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So what this creep is saying is that these kids, bc they identify as what ever made up bs they claim they are, they get a free all expense paid shopping spree? Free clothes? Am I reading that right?
If that tranny ain't lying, as I think it is as there's no way a PUBLIC school can afford that, and it's all true then that makes me MATI
What about kids who come from super poor backgrounds who's family can't afford new clothes? Are they included in this little shopping spree or not if they don't subscribe to this gender nonsense?
"Sorry Billy, unless you wanna go spinny in a skirt no new clothes for you!"
Sperg under the spoiler
Also what kinda school is this? The guy mentioned padded bras being supplied (ew) so is this a high school? how old exactly are these kids?? When I hear the word "kids" I think grade or middle school which is even more disgusting
And also what is even the point?? Illiteracy in this country is at an all time high and I've heard horror stories from teachers how there 7th graders are reading on a 2nd grade level go only knows what about the high schoolers, instead of coming up with bullshit maybe focus on lesson plans?? Actually teach these kids???
This is so incredibly creepy and stomach churning the idea of your kid coming home with a different haircut and clothes just sets off all kinds of red flags in my head
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How many times we gotta tell MtF trannies that the joke
of them gollumaxxing has been done since 2016?
I am not joking when I say higher ups that manage very prestigious companies, whether they are video game publishers or something entirely else should unironically have tard wrangling work positions (no PR doesn't count) in their companies to tard wrangle retards that associate or work for them online, because there's plenty of weirdos that are way too comfortable about talking zippertits, clitdicks or literally shit no person has to know or hear about, while publicly being associated with a company.
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Lol better deal: I'd charge them $20 each time I use their requested pronouns.
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Benjamin Sott
4750 29th St #414 Greeley, CO 80634
Phone Numbers(s):
(859) 537-9666 - Wireless, Possible Primary Phone, Last reported Dec 2023, Sprint Spectrum
(859) 270-1170 - Wireless Last reported Apr 2012, AT&T
Emails:
sott.benjamin@gmail.com
sirtemperance.bs@gmail.com
sirtemperance.bs@yahoo.com
Going to update with moar shit as I get it if you guys want.
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Also, enjoy some of his YouTube content from the pre-troon age, Pretty sure this is a joint account with his boyfriend, lol.
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Dumpster fire. Mark has a weird obsession with that tranny. And anyone could have said early on that "Rebecca" is experiencing psychosis and is a lying and manipulative narcissist. He's a tranny; it's in their nature.
Also you should spoiler the video maybe because the clip near the end isn't censored and you can see his genitals.
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I'm here with some gifts and curses from the one and only Taint Goo Guy.
Make sure to imagine this person saying all of this out loud. Never heard his voice, but all you have to do is imagine him pushing up his glasses and going "well, ackshually," and you'll feel like he's right in the room with you!
What is “that” you might ask?
Wow, so strange and coincidental. No idea where that could possibly come from. Also what kind of braindead retard do you have to be to ask someone for instructions to pissing yourself??
Just one more thing that I didn't need to know about him. That's only the beginning, though.
Sure.
Response to another "what's in your pants" ""joke""
In Hinduism, Kundalini is a form of divine feminine energy believed to be located at the base of the spine, in the muladhara. It is an important concept in Śhaiva Tantra, where it is believed to be a force or power associated with the divine feminine or the formless aspect of the Goddess.
No idea how this is in any way acting like we're different species, but sure
“Why try to be fem?” “Just trust your genes!” “Why would you fight against your genes and nature?”
“Has a genetic disorder that would make them blind and crippled if they didn’t take shots every other week, and a lot of other serious medication. Already had to have surgeries to prevent death because of genes.”
Lol, okay man.
The "lost girlhood" stuff makes me so MATI. Kim, there's people that are dying.
Anyone else get a performance boost from HRT?
100% the dreaded "where's my hug?" guy
More origin story details
That sounds like total bullshit
“so irrelevant to a relationship as gender identity” Then why ever bring it up at all? Since it clearly doesn’t matter or change anything.
Update from the AMA he did forever ago
His malewife needed to go on anxiety medication to go through with transitioning. Unreal
Sounds like the kind of question he should be asking... his therapist
Here's where it starts to get good.
I really never thought the day would come. But here we are.
For scale: Estradiol bottle.
For scale: Injection needle BD SafetyGlide 22G x 1 1/2 (0.7mm x 40mm).
Second anus spread. Note the rise below; this is the second tailbone.
Estradiol bottle gently inserted into the second anus divot. (Don't mind the estradiol patch.)
Needle injected to the hilt into the second anus; not possible on a normal human, it would hit the spine.
As above but from a different angle.
I literally stabbed myself with a needle in the second anus to bring you these images. Hopefully this clears things up a bit.
Honestly I have no clue what I'm supposed to be looking at or what this is supposed to prove. Not as immediately disgusting as I thought it would be, but still... unsettling.
Thanks for joining me on my journey to hell. This guy is just so fucking weird.
Make sure to imagine this person saying all of this out loud. Never heard his voice, but all you have to do is imagine him pushing up his glasses and going "well, ackshually," and you'll feel like he's right in the room with you!
Checkmate, transphobes! by femthrowaway155 in traaNSFW
[–]The_Sky_Render 16 points 1 month ago
Used to do that for kicks in my 20s (I was a bit weird back then). Would recommend a diaper, it's easier to be discrete about and much more fun as well.
[–]The_Sky_Render 16 points 1 month ago
Used to do that for kicks in my 20s (I was a bit weird back then). Would recommend a diaper, it's easier to be discrete about and much more fun as well.
What is “that” you might ask?
Oh so you wanna know what’s in my pants?
Piss. It’s piss that’s in my pants.
Piss. It’s piss that’s in my pants.
[–]femthrowaway155Transfem[S] 73 points 1 month ago
In all seriousness though I would like to try wetting tbh cause it sounds kinda fun.
In all seriousness though I would like to try wetting tbh cause it sounds kinda fun.
[–]Tavzmanian-Devil 45 points 1 month ago
Do itttt, totally not speaking from experience
Oooh so, is it as simple as just waiting till I gotta piss, putting some towels down, and then just doing my business? Is there anything to keep in mind?
yep pretty much. you could also do it in the bathtub, or even on the toilet. there are also certain garments that are designed for that kind of thing... 
