Nicholas Robert Rekieta / Rekieta "Law" / Actually Criminal / @NickRekieta - Polysubstance enthusiast, "Lawtuber" turned Dabbleverse streamer, swinger, "whitebread ass nigga", snuffs animals for fun, visits 🇯🇲 BBC resorts. Legally a cuckold who lost his license to practice law. Wife's bod worth $50. The normies even know.

[Anticipointment]

>Shalom, Dick Likieta!
>Hi Dr. Goldberg, I would like to use The Balldo.

This is why Nick’s Dr. tells him he’s fine & sends him along, doesn’t want to hear anymore gay nonsense about the balldo.

 

[Get the rope Macaulay!]

, if anything it got easier, and I started to HATE it.

Its like that bit in the matrix, people need a bit of challenge and suffering to feel good, it reminds me of this warehouse job i had, when we only had half the crew for awhile because of management fuckery it was a great time, you felt like collapsing but every day it was to the buzzer and you were motivated to do just as good, but once it got sorted out and we were able to have enough free time to start watching movies and shit suddenly a lot of people who were used to the intense days felt bored out of their minds and quit.

people subconsciously care about their job and its probably a big reason why so many people go nuts doing "the easiest job in the world" you needed the hassle even if you didn't realize it because it made the rest of it worthwhile.

 

[IDF]

is it normal for alcoholics to lose weight like this?

It depends. Some alcoholics will give up food and completely lose themselves in oblivion, from what I have read, I didn't see that in my life but rater I saw many who won't go that far and rather will be chronic users and obtain all the negatives but over a longer period of time retaining or gaining weight. Alcohol has a lot of calories, I did the math once when I was a fat alcoholic and even if I switched to drinking everclear I would save maybe 10% of the kcals of my usual drinks. A serving of alcohol generally has 90-110 kcal and when your drinking 20-30 beers/shots/glasses a day it adds up.

 

[Roboute Guilliman]

If anyone is looking for someone to feel bad for in all this, save it for their children.

Every time some of the regulars in the thread forget just how damning some of this stuff is it makes me feel like I'm crazy. Thanks for resummarizing it!

 

[PaladinBoo]

Listened to Jim and Andy. Jim stated that something bad must of happened for Nick to fall as hard as he did. Watching Kino Casino of Andy and PPP going over the "Dear John" clip and the projection he has with telling Captain Manning that his family doesn't love him, I think what happened is that, after the Depp v. Heard trial, Nick's dad probably told his son that he is disappointed in him. There is this Ted Talk that my English teacher had us watch where the guy talked about how he was pursing a degree in teaching and when YouTube starting to become big he decided to start a YouTube career in helping teach other student learn online through YouTube. He stated that his father, who was a biology professor, wasn't happy about this and told his son that he was disappointed in him doing this instead of being a normal teacher.

I think the same thing happened to Nick. He was probably riding high from the Rittenhouse and Depp trial, making bank and he talked about it with his father, hoping to get his fathers approval, only for his dad to say; "I'm disappointed in you Nick. You would make so much more money and be more respected if you were a real practicing lawyer instead of pursuing this silly YouTube stuff. You need to grew up Nick."

This hurt Nick. I can tell that Nick is the type of man who probably spent his whole life chasing daddy's approval. He got a law degree because that is what his father wanted. He married Kayla because that is what his father wanted. He had a lot of children because that is what his father wanted. Yet his dad never once told him; "I'm proud of you son." Which is what he wants but never will get and it eats at him. Even at his most successful it wasn't good enough for his dad. He realize this and started drinking to cope. This lead him to finding a new father figure in Juju and him just spiraling from there.
That is just my theory though. I have this theory as all the men who idolize Juju have daddy issues and bad relationships with their father. Nick is no expectation.

 

[Chibitzen]

What an ugly rant from a ruined man.

I hope John is feeling better.

The Farms is a great place to be if you are recovering from the scars of terrible internet decisions. Many can relate to having done things we regret later. Learning to laugh on our own without other people being there to validate is key. Nick can't laugh unless others are there laughing with him. He is miserable and he needs an army of enablers to reinforce his faux persona. He is a true narcissist and will never change.

