Best fucked up books

I think one can easily enjoy weird fucked up transgressive literature without being seen as an edgelord by having a defined understanding of what draws one towards the subject and strong sense of morality.
Being in a position where you even have the luxury of caring about how you're seen defeats the point of the entire exercise. It's more related to the sensation of dwelling bodily in the spiritual abyss most people desperately attempt to avoid or ignore as they go about their daily lives and making a point of not turning away.
 
It's more related to the sensation of dwelling bodily in the spiritual abyss most people desperately attempt to avoid or ignore as they go about their daily lives and making a point of not turning away.
I really like the way you phrased this and it's absolutely one of major reasons why people are drawn to disturbing literature and extreme horror books. I think this reason falls nicely under "defined understanding" I was noting in my post since there are plenty of other reasons on why people are drawn to the works and their dark subjects. Though that full post is more of an attack on the nature of edgelordness after one two many sips from bottled spirits.
 
Didn't see this recommended with the other manga but one of the most disturbing I've read is Goodnight PunPun by Inio Asano.
A brief description:

A dark coming of age story where we follow Punpun Onodera's life as his parent's marriage falls apart, his father ending up in jail, and the growing pains that comes with life. Does include visuals of rape, suicide, murder.

It put me into a slump where I didn't read anything for a year. Very dark and nihilistic.

My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russel which follows three timelines of our protagonist, Vanessa, who was groomed by her literature teacher and the impacts it has as it comes into the #MeToo era. The politics is a bit annoying but it is disturbing reading as Vanessa during her experiences and her trauma. Does include violent descriptions of the sex acts between Vanessa and her teacher.

And I didn't see this one either which surprised me but Tender is the Flesh by Agustina Bazterrica in which the World's meat supply has been corrupted by a virus and the modern people now turn to cannibalism to get their meat. This one was pretty good, the last lines of the book stuck with me. Includes descriptions of sex acts, cannibalism, and violence
 
Didn't see this recommended with the other manga but one of the most disturbing I've read is Goodnight PunPun by Inio Asano.
A brief description:



It put me into a slump where I didn't read anything for a year. Very dark and nihilistic.

My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russel which follows three timelines of our protagonist, Vanessa, who was groomed by her literature teacher and the impacts it has as it comes into the #MeToo era. The politics is a bit annoying but it is disturbing reading as Vanessa during her experiences and her trauma. Does include violent descriptions of the sex acts between Vanessa and her teacher.

And I didn't see this one either which surprised me but Tender is the Flesh by Agustina Bazterrica in which the World's meat supply has been corrupted by a virus and the modern people now turn to cannibalism to get their meat. This one was pretty good, the last lines of the book stuck with me. Includes descriptions of sex acts, cannibalism, and violence
These all seem quite interesting so I'll add them on there. I've seen Tender is the Flesh mentioned in a couple of other horror books circles but didn't know enough to initially include it. Thank you for the recommendations.

Edit here to say that I apparently can't edit that mega post anymore. For some reason I had the impression I could but oh well. At least I got a solid chunk of stuff on there. Maybe if enough new recommendations come through I'll post an addendum list.
 
Didn't see this recommended with the other manga but one of the most disturbing I've read is Goodnight PunPun by Inio Asano.
A brief description:



It put me into a slump where I didn't read anything for a year. Very dark and nihilistic.
I remember reading Punpun with /a/ as it was being serialized. A microcosm of everything worth hating about humanity.
 
Saw Naked Lunch many times in this thread, and always thought, 'how bad can it be? It was 1959 after all.'

Finally got around to it and Jesus, that book is filthy by the standards of any time! The obscenity gets a little repetitive after a while but it's not too long so it's not exhausting or anything. Definitely worth reading.
 
Currently reading Weaveworld by Clive Barker. I love it, but it is CRAZY! What I've read/experienced so far, without giving you guys too many spoilers:

* The sisters of Immacolata are like something out of Nightbreed or Hellraiser
* The Fuge itself and the unweaving
* Immacolata's sisters raping a guy in detail and the abomination looking like him.
* Descriptions of the Seerkind and their clothing and the raptures they possess.
* The death of Jerichau
* A scene in the police station where Hobart sees two of his men locked in a cell naked covered in their own shit and playing with it

Not done with it, but I'm more than halfway through. I'm not disappointed. Clive Barker serves up some legit dark fantasy. Thief of Always is my absolute favorite.

When I'm done with this, I might read Everville.
Everville is definitely worth the read, but it is a direct sequel to his novel The Great and Secret Show, so if you haven't read that yet I'd suggest starting there.

The Damnation Game is another good one by him. Barker's take on the Faust myth, has some great wtf moments.
 
Saw Naked Lunch many times in this thread, and always thought, 'how bad can it be? It was 1959 after all.'

Finally got around to it and Jesus, that book is filthy by the standards of any time! The obscenity gets a little repetitive after a while but it's not too long so it's not exhausting or anything. Definitely worth reading.
It's also really funny. It sort of boomerangs between being utterly horrifying and hilarious.

That may just be a me thing. I always thought Kafka was funny too.
 
