Artcow Meowthkip / Cat Bountry / Catsketch / Sarah Katherine Stotler - Ex-Kiwi Farms moderator and gore/rape artist turned genderblob, troll's remorse sufferer

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Meowthkip is an ex-Kiwi Farms moderator undergoing troll's remorse whose current hobbies involve drawing or writing scenarios depicting all manners of depravity including written and drawn pornography depicting gore, child abuse, and torture. She is now currently attempting to integrate into Twitter and Tumblr spheres, made most evident by her recent announcement of becoming "non-binary." Her original position on the forum was a moderator for the Tumblr section of the forum, which no longer exists. This post is to act as the revised OP from the original thread posted by @Gremperor, who otherwise has full credit for its creation.

Note the first 18 pages are responses made during the thread's initial iteration which simply asked "what attracts mods to transgenderism and mental illness at such staggeringly high rates?"

This tale begins with even more evidence the curse of the Sonichu Medallion is very real, as Meowthkip has confirmed she owns the forsaken artifact.

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Towards the end of her time moderating Kiwi Farms, she would personally involve herself with various lolcows, including running a Discord server where she would invite lolcows featured on the Tumblr board to stage a form of intervention. This is demonstrated below, where Meowthkip tried to help a lolcow known for sending violent death threats and celebrating the rape of a woman he disliked, inviting and giving him advice on this Discord server while engaging in a voice chat call with him.

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A little while before she left the forum, she decided to link her personal blog which used a username she shared with her Twitter profile (among other things, including the tag she would use for drawing violent pornography) on her Kiwi Farms profile directly.

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As of now, her blog contains a Q&A where she makes it explicitly clear the connection between her "Cat Bountry" and Kiwi Farms username is genuine.

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That is, if the fact she used the "Cat Bountry" handle to post drawings of her Kiwi Farms namesake being sodomized by Sonichu wasn't evidence enough.

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Beyond this, she claims the ex who groomed her had a general disposition which was too similar to the kinds of communities she would see on 4chan's /pol/ board, which is theorized she potentially believed was mirrored in the Kiwi Farms userbase, spurring a growing resentment over time.

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Her earlier posts on the same blog also prove Isreal is the individual who groomed her, as she makes this statement before she realized the extent of abuse in her relationship with him:

He’s been my best friend for over half the time I’ve been alive on this earth, since we met in 2002. There are so many amazing and wonderful things I would have never been able to experience were it not for him coaxing me out of my shell and encouraging my creative pursuits. He’s been my biggest cheerleader (behind only my Dad) and is always looking out for opportunities for me, convinced I’m really going to make a name for myself someday. He’s my best friend, closest confidant, my hypeman, my sort-of boyfriend, my muse and my favorite person to pick on. If circumstances were different, I would have probably married the dude by now. He’s one of the most important people in my life and I wanted to let him know how much I love and appreciate him.
L’chaim, Israel. Mazel Tov.

When she finally broke up with him, she celebrated by drawing her fursona killing and eating his. Naturally.

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It is important to note Meowthkip may not be a reliable narrator in this regard, so the information regarding her relationship with the man she accuses of being a groomer should be taken with a grain of salt, especially given her admitted lack of evidence beyond her own word.

What can be directly observed, however, is how Meowthkip is notably defensive about her violent and pornographic art, as shown by this aside in her tirade against readers pointing out the hypocrisy in her alleging she was against Kiwi Farms but never used her position to influence it. At the end of this rant, Meowthkip dubiously claims her grotesque and reprehensible drawings were only created during her "edgy" days from 2008.

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This is a demonstrably false statement, as she has made pornography based on media which came out only a few years ago, including erotica written within the very same month as the time of writing which contains tags such as "torture," "child abuse," "pedophilia," "necrophilia," and "sexual abuse."

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Unsurprisingly, Meowthkip potentially still visits Kiwi Farms despite her dismissal of it. Given how she has responded to a few posts from Kiwi Farms reposted on Twitter, she now reacts with what appears to be an adversarial demeanor towards the forum.

