Jerry Peet / Lily Orchard / Lily Peet / Valkyrstudios / Bhaalspawn / Tara Callie / "Mod Ebara" - Sociopath writer of pedophile fanfiction and cartoon reviews, faked getting raped to force a divorce, then mobbed and gaslit their ex off Tumblr, satanist neoliberal of the MovieSlob variety, also wants to fuck dogs and/or pokemon

This drawing is so cool. I especially like how neither of these characters have any distinguishing characteristics so you can't tell them apart besides different outfits. It's like Mikay took inspiration from the 80's TMNT where the turtles all looked the same besides their headband color.

No, seriously, does anyone know which one is the Avatar? Is she the big spoon or little spoon?
 
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so i never really said this publicly buuut. Lily inadvertently confirmed to me when she actually started raping me in my sleep with her little video. Her little "when courtney was 13 she walked into my room and raped me and it went on for a year" tells me that she started raping me in my sleep when i was 13, she 14. And it only stopped because and when i got my door lock a year later when i was 14 and she 15. im accusing her of 7 years of abuse and her DARVO only accuses me of one year of rape. That tells me exactly when you started raping me Lily. You done goofed goof

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It's wild watching people try and claim the sibling affection video is "creepy." Like, do y'all really have absolutely NO friends?
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This is in response to a video about how you should give your brother a hug. If you think this way, you need psychological help.
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I've had a lot of coping mechanisms over the years but my current one is probably my favourite: Making terrible, dark jokes about my trauma and making everyone else go
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One thing nobody tells you about childhood trauma is that while it never really leaves you, there's a point where you've processed everything you can in therapy and you're left with this oddly light feeling. Like you're at the Acceptance stage of grief and now you're just really introspective.

My anger toward a lot of the people who hurt me over the years has burned away. I've gone past the point of rage and I've been unpacking motivation and cause. It's not as immediately emotionally vindicating, but it's more useful to preventing future harm to others.

Not that this ever works, because you can try and warn others from falling into the same traps and pitfalls you did, but everyone is convinced their situation is unique and special.
 
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I didn't even finish the clip before typing this because I have some grievances.

Not even Lauren Faust liked the premise of a gitls' toy show because she felt that they didn't do the job of appealing to younger girls; they lack a plot, much unlike boys' toy shows; Transformers save the world but Strawberry Shortcake gets to have a tea party. The appeal of this gen was that it didn't only primarily target little girls but was just broad enough to pique the interest of anyone regardless of age or sex even if the show's premise wasn't normally what you watched, which was one of Faust's gripes about previous installments of the franchise in that the perceived girliness and lack of a plot was frustrating. So, yeah, I hate to say it but the bronies are kind of right with this one. It pains me to physically type that. I'm not knowledgeable enough with MLP's previous generations but I did remember that Lauren Faust had literally the same grievances Lolo is criticizing the brony fandom for having.
I'm so glad you jumped on this because I'm just so baffled by this lol.

I adored MLP Gen 3... When I was like 8 years old. FIM isn't my cup of tea but it takes all of 2 minutes to assess that FIM was run by a creative while G3 just fulfilled its role as a toy ad. I have all of the nostalgia bias one can have, to the point that despite being too old for it at the time, I pouted about my childhood fave not being in FIM lmao.

You can def see where she's just borrowing directly from Lily. Time to be contrarian and sing the praises of bland media for very young children all while ignoring any actual context around its development.

I'm always amazed at how much Lily is able to influence the people around her despite being so abrasive and uncharismatic.
 
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This drawing is so cool. I especially like how neither of these characters have any distinguishing characteristics so you can't tell them apart besides different outfits. It's like Mikay took inspiration from the 80's TMNT where the turtles all looked the same besides their headband color.

No, seriously, does anyone know which one is the Avatar? Is she the big spoon or little spoon?
I think the one with the stupid ^_^ face is Niva so she's the small spoon. But either way, it's kinda hilarious just how they both don't have any defining characteristics. Even if you've never watched Avatar, you know who Aang is because of his distinct design. The sisters look like background characters and my god I genuinely hate them. How can you look at a show and go "Mm this is good but I wish Game of Thrones was a little more whimsical and episodic."? Lily, please write something with an actual plot, I can't take it anymore.

You can def see where she's just borrowing directly from Lily. Time to be contrarian and sing the praises of bland media for very young children all while ignoring any actual context around its development.

I'm always amazed at how much Lily is able to influence the people around her despite being so abrasive and uncharismatic.
It's a bit depressing how Mikaila and Lolo slowly turned into Lily copies. I remember when Mikaila was called out for stealing art all I could think of was, "Wow. Mikaila sounds literally like how Lily does." It didn't help that Lily made an entire video about how she used someone's art without permission in the past and the same rhetoric was being spouted too.