Everville is definitely worth the read, but it is a direct sequel to his novel The Great and Secret Show, so if you haven't read that yet I'd suggest starting there.

The Damnation Game is another good one by him. Barker's take on the Faust myth, has some great wtf moments.
Thanks!

I'll keep an eye out at the thrift stores for The Great and Secret Show. I only have Everville right now in my collection.
 
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It's also really funny. It sort of boomerangs between being utterly horrifying and hilarious.
That may just be a me thing. I always thought Kafka was funny too.
I have yet to read Naked Lunch but I have a feeling it will remind me of my recent read, Assisted Living by Nikanor Teratologen. Hilariously absurd and deeply disturbing seem to be the ever present oscillation of horror's limits. It is also quite funny how often these type of books feature homosexuality as it thins the veneer of accpetncence with extreme display's of the perversion that flows within such disoriented individuals.
 
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I have yet to read Naked Lunch but I have a feeling it will remind me of my recent read, Assisted Living by Nikanor Teratologen. Hilariously absurd and deeply disturbing seem to be the ever present oscillation of horror's limits. It is also quite funny how often these type of books feature homosexuality as it thins the veneer of accpetncence with extreme display's of the perversion that flows within such disoriented individuals.
Naked Lunch goes way beyond mere homosexuality.

However, if you actually read it and question whether Burroughs was even a writer, I suggest his earlier pulp semi-fictional novels Queer and Junky, which show he was actually entirely capable of writing normal prose.
 
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He dictated it himself while he was on death row. It contains some extremely fucked up and detailed accounts of his murders, including the time he raped and murdered an infant, and when he cooked and ate a young man's testicles, but its actually a really interesting book if you can stomach it.

Serial killers are notorious liars, but for a couple reasons I believe the book to be mostly true, and that really sets it apart. He was on the short list for execution for killing another inmate on death row, so there wasn't really any clout to be gained or time to bask in it, and there are numerous parts of the story that are extremely unflattering. It not only tells the story of his life and how a lot of his early experiences shaped his view of the world, but it is also a seemingly pretty honest account of how he saw himself. A lot of people spend a lot of time telling the story of serial killers lives but it's pretty rare to get such a candid account from the person themselves.
 
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However, if you actually read it and question whether Burroughs was even a writer, I suggest his earlier pulp semi-fictional novels Queer and Junky, which show he was actually entirely capable of writing normal prose.
Funnily enough the capacity for competent writing was one of the most infuriating aspects of Assisted Living. The book is filled with a litany of literary, philosophical, religious, and historical references littered in between militantly homosexual vulgarity. I got a general sense between the references and a few sections that the author could write proper prose if he preferred. The idiosyncratic nature of the language is also apparently magnified by it's Swedish origins. The author has other untranslated works but it seems that from translated reviews it's more of the same so maybe he's just well read.
 
Peter Sotos' writings.
He is a true-crime writer who focuses on prostitution, drugs, broken homes, murder and rape. He is very controversial, mostly because his underground zine Pure #2 used a photocopy of CSAM as it's cover in the 1980s.
Exhausting to read, but simultaneously intriguing, horrifying and uncompromising. I read Lazy first, which discusses the Moors murderers, child rape and prostitutes in Chicago, and AIDS swappers. His works are expensive to buy, but PDF copies of his writings are floating around.
 
And I didn't see this one either which surprised me but Tender is the Flesh by Agustina Bazterrica in which the World's meat supply has been corrupted by a virus and the modern people now turn to cannibalism to get their meat. This one was pretty good, the last lines of the book stuck with me. Includes descriptions of sex acts, cannibalism, and violence.
Going by the wikipedo synopsis it definitely sounds like Bazterrica had being reading Dolcettish type cannibalism porn fiction and decided to add more plot to it.
 
Peter Sotos' writings.
He is a true-crime writer who focuses on prostitution, drugs, broken homes, murder and rape. He is very controversial, mostly because his underground zine Pure #2 used a photocopy of CSAM as it's cover in the 1980s.
Exhausting to read, but simultaneously intriguing, horrifying and uncompromising. I read Lazy first, which discusses the Moors murderers, child rape and prostitutes in Chicago, and AIDS swappers. His works are expensive to buy, but PDF copies of his writings are floating around.
I've actually tried on and off over the years to get one of his books without success. This is probably a good thing, as I suspect that owning something of his is enough to put you on some kind of list.
 
Tender is the Flesh
Eh, it’s a short fun read. It’s nothing that you don’t expect from a ‘bUT what iF we treat humans JUST like our MEAT’ shtick. But I do hope there to be better novels about the theme. I don’t need a vegan preaching how apathetic we are towards nature. Even Matthew Stokoe’s “Cows” got me thinking about an inherent, consumerist perversion more than Tender is the Flesh does. Given though, it’s also in the genre of extreme horror where everyone tries to out-gross each other.
 
I don't know about books, but you can easily find the audio albums* he did, like the infamous Buyer's Market. It's the sort of stuff you listen to only once.
Edit: *digital copies, that is.
Yeah, I'm not listening to those. It's one thing reading prose, actually seeing/hearing the victims puts me in their place, which is...upsetting, to put it mildly.
 
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