Inactive Shmorky / David Kelly / Daisy Kay / Sandypants / Peaches the Puppy & Ex-Fiance Amanda "Mandy" Mullen - Something Awful throwaway, pedophile sexual predator, abusive tranny schizo chaser; batshit crazy ex-fiancée

Pencilvester said:
It figures that Shmorky's started writing comics about the benefits of deluding yourself
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Mandarys Milan here. I was the lady (not tranny, have never been a tranny) that was engaged to Shmorky. Finally got around to making an account here. Thunder and Trubble, yes these were two characters of his. He would say that he was the big one and I was the little one but he wanted to be small. Maybe he wanted to wear my skin. It would have been the best outcome for me if that was the way it happened.

xXRonPaul_42016Xx said:
He's made at least one viral hit and almost got a job at Cartoon Network but turned it down out of autism.
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It was at Nickelodeon and yeah, pretty much. I told him if he wants to succeed in business he needed to compromise and learn how to work with other and combine ideas and would never do that. He also said he could put up with meeting employers because of his 'gender dysphoria' bullshit. Everything was gender dysphoria with him. I was his only ride everywhere being the only one who had a car and he would make me late for work all the damn time because I had to take him somewhere and it took him an hour in the bathroom to leave the house for ANYWHERE. Even if it was just going to the grocery to buy soup. Had to put on a pound of powder and lipstick. He did know how to apply makeup right. I tried very hard to teach him the age old adage of "the secret to wearing makeup is to look like you're not wearing any" but he would continue to buy bronzers that didn't even match his skin tone and walk around with an orange face and clown lipstick.
 
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If you're you, welcome. We mostly liked your posts on SoSe on this Person of Interest. I will warn you, though, that the board culture here is considerably different than there and while obviously, any discussion of Shmorky is going to have to do with your own personal life almost by definition, personal attention seeking is likely to result in mockery and disrespect.

I'd suggest reading this thread in its entirety if you haven't already, and be aware.

This isn't intended to be patronizing, just a helpful note that this is, in some respects, a meaner and more nihilistic place than SoSe, although nicer in some others. It is definitely a different milieu.
 
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AnOminous said:
If you're you, welcome. We mostly liked your posts on SoSe on this Person of Interest. I will warn you, though, that the board culture here is considerably different than there and while obviously, any discussion of Shmorky is going to have to do with your own personal life almost by definition, personal attention seeking is likely to result in mockery and disrespect.

I'd suggest reading this thread in its entirety if you haven't already, and be aware.

This isn't intended to be patronizing, just a helpful note that this is, in some respects, a meaner and more nihilistic place than SoSe, although nicer in some others. It is definitely a different milieu.
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I fully understand, and I know I'm a generally unlikeable person. I just felt I needed to reg in order to set the record straight about a few things.

Firstly, I believe Lowtax follows this thread and I have tried several outlets to apologize to him and his family these last few months but I don't think any have gotten through. For what it's worth, I am sorry and was obviously in the wrong. I suffer from Bipolar and Schizoaffective disorder and psychotic episodes are an unavoidable part of my life. I've had quite a few over the years that have gotten me kicked out of schools, jobs, etc. Basically my mind just starts racing and I become very paranoid and develop strange ideas for a few months and afterwords I have little to no recollection of them. It's caused my memory to deteriorate and large chunks of my life are missing from my memory.

That being said, I wish to illuminate you on the situation that happened in Spokane. Shmorky and I were looking to move to a better area to facilitate his career after he was laid off from SA. Something which I was desperate to have happen because I was supporting him 100% and getting tired of him being jobless. The $5-600 of Patreon money he brought in was not paying the bills. I was supporting him through my disability checks (Again, I am on disability because it's very difficult for me to maintain employment due to my memory and cognitive issues) but I had a job waitressing/doing deliveries for a local restaurant. I lost that job and had to go back to making erotic hypnosis videos and doing hypnosis sessions, something I don't like doing because it messes with my schizoaffective disorder and makes me very manic. I wind up having a manic episode whenever I get involved in that stuff but had no choice because I didn't want Shmorky and I to be homeless.

