Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

[Poonocchio]

@batteredpancakes

I had a moment of deja vu with the handstand pooner and dug through the thread to see if I was right and she had indeed been posted before.

What do you guys think? Same person or not?

Yep, same groin/leg tattoos.

 

[Sinner's Sandwich]

This one just outright admits she treats her phallus like a new baby.
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Spoiler: Just got Phallo Stage 1 a few days ago and I’m checking on it obsessively like a new parent checks on their baby in the crib

Dont want to get Sudden Dick Death Syndrome, so I check that its still warm every 30 or so minutes when im awake. Of course the nurses also do the Doppler thing where they test the blood flow which makes me feel better as well.

But guys, I am so happy with the result, even though it’s just stage one I am over the moon.

Imagine men waking up in the middle of the night to check if their penis didn't rot off.

 

[monstrous bubo]

Not a doctor but I suspect this person’s E levels will not be the major impediment to a satisfying sex life.



If anything reveals the fetish nature of so many troons, it’s this. It’s not about being a woman, it’s about body modification for the coom. I don’t have a problem with that per se, but I don’t want to pay for it or be forced to play along.

As for the practicability of this, the comments are all over the shop. One comment reveals a rather bespoke form of dysphoria (a fancy new masculine vagina but with internal testes because E is icky). Given the effect T has on women’s vaginas, I would have thought this was more self-defeating than usual. Any medfags care to opine on the possible effects of this course of action and the medical reasons canvassed in the comments?

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namastepan
You’ll have to take testosterone after surgery if you don’t want E. (I did this.)

squirrel123485
You might have a hard time finding a surgeon who will do it. I couldn't even schedule my consultation until I had been on hormones for 6 months

You'll need to pick a sex hormone to take, whether T or E. Your body needs one or the other to maintain proper function and health.

https://www.reddit.com/user/tasslehawf/
There is a person on here who posted about getting a vaginoplasty and keeping the testes internally so they didn’t have to take hormones. They went to Dr. Hanna.


Where is Dr. Hanna located? Do you know if they had to do a 6 months living as female kind of thing to qualify? I am in the U.S. and also not sure if this would qualify under any insurance plan or not should I be able to do this (likely many years away).

Some surgeons won’t do it because the prostate needs to shrink enough for there to be room for the vaginal canal.

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[Conspiracy Mawile]

There is a person on here who posted about getting a vaginoplasty and keeping the testes internally so they didn’t have to take hormones. They went to Dr. Hanna.

My humble guess is that Dr. Hanna must be clinically insane if that lunacy of a procedure was actually performed.

 

[BScCollateral]

My humble guess is that Dr. Hanna must be clinically insane if that lunacy of a procedure was actually performed.

I don't think one's balls even work in the warmer conditions inside the body. Another experiment to see if it stands the testes of time!

 

[Anasa Tristis]

the handstand pooner

She's doing some classic moves/poses from the extremely girly world of gymnastic floor routines there.

 

[and I must scream]

Given the effect T has on women’s vaginas, I would have thought this was more self-defeating than usual.

It's not an actual vagina, though. T has no such effect on an inside-out penis, methinks.

 

[batteredpancakes]

@batteredpancakes

I had a moment of deja vu with the handstand pooner and dug through the thread to see if I was right and she had indeed been posted before.

What do you guys think? Same person or not?

Haha I did think of those pictures but I didn't wanna wade through my archives to check. I figured since she has different clothes and a recent post time someone just copied her style.
I guess she just likes to periodically pose and post her results every few months.

 

[pink cigarettes]

This one just outright admits she treats her phallus like a new baby.
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Spoiler: Just got Phallo Stage 1 a few days ago and I’m checking on it obsessively like a new parent checks on their baby in the crib

Dont want to get Sudden Dick Death Syndrome, so I check that its still warm every 30 or so minutes when im awake. Of course the nurses also do the Doppler thing where they test the blood flow which makes me feel better as well.

But guys, I am so happy with the result, even though it’s just stage one I am over the moon.

Jfc, can you possibly get any more stereotypically female. In an alternate timeline she's wifed up to someone who is kind but keeps her on a short (metaphorical, ffs) leash, has like 5 kids, occasionally gets obsessed with some drama at church or on Facebook, and is a happy if slightly neurotic stay at home mom.
But instead, she's doing....this.

 

[batteredpancakes]

r/ RealHumanNotAnAlien
2 Months Post OP PIV with dr Sutin in Bangkok
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Still quite swollen and i may be in need of a shower, but so far so good!
It's not supervisible, but you can see the little "legs" the clit has following along the labia minora, those feel nice :3

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[batteredpancakes]

Update on that MTFTM manchild. Two interesting comments.
Firstly, he says that he just wanted an orchiectemy but his mother told him (if i'm understanding this right) that his dick is 8+ inches and wouldn't be hidable in women's clothes.
Why the fuck does the mom know anything about his dick? How is he so stupid to believe that?