Then I realized something that was partially the reason for why I stopped engaging with Lily - I was growing bitter too. There was this lengthy period where I couldn't watch anything without critically analyzing it, even shows that I liked a lot and had no issue with in the past. It made me pretty damn bitter and miserable the way I took apart the narrative instead of having fun with what I was viewing, and if I really liked something I was scared of what that said about me as a person. This also extended to my writing where none of it satisfied me because I kept overanalyzing it too. Lily is in a fun position of lording herself as the ultimate leftist while also only solely delving into cartoons so her audience can forever be made up of impressionable kids or grown-ups who never actually grew up. But when her kid audience inevitably grows up, either they recognize how much she sucked or they become the latter part of her audience.
 
Looks like she's trying to do damage control again from all the eyes on her after the Delicious in Dungeon videos-- she deleted it.View attachment 6134149
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Delicious in Dungeon is One of the Shows of All Time​

Video Original May 6, 2024
Video Redux May 18, 2024

She also took down her large Kingdom Hearts video. I do not have a local copy. Apologies.

Speaking of:
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Is Wholesome Media Bad For You
Duration: 17:15 Minutes.
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She does not know where she's going with this. Smiling Friends thumbnail was bait.

Incest Mentions: 4
Courtney Mention: 1
Yahtzee Joke Stolen: 1 (Weebs. The world loves anime it just doesn't like you, nobody likes you.)

Her Thesis:
It is not the things you like that make people dislike you, you are the reason people dislike you - Lily Orchard 2024
It's just another video about how she was never wrong about a media take.
She is still upset about Hiding in Private, using a voice clip of his video.
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Also, abusive delusional women with a brother complex, who may or may not have consumed human flesh don't look like [THIS] they look like [THIS].
Lily has overstepped and will regret this line. Courtney is her new Josh crying in a bathtub.
 
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Hi, Please Read Before Interacting​

  1. Please don't bother me about the people harassing me. I'm not interested in engaging with them any more.
  2. All claims about me are false.
  3. Harassment will not be acknowledged.
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All the comics are still in my DMs with Mikaila, it's just a matter of taking the time to go through them.
I probably won't reupload all of them. Some story arcs (Violate being a big example) just straight up didn't work, and others were a lot of "Me processing how I experience affection for people at a time where I was really self-concious about it" that made sense at the time, but reuploading it feels weird 6 years and much better relationships later.
And some comics from when the ask box was open were repurposed generic drawings, and those are unrecoverable. But I doubt anyone really cares about those honestly.
Once I can be bothered to recover the comics, I might just make a downloadable archive. If we restart Madhouse it's going to be a soft reboot picking up where the other left off with a bunch of retcons to service more interesting ideas.
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My fuckinggggg goddddd she only has 4 points when talking about literally anything. We fucking get it, Steven Universe is Nazi propaganda and you did nothing wrong for negatively talking about it and TCOOAL is so disgusting, yet you can't stop talking about it and playing it on stream. These types of videos are the worst, even for Lily's standards. The ones where she bitches and moans about "fandom" then says rebuttals to arguments no one in "fandom" has ever fucking said is the worsttttt. She makes arguments against herself.
 
For ease of searching for thread reading people:

Delicious in Dungeon is One of the Shows of All Time​

Video Original May 6, 2024
Video Redux May 18, 2024

She also took down her large Kingdom Hearts video. I do not have a local copy. Apologies.

Speaking of:
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Is Wholesome Media Bad For You
Duration: 17:15 Minutes.
Original Link
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She does not know where she's going with this. Smiling Friends thumbnail was bait.

Incest Mentions: 4
Courtney Mention: 1
Yahtzee Joke Stolen: 1 (Weebs. The world loves anime it just doesn't like you, nobody likes you.)

Her Thesis:

It's just another video about how she was never wrong about a media take.
She is still upset about Hiding in Private, using a voice clip of his video.
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Lily has overstepped and will regret this line. Courtney is her new Josh crying in a bathtub.
I think it's funny that he brings up some book I had to google that has like 6000 ratings (aka jack shit) like how exactly do you know about this book other than your obvious incest fetish Jerry? Dude is fucking terrible at hiding it.
Also this video was the most schizo ramble thing I've ever watched.
 
For ease of searching for thread reading people:

Delicious in Dungeon is One of the Shows of All Time​

Video Original May 6, 2024
Video Redux May 18, 2024

She also took down her large Kingdom Hearts video. I do not have a local copy. Apologies.

Speaking of:
View attachment 6134186
Is Wholesome Media Bad For You
Duration: 17:15 Minutes.
Original Link
View attachment 6134188
She does not know where she's going with this. Smiling Friends thumbnail was bait.

