My dysphoria is turning me into a masturbation addict, I think Sex talk (
self.MtF)
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DysphoricPrincess to
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Yeah, that's the title...
Whenever I'm feeling dysphoric about my body, body hair, voice, penis, or really anything at all, I immediately get aroused. I spend hours edging just to quell the overwhelming mental turmoil of dysphoria. Its frequency is becoming an issue.
I pleasure myself at least once a day now because of this. It affects my productivity at work and my personal relationships. I'm eager to finish work or even blow it off altogether and completely ignore my family, just so I can run to my room and get started. If I don't, the dysphoria will just fester. Edging and climaxing are major mental reliefs for me during these moments of dysphoria.
I've always played with myself more than what's normal, even before realising I'm a girl. But now it's different. At the first sight of dysphoria, I'm itching to reach into my underwear and relieve myself. Even bottom dysphoria causes me to act up, which is nonsensical, because how can one part of me that is so dysphoria inducing also bring me so much pleasure?
The issue comes from the fact that my dysphoria is now becoming a daily occurrence. Usually, it comes in waves. Now, it's painfully persistent and showing up constantly. it's affecting my functionality. Even now, it's almost 4am, and I need to be up in a few hours. What am I doing? Yeah, you can guess...
I've tried looking up resources to see if this is common, but I'm really not finding much. Is this a common issue that girls like us face? Can I stop this somehow?
Thank you
-Delilah