She did say regarding loli its "self insert". Is this just larping the vtuber thing? is she just flat? what the hell does this mean?
It CAN be, occasionally. Trauma can express a lot of ways, including being compartmentalized into fetishes. Hard to tell in this girls case though.
Upon further reading, I THINK her interest might involve her actual person being very flat, since she brings it up multiple times in the list... I know some might think its BS, but she does seem to be very forthcoming in this list, I don't think she would ENTIRELY be lying for a bit. Or maybe shes "self inserting" because she got so into loli FIRST she sees herself that way? don't know. Too hard to definitively say.
This all said, keep your fetishes to your damn partners. Showing this to everyone in a 4 hour stream is kinda nuts.