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Executive summary:
1) They keep calling the dude dude.
2) The little shits are doing it on purpose.
Megathread Trannies posting their L's Online - Heckin valid people posting their funny misfortunes on the internet
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Executive summary:
1) They keep calling the dude dude.
2) The little shits are doing it on purpose.
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Skirt part aside, what kind of “playing with other boys in sleepovers” is she picturing? Calling each other screen-cheating faggots while playing Halo 3 for six hours straight? Because that’s what I did when I hung out with friends overnight, but I’m getting the sense she has as warped a view of teenage boys as AGPs do of teenage girls’ sleepovers.
Well that’s just fucked up, not gaining any weight during pregnancy naturally is something your doctor should absolutely be looking into.
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Oh, you know, just boys playing in their sleeping bags with flashlights, showing each other their peepees and rubbing them together. Boy stuff.
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Nooo you can't groom them, i wanted to groom them first!
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Doesn't sexuality just occur naturally whatever it is. I know a lot of gay men were hurt in some way by an adult man when they were a kid, but so were a lot of straight women. Just curious if people believe you become gay via grooming only.
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Do you ever feel like some people in Scotland and Ireland push this shit as a weird poke in the eye to England?
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If you're under the age of 30, and used the internet for any significant amount of time as a teenager this is an obvious yes.
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I think the guy on the right is dead in this picture.
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As everyone knows, bored schoolkids will definitely stop doing something they find funny if you ask them politely. Especially if you go into detail about how sensitive your are and how much this bothers you. Bonus points if you keep getting visibly bothered by it.Executive summary:
1) They keep calling the dude dude.
2) The little shits are doing it on purpose.
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Yeah, and I think it's also easier for fringe weirdos on the edge of the science to get into the institutions in Scotland and Ireland to push their pet projects, as there's less competition, less scrutiny and a lot less impulse to move them once they're in, particularly if they bring in research money.
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I guess now. All trans people, yeah, because they didn't exist before the internet. Fags have been a thing forever though.
But I guess so have pedos and everything else. Idfk I'm mostly curious.
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From personal experience, usually after about a full day to 30 hours is when the worst of the hunger pangs are. After that you feel hungry, but not to any significant degree. After that its like if you didn't eat breakfast, you might be hungrier at lunch, but odds are you don't feel like you're starving or anything.
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Troon is faced with reality, confuses it with malice. They really are demon infested coomers, aren't they?View attachment 5368944
Executive summary:
1) They keep calling the dude dude.
2) The little shits are doing it on purpose.
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It's around about day two that you start feeling high as a kite, too. It's quite enjoyable if you can get to that point.
I recommend stopping when you can't hold a thought in your head, and you nearly pass out whenever you stand up. It starts to get impractical if you have work, or a family to look after.
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He posted his coming out letter and his dad's extremely based response:View attachment 5368944
Executive summary:
1) They keep calling the dude dude.
2) The little shits are doing it on purpose.
Here's the letter! (Spoilered.) Fingers crossed... 
Hi Dad, I have to tell you something that's really important and life-changing, and that's been building up inside of me for years and years, ever since middle school or even really before that, subconsciously and then getting worse and worse, more and more obvious, until I just couldn't take it anymore. I need to tell you this, and do something about it, in order to live the rest of my life at all, let alone a happy and successful one.
Remember how I mentioned that I was really depressed starting the last couple of months? What I'm going to tell you is the reason for that, but I want to go back to my middle school times first.
Back then, I remember having some thoughts that I was just...different from everyone else. I didn't know why or how, but it was already starting to get to me. Like I didn't belong, like I was being excluded, like no one ever noticed me or cared about me or even knew I was there. Do you remember that winter math camp in Las Vegas we went to that one time? When there were a bunch of kids there doing some physics activity, I went into the corner and cried. Not just because I didn't understand any physics like they did, but really because I felt alone, like I was almost some alien or someone who didn't "deserve" to be there because I was stupid or not worthy.
This included thinking about the world differently from how boys or guys seemed to think of it, and how they seemed to talk and behave, and the interests they seemed to share. I just...didn't feel like I fit in with them, or that I was one of them.
I just thought I was an introvert, like an extreme introvert, a hermit, and I thought nothing of it. I always just told myself that was who I was, that was my personality type, and I was maybe socially awkward, but I could work on it later and at least get better at dealing with my surroundings. I got better in later high school, and college, to where I could at least interact with people and make friends and deal with social situations. But I'll get back to this.
Around puberty, around when I started high school, I started getting a bit of a better idea of what this was, but of course I still didn't REALLY know the truth. I started getting more and more attracted to girls, and of course, we all just thought that was me becoming a teenager and falling in love with them, and having crushes that everyone has at that age. I never thought to put the two together, or that anything was even really wrong. And then when I looked at myself in the mirror, it started feeling less and less...right. Less like me. More like some stranger in the mirror, and I didn't want to believe it was me or my body. I felt like, and I still feel like, even more, that I'm ugly and "how can anyone even stand to LOOK at me or LISTEN to the sound of my voice? How can my parents even call me CUTE with a straight face?! That's so obviously not true!" That's the reason I hated being in any pictures, and I DEFINITELY didn't take any selfies of myself whatsoever. Now, again, I'm getting back to this later.
When I started at Berkeley, SOMETHING still didn't feel right. I thought graduating high school and finally starting to see myself grow up was going to end my confusion. I thought maybe I just looked like an awkward teenager and that I'd grow out of it. Well, I was wrong. If anything, I didn't seem to change physically AT ALL after around 14 or 15. Even now, I still look 14 or 15, and no one around me really disagrees with me. But at my orientation, I gave up on it after the first day (out of four) because I couldn't stand the exclusion and not fitting in with anybody, and I almost cried while tossing my milk cup in the trash. It was getting too much for me, but I didn't know what it was, even at 18, and I thought I just had to deal with it by escaping through my studies.
Well, escape I tried to do, at least until COVID hit. And then I was stuck with myself, nowhere to go and not even being able to enjoy a trip or a vacation or relax. The schoolwork was getting harder, and research was the toughest school-related thing I've ever had to do. Nothing I did ever felt like it was enough and I felt like I was trying to do the impossible. Every little thing would get nitpicked and I felt like there was no hope for me.