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That is something I am open to and would of preferred I wanted orchi originally but my mom convinced me I was 8+ In pre op and it was hard to hide in fem clothes

And here's another comment. Turns out he only went to 1 session before one of the therapists wrote him a letter for SRS, and the other only 5 sessions. The overbearing mother scheduled everything and drove him everywhere. He live at home even now at 26.

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I seen my therapist for 1 session and she wrote letter and other one I seen 5 times and got a Kerry my mom scheduled all my appointments with doctor and drove me I liked being fem and what not I just never wanted. Bottom surgery and my mom kind of forced me to get it

I do wonder sometimes if parents use transitioning as a strategy for intellectually deficient boys they think might be a future nuisance to society. He clearly was transitioned after some sexual development and seems a bit dumb. Slow and autistic boys have very high rates of sexual predation. Maybe he was showing early evidence of sexual perversion and she started to convince him he's really a girl. Explains the sudden later transition with the mothers overbearing and controlling attitude, the sisters being uncomfortable with him being in the women's bathroom, him living at home at 26, etc.

I could see mothers doing this TBH; no one wants to have a pedophile or rapist for a son.

 

[Chub Rub]

I think with the language barrier and low IQ what that means is "my mom convinced since I was 8 years old that it would be hard to hide (my dick) in women's clothes." Not that he has an 8 inch dick to hide.

 

[pink cigarettes]

r/ RealHumanNotAnAlien
2 Months Post OP PIV with dr Sutin in Bangkok
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Still quite swollen and i may be in need of a shower, but so far so good!
It's not supervisible, but you can see the little "legs" the clit has following along the labia minora, those feel nice :3

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Little....clit....legs?
Does homie think the diagrams of the internal structure of the clitoris mean it has stringle dingles running down the outside lol?

Update on that MTFTM manchild. Two interesting comments.
Firstly, he says that he just wanted an orchiectemy but his mother told him (if i'm understanding this right) that his dick is 8+ inches and wouldn't be hidable in women's clothes.
Why the fuck does the mom know anything about his dick? How is he so stupid to believe that?
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That is something I am open to and would of preferred I wanted orchi originally but my mom convinced me I was 8+ In pre op and it was hard to hide in fem clothes

And here's another comment. Turns out he only went to 1 session before one of the therapists wrote him a letter for SRS, and the other only 5 sessions. The overbearing mother scheduled everything and drove him everywhere. He live at home even now at 26.
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I seen my therapist for 1 session and she wrote letter and other one I seen 5 times and got a Kerry my mom scheduled all my appointments with doctor and drove me I liked being fem and what not I just never wanted. Bottom surgery and my mom kind of forced me to get it

I do wonder sometimes if parents use transitioning as a strategy for intellectually deficient boys they think might be a future nuisance to society. He clearly was transitioned after some sexual development and seems a bit dumb. Slow and autistic boys have very high rates of sexual predation. Maybe he was showing early evidence of sexual perversion and she started to convince him he's really a girl. Explains the sudden later transition with the mothers overbearing and controlling attitude, the sisters being uncomfortable with him being in the women's bathroom, him living at home at 26, etc.

I could see mothers doing this TBH; no one wants to have a pedophile or rapist for a son.

On one hand I 110% believe insane narc emotional incest moms troon out their sons. Otoh though, I think this one in particular is creative writing. When someone on Reddit is talking about mommy force-feminizing him bc of his big dick, he's typing one-handed

 

[batteredpancakes]

Pooner preemptively gets electrolysis on her arm to prep for future RFF phalloplasty. When she finally gets her first consultation they tell her she needs to get ALT as her arm is too skinny.
Lil_Gay_Menace

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Feeling discouraged

So I had my consult today. It, didn’t go super great. Surgeons were lovely and courteous that wasn’t the problem. I was just misinformed about what insurances they take and now I’m very scared because the insurance I have right now is a student insurance and I graduate next year. They also said my arm is very skinny and would produce a very skinny penis and I might want to consider ALT instead, but I already had hair removal on my arm and I worry hair removal on my thigh will take too long. None of my friends are pursuing bottom surgery so I feel like none of them understand how daunting the idea of delaying this is to me. If I can’t get a job immediately out of grad school I’m going to be fucked and I can’t handle that. I just don’t know what to do

Another pooner who love bodymods

 

[Foxymophandlemama]

I went to an open air event and saw a few shirtless pooners there. The top surgery scars look way worse in real life, no joke. I've been reading this thread for over a year and despite seeing a lot of pictures here, nothing prepared me to see those man made horrors first hand and without a warning.

The dog ears, the weirdly shaped nipples, the obvious scarring... It doesn't look better after it has healed. I had to remind myself not to stare because I didn't want anyone confronting me but holy shit. It's ugly as fuck and it's a sign of pride for them.

