I know this is a very nebulous question and possibly the wrong thread, but seeing all of these tranny AGP horrorshows is so fundamentally baffling. It might just be an aspect of (severely narcissistic) male sexuality that just defies my understanding - but how the fuck do you end up being attracted to yourself?? Like, even if it's a heavily filtered, feminized version of yourself, it's the basic premise I just don't understand. I know they call it erotic target inversion or something in psychobabble, but like... how?? Why?? It's glaringly obvious that's what's going on, but how do you end up in a place where you look in a mirror and want to fuck what you see? What does it even feel like, is it inherently different to experiencing attraction towards others because it's inward-facing?
I know troons love to cope by saying that women think they look good all the time and that's the same thing, but it's really not. I've looked in the mirror before a night out and thought I looked nice plenty of times, sure, but not once have I or any actual woman I know experienced arousal in such a context. That is 110% deviant coomer shit.