[–]Give_me_the_fem-n-ms 6 points 1 month ago*
Man, what is it with transfems and wetting/diaper kinks?
Those, pet play, and forced fem are the ones I've noticed most trans girls seem to have
Eta: and breeding. Breeding too.
Hrt at 28? by No-Exercise-7316 in transtimelines
[–]The_Sky_Render 1 point 1 month ago
42 and passing just fine. So yes.
I am amazed at what Estrogen has done for me. by TheSarcux in TransLater
[–]The_Sky_Render 6 points 1 month ago
It is! HRT took about 20 years off my whole damn body, not just my face. I like to tell people that I don't age now.
[–]The_Sky_Render 1 point 1 month ago
42 and passing just fine. So yes.
I am amazed at what Estrogen has done for me. by TheSarcux in TransLater
[–]The_Sky_Render 6 points 1 month ago
It is! HRT took about 20 years off my whole damn body, not just my face. I like to tell people that I don't age now.
Sure.
Intersex red flags by mrdjbaker in intersex
[–]The_Sky_Render 21 points 1 month ago
Big list there... The fact that I could literally feel extra anatomy behind that cursed skin graft (they didn't remove anything, just sealed away) was a big one. I experienced a mixed puberty (breast development as well as very slight body hair, and late intermittent periods). I was constantly getting unexplained discharge between my legs no matter how thoroughly I bathed (still have that problem, actually). All sorts of oddness around sexual sensations too. Honestly if I hadn't been conditioned my entire life to not think about those things, I probably would have bothered my parents into insanity about it by around age 9...
[–]The_Sky_Render 21 points 1 month ago
Big list there... The fact that I could literally feel extra anatomy behind that cursed skin graft (they didn't remove anything, just sealed away) was a big one. I experienced a mixed puberty (breast development as well as very slight body hair, and late intermittent periods). I was constantly getting unexplained discharge between my legs no matter how thoroughly I bathed (still have that problem, actually). All sorts of oddness around sexual sensations too. Honestly if I hadn't been conditioned my entire life to not think about those things, I probably would have bothered my parents into insanity about it by around age 9...
Intersex red flags by mrdjbaker in intersex
[–]The_Sky_Render 3 points 1 month ago
Mostly the nature of the discharge. It has many different forms and none of them make sense as just "crotch sweat". Sometimes the discharge is primarily bloody, other times the discharge is yellow and smells sour, other times it's so caustic that it causes my skin between my legs to get absurd rashes and patches of severe irritation. On more than one occasion it's clearly been discharge from a yeast infection, with all the hallmark features of one. It's hard to miss the fact that this is very not normal!
[–]The_Sky_Render 3 points 1 month ago
Mostly the nature of the discharge. It has many different forms and none of them make sense as just "crotch sweat". Sometimes the discharge is primarily bloody, other times the discharge is yellow and smells sour, other times it's so caustic that it causes my skin between my legs to get absurd rashes and patches of severe irritation. On more than one occasion it's clearly been discharge from a yeast infection, with all the hallmark features of one. It's hard to miss the fact that this is very not normal!
Intersex red flags by mrdjbaker in intersex
[–]The_Sky_Render 2 points 1 month ago
Officially, I have never been diagnosed (no doctor will even acknowledge it happens, despite being absurdly obvious). Practically, it's very obvious that it's coming from the vaginal opening behind the skin graft. As for the sexual sensations, there is a distinct build-up and orgasm that occurs right where the perineum would be on a male (that's where the skin graft is; the area is about 3 inches too long to be a perineum). Said build-up and release is almost impossible to bring about with anything but stimulation of the glans, and indeed, that's the only way I can reach orgasm now that I have near-zero testosterone. That said, it's not even remotely difficult to pull off.
[–]The_Sky_Render 2 points 1 month ago
Officially, I have never been diagnosed (no doctor will even acknowledge it happens, despite being absurdly obvious). Practically, it's very obvious that it's coming from the vaginal opening behind the skin graft. As for the sexual sensations, there is a distinct build-up and orgasm that occurs right where the perineum would be on a male (that's where the skin graft is; the area is about 3 inches too long to be a perineum). Said build-up and release is almost impossible to bring about with anything but stimulation of the glans, and indeed, that's the only way I can reach orgasm now that I have near-zero testosterone. That said, it's not even remotely difficult to pull off.
“Second puberty” in your twenties by MaintenanceLazy in intersex
[–]The_Sky_Render 5 points 1 month ago
I had dual puberty in my teens, which was kind of insane to deal with. Breast development, periods, facial hair (which was a mix of brown and primarily blonde; my natural hair color is copper). Recently I've been getting a conclusion to my female puberty as I'm finally on testosterone blockers (meaning my natural estrogen can properly do its job).
[–]The_Sky_Render 5 points 1 month ago
I had dual puberty in my teens, which was kind of insane to deal with. Breast development, periods, facial hair (which was a mix of brown and primarily blonde; my natural hair color is copper). Recently I've been getting a conclusion to my female puberty as I'm finally on testosterone blockers (meaning my natural estrogen can properly do its job).
Are endosex transexuals non-dyadic? by HamboneFalseName in intersex
[–]The_Sky_Render 6 points 1 month ago
I could have sworn I saw the term "altersex" being thrown around to describe non-intersex modifications to sexual organs. Honestly the term could also apply to HRT being used on dyadic individuals that alters them to the opposite sex hormone balance from what their bodies produce naturally.
[–]The_Sky_Render 6 points 1 month ago
I could have sworn I saw the term "altersex" being thrown around to describe non-intersex modifications to sexual organs. Honestly the term could also apply to HRT being used on dyadic individuals that alters them to the opposite sex hormone balance from what their bodies produce naturally.
