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I’ve been made aware of this
Tarl’s parents were like Roseanne and Dan Connor from the TV show ‘Roseanne’ - just as working class but both very nice to me, I spoke with his dad more than his mum. They’re not goths. My only beef with them is that they didn’t tell me about all the women that were coming out to share his bed. I guess this is the territory that comes when your child has far more financial resources than yourself. A bit like all the Hollywood child stars. The power dynamic flipped on its head.
As for his E-status, I was friendly with him when he had 14,000 subscribers - he was just Tarl to me in 2013 - he was never Styxhexenhammer666 - he immediately began pursuing me then and we became facebook friends and would often talk. I was never attracted to his aesthetics, I never found him physically attractive ONLY his intelligence- which is actually very limited because he only has an academic intelligence. He has no social intelligence whatsoever and is a pathological liar. I don’t think he can control his dishonesty. He lies about things that don’t even need lies!
I was 32 at the time and I wanted to get married and have children. He was like ‘Don’t worry, I’ve got you, come to Vermont’. I also wanted to be a stay at home mother and homeschooler. He could offer me that lifestyle. I grew up with both parents working, my dad was a professor and my mother a finance manager - in my childhood I’d have preferred my mother to have stayed home. I’d have been able to give up work (at the time I was an energy plant room manager but had just been made head of communications for the company I worked for).
I don’t understand why you all are perplexed about me going with a white guy in the US. I have loads of half black cousins and my mother was brought up by an English family. His ethnicity was of no consequence to me. And my family wouldn’t care either. You have to understand we’re not Americans. We’re black Britons, my family are from Africa - in that I still have family there and I have been there multiple times. We have a completely different culture to African Americans.
Tarl even said in a video years ago he prefers ‘foreign’ women. The exes involved in this are Hispanic, Afro Hispanic, mixed with black, me but very few white women. He also knows whom his audience tend to be. Which is why I asked him if he was sure I should he wanted me on his life like this and he was adamant he didn’t care what anyone said about me being black. Then suddenly he married blonde blue eyed Liz. I have no beef with Liz btw she’s very nice and we got on very well.
PS it’d be immature of me to come on here and talk about how he was sexually but I never once mocked him for that so infer what you will……..