Incest Mentions: 4
Courtney Mention: 1
Yahtzee Joke Stolen: 1 (Weebs. The world loves anime it just doesn't like you, nobody likes you.)

Her Thesis:

It's just another video about how she was never wrong about a media take.
She is still upset about Hiding in Private, using a voice clip of his video.
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Lily has overstepped and will regret this line. Courtney is her new Josh crying in a bathtub.
Is Lily even capable of making a coherent video anymore? Or is she just shitting things out to make money at this point? Low-effort, low-thought slop with no message, no thesis, no entertainment value--it's just white noise about some fandom drama or personal drama that makes no sense to anyone just clicking on her videos for the first time.
 
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It is getting worse.

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The Sibling Affection video was my favourite to release because there were so many people going "wait I can gush about my brother/sister without some sad sack giving me the side eye?!" And then dumped the most heartfelt monologues into my comments section.
Fuck the emotionally constipated weirdos.
Normalize 👏 Adoring 👏 Your 👏 Siblings
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BLOCKTUBE - FIX YOUTUBE​

Blocktube is an extension that lets you block channels and individual videos from appearing on Youtube at all. I know a lot of my viewers get spam-recommended raging response videos every time they watch my content, this should help you mitigate that.

How old was that video? Do you remember the title specifically?
The Legacy of Kingdom Hearts

I found a screencap I took.
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I'm feeling suicidal just having to read SU discourse from Lily in 2024. But it's a decent place for me to get most of my grievances with her stupid racial takes out.

First of all, pure irony to call Hiding in Private as being uncritically devoted to a show that ended ten years ago but Lily is still fucking talking about it and the criticisms she got for being clearly bad faith years after the fact. I'm losing my mind. She is never going to let SU go. Rebecca Sugar, if you're reading this, please do not make a new cartoon, Lily is gonna pop a brain vessel.

Alright, so, I'm a black woman so I can certainly vouch for myself and many circles I'm in that Garnet has gotten damn near universal praise. I'm not gonna deny there hasn't been some backlash, because there's that one article Lily immediately thought was every black person's consensus because we're totally a hivemind, but Garnet as a character has received a lot of praise. You see many black women who poof up their hair like hers, many speak about how she breaks down the strong black woman stereotype, and I hope I don't lose anyone here but generally Garnet is believed to be a great character. You cannot fact-check these things, but neither can you fact-check that all the right-wingers beating down SU stopped existing to gripe over Star Wars.

I also want to point out how interesting it is to accuse the characterization of a black character as racist when Ian Jones-Quartey was quite literally the fucking co-developer of the show, and also Estelle would have had to be made known of many of the writing decisions, as she collaborated frequently with Sugar on music. It's also just telling in general how the scrutiny is never on Ian Jones-Quartey despite him being, again, the fucking co-developer.

And also also, the prevailing attitude that Pearl is white and Amethyst is Latina or black is funny - Deedee Magno Hall is Filipino. Michaela Dietz is Korean. The whole "coding" thing makes little sense to me as Garnet is a literal shade of magenta but is understood to be black, but nope, Pearl is shaded white so she has to be white and Amethyst is piggish and sassy and abrasive so she has to be black. But that doesn't fit the argument that all black women are abused and mistreated in the show.

Lily, if you read this, look. Having two black friends on standby to feed you your opinions is not as progressive as you think it does. Just call me a slur next time, it feels far less dehumanizing than to be used as an argument because one showrunner pissed on your crops and killed your dog.

Last thing, here, but when I read about interviews from Sugar I never not feel bad for her. If I ever got this much backlash for a relatively harmless show, I'd honestly never recover. Lily is just so hateful solely because Sugar is a successful queer woman who didn't make a career out of being bitter and spiteful. Good on her, but it just makes me feel bad when I read articles on her about how she feels about the show and the passion is so innocentlike and meant a lot to her and it juxtaposes with the horrible insults Lily was spewing at her and continues to years later. All over a fucking cartoon.
 
Anon is back on.