I'm already experiencing fallout from my family over my YT videos. Somehow my cousins found it and gossiped to the whole family. They've asked me to stop uploading and they're kicking me out of the house. I will be homeless in a matter of days. by Informal_Emu_8980 in intersex
(might be fun to look into)
[–]The_Sky_Render 14 points 1 month ago
It is so messed up that the people who are most prone to saying that "God doesn't make mistakes" are also the most adamantly opposed to acknowledging intersex exists, the fastest to shun anyone who is openly intersex, and most in support of infant genital mutilation to force conformity. I hope you can find some local support, and if not, consider going somewhere more tolerant if you can (most urban centers on the central-east and west coasts of the US are a good bet, if you're in the US).
(might be fun to look into)
[–]The_Sky_Render 14 points 1 month ago
It is so messed up that the people who are most prone to saying that "God doesn't make mistakes" are also the most adamantly opposed to acknowledging intersex exists, the fastest to shun anyone who is openly intersex, and most in support of infant genital mutilation to force conformity. I hope you can find some local support, and if not, consider going somewhere more tolerant if you can (most urban centers on the central-east and west coasts of the US are a good bet, if you're in the US).
The only correct response. by wingsoverpyrrhia in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns2
[–]The_Sky_Render 2 points 1 month ago
I'd be tempted to say "kundalini" now that I have some knowledge of what that is. It's got all sorts of extra meanings, especially since I have a divot exactly where kundalini is located!
[–]The_Sky_Render 2 points 1 month ago
I'd be tempted to say "kundalini" now that I have some knowledge of what that is. It's got all sorts of extra meanings, especially since I have a divot exactly where kundalini is located!
In Hinduism, Kundalini is a form of divine feminine energy believed to be located at the base of the spine, in the muladhara. It is an important concept in Śhaiva Tantra, where it is believed to be a force or power associated with the divine feminine or the formless aspect of the Goddess.
Is a short stealth HRT trial ethical when married? by Ok_Banana4601 in TransLater
[–]The_Sky_Render 1 point 1 month ago
I really hate that this sort of thing can even come up in a relationship... If you don't feel you can tell things to your own partner, that suggests there are some problems. You should never feel you need to hide anything from your life partner, even if it's something as big as your gender identity. So yes, there is a major ethical issue with doing this without telling your SO.
That all said, effects of HRT start within a few weeks, and you start to notice more pronounced changes within 1 month to 1 year depending on what aspect it is. Most effects are reversible, but the most visible (breast development) is not, and that starts around the 2-month mark.
[–]The_Sky_Render 1 point 1 month ago
I really hate that this sort of thing can even come up in a relationship... If you don't feel you can tell things to your own partner, that suggests there are some problems. You should never feel you need to hide anything from your life partner, even if it's something as big as your gender identity. So yes, there is a major ethical issue with doing this without telling your SO.
That all said, effects of HRT start within a few weeks, and you start to notice more pronounced changes within 1 month to 1 year depending on what aspect it is. Most effects are reversible, but the most visible (breast development) is not, and that starts around the 2-month mark.
Why do many cis people act like men and women are different species by Throw_away_57789 in TransyTalk
[–]The_Sky_Render 9 points 1 month ago*
Funnily enough, there was a movement in the late 90s to stop the whole "women are from Venus and men are from Mars" stupidity, at least in the US. I remember sex ed in 1999 basically saying "there's not really any difference between guys and girls besides a few parts", which I'm sure they'd never let fly these days in public school!
But yeah, it's mostly just a side-effect of cultural conditioning. We are taught from infancy onward to believe that our genitals determine much of our fate in most cultures. It's easier to control people when you set them against each other, and what better way to start that mindset than to segregate and discriminate based upon genitalia recorded at birth?
[–]The_Sky_Render 9 points 1 month ago*
Funnily enough, there was a movement in the late 90s to stop the whole "women are from Venus and men are from Mars" stupidity, at least in the US. I remember sex ed in 1999 basically saying "there's not really any difference between guys and girls besides a few parts", which I'm sure they'd never let fly these days in public school!
But yeah, it's mostly just a side-effect of cultural conditioning. We are taught from infancy onward to believe that our genitals determine much of our fate in most cultures. It's easier to control people when you set them against each other, and what better way to start that mindset than to segregate and discriminate based upon genitalia recorded at birth?
Why do many cis people act like men and women are different species (self.TransyTalk)
submitted 1 month ago by Throw_away_57789
I mean this both biologically and socially. Regarding biology, male and female reproductive organs are highly analogous and there is so much phenotypical variation in humans that you can have a cisgender female who has more male secondary sex characteristics and a cisgender male who has more female secondary sex characteristics.
Regarding in social settings, I see a lot of people say things like “men and women just have different interests, it’s natural” or at every party with my family the women speak with the women and the men speak with the men. And people speak differently when in the presence of men versus women.
So my question is why is this? Why do so many cisgender people view gender and sex like this? I would also love to hear your thoughts and previous experiences with these situations.
submitted 1 month ago by Throw_away_57789
I mean this both biologically and socially. Regarding biology, male and female reproductive organs are highly analogous and there is so much phenotypical variation in humans that you can have a cisgender female who has more male secondary sex characteristics and a cisgender male who has more female secondary sex characteristics.
Regarding in social settings, I see a lot of people say things like “men and women just have different interests, it’s natural” or at every party with my family the women speak with the women and the men speak with the men. And people speak differently when in the presence of men versus women.
So my question is why is this? Why do so many cisgender people view gender and sex like this? I would also love to hear your thoughts and previous experiences with these situations.
I really hate this "argument". Fuck genes. by ErisianWitch in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns2
[–]The_Sky_Render 5 points 1 month ago
My genes say I'm a mix of XX and XY mosaic. My ghoulies agree and have since birth. So strictly speaking my gender should be either both or neither. Your move, "God doesn't make mistakes" crowd.
[–]The_Sky_Render 5 points 1 month ago
My genes say I'm a mix of XX and XY mosaic. My ghoulies agree and have since birth. So strictly speaking my gender should be either both or neither. Your move, "God doesn't make mistakes" crowd.
“Why try to be fem?” “Just trust your genes!” “Why would you fight against your genes and nature?”
“Has a genetic disorder that would make them blind and crippled if they didn’t take shots every other week, and a lot of other serious medication. Already had to have surgeries to prevent death because of genes.”