SOMETHING was making all of this much, much, much harder than it ever needed to be. But I was still in the dark. Totally clueless. WHAT was this thing that was killing me inside so much?? All I knew was, it was getting worse and worse and my classes were magically getting harder and harder, until the last semester when, that, whatever it is, plus grad apps, were just making it so hard to get through that I literally had to count down the days until the semester was over and I could graduate.
But FINALLY, all the worst was over. I graduated from one of the top schools in the world, and finally it was just time to sit back and relax...right?
Wrong. The thing, whatever it was, hadn't even started with me.
This year, the feelings kept building up, more and more and more, until they just...burst. And then I told my mom, and we've been trying to work on it, together, for the past six months.
Everything from the past suddenly made so much more sense, when I looked at it this way. My feelings about feeling and thinking and seeing the world "differently" from everyone else, especially boys or guys, my feelings toward girls, which were closer to envying them and wanting to BE them, than just a simple romantic attraction...
It all makes sense now. It turns out that I'm actually transgender.
What that means is, even though I was born as a boy, my brain has the uncontrollable urge to be and live as a woman, and not being able to present as one is giving me a life-threatening medical condition known as gender dysphoria.
I mentioned I was seeing a therapist for my depression (since March). I just got an official diagnosis from her for gender dysphoria a few days ago, and I put the letter here for you to read.
Basically, it's a neurochemical mismatch between what my brain expects (maybe caused by hormone levels and certain types of hormones flowing into the brain during pregnancy, but no one really knows for sure), what it's wired to expect, and how I actually look. This means that being trans wasn't a choice. It just happened, and it's who I was born as beyond my control.
It means that the way society treats me, from seeing me as a man, is entirely wrong to me, and trying to live with it has caused me so much accumulated stress and trauma and even mental instability that it's starting to ruin my life.
But when I even do something as simple as apply some makeup, or change my clothing to women's clothing, or imagine being called "she" instead of "he," suddenly some of the dark clouds are lifted. Not all, but some, enough to temporarily escape into a heavenly world. In those few moments, I never want to go back, and I feel (halfway) like the person I've always been on the inside. It feels right, it feels true and authentic to who I am and have always been, and I'm 100% sure that it's something that would be right for me.
Here's a link that helps a lot of people understand what gender dysphoria is and why it's such a big deal. [link to the GD Bible]
I know this is...such a big thing that's going to change my life forever. But the truth is, despite all the risks and challenges, it's either this, or...nothing. Either I do my best to transition according to the medical need of my brain wired that way from birth, or...it's possible I might literally be dead by suicide in two or three years, or even one year.
Without transitioning, I literally can't function. What dysphoria's doing to me now was unthinkable even a few months ago. My emotions (especially positive ones) are almost non-existent, since they're either just a blinding rage or complete numbness, I can barely get up to do things, I can't get any serious work done, my levels of self-hatred are at an all-time high and my self-esteem at an all-time low, I have panic attacks and full-blown mental breakdowns every 4-5 days, I can't even accidentally glimpse at any women in public without going through intense gender envy and feelings of hopelessness, coping techniques are getting harder and harder (even exercise, which used to work okay as a distraction, is starting to get less and less effective, and same with listening to music I used to love but now feel nothing when listening to), and my relationship with Mom is very, very complicated, because I've gotten in such a low and nasty mood that it's souring things between us. If it keeps up this way, there's a very high chance I would flunk out of grad school, because I can't focus or study or do anything, and ruin my entire future anyway, and that would only push me onto the edge of considering self-harm or suicide.
I know I need to avoid this, so transitioning is really my only option. I'm still taking time to adjust, myself.
I'm still attracted only to women, and not men at all, which is another thing that could put obstacles in my way, but again, to me, it's either this, or no future at all, and in the worst-case scenario, death.
I hope you can understand, and I would really love to have your love and support, like you've always given me, even if it does take a long time. Please feel free to let [relatives] know too.
I understand, and I get it. It can't be an easy thing to swallow. I'll give you all the time and space you need to think about and process all of this.
But you're my Dad, and I love you.
Hi Dad, I have to tell you something that's really important and life-changing, and that's been building up inside of me for years and years, ever since middle school or even really before that, subconsciously and then getting worse and worse, more and more obvious, until I just couldn't take it anymore. I need to tell you this, and do something about it, in order to live the rest of my life at all, let alone a happy and successful one.
Remember how I mentioned that I was really depressed starting the last couple of months? What I'm going to tell you is the reason for that, but I want to go back to my middle school times first.
Back then, I remember having some thoughts that I was just...different from everyone else. I didn't know why or how, but it was already starting to get to me. Like I didn't belong, like I was being excluded, like no one ever noticed me or cared about me or even knew I was there. Do you remember that winter math camp in Las Vegas we went to that one time? When there were a bunch of kids there doing some physics activity, I went into the corner and cried. Not just because I didn't understand any physics like they did, but really because I felt alone, like I was almost some alien or someone who didn't "deserve" to be there because I was stupid or not worthy.
This included thinking about the world differently from how boys or guys seemed to think of it, and how they seemed to talk and behave, and the interests they seemed to share. I just...didn't feel like I fit in with them, or that I was one of them.
I just thought I was an introvert, like an extreme introvert, a hermit, and I thought nothing of it. I always just told myself that was who I was, that was my personality type, and I was maybe socially awkward, but I could work on it later and at least get better at dealing with my surroundings. I got better in later high school, and college, to where I could at least interact with people and make friends and deal with social situations. But I'll get back to this.
Around puberty, around when I started high school, I started getting a bit of a better idea of what this was, but of course I still didn't REALLY know the truth. I started getting more and more attracted to girls, and of course, we all just thought that was me becoming a teenager and falling in love with them, and having crushes that everyone has at that age. I never thought to put the two together, or that anything was even really wrong. And then when I looked at myself in the mirror, it started feeling less and less...right. Less like me. More like some stranger in the mirror, and I didn't want to believe it was me or my body. I felt like, and I still feel like, even more, that I'm ugly and "how can anyone even stand to LOOK at me or LISTEN to the sound of my voice? How can my parents even call me CUTE with a straight face?! That's so obviously not true!" That's the reason I hated being in any pictures, and I DEFINITELY didn't take any selfies of myself whatsoever. Now, again, I'm getting back to this later.