Anything you see here will look worse in person, trust me.

 

[thefreshmaker]

I went to an open air event and saw a few shirtless pooners there. The top surgery scars look way worse in real life, no joke. I've been reading this thread for over a year and despite seeing a lot of pictures here, nothing prepared me to see those man made horrors first hand and without a warning.

The dog ears, the weirdly shaped nipples, the obvious scarring... It doesn't look better after it has healed. I had to remind myself not to stare because I didn't want anyone confronting me but holy shit. It's ugly as fuck and it's a sign of pride for them.

Anything you see here will look worse in person, trust me.

The years of sliced taint in this thread is somehow for me also not as bad as seeing the girls in this thread with their chest scars. It truly is horrifying.

I think it's probably because the MtFs implicitly understand their experiments are freak shows, while the FtMs take pride in the results. They like how disgusting it makes them look. It's been brought up in this thread probably a million times now, but the FtMs are typically broken girls. They were abused (sexually or otherwise), had/have other disorders like bulimia, are fat/homely, or were bullied. They have a very poor to non-existent self-esteem. Most FtMs seem to be doing this to say (subconsciously) "I'm not attractive, I'm not a worthwhile target, please don't get close to me". It's the camouflage version of playing dead in front of a brown bear. MtFs on the other hand just produce schadenfreude. They usually have massive egos, are abusers and predators themselves, are in it almost purely for the sexual thrill, and then get massively histrionic and lash out when they realize chopping off their balls removes all sexual pleasure in being an AGP. The FtMs also quickly realise how wrong their idea of malehood was when they get to experience it firsthand, whilst the MtFs usually get extremely volatile and dangerous when not given immediate access to women's spaces.

In sum, seeing neo-vaginas is like seeing the local drug dealer OD in the sewer covered in shit and their own necrotic flesh, while seeing the FtMs is like seeing a 14 year old marching up to the trap house to get the fix for mommy. You know what both groups are doing is not normal or healthy, but one is doing it to themselves and getting a comeupance, while the other is doing it because they are mentally broken and were taken advantage of when they would obsess over anyone giving them any kind of positive attention. The stories of the FtMs give no satisfaction, it's just pain.

 

[Coo Coo Bird]

Metoidioplasty 3 months post-op. No vaginectomy.

My god, it's literally this pooner meme:

Also, how many of these girls have piss fetishes?

 

[batteredpancakes]

This top surgery result is decent but her comments about how she regrets surgery are interesting. el3ctricwiz4rd
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almost 2 years post-op, feeling a lot of embarrassment and regret. how can i raise my confidence?

it’s not that my results are bad. my surgeon was dr. garramone, so objectively they are pretty good. since surgery, i have felt very insecure about my chest. i rarely take my shirt off, and i feel very awkward when i do, regardless of who is seeing it or even if i am alone.

i feel ugly and “less than” for getting surgery. i get a lot of questions and comments about my chest and all of them make me feel terrible. women no longer feel comfortable pursuing me (as a girl i could ask girls at a club to make out with me and they would), and with my chest out clubbing i have heard guys on the street trying to decipher whether i am a boy or a girl, laughing when they tried to come to their conclusions. i’ve been told that before surgery and hormones, i had a perfect body. that i made myself ugly. i feel like a freak and isolated from both men and women. i’m not sure how to avoid taking everything they say to heart, when it feels true. is positive self talk the answer to this, even though it feels like lying to myself? do i need to feel loved/accepted by somebody? do i need to feel a sense of belonging with other trans people?

arguably, i stress more over it now compared to when i had boobs. its like dysphoria, but different, and with more shame, because it was my decision to get surgery so i 100% brought this upon myself. people in my life told me not to and i did it anyway. i miss the sexual sensation i had from my boobs. i miss knowing that my body was very attractive. they felt so soft. i hated binding and dysphoria, but feeling unwanted and freakish hasn’t really been an upgrade. i don’t view other people with top surgery as undesirable or freakish, a lot of them are badass actually, so i know i shouldn’t think this way about myself. i can say that, but its still not enough to convince me to exempt myself from criticism.

i have grown some muscle as an attempt to grow into my body more, but it isn’t helping me feel more confident. i am nonbinary, but i look in the mirror and i often see an ugly, disfigured girl who cut her tits off just to try to make an adult decision for once. couldn’t even get that one right. i wish i didn’t have the money so that it would have forced me to think about surgery longer. my therapist doesn’t know how to help me with this. i feel very alone, i want to just love myself as is, but it feels impossible

