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- Aug 13, 2023
She likes to talk about how she draws for fun and how we are all supposed to draw and edit for fun.
But then I think of her Meadows docs stating how drawing is supposed to be a coping strategy to calm down. It doesn't seem to do much.
At this point, I am starting to wonder if there was ever a point in her life where she was just "normal". As in, calm and happy. Or is she like Acerthorn and starts spontaneously gobbling like a turkey/weird inhalations that sound like demonic possession mixed in with power fantasies of obliterating her enemies.
She seems to want to put the past behind her but even if this thread was nuked and Samnation disappeared, she wouldn't let herself move on from it. Jealousy and bitterness have really twisted her. Then again, maybe I'm overthinking it and she should simply be put into care with orderlies who don't fuck around.
But then I think of her Meadows docs stating how drawing is supposed to be a coping strategy to calm down. It doesn't seem to do much.
At this point, I am starting to wonder if there was ever a point in her life where she was just "normal". As in, calm and happy. Or is she like Acerthorn and starts spontaneously gobbling like a turkey/weird inhalations that sound like demonic possession mixed in with power fantasies of obliterating her enemies.
She seems to want to put the past behind her but even if this thread was nuked and Samnation disappeared, she wouldn't let herself move on from it. Jealousy and bitterness have really twisted her. Then again, maybe I'm overthinking it and she should simply be put into care with orderlies who don't fuck around.