"Mad at the Internet" - a/k/a My Psychotherapy Sessions

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Null said:
WHAT THE FUCK
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Null said:
WHAT THE FUCK
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Here's him ranting about manning 4 years ago. I don't know what set him off recently. I would guess he's been reading his thread and was drunk angry that the guy he tried to help when he was suicidal is now a detractor. That may also be why he doxed his real name on stream when he previously referred to him by his username.

 
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Hearing the romanian song in today's MATI reminded me of this.
I think it could work as a good intro/outro song, if you skip the instrumental intro.
 
Pearl Davis looks like Abby from The Last of Us 2.
Also install EarTrumpet so that you can stop Windows from randomly changing the volume of the system notification sounds.
 
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During the stream you repeated your advice to Anglo users to use a VPN to use the website for their own legal safety. You advised them to get a Mullvad subscription or something.
As someone that has been advising people to use a VPN for a long time I find that telling them to get a software with paid subscription causes too much friction and no one ever bothers to do it. That being said I've had great success with advising people to get the free plan of Proton VPN (which has everything a regular user needs). Hell I even convinced my wife to install it on her computer and phone, and that's no easy feat.

As a secondary measure you could have a warning banner at the top of the website whenever a user logs in to the website with an English IP, advising him or her to get a VPN such as free Proton.
 
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Finally found the time to watch today's MATI on Rumble.

Not to nit-pick, but there were a few people who gave the farms a fair shake when #DropKiwiFarms was at it's most virulent. Remember Destiny and his stream breaking down the bullshit claims against the farms? I saw a couple clips of some Vtubers siding with the farms. And TurkeyTom was clearly on Josh's side too.

Small difference it may be.
 
To me, the person Balldo tried to dangling-carrot dox is irrelevant. No one cares.

If it's true, then he basically demonstrated that he'll dox fans if they ever stepped out of line. If someone trusted him so much to share such thoughts then turned into a "hater", it speaks far more about Balldo's trajectory, he has no excuses.

If it's not true, then that was a pathetic whimper and shows he reads every single fucking post in his thread.

Anyone should take this into consideration when they share personal details with Balldo.
 
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@Null, if you ever need to find some absolutely fucking crazy people on Reddit, r/semenretention is pure lunacy. This isn’t dudes who just try not to look at zorn or whatever, these are guys who legitimately believe that retaining their semen as a spiritual practice gives them magic powers and makes them more than man.

SR Makes You Healthy
SR can make you extremely healthy for this one reason.

Ejaculation depletes zinc levels. Excessive ejaculation can lead to zinc deficiency. Ejaculation can even stop the body from regaining normal zinc levels.

A zinc deficiency almost always leads to a vitamin D deficiency by extension because vitamin D needs normal zinc levels to be able to be absorbed into the cell. Not only that but zinc needs vitamin D to be transported efficiently around the body. They rely upon eachother.

When you develop a zinc and vitamin D deficiency your cells cannot function correctly even blocking the bodies ability to process 2800 different types of proteins.

This can lead to a compromised immune system along with a ton of other health issues from low testosterone to fatigue.

For this reason alone SR can drastically benefit your health by ensuring you maintain healthy zinc and vitamin D levels.
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Getting REAL
It's about to get real.

As of today, I am roughly a month away from reaching one year of pure retention. I just got back from Friday night sparring at my MMA gym, and as I am sitting here in my living room, in complete silence, I can't help but feel a tremendous sense of gratitude for whoever or whatever that guided me on this path. For my maker, I simply want to express my deepest gratitude.

My life has transformed in such drastic ways that I could not have dreamt up my current circumstance just a year ago. Last February, I just broke up with my ex, didn’t really have a consistent source of income, was not really clear what I wanted to do with my life (although I am currently enrolled in an MBA program), and just felt like i had no control over my life.