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In a completely shocking twist, all of Meowthkip's attempts at appearing as a good ally was not received well initially, as there exists a Tumblr blog made specifically to document the statements Meowthkip has made on and off Kiwi Farms which are abhorrent to the Tumblr community.

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Coupled with everything else, it is uncertain if Meowthkip will ever be welcomed into either Kiwi Farms or the Tumblr/Twitter community given the minimal engagement she gets on all platforms, but despite all her posturing while claiming her critics are simply projecting their insecurities onto her, the cavalcade of horrendous art and information she has disclosed about herself unprompted makes any integration into a new circle unlikely, even ignoring her original position as a moderator for Kiwi Farms.

Below is the information gathered and organized by @Gremperor, taken from this thread's original first post unaltered.




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Creepy porn: (Archive)
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Highlights include:
  • Jew goblins cutting off dicks to mount on a menorah
  • Deformed Eraser head baby sucking a dick (it doesn't look like a baby but still vile)
  • Decapitated spy from TF2 blowjob
  • Lots of faggot musicians she likes having homo sex
  • Lots of homo shit in general, unsurprising for an aspiring pooner
  • Prolapse porn
  • Anthropomorphic planes, the janny special

Creepy Fanfics: (Archive)
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Highlights include: Torture, Prostitution, ugly bastard, Murder, Necrophilia, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Implied/Referenced Pedophilia, and worst of all... Misgendering.

https://www.teepublic.com/user/catbountry (Archive)
https://www.youtube.com/user/seaweedprincess (Archive)
https://www.weasyl.com/~catbountry (Archive)
https://archiveofourown.org/users/CatBountry (Archive)
https://catbountry.newgrounds.com/ (Archive)
http://catbountry.home.blog/ (Archive)

The face of autism:



(this video is her and two other nerds reading fanfic to an almost empty room)
 
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From the blog she links in that image and the blog linked within the blog:

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The real reason I haven't decided to come out as nonbinary is because it would ruin the joke about my corgsona's pink bow being the sole gender signifier on her character.​

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It's been pink since 2010, it wouldn't feel right to change it. What, you want me to use purple or something?

... I guess also this is an official announcement that I don't mind people using they/them pronouns with me. I am the most non-committal she/they enbie, I guess. But I also feel an attachment to womanhood? But I like androgyny and gender nonconformity? Am I just kind of genderweird because of autism? I dunno, but I guess I'm going with it.

I've blogged about my feelings towards my gender identity last year,so this shouldn't come as a surprise to anyone paying attention. Long story short is, I saw so many enbies describe their feelings about their genders and had the thought of "that's stupid, I feel that way, does that make me nonbinary? Isn't that kind of normal?"

So close to getting it. LOL

So uh... yeah. She/they. Not a whole lot else is gonna change but fuck it.

Happy pride, everybody.
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[QUOTING 'June 16th, 2023 at 11:58PM']

I’m still thinking about this, and really, I think the biggest reason I don’t identify as enbie is that I’m fine with my pronouns and my name. If I changed either, I’d probably forget and be confused and I’d go back to normal because it’s what I’m used to. Practically nothing would change and I really wouldn’t see the point as openly identifying myself as such if I don’t have a preference towards using “they/them.” I mean, I guess if you want to use it for me, that’s fine, but I’m used to she/her. I have absolutely no problem with it. People have used “he/him” on me in public, mistaking me for a trans man, or perhaps a very shapely cis male child. I feel bad when people use those pronouns for me because I know they’re trying to be supportive and they’re usually very polite and seem very sweet, but it was something I preferred to smugly correct people who came across as more sheltered or conservative when they saw me presenting all androgynous or butch, and have a little giggle afterwards. Now, it’s not fun, even if they’re still making assumptions about my gender identity. Christ, I can see why some people have those pronoun pins now.