Spoiler: Psychobabble

People like this do tend to attract victims who will exhibit similar narc traits to help cope with their own emotional lack (attention-seeking behaviors, etc) and poorly developed self-compassion, lack of confidence. If they aren't narcissitic in a true sense, they can decouple and recover. But if they stay in that space, they are retraumized over and over because they can't understand how narcissists view rejection and why they are so allergic to criticism. They end up picking up the same message that vulnerability is dangerous and so live in limbo without getting the help they actually need.

Narcissists are great at extending their suffering to others, because they see a drop in a mask as a failure. If those persons are dealing with difficult shit, they don't care if that person is inconvenienced by their need to be maintain their image through others. (So while they may help in big ways in the beginning, there is an increasing cost.) The issue is when those persons legitimately have trouble not seeing through the mirror bullshit (ie projection)... the "cost" is that eventually those distortions become their own at the expense of maintaining relations with that person.

The irony, people are attracted to a narcissist because they see a confidence they wish to learn from and develop in their own, but end up coming away worse for wear. In some cases, feeling literally worthless by the time such people are done with them. I don't care to speculate if that were the case here but people can become literally become a worse version of themselves if they have had enough run ins with this personality type. So it can be a cumulative thing that ironically draws them to sociopaths... essentially, they end up believing what the narc says about them during one of their many narc fits. Someone who is in crisis can begin to actually believe they are the scourge of the Earth. And yet they repeatedly seek out validation from the same personality to try to find out what is broken in themselves... they are using narc traits, but they don't work on others or themselves, because they are trying to cope with crisis, not because they are a prick and *only* care about themselves. At best, they are mimicing a narc to try to develop what is missing, which is their own strength.

Nick is actually a prick. And no, as @AnOminous has eluded to. he is actually a coward. He gets his strength from others telling him what a glorified piece of shit he is in the mirror on the daily. He may improve on a social level, but relationally people like this are broken in how they develop emotional attachment to themselves (and thus others) and can't develop a sense of reality opposite that.

Edit: Messy words for messy conversations

 

[4stardaysbahbe]

Watching Josh's Dick Lickieta dear John segment I now noticed him talking about Stephen Hawking again. I can't tell if he hates Stephen Hawking specifically for some reason or if he just loves mocking cripples in general, cause he was drunkenly mocking the guy in his hot tub too a while ago.

 

[Hot Dog]

This hurt Nick. I can tell that Nick is the type of man who probably spent his whole life chasing daddy's approval. He got a law degree because that is what his father wanted. He married Kayla because that is what his father wanted. He had a lot of children because that is what his father wanted.

I agree with this but personally think that Kayla wanted all the kids. Empty people like to fill their lives with things or people thinking it will bring them fulfillment but it doesn't, hence her current state and apparent lack of care regarding basically everything around her except for what Nick wants. Kayla strikes me as an extremely empty person. She's whatever Nick wants her to be.

At the end of the day the only person who's opinion really matters regarding your life is your own. If you are unhappy with where you are it's up to you and you alone to change it. Living your life for someone else's approval is a losing game.

 

[Brutality]

He refers to the nanny driving, his wife driving, and now he has to drive.

I'm surprised he can drive since he's drunk all the time and has Swiss cheese brain

 

[Just A Fat Round Bird]

Very minor PL. Since Covid I was able to work remotely at a job I had for quite some time. It lasted years before I got an offer I couldn't refuse at a new place. It started out with me loving the change because of the freedom and my ability to pretty much fuck around all day as long as my work got done. Over the course of the years the job didn't change, if anything it got easier, and I started to HATE it. I don't know why but just the concept of having to wake up and work just started wearing on me. I'm an introvert so I didn't miss being around the people. I just started hating the concept of work and started looking for ways to get away with not doing it, which was pretty easy in my line of work. It was a really weird(tm) psychological thing. No major changes in my life during that period, positive or negative, moved the needle in either direction.

The new opportunity I got was not remote, zero telework. I thought I would HATE it, but the opportunity was too good to pass up. I don't hate it though. I go in every day and do what I gotta do. I look forward to coming home, sure, but I don't hate going in.

Point being, there's definitely some psychological effect of having THAT much control over your work schedule and having THAT little accountability to anyone other than yourself.