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i think it’s reproducing the opinions. i didn’t come out until i was 18, but while i was cis, i had some trans friends in school and watched them get bullied incessantly. like, horrific shit. like people very actively trying to get them to commit suicide and beating them up. i often escorted an old MTF friend to the women’s restroom in school and had to fight off other girls for her. i had to hear my dad complain about how annoying LGBT is. i don’t have any family that accepts me, so i’ve had to hear all of their comments. so many people had shit to say when i came out. i’ve been publicly humiliated over it.

i wish i could subconsciously make the switch this instant and rid my brain of the internal transphobia. this is going to take years though i imagine, since it is so deeply rooted. i don’t want to carry this pain anymore, i wish i could feel the self actualization and love and grace that i see within other trans people

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it was my decision to get surgery so i 100% brought this upon myself. people in my life told me not to and i did it anyway

i am nonbinary, but i look in the mirror and i often see an ugly, disfigured girl who cut her tits off just to try to make an adult decision for once.

At least she's taking personal responsibility.

Anyway this girl is stupid because in some posts she'll censor her face but others she doesn't. Looking at her profile she seems very into drugs and has BPD.
Last pic is a before pic.

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She has a few good posts that probably belong in the trannies taking l's thread but here's one about her regretting surgery from 7 months ago, seeing a picture of a woman with big breasts and feeling jealous, and revealing a settlement she got on her 18th birthday is what paid for top surgery. She also found out her entire family figured she would regret surgery/transitioning.

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i oscillate between envying trans men and feeling envious of women + regretting top surgery

i have no idea how to proceed with this. i am 20 now, and came out, started HRT, and got top surgery at 18. it was a breeze for me despite living in FL, i had a decent sum of money come my way on my 18th birthday from an insurance settlement. a therapist i had only seen once or twice wrote my recommendation letter simply because i asked her to.

i have BPD, so my mind fundamentally changes on EVERYTHING, all the time. i’ve been off T for a few months now, hoping it would give me some clarity, but it did not. yesterday, i screamed and cried on the toilet while taking care of my period. i wanted to inject myself with the supply i have to never have a period again. i looked at a trans man with facial hair and wanted to be him.

this morning, i saw a picture of a girl with big boobs, and felt a deep sense of regret for getting surgery. i wanted to be her.

it is difficult to decipher whether these strong feelings are rooted in gender, or perhaps i felt envious because both of these people in question seem confident while i am drowning in insecurities.

i don’t know what to fucking do. i am not finding any clarity in this. i don’t want to just wait until my BPD symptoms improve, because i am deeply uncomfortable with what i see in the mirror. it feels wrong to exist in this in-between state… i haven’t felt confident in my appearance since my 18th birthday, when i went to a goth club sporting my cleavage and heavy makeup.

i didn’t write down my feelings leading up to my decision to transition, so it’s difficult to access them. i have a very foggy memory and have been in a dissociative haze ever since childhood. i asked my mom about it, and she told me that both her and the entire family suspected i would come to regret surgery/transitioning. i suspect that i felt inferior as a woman, and that becoming something else would help me. it did not.

any advice on how to proceed? ideally, i want to find happiness in my new body. my hairy body with no chest and no penis. my girlish mannerisms and indecipherable face. but at the end of the day i am deeply uncomfortable existing like this.

got top surgery at 18. it was a breeze for me despite living in FL

a therapist i had only seen once or twice wrote my recommendation letter simply because i asked her to.

Trannies love to parrot on about how hard it is to get approved for surgery yet when I see actual personal accounts that describe what happens it's always easy.

 

[pink cigarettes]

I didn’t come out until i was 18, but while i was cis, i had some trans friends in school and watched them get bullied incessantly. like, horrific shit. like people very actively trying to get them to commit suicide

Translation: I was handmaid to an MTF in highschool. When he was made fun of he'd threaten to kill himself and the kids were like "lol do a flip faggot"

and beating them up. i often escorted an old MTF friend to the women’s restroom in school and had to fight off other girls for her.

Translation: High school girls tried to block a boy from going in their bathroom and maybe shoved him.

i had to hear my dad complain about how annoying LGBT is. i don’t have any family that accepts me, so i’ve had to hear all of their comments. so many people had shit to say when i came out. i’ve been publicly humiliated over it.

Translation: My dad is based and so are other people in my family.

This girl is so close to getting it. A 20 year old with BPD (maybe. Or maybe self-diagnosed because she's simply acting like an easy influenced idiot in her 20s) and they lopped off her breasts. Detransition or 41%: the choice of yours, kid

 

[Anasa Tristis]

Last pic is a before pic.

I said "Oh, gawd, no!" aloud when I saw that one. Unbelievable.

In some of those after pics she reminded me of a brunette and emaciated Jeff Spicoli from that Fast Times at Ridgemont High movie. I wasn't sure who had played that role, so I looked up Sean Penn on wikipedia and came across this line about Fast Times and his role as Jeff Spicoli:

his character helped popularize the word "dude" in popular culture.

No kidding. What goes around, comes around. I guess.