When I started at Berkeley, SOMETHING still didn't feel right. I thought graduating high school and finally starting to see myself grow up was going to end my confusion. I thought maybe I just looked like an awkward teenager and that I'd grow out of it. Well, I was wrong. If anything, I didn't seem to change physically AT ALL after around 14 or 15. Even now, I still look 14 or 15, and no one around me really disagrees with me. But at my orientation, I gave up on it after the first day (out of four) because I couldn't stand the exclusion and not fitting in with anybody, and I almost cried while tossing my milk cup in the trash. It was getting too much for me, but I didn't know what it was, even at 18, and I thought I just had to deal with it by escaping through my studies.
Well, escape I tried to do, at least until COVID hit. And then I was stuck with myself, nowhere to go and not even being able to enjoy a trip or a vacation or relax. The schoolwork was getting harder, and research was the toughest school-related thing I've ever had to do. Nothing I did ever felt like it was enough and I felt like I was trying to do the impossible. Every little thing would get nitpicked and I felt like there was no hope for me.
SOMETHING was making all of this much, much, much harder than it ever needed to be. But I was still in the dark. Totally clueless. WHAT was this thing that was killing me inside so much?? All I knew was, it was getting worse and worse and my classes were magically getting harder and harder, until the last semester when, that, whatever it is, plus grad apps, were just making it so hard to get through that I literally had to count down the days until the semester was over and I could graduate.
But FINALLY, all the worst was over. I graduated from one of the top schools in the world, and finally it was just time to sit back and relax...right?
Wrong. The thing, whatever it was, hadn't even started with me.
This year, the feelings kept building up, more and more and more, until they just...burst. And then I told my mom, and we've been trying to work on it, together, for the past six months.
Everything from the past suddenly made so much more sense, when I looked at it this way. My feelings about feeling and thinking and seeing the world "differently" from everyone else, especially boys or guys, my feelings toward girls, which were closer to envying them and wanting to BE them, than just a simple romantic attraction...
It all makes sense now. It turns out that I'm actually transgender.
What that means is, even though I was born as a boy, my brain has the uncontrollable urge to be and live as a woman, and not being able to present as one is giving me a life-threatening medical condition known as gender dysphoria.
I mentioned I was seeing a therapist for my depression (since March). I just got an official diagnosis from her for gender dysphoria a few days ago, and I put the letter here for you to read.
Basically, it's a neurochemical mismatch between what my brain expects (maybe caused by hormone levels and certain types of hormones flowing into the brain during pregnancy, but no one really knows for sure), what it's wired to expect, and how I actually look. This means that being trans wasn't a choice. It just happened, and it's who I was born as beyond my control.
It means that the way society treats me, from seeing me as a man, is entirely wrong to me, and trying to live with it has caused me so much accumulated stress and trauma and even mental instability that it's starting to ruin my life.
But when I even do something as simple as apply some makeup, or change my clothing to women's clothing, or imagine being called "she" instead of "he," suddenly some of the dark clouds are lifted. Not all, but some, enough to temporarily escape into a heavenly world. In those few moments, I never want to go back, and I feel (halfway) like the person I've always been on the inside. It feels right, it feels true and authentic to who I am and have always been, and I'm 100% sure that it's something that would be right for me.
Here's a link that helps a lot of people understand what gender dysphoria is and why it's such a big deal. [link to the GD Bible]
I know this is...such a big thing that's going to change my life forever. But the truth is, despite all the risks and challenges, it's either this, or...nothing. Either I do my best to transition according to the medical need of my brain wired that way from birth, or...it's possible I might literally be dead by suicide in two or three years, or even one year.
Without transitioning, I literally can't function. What dysphoria's doing to me now was unthinkable even a few months ago. My emotions (especially positive ones) are almost non-existent, since they're either just a blinding rage or complete numbness, I can barely get up to do things, I can't get any serious work done, my levels of self-hatred are at an all-time high and my self-esteem at an all-time low, I have panic attacks and full-blown mental breakdowns every 4-5 days, I can't even accidentally glimpse at any women in public without going through intense gender envy and feelings of hopelessness, coping techniques are getting harder and harder (even exercise, which used to work okay as a distraction, is starting to get less and less effective, and same with listening to music I used to love but now feel nothing when listening to), and my relationship with Mom is very, very complicated, because I've gotten in such a low and nasty mood that it's souring things between us. If it keeps up this way, there's a very high chance I would flunk out of grad school, because I can't focus or study or do anything, and ruin my entire future anyway, and that would only push me onto the edge of considering self-harm or suicide.
I know I need to avoid this, so transitioning is really my only option. I'm still taking time to adjust, myself.
I'm still attracted only to women, and not men at all, which is another thing that could put obstacles in my way, but again, to me, it's either this, or no future at all, and in the worst-case scenario, death.
I hope you can understand, and I would really love to have your love and support, like you've always given me, even if it does take a long time. Please feel free to let [relatives] know too.
I understand, and I get it. It can't be an easy thing to swallow. I'll give you all the time and space you need to think about and process all of this.
But you're my Dad, and I love you.
3layernachos said:After reading the whole thing, your dad's reaction is even more horrifying. He didn't ask you a single clarifying question about your feelings or your mental state, he didn't check in to make sure you're ok, and he just spewed anti-trans propaganda at you. I'm very happy to have learned that you are an adult and working hard on your education. Finish the work, take out loans if you need to. You will be financially independent and free to deal with your family as you choose when this chapter of your life is over. Again, wishing you the best dear.
goldendragon1115 said:
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3layernachos said:
goldendragon1115 said:
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TW: Do I even need to explain?
Hello [nick/deadname],
First of all...no. There is a dangerous push to gaslight children into thinking they are Transgender. It has become a religion. Your therapist is a dangerous person. They always go for the vulnerable. You are a 2E child. You don't fit in with most people because, like exceptionally intelligent people, by definition, you won't fit in with most people. You are at the upper scale of the bell curve. Of course you see things differently...and of course you don't fit in. Your mother and I also don't fit in with others, even though we don't have your level of intelligence. We are, though, quite a bit above the average. We have a lot of common sense. My ASVAB score was so high in the logic and engineering portion (130) that (100 is average) immediately they tried to send me to USMAPS (Military Prep School for West Point...and then to West Point....and then as an officer). I was tested in my Junior year of high school. The ARMY has been using intelligence tests for about 100 years. I never really studied in school, and certainly not formal logic or engineering.
I naturally think in a certain way. The same as you. I never felt part of any group, and I have rarely had friends.