Sorry, Off topic but it believe what is the bigger problem here is the lack of separation of work space and home space. After all its not unusual that people try to live a physical distance away from where they work to have an easier time to unwind and such. With home office you make that distance non existent, making just being home feel like being at work. For some people it suffices to have a separate office room to handle that, but Id say that's not the norm. I could see streaming following a similar home office pattern.

 

[Chazzed Up]

That is just my theory though. I have this theory as all the men who idolize Juju have daddy issues and bad relationships with their father. Nick is no expectation.

I'm still kind of getting up to speed on the Nick lore lately, but I think it's less about bad relationships with the father for these people and more about toxic influence from their mothers. Ralph and Nick both swing between acting like teen girls and bitter single moms, but never like men. I have to imagine that behavior was learned somewhere. I tend to believe that abusing substances is just one form of how narcs cope with being unable to get any authentic fulfillment out of life due to their inability to find meaning in the things that normal people find meaning in. Every single narc I've ever known was obsessed with hedonistic pastimes. Not all are as dramatic as what Nick's doing but I've run into plenty of them who are terminally obsessed with a waifu, a video game/anime, etc. and build their whole identity around it because they are incapable of forming their own.

It seems pretty clear that the narc pleasure Nick wishes he had is commitment- and consequence-free sexual deviancy, but is unable to live out that fantasy due to having family obligations and being of an age where that kind of behavior isn't widely accepted. If his father's disapproval has any bearing at all, it's probably just as a slight to his ego, not out of some kind of deeply felt hurt or rejection. I believe people like Nick cannot feel that kind of emotion.

 

[FiveStarAce]

Its like that bit in the matrix, people need a bit of challenge and suffering to feel good, it reminds me of this warehouse job i had, when we only had half the crew for awhile because of management fuckery it was a great time, you felt like collapsing but every day it was to the buzzer and you were motivated to do just as good, but once it got sorted out and we were able to have enough free time to start watching movies and shit suddenly a lot of people who were used to the intense days felt bored out of their minds and quit.

people subconsciously care about their job and its probably a big reason why so many people go nuts doing "the easiest job in the world" you needed the hassle even if you didn't realize it because it made the rest of it worthwhile.

People are biologically Hardwired to "fight". Living on the low end of the stress/Motivation curse will just straight up fuck over the chemical Balance of your brain. But sadly, the whole World will eventually look like an Amazon warehouse, so pick a roof.

 

[AltisticRight]

Listened to Jim and Andy. Jim stated that something bad must of happened for Nick to fall as hard as he did. Watching Kino Casino of Andy and PPP going over the "Dear John" clip and the projection he has with telling Captain Manning that his family doesn't love him, I think what happened is that, after the Depp v. Heard trial, Nick's dad probably told his son that he is disappointed in him. There is this Ted Talk that my English teacher had us watch where the guy talked about how he was pursing a degree in teaching and when YouTube starting to become big he decided to start a YouTube career in helping teach other student learn online through YouTube. He stated that his father, who was a biology professor, wasn't happy about this and told his son that he was disappointed in him doing this instead of being a normal teacher.

I suppose I do feel the need to say something now.

What we all know so far was from Balldo's narration, he's a lying liar that lies. Each time he opens his mouth without cocks going in, he's fucking lying.
It's not my story to tell but 95% of Balldo's schizophrenic babble was downright lies after lies. He switches from the vindictive balldo-wearing NPL to the angelic intervention saviour who "saved someone's life" (spoiler: he didn't do shit).
It won't surprise me if dipshits like Spectre_06 and his other goons on the forum were trying to push this gay, "but look at him" distraction. They've done it repeatedly. It failed last time and it shall fail this time as well.


If my understanding is correct, this shit happened during the scare of covid. Everyone I knew was fucked in the mind. I shut off the internet for nearly a year because of a surge in work. I won't whinge and sob over it because it's done for, but needless to say, I know far more than a few people who said they just wanted to die. I was somewhat lucky to keep my job but I was worked to death like many others.

This isn't the first time they tried to pull this bullshit.
See:

Thanks for the information, Spectre_06.

With the arrival of Spectre's sock we can now rest assured this thread is 100% lodged firmly into gay ops discord territory.

Keep your fucking retardation in your Discord channels.