How did you claim your girlhood you missed out on? by TheFluteWanderer in TransLater
[–]The_Sky_Render 2 points 1 month ago
I reclaimed a lot of my lost stuffies, and built out my collection further as well. That's kind of enough for me.
[–]The_Sky_Render 2 points 1 month ago
I reclaimed a lot of my lost stuffies, and built out my collection further as well. That's kind of enough for me.
Anyone else get a performance boost from HRT?
“Hrt is weird because my dick still works great but I can just fuck for ages without cumming. How did estrogen make me better at topping? That seems backwards.”
[–]The_Sky_Render 2 points 1 month ago
Nowadays the shaft itself is useless meat. The head of the shaft is where all the real fun happens!
[–]The_Sky_Render 2 points 1 month ago
Nowadays the shaft itself is useless meat. The head of the shaft is where all the real fun happens!
Anyone else transition late and all of a sudden they’re getting told they’re “acting like a child”? by Harleyaudrey in TransLater
[–]The_Sky_Render 3 points 1 month ago
Oh it's extra fun for me. Anyone who doesn't know I'm 42 would think I'm maybe in my early 20s thanks to HRT. I've had younger colleagues act like they're older and wiser than me on that assumption. Always a shock to them when they find out I've been around since '81!
[–]The_Sky_Render 3 points 1 month ago
Oh it's extra fun for me. Anyone who doesn't know I'm 42 would think I'm maybe in my early 20s thanks to HRT. I've had younger colleagues act like they're older and wiser than me on that assumption. Always a shock to them when they find out I've been around since '81!
How old were you when you found out? by StuckinaPokeball in intersex
[–]The_Sky_Render 2 points 29 days ago
I first learned when I was 9. My mom came clean to me that I'd been born with both male and female genitals after we'd had about a month-long "trial" of me living as a girl. Then my old man deliberately induced some severe trauma on me that caused me to bury that knowledge over the next few years, and I finally recovered those repressed memories when I was 39. It explained SO MANY strange things I'd dealt with my entire life when I finally remembered...
When I learned about it when I was 9, I was ecstatic! I had the parts needed to be a girl already there (they didn't have them removed, just "temporarily" covered with a skin graft). When I reclaimed the memories at 39 I had a good cry at the realization that I had quite literally had a part of my existence erased from my own awareness. I'm pretty chill about it now, all things considered. Knowing what it is makes it far easier to deal with.
[–]The_Sky_Render 2 points 29 days ago
I first learned when I was 9. My mom came clean to me that I'd been born with both male and female genitals after we'd had about a month-long "trial" of me living as a girl. Then my old man deliberately induced some severe trauma on me that caused me to bury that knowledge over the next few years, and I finally recovered those repressed memories when I was 39. It explained SO MANY strange things I'd dealt with my entire life when I finally remembered...
When I learned about it when I was 9, I was ecstatic! I had the parts needed to be a girl already there (they didn't have them removed, just "temporarily" covered with a skin graft). When I reclaimed the memories at 39 I had a good cry at the realization that I had quite literally had a part of my existence erased from my own awareness. I'm pretty chill about it now, all things considered. Knowing what it is makes it far easier to deal with.
How do you all deal with brigading on this sub? by [deleted] in TransLater
[–]The_Sky_Render 16 points 27 days ago
This, every time. It also helps that, after 42 years of life, I've come to realize that the opinions of a bunch of cotton-headed ninny-muggins who are ignorant about me don't matter much to me. As Arin Hanson once put it, "you can't just turn to page 273 of my life story and think you know everything about me". They are deliberately trying to get a rise, which is why they use inflammatory speech and hostile behavior. They're powerless if you don't give them the response they want. Just like any schoolyard bully, attention is their goal and they don't care what they have to do to get it.
[–]The_Sky_Render 16 points 27 days ago
This, every time. It also helps that, after 42 years of life, I've come to realize that the opinions of a bunch of cotton-headed ninny-muggins who are ignorant about me don't matter much to me. As Arin Hanson once put it, "you can't just turn to page 273 of my life story and think you know everything about me". They are deliberately trying to get a rise, which is why they use inflammatory speech and hostile behavior. They're powerless if you don't give them the response they want. Just like any schoolyard bully, attention is their goal and they don't care what they have to do to get it.
Does Wstrogen make your hair and skin dryer than normal? by KrisHargensen in TransyTalk
[–]The_Sky_Render 9 points 27 days ago
Sometimes it works out, though. I've always had a higher-than-normal level of oiliness to my skin, so getting rid of the T mostly just balanced me down to a perfectly pleasant level of "just right". Your mileage can (and almost definitely will!) vary!
[–]The_Sky_Render 9 points 27 days ago
Sometimes it works out, though. I've always had a higher-than-normal level of oiliness to my skin, so getting rid of the T mostly just balanced me down to a perfectly pleasant level of "just right". Your mileage can (and almost definitely will!) vary!
Non binary greeting? by zombieofcoffee in TransLater
[–]The_Sky_Render 6 points 27 days ago
I've always liked "pal" for colloquial cases. Short, sweet, to the point, and entirely non-gendered. For more formal situations, "friend" works well. Or I just leave off that sort of thing entirely and use a reinforcement instead (ie. "thank you very much").
[–]The_Sky_Render 6 points 27 days ago
I've always liked "pal" for colloquial cases. Short, sweet, to the point, and entirely non-gendered. For more formal situations, "friend" works well. Or I just leave off that sort of thing entirely and use a reinforcement instead (ie. "thank you very much").
Libido by jessnotjess9 in TransLater
[–]The_Sky_Render 1 point 27 days ago
In truth my libido never really lost intensity. Just the form of it changed. I am probably not the best example however as I'm intersex.
[–]The_Sky_Render 1 point 27 days ago
In truth my libido never really lost intensity. Just the form of it changed. I am probably not the best example however as I'm intersex.
More origin story details
How old were you when you found out? by StuckinaPokeball in intersex
[–]The_Sky_Render 1 point 26 days ago
It took a shock to the system: I was exposed to a toy I had given up unwillingly right after what my father did to me. Coming in contact with it immediately killed all of my emotions, it was disturbing. That night I re-experienced the physical sensory memories of what happened back then. The memories themselves came back gradually and very painfully over the next few months, and found myself dealing with extreme anxiety and suicidal ideation. I definitely needed therapy, and got it!
