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…the one from the recent troon killed controversy? When did they die?
Megathread Trannies posting their L's Online - Heckin valid people posting their funny misfortunes on the internet
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Scary as fuck. If she wants a silver lining, she should be glad it's not Locked In Syndrome like one of them got recently.
@Gar For Archer : here.
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Buyer's remorse, this one really gets it (sort of), but there's a lot more going on here.
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Teaser:
1) It wasn't the hormones gave him schizophrenia.
2) It's the schizophrenia gets in the way of his happiness.
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I'm adding some paragraph spacing for readability.
Also, emphasis added.
I'm 27, almost two years on HRT and HRT did absolutely nothing for me besides giving me cone tits and schizophrenia. I was told how amazing HRT was gonna be, how I was gonna feel like myself, that I'd finally be a woman. Wrong. I feel more miserable than when I started.
I was also hoping the HRT would completely restore my hairline but that didn't happen. Sure it's improved but if the wind blows or if my hair gets wet, my scalp is exposed. No I don't want wigs. No I can't afford a hair transplant. Tried finastride, tried dutasteride, tried rogaine those hairs are gone.
Outside of just hormones for effort in passing, before my time in the psych ward in October I was living half time fem wearing dresses and stuff, but when I went back home I had to boymode to quote "not disrespect my father". I still have those fem clothes at home. I don't want to wear them anymore. I feel like a man in a dress wearing them.
I feel horrendously disfigured, looking like a monstrosity. I want to be able to change biological sex so I can pass in a tshirt, sweats and hoodie. If we could change biological sex and actually make me a girl my problems would evicerate overnight. I'd have a functioning reproductive system instead of being uselessly barren. I'd actually be respected and accepted as a woman universally by society. Transphobe and TERF arguments would crumble if the biological factor wasn't there anymore. I'd pass and I could stealth. It wouldn't even be stealth because I wouldn't be trans anymore.
This isn't gonna happen though. Science would rather throw trillions at launching rockets into space than ever giving a dime to finding a way to change my biological sex.
I don't want to live another second being AMAB and knowing every cell in my body is disfigured by a fucking XY chromosome. Hormones, surgery, name change won't satisfy me. It won't magically place a filter on peoples mouths and make them gender me correctly.
I have no reason to live.
Also, emphasis added.
I'm 27, almost two years on HRT and HRT did absolutely nothing for me besides giving me cone tits and schizophrenia. I was told how amazing HRT was gonna be, how I was gonna feel like myself, that I'd finally be a woman. Wrong. I feel more miserable than when I started.
I was also hoping the HRT would completely restore my hairline but that didn't happen. Sure it's improved but if the wind blows or if my hair gets wet, my scalp is exposed. No I don't want wigs. No I can't afford a hair transplant. Tried finastride, tried dutasteride, tried rogaine those hairs are gone.
Outside of just hormones for effort in passing, before my time in the psych ward in October I was living half time fem wearing dresses and stuff, but when I went back home I had to boymode to quote "not disrespect my father". I still have those fem clothes at home. I don't want to wear them anymore. I feel like a man in a dress wearing them.
I feel horrendously disfigured, looking like a monstrosity. I want to be able to change biological sex so I can pass in a tshirt, sweats and hoodie. If we could change biological sex and actually make me a girl my problems would evicerate overnight. I'd have a functioning reproductive system instead of being uselessly barren. I'd actually be respected and accepted as a woman universally by society. Transphobe and TERF arguments would crumble if the biological factor wasn't there anymore. I'd pass and I could stealth. It wouldn't even be stealth because I wouldn't be trans anymore.
This isn't gonna happen though. Science would rather throw trillions at launching rockets into space than ever giving a dime to finding a way to change my biological sex.
I don't want to live another second being AMAB and knowing every cell in my body is disfigured by a fucking XY chromosome. Hormones, surgery, name change won't satisfy me. It won't magically place a filter on peoples mouths and make them gender me correctly.
I have no reason to live.
2) It's the schizophrenia gets in the way of his happiness.
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From the comments:
"Biological sex is just a construct! You're a cis-woman!"
Thread tax: "I have a phantom pussy!"