Now, first of all...the transgender movement is closely allied with feminist groups. You remember the idiocy of Toxic Masculinity? Feminists. Instead of trying to boost themselves up...they constantly try to tear down the "opposition".
It is a concerted effort to target all males for feminization, or to destroy their lives in some way. And no...it is not a conspiracy, it is complicity. They all target males, and anything they can do to hamstring or sabotage their lives is good for their cause.
Their premise is that women have and are being oppressed by a "Patriarchy"...and therefore anything they can do...even to children, they will do...and of course, they will brag to their fellow leftists about taking down another male.
We are considered the enemy.
You are logical. Just because a therapist says something...especially one who is there to transition as many males to females as she can...look at the heading...Queerworks.
They have an agenda. You are their puppet.
Now...think logically. Were you a woman trapped in a male's body...you would be...always have been...attracted to males.
You are not. You have always had a staunch male brain. You are an Aspie...and you are prone to depression.
Why go to that therapist? Go to a Psychiatrist...one who has a Ph.D in medicine...a medical doctor.
Aspies have a much higher percentage of depression. This therapist (low level health care pro...with an agenda)...is offering a panacea...a false hope of escaping depression.
She had taken a medically known phenomena and created a straw man (female trapped in a male body)...and then offered a "solution".
Although you are logical...You lack insight to the human condition. That is the weakness of people on the spectrum. Many feel suicidal at times.
However, the group with the highest suicides...is the Transgender group. They were sold a false solution to a totally different problem.
MFTT stands for Marriage and Family Therapist Trainee
[nick/deadname], she is not only on the lowest level of therapy...she is a trainee. No formal training needed...other than a cursory course.
They are a leftist group with the agenda of warping children's minds (yes, you are still considered a child in their eyes...young and vulnerable).
Don't believe me?...Look at this [video]
and this: [video]
Do not take any transitioning hormones. They will destroy your body and further alter your mind.
Again, This person and their whole group is dangerous. Get away from them...see a true Psychiatrist.
Besides pulling you in with mind candy...they also stress how most parents will not accept them...and how with their group...you will automatically be accepted.
Religious groups, cults of all manner...operate in the same manner.
They are taking advantage of your naivete in life...and just adding...to what is in their minds...another LGBTQ soldier.
Now...
This is reality...but not because no one accepts them...
and...
look
It has nothing to do with not transitioning...the rate is super high after they transition. Because that is when they realize that their depression had nothing to do with them not being able to transition.
Again...you have been presented a straw man argument with a convenient solution.
They are pretending that your depression will automatically lift with their "therapy".
[nick/deadname], you are being conned. Aspies have a high level of depression. You are an Aspie.
At the very least, try a real Psychiatrist...not a psychotherapist...and certainly not an agenda driven Queerworks hack.
Depression in youth (you) is fairly common. You are naturally prone to anxiety.
Unrelieved anxiety leads to hopelessness and depression.
Do not take female hormones. Again...were you naturally a female from the beginning but "trapped in a male body"...you would have always been attracted to males.
Now...the agenda driven groups will say that you are really a lesbian. No...you are being manipulated.
You are the character in my [book series that he wrote starring pre-transition me]. I have known you all of your life. I have seen you grow.
Don't even think about suicide. Many children do...especially Aspies.
However, you have many distinct advantages in life. Your intelligence and your support system.
Your mother and I love you deeply. Our happiness in life is tied firmly to your happiness.
Listen to me. So many trans people commit suicide...especially the ones who transition...only to realize that it had changed nothing.
Look at these: (a bunch of Jordan Peterson, high suicide rate, and detrans videos)
especially this one: [video]
And do your own research...not the ones given from that agenda driven clinic.
Once again...you have never been female in any way, shape, or form.
I am flying up there in a few days. Do nothing until then.
Love,
Dad
TW: Do I even need to explain?
Hello [nick/deadname],
First of all...no. There is a dangerous push to gaslight children into thinking they are Transgender. It has become a religion. Your therapist is a dangerous person. They always go for the vulnerable. You are a 2E child. You don't fit in with most people because, like exceptionally intelligent people, by definition, you won't fit in with most people. You are at the upper scale of the bell curve. Of course you see things differently...and of course you don't fit in. Your mother and I also don't fit in with others, even though we don't have your level of intelligence. We are, though, quite a bit above the average. We have a lot of common sense. My ASVAB score was so high in the logic and engineering portion (130) that (100 is average) immediately they tried to send me to USMAPS (Military Prep School for West Point...and then to West Point....and then as an officer). I was tested in my Junior year of high school. The ARMY has been using intelligence tests for about 100 years. I never really studied in school, and certainly not formal logic or engineering.
I naturally think in a certain way. The same as you. I never felt part of any group, and I have rarely had friends.
Now, first of all...the transgender movement is closely allied with feminist groups. You remember the idiocy of Toxic Masculinity? Feminists. Instead of trying to boost themselves up...they constantly try to tear down the "opposition".
It is a concerted effort to target all males for feminization, or to destroy their lives in some way. And no...it is not a conspiracy, it is complicity. They all target males, and anything they can do to hamstring or sabotage their lives is good for their cause.
Their premise is that women have and are being oppressed by a "Patriarchy"...and therefore anything they can do...even to children, they will do...and of course, they will brag to their fellow leftists about taking down another male.
We are considered the enemy.
You are logical. Just because a therapist says something...especially one who is there to transition as many males to females as she can...look at the heading...Queerworks.
They have an agenda. You are their puppet.
Now...think logically. Were you a woman trapped in a male's body...you would be...always have been...attracted to males.
You are not. You have always had a staunch male brain. You are an Aspie...and you are prone to depression.
Why go to that therapist? Go to a Psychiatrist...one who has a Ph.D in medicine...a medical doctor.
Aspies have a much higher percentage of depression. This therapist (low level health care pro...with an agenda)...is offering a panacea...a false hope of escaping depression.
She had taken a medically known phenomena and created a straw man (female trapped in a male body)...and then offered a "solution".
Although you are logical...You lack insight to the human condition. That is the weakness of people on the spectrum. Many feel suicidal at times.
However, the group with the highest suicides...is the Transgender group. They were sold a false solution to a totally different problem.
MFTT stands for Marriage and Family Therapist Trainee
[nick/deadname], she is not only on the lowest level of therapy...she is a trainee. No formal training needed...other than a cursory course.
They are a leftist group with the agenda of warping children's minds (yes, you are still considered a child in their eyes...young and vulnerable).