The skin graft should be removable, it was supposed to be removed back when I was 10. It's caused a lot of problems post-puberty, but also led to me developing a very strong immune system. The main issue at this point is that no doctor wants to look too closely at what it really is.
I don't mind sharing what happened, I usually don't bring it up to avoid triggering others. The old man raped me, then told me he would do that to me nightly for the rest of my days unless I gave up on presenting female.
[–]The_Sky_Render 1 point 26 days ago
It took a shock to the system: I was exposed to a toy I had given up unwillingly right after what my father did to me. Coming in contact with it immediately killed all of my emotions, it was disturbing. That night I re-experienced the physical sensory memories of what happened back then. The memories themselves came back gradually and very painfully over the next few months, and found myself dealing with extreme anxiety and suicidal ideation. I definitely needed therapy, and got it!
The skin graft should be removable, it was supposed to be removed back when I was 10. It's caused a lot of problems post-puberty, but also led to me developing a very strong immune system. The main issue at this point is that no doctor wants to look too closely at what it really is.
I don't mind sharing what happened, I usually don't bring it up to avoid triggering others. The old man raped me, then told me he would do that to me nightly for the rest of my days unless I gave up on presenting female.
Hot take: I'm glad I was born intersexed. by Environmental-Line33 in intersex
[–]The_Sky_Render 4 points 23 days ago
You expressed almost exactly my sentiments. I have been through so much directly because of being intersex, a lot of it bad, but in the end I am incredibly grateful to be this way! It has given me amazing insight into so many physical realities that a non-intersex person would never be able to even experience. Though I do want to make changes to my body, I still am glad to have experienced life this way before said changes are made.
[–]The_Sky_Render 4 points 23 days ago
You expressed almost exactly my sentiments. I have been through so much directly because of being intersex, a lot of it bad, but in the end I am incredibly grateful to be this way! It has given me amazing insight into so many physical realities that a non-intersex person would never be able to even experience. Though I do want to make changes to my body, I still am glad to have experienced life this way before said changes are made.
That is how it's done. Love is not tied solely to gender or genitals, it's for the person themselves. I cannot fathom the idea of abandoning a relationship of many years over something so irrelevant to a relationship as gender identity. Your partner is definitely doing this right!
How many erections do you need to have per day to maintain penis size on Estrogen by ElectronicBoot9466 in TransyTalk
[–]The_Sky_Render 20 points 21 days ago
It doesn't get smaller. It gets more difficult to maintain an erection if you don't keep it up, but even then you have some pretty good leeway (about once a week is usually enough for most as I understand it). You'll know if it's becoming a problem if getting an erection becomes painful, at which point you need to basically exercise that thing!
[–]The_Sky_Render 20 points 21 days ago
It doesn't get smaller. It gets more difficult to maintain an erection if you don't keep it up, but even then you have some pretty good leeway (about once a week is usually enough for most as I understand it). You'll know if it's becoming a problem if getting an erection becomes painful, at which point you need to basically exercise that thing!
Question about my chest (NSFW) - pre HRT by alison_allie in TransLater
[–]The_Sky_Render 3 points 14 days ago
I had decidedly more well-formed breasts prior to HRT at 39 that started growing at about 16. They started developing extra sensitivity and larger areolas 3 months before HRT due to my having reduced my T with licorice root tea. Which shouldn't have worked like that, and was a big clue that I'm intersex which I ignored for another year after because trauma, but anyway. Yours look similar to what I had back then, which was effectively gynecomastia.
[–]The_Sky_Render 3 points 14 days ago
I had decidedly more well-formed breasts prior to HRT at 39 that started growing at about 16. They started developing extra sensitivity and larger areolas 3 months before HRT due to my having reduced my T with licorice root tea. Which shouldn't have worked like that, and was a big clue that I'm intersex which I ignored for another year after because trauma, but anyway. Yours look similar to what I had back then, which was effectively gynecomastia.
Update from the AMA he did forever ago
[–]KeptAnonymous 1 point 8 days ago
This is very late but I'm curious to know what your health history has been like.
Do you feel like you grew up following the typical milestones (ie. Stuff descending without surgical intervention, acne and hair development, periods, growth pains, growth spurt, development of stuff expected from the typical male/female) or did your condition affect some aspects of development during puberty, especially since you've mentioned that your body generates both hormones.
And what about stuff that isn't from sexual development? How does having ODSD(Is that the right diagnosis?) affect things like kidneys/adrenal glands, heart, bones, hormone levels/endocrine stuff? Do you have a complicated medical history and need to be on different medications due to the secretions of both hormones? What's your quality of life like?
[–]The_Sky_Render[S] 1 point 8 days ago*
My puberty was weird and would make no sense to most. I experienced a mix of both types (minor body hair development, patchy facial hair development, breast development, started getting periods around 16, etc.). All of the surgical intervention they did, to my knowledge, was at or near my birth and was inadvisable at best.
Obviously my condition has led to some problems with hormones; until I started HRT my testosterone levels were causing rapid physical degradation. Physically I have problems relating to my unusual anatomy, such as toilets and pants both not being designed for my unusual configuration. I have discovered in the time since I posted this that the extremely large divot in my lower back is in fact a sealed second anus, which has a second tailbone above it. Which explains a lot about why "sitting up straight" has always been a painful ordeal for me. My knees and lower legs are also weird (I cannot sit with my knees on the floor, the pain is instant and crippling), but that might have nothing to do with my anatomical anomaly.
I've kept on spironolactone for the last few years because it keeps testosterone down and that's been exceptionally beneficial for both my mental and physical health. Estrogen is exceptionally hard to manage: even the smallest amount can be too high, and most delivery methods are impossible for me. Fortunately my natural production is pretty good, but a few drops of estradiol cypionate on my belly every week or so is sufficient to keep the levels reasonable. My libido's healthy, so I would assume my natural progesterone production's solid.
My quality of life's actually great in spite of everything! I'm fully independent, happily married, and able to work most any job I'd like (though not 12-hour shifts in manufacturing any longer, but that's true of a lot of 40-somethings).