For lack of a better word… phantom pussy?Discussion (self.MtF)
submitted 13 hours ago by SalemsTrials
Hi ladies, I’m here to ask you about something that I’ve assumed was common for girls like us, but I recently realized I don’t hear it talked about much.
So, I haven’t had any surgeries in my life that I’m aware of. But I think I can feel a vagina that… doesn’t exist?
Like… I can feel the vulva. I can feel the… um… hole, and where that hole would lead to. I feel it, but I can’t touch it, because it doesn’t exist.
And you know how some people describe feeling their tummy drop when they go over a large hill or are on a roller coaster or something? I don’t really feel that in my tummy. But I do feel it between my legs. I feel it, like, in my perineum? Like it feels like that area is sucking inward when I go over a large bump.
I feel like I sound like a crazy person, but is this a common experience? It was a thing for me well before I started HRT, but has only gotten stronger as of late (combined with an overwhelming urge to get pregnant, like goddam girl I feel it wanting to be filled but that’s physically impossible).
If I use my imagination I can play with it, too, and I’ve even given myself orgasms with this mental play (imaginary boyfriends for the win, have I convinced you I’m crazy yet?). An analogy that might make sense for some of you is if you imagine eating an apple can you feel the apple crunching against a set of teeth in your headspace? It’s kinda like that. I can feel it, but it isn’t my physical body that I’m feeling.
Although the vagina thing does feel more “real” than the sensation of eating an apple in my imagination does. That is something I CAN feel on my physical body, not just my imagination body.
I’m sorry. I’m rambling. But can anyone relate? Is this common? I don’t need you to tell me it’s rare to feel special, I just genuinely want to know what’s up with that…
To be completely honest, feeling this other form of my body just as vividly as if someone was touching my skin has sorta convinced me that spirits are real and I’m somehow feeling my spirit body. But I realize that’s probably just be me trying to find an explanation for what I’m feeling. The feeling is very real though, and I don’t have an explanation for it. This isn’t dysphoria, it’s not that I feel like I SHOULD have a vagina. I feel like I DO have a vagina. But I don’t. That gives me dysphoria, but the feeling itself is actually wonderful.
In conclusion: I can feel my pussy, but my pussy doesn’t exist. Is the psychological effect at play something similar to phantom limb syndrome? Or is this something entirely different?
Sometimes it’s so convincing that I wonder if I might be some variation of intersex and I’m feeling real physical anatomy that is underneath the surface, but I do not believe that is the case.
And by the way I’m not trying to say that I know what it’s like to have phantom limb syndrome or be intersex, and I have so much respect for folks who are navigating one or both of those states of being. I’m just trying to find words for something that I don’t know any words for.
submitted 13 hours ago by SalemsTrials
Hi ladies, I’m here to ask you about something that I’ve assumed was common for girls like us, but I recently realized I don’t hear it talked about much.
So, I haven’t had any surgeries in my life that I’m aware of. But I think I can feel a vagina that… doesn’t exist?
Like… I can feel the vulva. I can feel the… um… hole, and where that hole would lead to. I feel it, but I can’t touch it, because it doesn’t exist.
And you know how some people describe feeling their tummy drop when they go over a large hill or are on a roller coaster or something? I don’t really feel that in my tummy. But I do feel it between my legs. I feel it, like, in my perineum? Like it feels like that area is sucking inward when I go over a large bump.
I feel like I sound like a crazy person, but is this a common experience? It was a thing for me well before I started HRT, but has only gotten stronger as of late (combined with an overwhelming urge to get pregnant, like goddam girl I feel it wanting to be filled but that’s physically impossible).
If I use my imagination I can play with it, too, and I’ve even given myself orgasms with this mental play (imaginary boyfriends for the win, have I convinced you I’m crazy yet?). An analogy that might make sense for some of you is if you imagine eating an apple can you feel the apple crunching against a set of teeth in your headspace? It’s kinda like that. I can feel it, but it isn’t my physical body that I’m feeling.
Although the vagina thing does feel more “real” than the sensation of eating an apple in my imagination does. That is something I CAN feel on my physical body, not just my imagination body.
