early on and that future stages will help with some of these issues along with time and eventually gaining sensation / not needing to wrap, but for now I’ve been a bit down with my current relationship towards my new member. I know a lot of people have said they could only see their penis within a medical stand point rather than a sex organ until about a year out. It just feels like it’s such a long in between
...comparing myself to so many other dicks online I feel like mine is just about unrealistically girthy, even compared to a porn star. The end of my penis is also somewhat flat from not having glans yet and 6.5 inches long so it looks very awkward and occasionally unnatural when I’m sitting and the tip is pressed flatly against my pants. It’s been feeling like less of a penis to me lately...
The other day she was stroking me as a tease and I couldn’t help but feel so angry that I couldn’t get hard...
I usually have a pretty high sex drive and always want to get off, but lately I haven’t been because I don’t want to touch my natal genitals, but at the same time it takes so long for me to orgasm with my new penis and takes a lot of mental energy since I can’t feel anything.
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All the cis men I know are saying this #justguythings
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Yup. You'd wake up, be freaked out by the literal Sci if shit - maybe on the freaky Friday bullshit scenario you'd have some explaining to do to your nearest and dearest, or maybe they would have already always known you as the opposite sex, but you'd just get on with it.
There would be some social adjustments but that would be because you'd spent your whole life used to one way of being interperated, so *other people's* reactions would be the only difference - something that troons don't have to content with.
Then you'd just get on with it. Cos you would be a normal looking member of your species.
Herein lies the crux- troons are so obsessed with other people's interpretation of them / exist (either way) fantasy of some imagined better deal; ditto, they must either know, or wrongly feel, that they are sub par specimens of their own sex; instead of taking responsibility and getting fit, and working to attain a nicer aesthetic appearance, they dumbly follow their own horn, and decide that opposite sex= me want fuck= good= me bad= change (my label) to that and, with no other effort, I will be a desirable specimen!
Like that delusional post of some dowdy looking AGp selfie, in a tired out sweatshop cardigan, accompanying text about how 'all trains women are obsessed with fashion'... Like, tell me a single thing about Fashion - tell me a designer you like, tell me anything about design, seasons, tailoring: they don't mean they are obsessed with fashion-
they assume "fashion" means their gross bodies being garbed in some gross fabric, and slobbering I've it, because that is the only surface level understanding they have taken as a creepy voyeur of girls who they perceive fashionable.
It is genuinely next level insane that these literal mouth breather are anything other than pitied and institutionalised, let alone given any heft of weight over influencing public discourse;even if that's something so little as some random broadsheet hack throwing in "transphobia" when listing other isms to rial against in some brain dead thinkpeice- it's still way above the level of utter disdain these people should elicit. It's honestly nearly bang to rights evidence of the whole IdPol thing being a class-distractionary psyop, cause the retards who exemplify even the upper rung of APGs are so pitifully stupid, before we even make mention of the literal knuckle dragging disasters making up the bottom 90 percent.
It is going to be a weird disaster seeing how these AGPs who are currently in the coom whirlwind of their 20s, and 30s, combined with being media darlings how they come to grips with falling out of favour, and the eventual result of what they are doing with their bodies and health..
I predict a wave of incel type meltdowns, probably in some never before seen scenarios, and bredth of affect.
Honestly, bring it on.
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Quick reminder that we literally still don't know the long term effects of either SRS or Hormone therapy because at literally no other point in history did we even attempt mass butchery on this scale.
For all the blackpilled doomers out there, at bare minimum you have this enormous meltdown to look forward to when the bubble pops, both socially and medically.
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@batteredpancakes
So u/no binary phallo says she has "topped loads of times" but not anal and she doesn't do piv? What the fuck does she thing topping is? Where is she putting her pump up dick?
Also, lol lol, revisiting TIF whose ma said no to buying her another phallo - in your new post, I spied she's talking about her tdick being "buried, not medically yet but buried in fat and skin" - with how big they are, how fat is she? So we've got lolfat AND a weird abdominal phallo that is, according to her, miles away from her "og junk"?
I was comparing her to cartman way back when first posted by holy shit she really does sound like poopykins.
So u/no binary phallo says she has "topped loads of times" but not anal and she doesn't do piv? What the fuck does she thing topping is? Where is she putting her pump up dick?
Also, lol lol, revisiting TIF whose ma said no to buying her another phallo - in your new post, I spied she's talking about her tdick being "buried, not medically yet but buried in fat and skin" - with how big they are, how fat is she? So we've got lolfat AND a weird abdominal phallo that is, according to her, miles away from her "og junk"?
I was comparing her to cartman way back when first posted by holy shit she really does sound like poopykins.
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She said she doesn't have an implant and it cannot get hard. She also said she had vaginectomy and phallo but had a penis from birth.
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I think 'doesn't do piv' is a reference to her as she's had a vnectomy. I think she does piv (phallus in vagina) with woman and is calling it 'topping'.
With males, she recieves anal. Hence the HIV scare.
Her current BF is a post-op implant TiF.
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I think she meant she didn't take anal or PIV when she still had a v, but maybe the second part is with other women...? Idk, she writes like a brain dead coomer, which is what she is.