Hooked on phobics
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Honestly, this is horrifying in a special kind of way.... Your take on it is spot on, and there's a particularly....I don't even know how to describe , type of HORROR, in that this guy is doing this. His subconscious brain is clawing and thrashing like an animal about to be butchered, while his damn brainwashed pathology disregards the warning, despite being traumatized by his own minds cries of terror.His brain is screaming at him not to go through with it. Srs is already affecting his work and functionality and he hasn’t even had the surgery. He’s gonna “rationalize” himself into ruining his life.
This shit feels like something from some obscure horror novel frankly, Someone "rationalizing" away their mind increasingly SCREAMING at their gut feeling "RUN RUN RUN THIS IS WRONG RUN RUN RUN", til they are trapped in an inescapable hell of their own making, with even more intense regret from ignoring the gut feeling for months on end. Add the cherry on top of an "empathetic" force refusing them the choice to kill themselves after they crave death, and you probably have a best seller.
If hes feeling this crazy just thinking about the surgery, I hope he has an expedient exit from life after surgery with his 41% shit. I'm HONESTLY not even saying this out of a hate way, and more of a "poor fucking bastard, just let him die" way, because if hes already paralyzed by nightmares, THERE'S NO FUCKING WAY surgery will improve this shit. He will UNDOUBTEDLY crack into absolute insanity going through with it.
Though I really hope he JUST chickens out of the surgery. I don't often feel bad for trannies, but thinking about this drew out my empathy because just the comparative thought that this is ONLY fretting over the "what if", makes me scared to think of "what will be".