This is very late but I'm curious to know what your health history has been like.
Do you feel like you grew up following the typical milestones (ie. Stuff descending without surgical intervention, acne and hair development, periods, growth pains, growth spurt, development of stuff expected from the typical male/female) or did your condition affect some aspects of development during puberty, especially since you've mentioned that your body generates both hormones.
And what about stuff that isn't from sexual development? How does having ODSD(Is that the right diagnosis?) affect things like kidneys/adrenal glands, heart, bones, hormone levels/endocrine stuff? Do you have a complicated medical history and need to be on different medications due to the secretions of both hormones? What's your quality of life like?
[–]The_Sky_Render[S] 1 point 8 days ago*
My puberty was weird and would make no sense to most. I experienced a mix of both types (minor body hair development, patchy facial hair development, breast development, started getting periods around 16, etc.). All of the surgical intervention they did, to my knowledge, was at or near my birth and was inadvisable at best.
Obviously my condition has led to some problems with hormones; until I started HRT my testosterone levels were causing rapid physical degradation. Physically I have problems relating to my unusual anatomy, such as toilets and pants both not being designed for my unusual configuration. I have discovered in the time since I posted this that the extremely large divot in my lower back is in fact a sealed second anus, which has a second tailbone above it. Which explains a lot about why "sitting up straight" has always been a painful ordeal for me. My knees and lower legs are also weird (I cannot sit with my knees on the floor, the pain is instant and crippling), but that might have nothing to do with my anatomical anomaly.
I've kept on spironolactone for the last few years because it keeps testosterone down and that's been exceptionally beneficial for both my mental and physical health. Estrogen is exceptionally hard to manage: even the smallest amount can be too high, and most delivery methods are impossible for me. Fortunately my natural production is pretty good, but a few drops of estradiol cypionate on my belly every week or so is sufficient to keep the levels reasonable. My libido's healthy, so I would assume my natural progesterone production's solid.
My quality of life's actually great in spite of everything! I'm fully independent, happily married, and able to work most any job I'd like (though not 12-hour shifts in manufacturing any longer, but that's true of a lot of 40-somethings).
That actually sounds a lot like social anxiety. My wife has that, she got on anti-anxiety medications just before transitioning and it was one of the key factors that helped her actually go through with it. As best I can tell, you can't really "get over it" when you have social anxiety as your mind's default state is one of anxiety. Left untreated it tends to get worse and worse. I don't know for sure if that's what you have, but you may want to talk to your doctor about it.
I’m 30 years old MtF. Fear literally controls every aspect of my life. So much so that my therapist pin pointed that out in our first session. I’m afraid of transitioning, I’m afraid of others opinions, I’m afraid of even going into my backyard in fem in fear that my neighbors will see me. I’m afraid of meeting new people and talking with them.
Fear controls almost every aspect of my life and it’s really holding me back. My therapist said if anyone sees me it’s not their problem. Not to worry about it and just move on. But for me, it’s not that simple. I’m afraid and I want to learn how to get over it.
Fear controls almost every aspect of my life and it’s really holding me back. My therapist said if anyone sees me it’s not their problem. Not to worry about it and just move on. But for me, it’s not that simple. I’m afraid and I want to learn how to get over it.
How did you realize you might be Intersex? by inkiichi in intersex
[–]The_Sky_Render 8 points 7 days ago
Lots of things led to my suspicions back when I was very young. One of my earlier memories I remember asking my parents why I looked so strange down between my legs compared to my brothers. I vaguely recall their response was something about my having some sort of sickness shortly after I was born, it made no sense to me even then. There was also the fact that I've always been able to actually feel the anatomy behind my skin graft, as no nerves were removed when they put it over my vulva. I became obsessed with trying to find what girls looked like in that area from age 7 onward as I was certain it must look something like what I had.
The first definite point that I knew was when my mother told me to my face when I was 9 that I'd been born with "both boy and girl parts". It explained a lot! After the sexual trauma my father deliberately induced very shortly after that, I started burying my awareness of my condition for my own safety; by 13 I'd buried it so thoroughly that it took me almost 30 years to recover it.
[–]The_Sky_Render 8 points 7 days ago
Lots of things led to my suspicions back when I was very young. One of my earlier memories I remember asking my parents why I looked so strange down between my legs compared to my brothers. I vaguely recall their response was something about my having some sort of sickness shortly after I was born, it made no sense to me even then. There was also the fact that I've always been able to actually feel the anatomy behind my skin graft, as no nerves were removed when they put it over my vulva. I became obsessed with trying to find what girls looked like in that area from age 7 onward as I was certain it must look something like what I had.
The first definite point that I knew was when my mother told me to my face when I was 9 that I'd been born with "both boy and girl parts". It explained a lot! After the sexual trauma my father deliberately induced very shortly after that, I started burying my awareness of my condition for my own safety; by 13 I'd buried it so thoroughly that it took me almost 30 years to recover it.
Here's where it starts to get good.
Please Tell Me That This Is Possible (NSFW)
I am not looking at that shit again but the OP was posted in the SRS thread
And as pointed out by @AfghanBlue, Taint Goo Guy (very predictably) shows up
This exchange leads to the peak of Mt. Goo
I am not looking at that shit again but the OP was posted in the SRS thread
And as pointed out by @AfghanBlue, Taint Goo Guy (very predictably) shows up
Please Tell Me That This Is Possible by Sunkiss_Tiger in salmacian
[–]The_Sky_Render 137 points 6 days ago
I don't think that'd be feasible. As I understand it (I've had little exposure to how it looks admittedly; not like what I have!), the gap between the testes and the anus on males is only about 2 1/2 inches long. That's not a lot of real estate to make a vulva.
My own configuration was from birth, and it's radically different from anything that would be possible to craft since 1. my penis and testes are about 1 1/2 inches too high up, 2. my anus is about 2 inches too far back (the vulva occupies the gap between), and 3. I have two tailbones and a second anus to contend with as a side-effect (thankfully said second anus is sealed off). I have some very unpleasant problems that come with this state, such as no toilet seat ever working right for me and extreme pain in short order from just trying to sit up straight.