So really, I’m thinking what’s the point of changing my label if my name, my pronouns, and my presentation all remain the same? I don’t have any kind of body dysphoria. I just feel most comfortable presenting butch, and I present butch so hard that I get clocked for being a lesbian or a trans man. But I kind of vibe with the idea of being nonbinary because regardless of whether I continue to identify as cis, or change to being enbie, I am most comfortable when I’m seen as androgynous. I’d rather have somebody have a crush on me because they like me as a person, rather than observing my appearance or the shape of my body and seeing it as female and just being like AWOOGA A GIRL??? I don’t mind being seen as a woman or a girl though, but I think I might have some hesitancy to allow myself to be seen as sexually desirable… but most of that boils down to anxiety. If I could somehow be assured that every single guy that flirted me was not some sort of weird creepo, I’d probably be more comfortable with it, but given just how badly I feel I’ve been burnt over my previous relationship… I’m kinda scared. And I don’t want to always be fearing the worst and potentially pass up on somebody that could make me happy, but only if I found just the right guy that just… I dunno… clicks.

Sorry. This is something I have been thinking about lately, my relationship with my own gender. I don’t really know if there’s a clear-cut answer. I’ve pondered it several times, but also it doesn’t feel like something I want to proclaim to the world and slap that on my chest as my label because I still very strongly identify with the female experience. Also, a part of me really likes it that cis people are comfortable enough to break rules with gender roles and presentation. I think that’s based, actually? Especially if they’re also straight. It kind of holds up a lot of these cultural norms and expectations as just a thing we made up, and that there aren’t any rules. There shouldn’t be any rules about who gets to do what with their body. It makes me feel comfortable continuing to just say I’m a cis, straight woman, even though I don’t look like one. But I guess that’s the point… what does a cis, straight woman look like? What does a lesbian look like? A trans man? A non-binary person? Yeah, obviously the trans men are the ones with the highest likelihood of having beards. But if you’re nonbinary and you have your breasts removed but never take any hormones… that’s gender affirming care, isn’t it? Sometimes I think about how I’d like a breast reduction. That I’d probably feel more comfortable with myself if my tits were smaller. Not gone. Just smaller.

It’s a lot to think about, but I think I’ll land on something eventually. For now, I’m going to turn it over in my mind. I’ve always been the type of person who does certain things out of practicality or utility, and I’m more thinking of the function of the label itself, and how much it would affect my day-to-day life, or my interpersonal relations. I’m not transitioning to anything. I have just always been like this and I’m wondering if that alone is enough where I could be like “hey, I’m enbie!” But also I don’t want to have to try and explain what a nonbinary person is to my mom because she’s going to act all weird about it, and even if I did decide to have that label, I don’t really see much point in telling her. It’d be something that I’d be open about with my friends, or the sister who lives with me. I don’t think I would buy pride-flag pins. I dunno, I’d rather have dumb pins that are referencing things that I like or things I find funny. I don’t know. I think I’m probably overthinking this.

Gender is a fuck.
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This is the third time I am writing this post because I feel like the idea I’m trying to convey keeps slipping away from me as I keep piling on context, and really, all it is… is just making excuses. I held transmed beliefs and questioned the validity of nonbinary gender identities back on Kiwi Farms. Now, I feel like if circumstances were slightly different, I probably would identify as enby.

Honestly.

The only reason I don’t is because my feelings towards being a woman are pretty neutral. All of my problems I had in regards to gender growing up was not so much being a girl, but being constantly told by other girls and older women that I was being a girl wrong. Being a woman is perfectly fine with me; it’s the sexism and policing of what is acceptable gender expression I have a problem with.

I don’t think I can fully identify as queer, even though most of my friends are and I feel like they get me, so I feel perfectly at home. At the end of the day, I am fine with being a woman, and I am exclusively attracted to men. And I hate to say it, but it’s cis men and maybe AMAB enbies who are okay with presenting more masculine. I just really, really like dicks. I don’t really like vaginas, even though I imagine most people who would look at me and how I dress myself would assume that I am. And I know this, because I have been called homophobic slurs in public.