Don't believe me?...Look at this [video]
and this: [video]
Do not take any transitioning hormones. They will destroy your body and further alter your mind.
Again, This person and their whole group is dangerous. Get away from them...see a true Psychiatrist.
Besides pulling you in with mind candy...they also stress how most parents will not accept them...and how with their group...you will automatically be accepted.
Religious groups, cults of all manner...operate in the same manner.
They are taking advantage of your naivete in life...and just adding...to what is in their minds...another LGBTQ soldier.
Now...
This is reality...but not because no one accepts them...
and...
look
It has nothing to do with not transitioning...the rate is super high after they transition. Because that is when they realize that their depression had nothing to do with them not being able to transition.
Again...you have been presented a straw man argument with a convenient solution.
They are pretending that your depression will automatically lift with their "therapy".
[nick/deadname], you are being conned. Aspies have a high level of depression. You are an Aspie.
At the very least, try a real Psychiatrist...not a psychotherapist...and certainly not an agenda driven Queerworks hack.
Depression in youth (you) is fairly common. You are naturally prone to anxiety.
Unrelieved anxiety leads to hopelessness and depression.
Do not take female hormones. Again...were you naturally a female from the beginning but "trapped in a male body"...you would have always been attracted to males.
Now...the agenda driven groups will say that you are really a lesbian. No...you are being manipulated.
You are the character in my [book series that he wrote starring pre-transition me]. I have known you all of your life. I have seen you grow.
Don't even think about suicide. Many children do...especially Aspies.
However, you have many distinct advantages in life. Your intelligence and your support system.
Your mother and I love you deeply. Our happiness in life is tied firmly to your happiness.
Listen to me. So many trans people commit suicide...especially the ones who transition...only to realize that it had changed nothing.
Look at these: (a bunch of Jordan Peterson, high suicide rate, and detrans videos)
especially this one: [video]
And do your own research...not the ones given from that agenda driven clinic.
Once again...you have never been female in any way, shape, or form.
I am flying up there in a few days. Do nothing until then.
Love,
Dad
TakingNamesFan69 said:
Pride Chant: We're Coming for Your Childrengoldendragon1115 said:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xm08CkYoL2U&ab_channel=smartchristianschannel
Bill Maher Questions Transgender Ideology, Harming Children? Briahna & Robby Debate
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4BHHVuHotSo&ab_channel=TheHill
Suicide attempt rate among transgender youth hits 50 percent, study finds
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u3KQVXuCDbA&ab_channel=WWLTV
High Suicide Rate and Transgender Communities
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NnP83PD6jzI&ab_channel=PhilintheBlanks
'My Childhood Was RUINED:' Detransitioner Chloe Cole Talks About Trans Procedures
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DSGgR3W_jjg
De-Transitioner: Here’s What Her Doctors Didn’t Tell Her
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=doaHPFWEa7E&ab_channel=JordanBPetersonClips
Jordan Peterson's Thoughts on Transgenderism
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3enLBUJ5Od0&ab_channel=BenShapiro
I Became Transgender. Here’s Why I Regret It.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbXyyq1333I&ab_channel=DailyWire+
My Trans tragedy: 'Everything that I read told me that I had to transition' | Billy Burleigh
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2yDrzH_-lA0&ab_channel=GBNews
Oh god, a follow-up from dad.
"Let me tell you of some people I used to know who committed suicide. One...I don't really remember them. They tended to worry about uncontrollable things in their lives. They worried way too much about what others thought about them. They never felt comfortable being alone...they never mastered the art of knowing how to make themselves happy. They never knew how to cut the societal strings to toxic people or places. One did it with a gun to the head...two others did it more slowly through alcohol (died in their young 40s)...with just less than ten years to retirement.
Another false sense in your thinking...you are in fact...handsome...but even were you not...men don't have near the need for looks as do women. You have a bright future with a good living wage potential...you are naturally gentle and considerate. Many young women are going to try to match with you in the future. Men's value to women don't even come to bear until they are in their mid thirties or so...once they have established their career. Once that happens...women will chase you...especially foreign women. Young women in their twenties love men in their thirties...at least the ones who have their act together and can make a good living.
You don't envy women...you envied their relatively care free and stress free life...that is until they hit the wall in their thirties...and are without mates. Young women are catered to in our society. Young men have to struggle for the first thirty years of their lives to be able to be of worth to women. Women all have the safety net of marriage. They don't have to have a high paying career...a man has no such safety net. You also envied the way they get attention so easily...how so many young men want to talk with them.
Your brain is still forming...and math is a masculine brain specialty. Partially reforming your brain with female hormones will rob you of your unique gift. Notice the women who excel in math. They have more masculine traits...more masculine brains. You will lose your edge in math. There is much more to learn and explore...although you won't forget what you already know...future logical connections won't come so intuitively. Yes, there have been many good female mathematicians, however...all of the truly great mathematicians and scientists and engineers have been male. That is why the stem fields are flooded with males...besides females preferring to deal with people...and men with things or abstract ideas. Almost all of the important innovations have come from males. There is a reason for that...males excel in being able to visualize and manipulate objects in their minds.
Again, okay...you have depression. It needs pharmaceuticals to get to the root of the neurochemical imbalance. What you are being hoodwinked into is a pseudo psychotherapeutic diagnosis...and a hormonal "therapy" which doesn't deal with the true problem. No...you are depressed due to a chemical imbalance. There are antidepressants that can work wonders. My mother lost all of her anxiety with a once a day pill...fluoxetine...prozac.
Concentrate on your future. Do you feel a loss of all energy and motivation?
You are not seeing reality. Each of us must find what makes us happy...and then engineer our life to get the most time getting that happiness. I am most happy being alone...or just with family. I dislike most people...because I can see behind their facades. Most people do not have kind and giving hearts. Most people generate a false belief to hide behind...and then when they are faced with losing that faith...they have nothing left...but their bitterness and anger. Most people are shallow...except those of whom had suffered in their lives...or had been directly involved with someone who has suffered. Most play make believe in life...pretending that they are special...that their god will spare them some of the ugly events in life...just because they profess a certain belief. Once they get older...so many get envious and bitter. To have the knowledge too late, that they have never had special powers looking out for them...that they had lived a lie...had not truly loved life...but had instead...sought out a way to cheat death out of fear...or merely had wanted a social group to be part of...is to have regrets once life starts to fall apart as we age. Death comes to us all...but most never truly live for fear of it.