[–]The_Sky_Render 137 points 6 days ago
I don't think that'd be feasible. As I understand it (I've had little exposure to how it looks admittedly; not like what I have!), the gap between the testes and the anus on males is only about 2 1/2 inches long. That's not a lot of real estate to make a vulva.
My own configuration was from birth, and it's radically different from anything that would be possible to craft since 1. my penis and testes are about 1 1/2 inches too high up, 2. my anus is about 2 inches too far back (the vulva occupies the gap between), and 3. I have two tailbones and a second anus to contend with as a side-effect (thankfully said second anus is sealed off). I have some very unpleasant problems that come with this state, such as no toilet seat ever working right for me and extreme pain in short order from just trying to sit up straight.
[–]the_wychu 13 points 6 days ago
Do you have x rays? I'm positively fascinated with this prospect. Like just anatomically. I'd ask for non xray pics but that feels weird. The body is gd fascinating. What percentage of folks actually have such a radically different setup? You have to be like one in a billion nearly
[–]The_Sky_Render 31 points 6 days ago
As far as I can tell no live births have ever been recorded of what I have (my own included; 1981 was prime "John Money" era where any and all genital anomalies were erased from records and erased physically whenever possible, and I'm one of the few from back then that didn't have excessive surgical modification done against my will to erase what I am). They stuck a skin graft over my vulva, which has caused innumerable issues throughout my life and honestly should have killed me by now. That whole region is in a state of perpetual vaginosis, and periods are a nightmare.
To this day doctors don't like looking too closely at what I have, and all attempts to access any scans I have done on the area are met with roadblocks galore, followed by blatantly altered or incorrect media provided to me once I actually do get my hands on it. It's infuriating, and all so pointless as not only is the anatomy very obviously there, but the nerve connections are too. I can literally FEEL my female reproductive parts down there and have been able to for my entire life. They even experience orgasm separately from the male parts!
Do you have x rays? I'm positively fascinated with this prospect. Like just anatomically. I'd ask for non xray pics but that feels weird. The body is gd fascinating. What percentage of folks actually have such a radically different setup? You have to be like one in a billion nearly
[–]The_Sky_Render 31 points 6 days ago
As far as I can tell no live births have ever been recorded of what I have (my own included; 1981 was prime "John Money" era where any and all genital anomalies were erased from records and erased physically whenever possible, and I'm one of the few from back then that didn't have excessive surgical modification done against my will to erase what I am). They stuck a skin graft over my vulva, which has caused innumerable issues throughout my life and honestly should have killed me by now. That whole region is in a state of perpetual vaginosis, and periods are a nightmare.
To this day doctors don't like looking too closely at what I have, and all attempts to access any scans I have done on the area are met with roadblocks galore, followed by blatantly altered or incorrect media provided to me once I actually do get my hands on it. It's infuriating, and all so pointless as not only is the anatomy very obviously there, but the nerve connections are too. I can literally FEEL my female reproductive parts down there and have been able to for my entire life. They even experience orgasm separately from the male parts!
[–]thursday-T-time 12 points 6 days ago
i actually have met another intersex person online who has described a skin graft over their vulva. the person had the skin graft removed and described the sensation of penetration of the vaginal canal as 'extremely painful' since there wasn't much room in their pelvis/external real estate. im really glad the two of you were otherwise spared more drastic conformity-based surgeries.
[–]The_Sky_Render 8 points 6 days ago
With what I was born with, I don't think they could have done anything drastic! Not back in 1981, anyway. I mean their options were basically 1. Cut out all of the male reproductive anatomy and leave me with the world's most absurdly huge vulva, 2. likely kill me in an attempt to remove the female anatomy, or 3. sever the redundant urethral and anal connections, cover it up with skin grafts and pray neither my parents nor I sought litigation.
i actually have met another intersex person online who has described a skin graft over their vulva. the person had the skin graft removed and described the sensation of penetration of the vaginal canal as 'extremely painful' since there wasn't much room in their pelvis/external real estate. im really glad the two of you were otherwise spared more drastic conformity-based surgeries.
[–]The_Sky_Render 8 points 6 days ago
With what I was born with, I don't think they could have done anything drastic! Not back in 1981, anyway. I mean their options were basically 1. Cut out all of the male reproductive anatomy and leave me with the world's most absurdly huge vulva, 2. likely kill me in an attempt to remove the female anatomy, or 3. sever the redundant urethral and anal connections, cover it up with skin grafts and pray neither my parents nor I sought litigation.
This exchange leads to the peak of Mt. Goo
[–]the_wychu -2 points 6 days ago
This is so believable but at the same time unbelievable
I want to belive you exist so badly but this is on the internet )=
That 100% is the medical system tho. Thank god your parents probably fought for you when you were born. At least nowadays it seems like circumcision and the like is becoming a little less commonplace
[–]The_Sky_Render 9 points 6 days ago*
I certainly hope I exist! Otherwise what the hell has the last 42 years been, exactly?
My mother told me back when I was 9, actually, about how I'd been born like this. It explained a lot of the weird stuff I'd experienced up to that point. If my old man hadn't decided to use sexual abuse to traumatize me around that same time, I might have actually made them do something about that hellish skin graft instead of forcibly burying my awareness of it over the next 4 years.
Sadly gaslighting intersex individuals is the norm, and the more complex the condition, the more they try to hide it.
I did do a series of photos showcasing my second sealed anus a few months back and just how strange it is (the divot is about half an inch deep and keeps getting deeper as the skin graft back there stretches with age). Since it's above what is generally seen to be the buttocks, it's not technically lewd. I suppose I could share that!
This is so believable but at the same time unbelievable
I want to belive you exist so badly but this is on the internet )=
That 100% is the medical system tho. Thank god your parents probably fought for you when you were born. At least nowadays it seems like circumcision and the like is becoming a little less commonplace
[–]The_Sky_Render 9 points 6 days ago*
I certainly hope I exist! Otherwise what the hell has the last 42 years been, exactly?
My mother told me back when I was 9, actually, about how I'd been born like this. It explained a lot of the weird stuff I'd experienced up to that point. If my old man hadn't decided to use sexual abuse to traumatize me around that same time, I might have actually made them do something about that hellish skin graft instead of forcibly burying my awareness of it over the next 4 years.