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Nooblord9001/Veolynn is not a sockpuppet
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The three-hit combo of my creepy, junkie sister resurfacing and digging up a lot of buried trauma like a scarifier in a forest, having to work on the Shock Value video, and going over Avatar discourse made me come to absolutely despise the way siblings treating each other like garbage is normalized.
And you know me: Be the change you want to see in the world and all that.
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The ones where she bitches and moans about "fandom" then says rebuttals to arguments no one in "fandom" has ever fucking said is the worsttttt. She makes arguments against herself.
A lot of lolcows tend to have the same tendencies. It's easier to strawman criticism than to take it in stride or even interact with the fandom you're making fun of.
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Ironically this is the only artwork of Avatar Niva I've ever seen where her sister isn't present, and what do you know her personality basically turns off.
I'm kinda glad they're just clickbait, I don't want Lily touching Smiling Friends with a ten foot poll tbh
I have bad news
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...where's her other leg!
i assume it's not a one giant leg but a very bad looking dress she's wearing? i'm more concerned with the other sister's clothes. like what it this? leggings + sleeveless shirt? that's not even close to what anyone in LoK wore (no seriously check character designs everyone wears baggy pants). it looks awkward (because with those knee lines and color it looks she doesn't even wear pants!)...... and it doesn't tell us anything about the character (i still don't know who is who). was it so difficult to google some references?

also found some old "suggestive" pony art from MK
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Niva herself. No contest.
Niva is a straight up aversion of Avatar's most common trope. Most Avatars dislike their role as the Avatar but grow into it eventually. Korra is delighted to be the Avatar from start to finish. But Niva hates being the Avatar and she doesn't come to accept it.
Niva would be an utterly unlikeable character to most of Avatar's fanbase. She starts out a skittish coward. While be eventually learns to stand her ground, her ground is "leave me the fuck alone."
Travelling the world doesn't make her care any more about it. It makes her care about the dozen people she befriended along the way, but in terms of the internal power struggles of the six nations, she doesn't really care. She abandons the United Republic entirely over a personal slight.
Niva as a fully realized Avatar is straight up Chaotic Neutral. She's aloof, selfish, and closed off. She goes from being unable to make friends to being uninterested in making friends. She has a few friends around the world, but she only travels with one. She acts when she is personally threatened.
She ends up writing off the United Republic entirely and ignoring all their pleas for help over a personal slight made by the press, and her primary efforts as the Avatar are ensuring her sister isn't forgotten by history and building something to ease the stress for her successor.
Niva only takes her role as the Avatar seriously because Lavi wants her to. Without Lavi, Niva would have become a lot more jaded a lot faster.
She isn't a heroic character, and she doesn't grow into a heroic character. Few people really like her and the only one who would claim she's great is her sister, who thinks she's the coolest person in the world. But Lavi gets to see sides of Niva that Niva straight up refuses to show anyone else. She's more than fine with the rest of the world disliking her.
Granted Niva's actions do result in her successor, Ykoma, being a much better Avatar than she ever was, but a lot more useful support.
So yeah if that were a series, I think most people would despise Niva. They'd probably consider her the worst character ever written.
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I think it's an idea attractive with people who have never experienced trauma, and people who haven't done the work to recover from it.
Trauma influences everything about you. Not just on the macro level like PTSD, but on the micro level. It influences your opinions and beliefs. People who were abused by teachers tend to be extremely unsympathetic when teachers complain about "difficult children."
I have a LOT of opinions formed because of trauma. And I still have them despite recovering because the opinions are about the things that the trauma happen in the first place.
The reason I hate this idea that "siblings are supposed to bicker and fight" is because that attitude is the reason my sister got away with everything she did. Because "siblings fight all the time, and Lily's the 'bad kid' anyway so..."
It's why I hate "Cycle of Abuse" storytelling, because it's a real attitude people have and it means abuse victims aren't taken seriously if they don't fit a certain mold.
The problem with how we write trauma is the little nuances that are all very important are left out because the writers don't know shit. Take this
And personality traits that developed a result of said trauma being portrayed as flaws to overcome?
Here's what that actually is: Survival strategies that have to be unlearned when you're no longer in the situation that required them in the first place.
Doesn't that sound a lot better?
Hire people who have experience with trauma who aren't still in the "still waiting for my abuser to clean up their mess" phase.
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An Avatar Niva vignette that's never seen the light of day. It's an AU where Niva was taken by the White Lotus and Lavi comes home to find her sister gone.
Cut five years later, Lavi finds her and breaks her out of the compound at the South Pole, and the two go on the run. But five years in isolation has done a lot of damage to Niva and she's reclusive, constantly on edge and possessive.
After another five years, Lavi has to accept she can't help Niva on her own and in fact trying to do that has only made those problems worse. She brings her to one of the Air Temples to seek help and protection. The rest of it is the both of them going through air nomad style trauma counselling. It's all very sad.
I wrote it during a week where I was like "I wanna write something really fucking sad, but with a good ending."
No it will never be posted. This was for me
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People who don't have siblings and people who had siblings who treated them like garbage seem to think affection between siblings is 'weird' because they never saw it.
People with affectionate siblings and people whose siblings were outright abusive and cruel tend to believe the opposite.
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Thanks Anon. I'll be fine, I've been in therapy since I was twenty, but I appreciate it.
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