Your ultimate goal is to live with a purpose, which in turn gives a deep satisfaction in life. Spend some time alone in nature...look out upon a sunset and just let your mind wander. Learn to say...f it. Other people don't matter. There must come a time in life that you realize that unless you can make yourself happy...nothing can...or will. You have to love the path you tread in life...of a bright future...of so many great things in store for you. That one woman who steals your heart...the child you have who makes life even more magical. The magic of retirement when you may spend all of your time doing what pleases you most...chasing your passions.
Anyone can make up excuses in life...to not try...to be a rabbit safe in his den. To live life running from anxiety is not truly living. When you get your regular paychecks while building a retirement is freedom. Right now you don't have that. Know it is yet to come. Also know that negative feelings don't last....unless you believe they will. The easiest thing in the world is to think negatively. There is no disappointment because they live in a perpetual rut already. Of course you feel stressed out. I told you about taking on all the extra duties outside of your studies. Those who excel master focus. Concentrate on your goal...then allow some time just for yourself each day. Do what truly makes you happy. Think of yourself as being the only one on the planet. Yet...you had anything you wished for. What would you do that would make you the most happy? I never succumbed to negative thoughts because I knew that we may change our environment, situation, and surroundings...given time and directed focus towards the future we wish to create. I was, for 23 years...surrounded by some of the worst in society. Many drank or took drugs to deal with the stress. Me?... I exercised and kept the dream of retirement alive. I lived for the future. And when your mom and I married...and then later had you...I loved life even more. F other people...f the world. I would achieve my dreams. I would be happy in life. Yes...there was stress in my job. Yes...people cause the most stressful events in life. I mastered the ability to detach myself in life...to live in the world I would create...my future world that I knew I could make...slowly but surely. I knew that the people around me at that time were only a blip in life. I would not allow them to alter my path...no matter how so many attempted to have me sabotage myself through their provocations. I love life. I know you can as well. Nothing in our lives are permanent...especially negative feelings.
Remember...depression is common among Aspies. You are a handsome young man...especially now that you lost weight. Look at some of your pictures. You had always had romantic feelings for girls. This proves you are not wanting to be a girl. You wish to have a girl love you. Again...a man doesn't get much female attention until he makes something of his life. Once that happens...it is you who will get the attention. And it will continue throughout the rest of your life...as many single women get desperate from about thirty and beyond.
Again...that, so called therapist, is a thinly disguised feminist who is looking to press the extreme feminist agenda. They hate males...it is called penis envy. A marriage counselor...even a certified one...needs very little education. On top of this...she is merely a counselor...and a trainee at that.
[deadname]...what you greatly lack in life is experience. There is great evil in this world. Most people do not care about others...so many are extremely selfish. So many carry hatred in their hearts...as having someone or something else in life to blame for their own failures is far easier on their psyche. We are responsible for our own happiness. Although gender dysphoria is possibly...a real condition...it is exceedingly rare...and their are specific conditions which manifest themselves from infant hood. You had displayed none of those traits. What your "therapist" had done was to ask very general questions and or leading questions to get you to say something which she could then say was her certain and pre chosen "diagnosis". It is what con men do all the time."
Will this ever end.
"Let me tell you of some people I used to know who committed suicide. One...I don't really remember them. They tended to worry about uncontrollable things in their lives. They worried way too much about what others thought about them. They never felt comfortable being alone...they never mastered the art of knowing how to make themselves happy. They never knew how to cut the societal strings to toxic people or places. One did it with a gun to the head...two others did it more slowly through alcohol (died in their young 40s)...with just less than ten years to retirement.
Another false sense in your thinking...you are in fact...handsome...but even were you not...men don't have near the need for looks as do women. You have a bright future with a good living wage potential...you are naturally gentle and considerate. Many young women are going to try to match with you in the future. Men's value to women don't even come to bear until they are in their mid thirties or so...once they have established their career. Once that happens...women will chase you...especially foreign women. Young women in their twenties love men in their thirties...at least the ones who have their act together and can make a good living.
You don't envy women...you envied their relatively care free and stress free life...that is until they hit the wall in their thirties...and are without mates. Young women are catered to in our society. Young men have to struggle for the first thirty years of their lives to be able to be of worth to women. Women all have the safety net of marriage. They don't have to have a high paying career...a man has no such safety net. You also envied the way they get attention so easily...how so many young men want to talk with them.
Your brain is still forming...and math is a masculine brain specialty. Partially reforming your brain with female hormones will rob you of your unique gift. Notice the women who excel in math. They have more masculine traits...more masculine brains. You will lose your edge in math. There is much more to learn and explore...although you won't forget what you already know...future logical connections won't come so intuitively. Yes, there have been many good female mathematicians, however...all of the truly great mathematicians and scientists and engineers have been male. That is why the stem fields are flooded with males...besides females preferring to deal with people...and men with things or abstract ideas. Almost all of the important innovations have come from males. There is a reason for that...males excel in being able to visualize and manipulate objects in their minds.
Again, okay...you have depression. It needs pharmaceuticals to get to the root of the neurochemical imbalance. What you are being hoodwinked into is a pseudo psychotherapeutic diagnosis...and a hormonal "therapy" which doesn't deal with the true problem. No...you are depressed due to a chemical imbalance. There are antidepressants that can work wonders. My mother lost all of her anxiety with a once a day pill...fluoxetine...prozac.
Concentrate on your future. Do you feel a loss of all energy and motivation?
You are not seeing reality. Each of us must find what makes us happy...and then engineer our life to get the most time getting that happiness. I am most happy being alone...or just with family. I dislike most people...because I can see behind their facades. Most people do not have kind and giving hearts. Most people generate a false belief to hide behind...and then when they are faced with losing that faith...they have nothing left...but their bitterness and anger. Most people are shallow...except those of whom had suffered in their lives...or had been directly involved with someone who has suffered. Most play make believe in life...pretending that they are special...that their god will spare them some of the ugly events in life...just because they profess a certain belief. Once they get older...so many get envious and bitter. To have the knowledge too late, that they have never had special powers looking out for them...that they had lived a lie...had not truly loved life...but had instead...sought out a way to cheat death out of fear...or merely had wanted a social group to be part of...is to have regrets once life starts to fall apart as we age. Death comes to us all...but most never truly live for fear of it.