 

[AnOminous]

I think the same thing happened to Nick. He was probably riding high from the Rittenhouse and Depp trial, making bank and he talked about it with his father, hoping to get his fathers approval, only for his dad to say; "I'm disappointed in you Nick. You would make so much more money and be more respected if you were a real practicing lawyer instead of pursuing this silly YouTube stuff. You need to grew up Nick."

I think it's more that he's just such a completely gigantic faggot that anything short of outright worship causes him to chimp out and alienate people.

 

[Dottle]

The “Dear John” rant exposed his anger at KF members ITT. John took the brunt of his wrath, because Nick doesn’t have dirt on any one else here.

It isn’t about John, it’s about all his detractors. He wants this thread deleted or locked.

What would accomplish this? How can he demonize his detractors and gain sympathy for himself?

Play the victim somehow. Construct a false flag event that endangers him or his family.

What leverage could he use to pressure Josh into censoring this thread?

 

[LiquidKid]

Does this mean we do or don't let Rackets know on Xitter how often Our Wife let's Us use the Baldo on her?

Calling Nick Rekieta a limp dicked noodle arm alcoholic faggot who’s wife gets used up like paper towels in a public restroom on Kiwifarms is not only a good thing to do, it’s the right thing to do. Because how else can we call Nick Rekieta a limp dicked noodle arm alcoholic faggot whose wife gets used up like paper towels in a public restroom and be sure he doesn’t just ignore it? We have proof at this point that he reads his thread even more than Ralph reads his

 

[PaladinBoo]

I want to bring up how pathetic Nick and Juju's Whack Pack are. It is clear, after watching the "Dear John" video that Nick was trying to get Captain Manning to kill himself. Likewise, Juju, Vito and EVS are trying to ruin Eric July's life by having him get arrested and go to prison for assaulting or murdering Riley. If Riley has to get hurt or die so Eric becomes another statistic in the federal prison system than that is a sacrifice they are willing to make. These are grown ass men in their 40's trying to get other people killed and arrested over petty Internet shit like a bunch of teenage girls. This brings pathetic to whole new levels.

 

[Crocodylus Acutus]

Nick has only one way to process his emotions towards people he doesn't like anymore. I'll use the recent John situation as a reference:

1. Nick and John are on good terms. John goes to Nick for help and advice.
2. Nick increases in his degenerate behavior. John notices and remarks on it.
3. Nick has to then set the record straight with John, but actually "its okay if you believe it bro, people can say whatever they want about me. I'm just letting you know its not real, I'm not trying to alter the narrative, wink wink, nudge nudge."
4. John still doesn't appreciate Rekieta's behavior. Rekieta starts shower texting John, which he promptly ignores, leaving him on read.
5. Rekieta, unable to cope with the fact that his narcissistic tendencies aren't being pampered to, goes on an unhinged drunken rant about John towards a captive audience.
6. Rekieta then has to run perpetual damage control for being an unlikeable drunkard.

Jeez, where have I heard this story before. I can see why people would get John and Josh confused, he treats them the exact same way. He just has more dirt on John than Josh.

 

[TheSoutherStar]

Why is he mad lol it's reasonable why everybody thinks they're swinging:
goes to swingers bars
^ gets mistaken as swingers by other swingers
addicted to porn
goes to a swingers resort
best friend is a bull
adds hedo bulls on IG
gets DMs from swingers
jacuzzis with swingers
building a sex dungeon
openly lusts for other women
I mean it does kinda all add up; and his idiotic non-defense is "we were virgins when we got married" make it make sense!

 

[General Disarray]

I'm wondering about the cheek thing. I've watched 2 people I interacted with daily die from alcoholism in a less than a 2 year period, and one I helped feed through a tube in his stomach when it eventually came to that. Same guy had a similar spot on the side of his nose that got worse over time, and it was cancer. His son finally removed him from the rooming house we lived in and took him home to basically die. Both men barely ate, lived on their disability/SS checks and just sat. and. drank. all. day. It's really heartbreaking to watch and I feel like I am revisiting the saga, only the "Mo' Money" edition. He's skirting the line here big time and I can see where it's going,

I also daresay that neither of those men should be compared to him in that they were both kindhearted and friendly (albeit broken) people and Nick is Nick.