As I stand here today, I wrapped up last year with six figures in trading profits - (I had traded a couple years back, but after some drastic drawdowns I decided to step away) - and I managed to achieve that in just six months' time. My fitness, diet, and mental health are all in peak forms. I lead a quiet life - no drugs, no alcohol, no smoking, no partying, no girls, no dating - and I absolutely love it. Although this could also be that i am an INTJ.

Spiritually, I can't really put into words how I feel, but I simply feel like I understand more and I am flowing with life’s natural current. I recently really sat down and thought about the term “consciousness.” To me, the term means to be aware, both internally and externally, to know the truth, or to do-away with the false (ego-relative) views. Lately, i have been trying to act from the stream of consciousness that is “me.” I am not simply my ego, or my “self.” i am this stream of consciousness, and i must act from this stream. To me, this is the key to being present in the moment. I will not go further into this discussion as it could get long-winded.

Socially, I feel the attention everywhere i go. People look at me as if i am some unicorn. I used to be uncomfortable with the looks, and due to that defensive mindset, i would set out closed off vibes. This is still a work in progress, but i’ve become more relaxed. I am not so guarded with my energy anymore. For what is given to me should be given back, and i am simply a medium, a conduit.

As many others have mentioned, SR is a tool, not the end all be all, but what a tool it is. As i sit here, i can feel myself entering another stage. I am not certain what this stage will be like, but whatever it is, i can feel that it is something massive. 555 - here we go.
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Magic Powers
Why semen retention enhances manifestation powers.

Manifestation is thought of as a spiritual phenomenon because it exists in the feeling world. There is nothing logical about the law of attraction it operates purely off of feelings, meaning when you are manifesting you are following your intuitive senses not your logical thoughts.

If you cannot feel anything then you cannot feel your intuition and if you cannot feel your intuition then you cannot follow any intuitive nudges from within that are trying to lead you to your desires.

When you excessively ejaculate your ability to feel loses its potency. This could be because of adrenal fatigue or dopamine issues or some kind of spiritual numbness, but it is true, ejaculating makes your intuitive senses diminish. You lack the ability to feel those intuitive nudges, you lose that sense of excitment and those rushes of adrenaline that are trying to show you what you need to see to obtain your desires.

On SR those senses return, you start to feel those rushes of excitment and adrenaline for life again and its that sensitivity to those senses that allow you to feel what the right decision is or what the next move should be.

When you practice SR your feelings related to situations and information are heightened allowing you to easily see (through your gut feeling) what the next move should be to obtain your desires.

You need this sixth sense in order to hear the universe. When you ejaculate this sixth sense is numb and when you practice SR this sixth sense is heightened massively. On SR your ability to sense what the universe is trying to show you is powerful.

This is why manifestation and semen retention go hand in hand. Semen retention magnifies and amplifies your ability to manifest tremendously allowing you to effortlessly follow signs from the universe that are directing you towards your desire. On SR you can feel through your heightened senses exactly what you need to do.

Most people think about nothing but sex and thats why when on semen retention they seem to attract more female attention and they get extreme rushes of excitment and adrenaline from seeing particular women. However if they practiced the law of attraction they could instead redirect that sexual energy away from attracting sex and towards wealth creation or other goals, and those other desires would manifest as fast as female attention.

When you excessively ejaculate you always seem to be in the wrong place at the wrong time because you are blind to your own intuition. When you practice SR you always seem to be in the right place at the right time because you can clearly feel your own intuition.

SR gives you extremely powerful manifestation powers because of your heightened ability to sense your own intuition and feel what the universe wants you to understand, and the longer you retain the stronger your manifesting ability becomes.
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Trust me, when you look deep into the quasi-incel/bodybuilder/autistic ‘self improvement’ community, there is so much fucking crazy shit there. I love this shit, it’s hilarious to me how far these poor dudes will go for literally no reason.
 
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Ah thank you Null for starting the stream with a Romania nationalist song. For some reason I thought you had a hateboner for Romania, albeit that'd be justified because my family got the hell out of there for a reason. And for the record my expat connections considered Andrew Tate to be Gypsy scum.
 
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