Your ultimate goal is to live with a purpose, which in turn gives a deep satisfaction in life. Spend some time alone in nature...look out upon a sunset and just let your mind wander. Learn to say...f it. Other people don't matter. There must come a time in life that you realize that unless you can make yourself happy...nothing can...or will. You have to love the path you tread in life...of a bright future...of so many great things in store for you. That one woman who steals your heart...the child you have who makes life even more magical. The magic of retirement when you may spend all of your time doing what pleases you most...chasing your passions.
Anyone can make up excuses in life...to not try...to be a rabbit safe in his den. To live life running from anxiety is not truly living. When you get your regular paychecks while building a retirement is freedom. Right now you don't have that. Know it is yet to come. Also know that negative feelings don't last....unless you believe they will. The easiest thing in the world is to think negatively. There is no disappointment because they live in a perpetual rut already. Of course you feel stressed out. I told you about taking on all the extra duties outside of your studies. Those who excel master focus. Concentrate on your goal...then allow some time just for yourself each day. Do what truly makes you happy. Think of yourself as being the only one on the planet. Yet...you had anything you wished for. What would you do that would make you the most happy? I never succumbed to negative thoughts because I knew that we may change our environment, situation, and surroundings...given time and directed focus towards the future we wish to create. I was, for 23 years...surrounded by some of the worst in society. Many drank or took drugs to deal with the stress. Me?... I exercised and kept the dream of retirement alive. I lived for the future. And when your mom and I married...and then later had you...I loved life even more. F other people...f the world. I would achieve my dreams. I would be happy in life. Yes...there was stress in my job. Yes...people cause the most stressful events in life. I mastered the ability to detach myself in life...to live in the world I would create...my future world that I knew I could make...slowly but surely. I knew that the people around me at that time were only a blip in life. I would not allow them to alter my path...no matter how so many attempted to have me sabotage myself through their provocations. I love life. I know you can as well. Nothing in our lives are permanent...especially negative feelings.
Remember...depression is common among Aspies. You are a handsome young man...especially now that you lost weight. Look at some of your pictures. You had always had romantic feelings for girls. This proves you are not wanting to be a girl. You wish to have a girl love you. Again...a man doesn't get much female attention until he makes something of his life. Once that happens...it is you who will get the attention. And it will continue throughout the rest of your life...as many single women get desperate from about thirty and beyond.
Again...that, so called therapist, is a thinly disguised feminist who is looking to press the extreme feminist agenda. They hate males...it is called penis envy. A marriage counselor...even a certified one...needs very little education. On top of this...she is merely a counselor...and a trainee at that.
[deadname]...what you greatly lack in life is experience. There is great evil in this world. Most people do not care about others...so many are extremely selfish. So many carry hatred in their hearts...as having someone or something else in life to blame for their own failures is far easier on their psyche. We are responsible for our own happiness. Although gender dysphoria is possibly...a real condition...it is exceedingly rare...and their are specific conditions which manifest themselves from infant hood. You had displayed none of those traits. What your "therapist" had done was to ask very general questions and or leading questions to get you to say something which she could then say was her certain and pre chosen "diagnosis". It is what con men do all the time."
Will this ever end.
Oh, and that's not even the best part! My mom ALSO falsely accused me of weaponizing suicide and self-harm as threats to get what I want, and "lying to her" having "promised" her that I wouldn't think about suicide or self-harm (note: I never DID say I was currently suicidal; all I said was that there's no guarantee I wouldn't be in a year or two down the road if I did nothing about my current situation) and that I have no idea of her suffering, saying I was thinking only of myself! Wow, talk about a twofer!
And now because of that, my mom won't speak to me, and my dad did...this.
With my dad, I'm disappointed, but not surprised. With my MOM? I'm furious. I expected much better from her, and I didn't expect her to deliver such a low blow, much less accuse ME of being the kind of manipulative person that would stoop to falsely weaponizing suicide for my own gain.
Who's even left? What should I even do at this point?
And now because of that, my mom won't speak to me, and my dad did...this.
With my dad, I'm disappointed, but not surprised. With my MOM? I'm furious. I expected much better from her, and I didn't expect her to deliver such a low blow, much less accuse ME of being the kind of manipulative person that would stoop to falsely weaponizing suicide for my own gain.
Who's even left? What should I even do at this point?
goldendragon1115 said:
goldendragon1115 said:
3layernachos said:
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He's also only been on HRT for 9 days and is already forcing people to call him a woman:
I started HRT!!!
I. FINALLY. DID IT.- Estrogen patch twice a week, 0.1 mg/day
- 25mg spiro, twice a day
- 100mg progesterone, nightly
It's finally over. The fight. Is. Finally. Over.
Now my real life can truly begin.
But of course, this is only a beginning, not an end.
And not only that...
...but yesterday, I finally decided to go full NC with my dad! (See my previous posts here for some idea of why...) After he left to go back home, I officially decided "no more" and will be blocking his number and auto-sending all of his emails to spam.
...I never thought this day would come.
But here I am. Should I be happier? Or has it not fully sunk in yet?
Either way, the best is yet to come, and it only gets better from here.
...I'm exhausted.
He also chose "Ryoko" as his new name. Tranime strikes again!
I think I have my new name!!
...and it's pretty much the main one that's been popping up for a while now!I think I'd like to go by Ryoko in social settings/increasingly so online/here on Reddit!
(Not as my legal name, but all that red tape can maybe be dealt with later.)
I wanted to embrace my heritage and cultural background, which I feel like I've kind of been forced into tossing aside more than I'd have liked. It's a name that I feel like has a lot of personal symbolism to me (my Reddit username is goldendragon, for one, and Ryo can mean dragon, among other wonderful things! Fact, reality, exceed, survive, excel...sometimes, what was the only thing that I ever had to keep me going? What's the one reason I always had to never give up and to keep fighting, even when things looked completely impossible and hopeless? Sheer willpower -- so here we are. And this goes, of course, for every single one of us. I really wanted to honor that, because without it, I might not even be where I am right now!)
Even if it's unconventional, I'd much rather be authentic and true to myself than anything else! After all, isn't that what transitioning is all about? To honor and live as one's true self?
So, from this moment forward, I'm taking a new step into doing just that.
Another "L" of his:
My first encounter with transphobia
...And it was pretty bad, too.But first, I just wanted to say: happy transgender day of visibility, everyone!!!