Fast forward a few months we finally got to Spokane and Shmorky was given a job doing Adult Swim bumpers by his friend KC Greene. This was only a temporary job but paid $7,000 so was still good enough money and I thought it would be a good first step for him. So things were good for a while. But, then what we would call a series of unfortunate events happened to me. I lost a very, very close friend to suicide and it really fucked me up. Shortly after, my grandmother, who I was close to passed away. I was pretty sad, but I expected it, she was 89. Then I went to visit my parents in December and received word that yet another one of my close friends had taken their own life. A day later my dog died. I shit you not. I just lost it. I began hallucinating and became very manic and this is where my thought process just gets to a point where it goes in such a direction that I can't even recall what I did or what I was thinking. When I got back to Spokane I was low on medication. Now, it was my fault for not researching Spokane much but Shmorky INSISTED we move there. I tried to push for somewhere around the Seattle area but he said it would be Spokane or nothing. Shmorky was a very demanding and stubborn man.

When we moved to Spokane I was immediately creeped out by the atmosphere, and I grew up in New Jersey so that takes A LOT. Apparently Spokane has a huge drug problem, which is obvious by the look of the place but when I went to the psychiatrists office to make an appointment for more medication they refused me an appointment telling me they were "not open to having services with me." I tell them "you don't understand, I need my medication." and she told me to try the local hospital. So I went to the local hospital and explain the situation to them and they take me to a room and tell me to strip. I'm like "excuse me" and they tell me I'm being admitted for 72 hours because I came in "looking for pills." I go full Jersey and I say "yeah, I'm looking for pills I need my fucking medication." I'm NOT, I repeat, am NOT a violent person but I can be a very loud and vulgar one. I freak out and they tie me to a bed and shoot me up with a bunch of shots, I don't know what it was but I was knocked out instantly and the next thing I remember I was being driven home in a cab with a week's worth of my prescription meds. Needless to say, they only lasted...a week. So I was medless very shortly. I was afraid to seek any help for a repeat episode of what happened and just stayed off my meds.

I don't remember what even triggered my thoughts about Lowtax. I really don't. I remember hearing Jesus talk to me and telling me I had to go to Cambodia, into the Angkor Wat temple and find something that was buried there so I could stop the Annunaki. I am part Japanese and part Khmer so I was told by Jesus that I had to claim my birthright at the Angkor Wat. I was hallucinating and seeing Greys, Shadow people, demonic faces and all matter of terrifying things around my apartment. I did not want to stay there! I assure you I DID NOT HURT SHMORKY IN ANY WAY!! I am not a violent person. The most violent thing I've ever done was slap a kid at summer camp when I was 7 for cutting me in line at the water fountain and I still feel bad about it to this day. Shmorky was very often horrible to me. I told him very clearly that I was leaving to go to Cambodia. I literally had my stuff packed and was ordering my ticket and he physically ripped my laptop out of my hands and threw it across the room. He would often do this when he felt I was "spreading rumors about him". All I wanted to do was go to Cambodia. I told him to stop throwing my laptop around and he called the cops on me, who dragged me away to be locked up for a month. I WAS THE ONE WHO WAS LEAVING. I did not try to make Shmorky stay. I wanted nothing to do with him after he betrayed me by recording me and mocking me on Twitter. I was like 'welp, we're done, I'm going to Cambodia, do whatever you want with your life.' He wouldn't leave. He wouldn't let me leave. He was the one who screamed at me when he saw I had my passport out. No, I never abused him. He was the one who would steal money from me. He would take my debit card out of my wallet while I was sleeping and go shopping. He was the one who screamed at me all the time when I left a single spot of dirt on a dish when I washed it or didn't feel like driving him somewhere or GOD FORBID USING THE WRONG PRONOUN WITH HIM.
 
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oasys said:
@Mandarys_Milan - Sorry if this comes off rude but I have to ask. Why are you posting here, and why now? You already did a pretty detailed Q&A on SS. It's not like you've been portrayed super flatteringly on here either. Is it because we're active?
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Heh, when have I even been portrayed flatteringly? I've been this way my whole life and I've heard it all. I actually came here because I came across my picture on a GIS search the other day and it lead here. I saw that Lowtax was following this thread and wanted to come and apologize.
 
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