I’m sorry. I’m rambling. But can anyone relate? Is this common? I don’t need you to tell me it’s rare to feel special, I just genuinely want to know what’s up with that…
To be completely honest, feeling this other form of my body just as vividly as if someone was touching my skin has sorta convinced me that spirits are real and I’m somehow feeling my spirit body. But I realize that’s probably just be me trying to find an explanation for what I’m feeling. The feeling is very real though, and I don’t have an explanation for it. This isn’t dysphoria, it’s not that I feel like I SHOULD have a vagina. I feel like I DO have a vagina. But I don’t. That gives me dysphoria, but the feeling itself is actually wonderful.
In conclusion: I can feel my pussy, but my pussy doesn’t exist. Is the psychological effect at play something similar to phantom limb syndrome? Or is this something entirely different?
Sometimes it’s so convincing that I wonder if I might be some variation of intersex and I’m feeling real physical anatomy that is underneath the surface, but I do not believe that is the case.
And by the way I’m not trying to say that I know what it’s like to have phantom limb syndrome or be intersex, and I have so much respect for folks who are navigating one or both of those states of being. I’m just trying to find words for something that I don’t know any words for.
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No wonder he's such a failure.
Kayden Coleman the "seahorse dad" pregnancy fetishist is probably the most famous one.
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In the comments:
Tranny taken aback by his walleyed moobs lol
Just girly things teehee, feeling the womb while consuming porn! Not a fetish etc
More phantom womb, weird how their dicks get hard and they think about babies.
Tranny taken aback by his walleyed moobs lol
Just girly things teehee, feeling the womb while consuming porn! Not a fetish etc
More phantom womb, weird how their dicks get hard and they think about babies.
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All she has to do is identify as not paralyzed and all her problems will solved.
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Another case like Cher and Chastity where you if can't possibly surpass (or even match) the super feminine sexiness of your world famous mother, then your best (only?) move is to poon out. (Break poon?)
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When the actual Schizophrenic has a better grasp on objective reality than you do it's probably time to re-evaluate your entire belief system.From the comments:
"Biological sex is just a construct! You're a cis-woman!"
Or doubling down, that works I guess.
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In the SRS thread there is a post about another pooner who got locked in syndrome from hrt. So that makes at least 2 pooners who got paralyzed or better tranny quarantined because of testosterone overdoses. I wonder how common this is.
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TOTAL TRANNY DEATH
It's a new account and I suspect it's for begs... the only country that has recently added a death penalty for LGBTQ is Uganda, and OP could literally hop the border to the Congo where they don't care. Thailand is a weird place to talk about going to unless his plan is to be a ladyboy. Brunei is closer to Thailand, and has severe punishment for the alphabet crowd but there's a moratorium on it.
The new law in my country that executes LGBTQ people I need help. (self.MtF)
submitted 20 hours ago by Initial-Income-9102 to r/MtF
Hello everyone I have the laws of my country Any person who is gay or transgender will be killed immediately I am a 19yrs transgender woman. I cannot remember my country I fear that it will pose a threat to my life I am in a very serious condition here in my countr
-Firstly I ran away from my family three months ago, and I was in a temporary friend’s house. I was subjected to severe torture and beatings by my father, and I was subjected to a murder attempt by a kiss and by my uncle. My father revealed to me that I belong to the LGBTQ community He started beating me burning my body and preventing me from going out And imprison me and force me to do things I don’t want, like marriage! And I still have traces of torture on my feet by my father, and my father also tried to kill me. He came with a knife and cut my hand. He made me bleed, but my mother helped me and took me to the hospital as quickly as possible. He did not leave me alone, and to this day he is following me and trying to find me. To kill me, he and my uncles are still searching for me while I am hiding in another city with a friend
They tell me we want to do bad things to you or you know what we are doing to you I now only have some money Some friends and my mother helped me and My passport is one of the worst passports, so it is difficult to obtain a tourist visa for European countries, America, and Canada. It is very, very difficult. Now my plan is to go from my country to Thailand, but I do not know where to go after that. I am in severe trouble. I hope anyone here can help me and get out of here. I am still in trouble. I am very young and I am suffering from hell. I am afraid that Thailand will return me to my country, and if they return me, they will kill me, or I will kill myself before they return me! I don't know what to do and where to go 