My love goes out to all of you. You ARE valid, you ARE loved, you ARE worth it, you ARE who you know you really are deep down on the inside. And don't ever let ANYONE tell you anything different.
But yeah. I was on a YouTube-like site (not YouTube itself), and got the following message, on top of a series of about ten other comments that basically constituted harassment.
Spoilered (TW, transphobia):"You are a fucking man, and an ugly one at that." (On top of going out of his way to call me "dude" repeatedly in other places, too...)
I mean, it was bound to happen eventually, but let's really dissect my feelings on this.
Because quite honestly, I'm feeling angry and hurt -- betrayed, even. (The exact circumstances of why are something I'd really rather not delve into, because it's very private, but suffice it to say I was misled quite significantly.)
Who in the earthly hell does this guy think he is? Seriously, sending me a message and spamming me with comments just to essentially tell me to piss off when what I did "wrong" in the first place was at most an innocent misunderstanding (and what I would argue was having been led astray by the admins of the site!! Luckily I have a paper trail of email communications in case they try to ban me) and on top of that, completely invalidate and tear down my identity?!
And even ignoring ALL of that, does this transphobe SERIOUSLY think he's gonna persuade me into realizing I was "wrong" about my identity by telling me I'm a man? Has there ever been a more perfect example of r/thanksimcured energy?
And on TDOV, of all days?! Is this a cruel joke?!
I already sent in a request to get that person permabanned. Hate has no place in the community, anywhere, anytime.
But just the fact that people still think this is an acceptable way to talk to ANYONE, let alone US, people who are already in a vulnerable position in society and fighting for our literal lives, is beyond insane. Completely unacceptable, hurtful, and downright scary conduct.
Anyone who continues to stoke the flames of transphobia and hatred in general: this is all your fault. We're suffering, so THANKS.
But ... that being said. I'm not going down that easily. Neither should any of us. Don't think us women can't fight back. I might be a softie (personality-wise), but I'm not a pushover. We should set an example by showing the world that we won't stand for hate. Against any group, anyone.
And that the world needs more love. Love and compassion and empathy and understanding need to win over hate and division and cruelty.
In the Berkeley post (archive) he shared a link to a Google Doc (archive) he wrote about his life story. I believe it was written pre-trooning because he mentioned in one of his threads that his "egg was cracked" sometime in January and this post was made on January 1.
A large feature in the story is a girl who he has a crush on, but in his words is:
A girl who, after almost 9 years and counting, has remained firmly by my side through thick and thin, as I hopefully have hers. A girl who remains my best friend (N.B. not girlfriend (I don’t have one), just friend. Call me a pathetic loser who needs to touch grass, it’s fine. It bounces right off. I know it’s true; no use denying it!) even to this day, someone who was not only far more brilliant than I could even imagine, but so much more.
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Ryoko sure does love to hear himself talk, Jesus Christ. But imagine that, a narc troon. Really, it’s gotta hurt as a parent to lose your child but hopefully mom and dad just let him go and let him castrate himself for the better. Literally a terminal case of main character syndrome. No way he’d 41% when people don’t go along with his fantasy, he’ll gladly write another dissertation about what a beautiful strong martyr he is
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Won't pl too hard but it is a bit different after a week. Instead of hunger you feel violent pain and ill, to the point you might actually throw up at the smell of food, but at the same time you really want it and the smell makes it worse. It lightens up and then gets even worse at 2 weeks, then you just sorta have random bouts where you literally cannot control yourself with food if you aren't eating at least a tiny bit. Anorexics at least eat a cracker or something for a meal because not eating anything is fucking painful and miserable after a while.
Jacques1194
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Thank you for this.Interesting that there seems to be a divide in the comments.Usually any users who disagree with trans stuff gets banned on reddit.Lots of comments saying how LGB has nothing in common with TQ+ crazies, and blaming them for why support for the entire community dropped, whereas trannies and hand maidens are claiming that its a psy ops by anti LGBT people to divide them.Also the fear mongering of "If they successfully take away trans rights, gays are next so we have to stick together."Sure there are people who may dislike LGBT and would go for gays next but i've seen some people that dont blame gay people as a whole for TQ+ lunatics.
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TiF finds out everyone's been lying to her face. u/szvmanskaa
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Looking into her profile I've found that she was hyper-feminine before transing and currently on psych meds.
Here's a pic of her 4 months ago:
This also wasn't the first time she got "clocked" , here's a post from 5 months back
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Today I’ve been to inauguration of academic year at my university. It’s my first year here. I’m stealth, post hormones, top surgery and legal change. Of course no one doubted that I’m cis, well when you pass 100% people rarely randomly doubt your gender. There’s this one trans guy - pre everything. We all have never seen each other, it’s the first time I’m seeing these people and him too. When everything ended and we were going back home he walked up to me and asked “Are you also… you know…”. I said yes and we started talking about transition etc. He’s nice, I’m glad that I can kind of support him in his transition. But suddenly I felt so scared and sad. Because now I’m worried that everyone can see that I’m not cis, they just don’t say it. I’m really broken right now. For past few years I was certain that I pass 100%. Why he knew? I’m really confused. Sorry, I needed someplace to dump it all.
Why is it so hard for trannies to grasp this fact. They think everyone who clocks them is going to eagerly run up to them and announce it to their face. People in public give zero shits about others. Are they so narcissistic they think all the wagies they need to talk to during the day will jump at the opportunity to talk to them in a conversational way. FFS.
Looking into her profile I've found that she was hyper-feminine before transing and currently on psych meds.
Here's a pic of her 4 months ago:
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Honestly it was so bizarre and unexpected that I didn’t even react. I just kept thinking “what the hell”. I am post top surgery, testosterone and I recently legally changed my documents. I wasn’t misgendered a lot even pre T. Me and my friend of 9 years were sitting on a bench and some random old lady passing by said “how you’re doing girls?”. Like wtf miss? My friend was even more surprised than me. I don’t think I was hurt at first but now I’m starting to doubt my masculinity. Well i’m not super muscular or anything, but I wouldn’t say I look feminine at all, which has been proved thru last years. I am scared shitless that someone will misgender me again. Maybe my hair is too long? I don’t know. I didn’t think I have to worry about passing by now (which I didn’t even think about for a looong time). Welp that’s all
Corn Wizard
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Not entirely sure how much of an L this is but here is your typical troon attempting to perform ahegao:
also lol at those manly feet
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also lol at those manly feet
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