Sadly gaslighting intersex individuals is the norm, and the more complex the condition, the more they try to hide it.
I did do a series of photos showcasing my second sealed anus a few months back and just how strange it is (the divot is about half an inch deep and keeps getting deeper as the skin graft back there stretches with age). Since it's above what is generally seen to be the buttocks, it's not technically lewd. I suppose I could share that!
[–]the_wychu 2 points 6 days ago
That'd be neat. Ive also heard how weirdly common it is for (mostly girls?) to be born without an anus in the first place. One of my friends kid just doesn't have a butthole I guess lmao
[–]The_Sky_Render 5 points 6 days ago
Why not? http://www.skyrender.net/dgt/dgt.html
That'd be neat. Ive also heard how weirdly common it is for (mostly girls?) to be born without an anus in the first place. One of my friends kid just doesn't have a butthole I guess lmao
[–]The_Sky_Render 5 points 6 days ago
Why not? http://www.skyrender.net/dgt/dgt.html
I really never thought the day would come. But here we are.
For scale: Estradiol bottle.
For scale: Injection needle BD SafetyGlide 22G x 1 1/2 (0.7mm x 40mm).
Second anus spread. Note the rise below; this is the second tailbone.
Estradiol bottle gently inserted into the second anus divot. (Don't mind the estradiol patch.)
Needle injected to the hilt into the second anus; not possible on a normal human, it would hit the spine.
As above but from a different angle.
I literally stabbed myself with a needle in the second anus to bring you these images. Hopefully this clears things up a bit.
Thanks for joining me on my journey to hell. This guy is just so fucking weird.
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1. You think Pokémon has no implications of slavery? Also, guns are the best.
2. Of course you'd think that, you have no brain.
3. Game Freak doesn't own the monster catching genre. If anything, Pokémon is a rip-off of Shin Megami Tensei.
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ah that first shit after finals.
Oh wit
they dont teach kids handwriting anymore. My 15 y/o nephew has handwriting like im drunk and writing with my nondominant hand.
????slavery = guns??? I dont even know what this tranny was trying to get at.
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Few different routes. You tend to hear about this more from universities, where they're often voluntarily funded or work as clothing swaps
The student's union of the University of Edinburgh did approve a grant to fund a gender closet for packers, compression underwear, binders and fake boobs
There's also local community resources - so for example "The Transition Closet"
while mostly operating on a donation basis, they then got a grant - "Money came from the Arkansas Community Foundation's Arkansas LGBTQ+ Advancement Fund, which supports organizations working to improve the quality of life for LGBTQ+ Arkansans by providing legal, health, education, advocacy or other high-demand services/programs. That fund is supported through grants from the Alice L. Walton Foundation and from Olivia and Tom Walton through the Walton Family Foundation. Additional financial support comes from the Winthrop Rockefeller Foundation." They in turn reached out to a teacher in a high school in Fremont, California, who set up "the first K12 transition closet". They also got donations of binders from GC2B (a binder manufacturing company)
After this point it picked up steam and the It Gets Better Project began doling out grants to schools across the USA - 2022 grantees and 2023 grantees, search the page for "gender resource closet", "gender affirming closet", "gender inclusive closet" etc.
So yeah, the idea of a trans clothes swap emerged pre-pandemic, but this growing into "a donation centre that trans university students can use" to "a funded centre that trans university students can use to get free packers/compression underwear/binders/breast prosthetics" to "a funded centre that schoolkids can use to get free packers/compression underwear/binders/breast prosthetics" seems to have only emerged in the last couple years.
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not any troon incident but according to FDA
https://diyhrt.cafe/index.php/Main_Page
https://otkph.am/
FDA phone 1-888-463-6332
i am not from US so maybe us kiwis can contact
- offering for sale unapproved prescription drugs of unknown origin, safety, and effectiveness;
- offering prescription drugs without a prescription;
- offering prescription drugs without adequate directions for safe use; and
- offering prescription drugs without FDA-required warnings to consumers about the serious health risks associated with the prescription drug
https://diyhrt.cafe/index.php/Main_Page
https://otkph.am/
FDA phone 1-888-463-6332
i am not from US so maybe us kiwis can contact
GethPrime
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This image implies that Pikachu had the end of its tail surgically mutilated to resemble the other gender pikachu's tail.
Hoooly shit, that is so fucked.
It's not about increasing trans acceptance. It is a power play. "We are here, and you cannot escape us even in your hobbies or comfort media. Even innocent childhood characters. Even in the imaginary world, you must affirm us, or be outcast."
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and anyway, HRT Cafe merely links to online pharmacies where these things can be purchased, which doesn't put them in direct breach of FDA regulations, and I'm pretty sure none of these pharmacies or websites are based anywhere that the FDA can get to them.
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i was asking to report online pharmacies found in HRT Cafe and FDA and DEA has taken action against online pharmacies
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That's not really what we do here, we just point and laugh.
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It's total retard war, haven't you heard?
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Lol, strongly worded letters have me rolling my eyes. Agencies like the DEA don't really exist to help people, they exist to make bug pharma richer. It's sad but there's a lot of old people who depend on i.porting these meds from different countries just due to cost. They should be selling controlled meds. Everything else is fair game, even viagra.
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And there's even a forum for it. Concentrating on reporting illegal activities to Cogent and other ISPs who want to stick their COC in everything.
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It's a bit funny if you think of it that way. Like, unless you work in customer service, a minimum wage job, entertainment, or a programming job, you're not encountering troons in hoards. You're not finding many, if any, at hiking clubs, wood working groups, hobbies that require grass touching in general. Most religous foundations are still pretty darn troon free unless you're in a liberal area or specifically part of a liberal type organization: you're unlikely to find many troons in your bible study groups because not only does it require effort it requires being a part of the eeeeevil religion that troons fucking hate and oppressed them.
The only thing trans people CAN try to dominate (aside from autism and mental illness wards) is imaginary worlds. They love play pretend, so of course companies and writers will cater to them for both inclusion points and money. Beyond that, they hide in their hovels and only come out to trans friendly areas due to their mental health or social anxiety being around normies.