submitted 20 hours ago by Initial-Income-9102 to r/MtF
Hello everyone I have the laws of my country Any person who is gay or transgender will be killed immediately I am a 19yrs transgender woman. I cannot remember my country I fear that it will pose a threat to my life I am in a very serious condition here in my countr
-Firstly I ran away from my family three months ago, and I was in a temporary friend’s house. I was subjected to severe torture and beatings by my father, and I was subjected to a murder attempt by a kiss and by my uncle. My father revealed to me that I belong to the LGBTQ community He started beating me burning my body and preventing me from going out And imprison me and force me to do things I don’t want, like marriage! And I still have traces of torture on my feet by my father, and my father also tried to kill me. He came with a knife and cut my hand. He made me bleed, but my mother helped me and took me to the hospital as quickly as possible. He did not leave me alone, and to this day he is following me and trying to find me. To kill me, he and my uncles are still searching for me while I am hiding in another city with a friend
- Also two of my uncles were killed because they were homosexuals. The first of my uncles was killed by bullets. He was treacherous and arrogant, and I have a medical report on this matter. It says he was killed by bullets
- Also, no doctor here has ever helped me because I have a very feminine appearance and society does not accept it, so the doctors ostracize me and do not treat me. They fear for their reputation with me. I dropped out of school in the 11th grade because I was exposed to sexual harassment by a teacher at school and verbal harassment from students, and I have pictures. The teacher who tried to harass me, and I have pictures of his messages that he sent to me, was sending me pictures of his eggplants and asking me for pictures that were not good. I hope you understand what I mean, so I left school immediately and did not complete my studies
They tell me we want to do bad things to you or you know what we are doing to you I now only have some money Some friends and my mother helped me and My passport is one of the worst passports, so it is difficult to obtain a tourist visa for European countries, America, and Canada. It is very, very difficult. Now my plan is to go from my country to Thailand, but I do not know where to go after that. I am in severe trouble. I hope anyone here can help me and get out of here. I am still in trouble. I am very young and I am suffering from hell. I am afraid that Thailand will return me to my country, and if they return me, they will kill me, or I will kill myself before they return me! I don't know what to do and where to go It's a new account and I suspect it's for begs... the only country that has recently added a death penalty for LGBTQ is Uganda, and OP could literally hop the border to the Congo where they don't care. Thailand is a weird place to talk about going to unless his plan is to be a ladyboy. Brunei is closer to Thailand, and has severe punishment for the alphabet crowd but there's a moratorium on it.
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Yeah man that damn transphobic space program... that has revolutionized technology
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This is random.txt worthy.
It is unnatural, and it is therefore deviahnt, and we do not wahnt it.
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Fixed that for you.
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I shouldn't laugh because rapists should be burned alive at the stake, but why was a Pooner living at a men's Hostel?
And why would they put this nigger, who is very obviously just off the fucking boat from Africa, in a room with a fucking Pooner, and expect him not to rape her?
It's a horrific experience and I feel like a shit for laughing but come the fuck on, nice little pearl stud earrings you're wearing there, Mr (should I call you Mistah?) Wilson, JfC.
What were they thinking putting a Pooner in a men's Hostel?
RandallBoggs
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I think in their mind all tumblers look like pink sparkly Stanley’s. They can’t comprehend the idea that practical, non-flashy tumblers are the norm and EVERYBODY has one.
Their brains probably completely gloss over those and only notice the girly tumblers because, well, female targeted marketing and all of that.
Obviously this isn’t exclusive to women, but our attention does tend to gravitate towards more aesthetically pleasing products. That’s why benign unisex items have a “version for women” (often not explicitly labeled that way, but the target customer is obvious) that are literally the exact same product, only in pink and $10 more expensive. Because we eat that shit up. And fuck it all, I do love my unnecessarily girly-fied garden tools and I ain’t ashamed of it.
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I don't. She got exactly what she deserved.
Tater Thot
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I like how he states that he's not trying to appropriate the struggles of phantom limb syndrome sufferers and intersex people in his post about how he knows for sure what it feels like to have a vagina.