Is simply being gender nonconforming enough to be queer? I’m not sure, because I don’t know if I’d ever be in a relationship that would be in danger because of legislation being passed. I could, however, see myself getting shit for my gender presentation, because I get people trying to clock me as either a trans man at the start of their transition or genderqueer. I’m in a pretty blue state, in a college town, surrounded by a lot of people younger than me who are overall much more accepting than I had been at their age, though, so realistically, I’m probably not in danger of being targeted for possibly being queer. Would that make me queer adjacent, though? I don’t fucking know, but at the same time… I feel at home hanging around a bunch of queer folks. One of my friends joked that I’m straight, but I’m pretty gay about it. There are a lot of times where I will feel like one of the only cishet people in a group. Maybe it’s because I’ve refused to give up the general subculture aesthetic and have been wearing graphic tees, ripped jeans and Chuck Taylors since high school, and I’m not going to stop anytime soon. I still get mistaken for being in my 20’s so I am going to ride that shit into the ground, baby.

Things have changed a lot. Culture has changed. The internet has changed. I’ve changed. Everybody’s on the goddamn internet now, including a lot of people who seem utterly clueless about its culture and history. I don’t have anybody in my circles of friends that would ever identify as “anti-SJW” anymore. There is no debate in any of the circles I’m in on the validity of trans people at all, or nonbinary people. I look to those who I might have either associated with loosely or engaged with their content, and they just seem like they spiraled into increasing extremism, and for many of them, it doesn’t seem like it’s just to keep the grift going. They’re true believers. And a part of me finds it kind of sad, actually, because they’re going to just be miserable fucks for the rest of their lives if they keep their current trajectory. The momentum of the trans rights movement is not going to stop. Normies are getting sick of politicians focusing on transgender people. And within the trans community itself, the infighting has pretty much stopped because of just how tight the screws are being turned as conservatives go all out on the last socially acceptable group they can go against. They’re being much more blatant about their bigotry in a way that’s so flagrant, it would have been unthinkable ten years ago. We’ve got bigger problems.

Why am I even writing all of this out? I don’t know. It’s not like these posts are going to show up on Google when people look me up and see “callout” after my username in the suggestions. But it’s important to me to map out these thoughts, I suppose, because actually changing means a lot more than grovelling and saying sorry to be accepted by people who wouldn’t be willing to hear me out in the first place. I don’t even think I fully regret being on Kiwi Farms; I more regret sticking around as long as I did, and if you’ve been paying attention to me posting about major life events I’ve been dealing with recently, you may have noticed I kind of have a problem with sticking around toxic people or places out of some misplaced sense of loyalty.

I guess I’m just stubborn.

TL;DR I feel pretty bad about not believing nonbinary identities weren’t valid because I feel like I almost kind of sort of feel that? Also trans rights forever and ever,
 
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I feel pretty bad about not believing nonbinary identities weren’t valid because I feel like I almost kind of sort of feel that? Also trans rights forever and ever
:wow: that's an awful lot of autistic navel gazing.
The only reason I don’t is because my feelings towards being a woman are pretty neutral. All of my problems I had in regards to gender growing up was not so much being a girl, but being constantly told by other girls and older women that I was being a girl wrong.
Now look at her! She sure proved them wrong! :roll:
 
The title of this thread reminds me of an old soviet joke about jews:
- Is it true that Abramovich won 100 rubles playing poker yesterday?
- True, absolutely true. Except it wasn't poker, it was the lottery, it wasn't 100 rubles, it was only 1. And he didn't win, but lost them.
 
I don’t even think I fully regret being on Kiwi Farms; I more regret sticking around as long as I did, and if you’ve been paying attention to me posting about major life events I’ve been dealing with recently, you may have noticed I kind of have a problem with sticking around toxic people or places out of some misplaced sense of loyalty.
50 bucks says xhe is going to write the exact same thing about the faggot "community" in a decade.

New archive since the last one was from 2019 and didn't include any of the KF stuff.
 
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