Jerry Peet / Lily Orchard / Lily Peet / Valkyrstudios / Bhaalspawn / Tara Callie / "Mod Ebara" - Sociopath writer of pedophile fanfiction and cartoon reviews, faked getting raped to force a divorce, then mobbed and gaslit their ex off Tumblr, satanist neoliberal of the MovieSlob variety, also wants to fuck dogs and/or pokemon

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I've read a couple of the Avatar Niva vignettes and the hypothetical show sinopsis and I think Lily is projecting in both sisters at different times.

At first is clear to me Niva is supposed to be Courtney. She is skittish, anxious, younger and completely dependant on her older sister. She is also quite child like in a way, with her clingyness to her sister and her oversized clothes.

In contrast Lavi is the cool older sister and all Lily aspires to be. Lily is obsessed with being perceived as pretty and desirable (as seen with all her avatars being drawn as thin women with big boobs and tiny waists, when she doesn't look like that at all) so Lavi is attractive and always being successful with girls. Lily also likes to present herself as a kind and loving person, so Lavi is always patient with Navi even with her outbursts. She is also quite maternal, understanding Niva better than their mother, which Lily also yearns for.

Lavi also has much more freedom than Navi, being able to socialize, connect with people and have romantic relationships. Meanwhile, Niva can't function without her and doesn't have any interest in anyone that isn't her sister (which means she will never abandon Lavi).

But then, things start to change. Niva starts to master her powers and Lavi becomes more and more useless. In one of the finales she just sits in a room while her sister fights the big bad. Lavi should also stop getting into relationships, because is either selfish of her or her partners are just jealous bitches that don't truly understand the bond she shares with Niva.

If Lavi is what Lily wants to be on an aspirational level, Niva is what Lily truly desires. Niva is a deeply selfish, cruel person that is incapable of caring about anyone but herself. She also has all these edgy powers that allow her to perform horrible acts of violence of those who she deems deserve it. She also enjoys making them suffer.
Niva is Lily's perfect Mary Sue, because instead of wasting her super cool powers on other people she just does whatever she wants and makes her "enemies" suffer. Lily fundamentally views the act of being nice to others as beneath her.

In the end, after ten years of travelling with her sister and giving up her dream of joining the army, Lavi leaves everything behind again just because Niva asks her too. In the end, her life's purpose is just to be there for her sister, no aspirations, no friends, no relationships, just "unconditional love". That's the happiest ending Lily can imagine. This is her the dream.

She never has to actually get better as a person. She can do whatever she wants, no matter how awful or violent and her actions will have no consequences. She can crush her enemies at will and nobody is more powerful than her. She doesn't need anyone.

And her dear sister will always be by her side, will always love her no matter what. And she will be happy to do so too, that's an important part of the fantasy. She is always willing because this is what's best for both of them. This is true happiness.
 
actually it does seem to be a thing in the avatar world

I'm pretty sure it's not. The 'Japanese legend' being referred to doesn't seem to have any mentions before December 2021, and this looks more like a consequence of the art style being prone to similar facial structure than it is a deliberate choice.

Especially when, for some reason, the reference point is only young Aang, not adult Aang.

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Resemblance isn't exactly uncanny.

the question is WHY does it have to be her sister instead of anyone else? why not give niva a love interest much later in life, why is it her sibling when in every other instance it was a LOVE INTEREST... why does it even have to be pointed out in the first place?? jerry you have dozens of incest allegations you wanna add some more just for fun?

In another context (that is, one where this is actually true) I wouldn't mind this as a little Easter egg. Not everybody needs a love interest and it's kind of sweet to have the 'face of the one you loved the most' not be the obvious object of your romantic affections-- imagine the reincarnation having the face of your daughter, for instance.

The fact that Lily has to specifically mention that all the previous Avatars had the face of their previous lover is where we get right back into skeevy. But again, Lily seems to thrive on exhbitionism and subtly forcing her audience to indulge in her kinks without their consent. 'No guys it's totally innocent, they just love each other as siblings' she says, while writing loving descriptions of how they tenderly caress.

Low stakes stories are fine, but it's weird to set them in a world known for high stake stories because, well, those two things naturally clash. You could probably tell lower stakes stories within the Avatar universe, but those shouldn't revolve around the Avatar. It's like writing a story about someone who wants to learn how to play the flute, but it's set in the world of Pokemon, but the plot never focuses or interacts with Pokemon.

I kind of disagree. Lily originally pitched Avatar Niva as being an anthology where the Avatar would encounter different people around the world and help solve their personal problems. Low-stakes and relaxed, but I can see this working just fine; some of the most beloved stories from the original series were episodes like Tales of Ba Sing Se and Zuko Alone.

Personally I would set this up as having the new characters establish their personal conflict, then the Mysterious Stranger (the Avatar going incognito) would happen to dip into their life and help them out, then disappear on the road again. It sounds like a neat way to build up the world and explore the day-to-day of these civilizations while still using the Avatar as a throughline to give the audience somebody to attach to and follow throughout.

The problem we see here is that this isn't what Lily actually wants to do. All she wants is to tell the same story about these sisters ad nauseam while sometimes changing the scenery. Her vignette about the two deciding to run away and Avatar Journey together is almost beat for beat the same as her original vignette where Niva was thinking about leaving on her own. Every other vignette just circles the drain around 'everybody thinks the sisters are too close, Niva thinks maybe she needs to learn independence, Lavi tells her she doesn't, return to status quo'. Nothing changes, nothing evolves, they just do the same thing over and over and over again, because the only 'story' Lily wants to tell is endless affirmation.
 
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My Father: "I raised my kids just fine."
His Eldest: Raised by the province, joined the Navy, because a conservative.
His Middle Child: Openly preyed on right under his nose, suicidal, hospitalized multiple times, is a recluse
His Youngest: Heroin addiction, brother complex, multiple felonies.
Is a recluse. That part I believe.

Heroin addiction?
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Anonymous asked:
Your and Mr. Enter’s styles are interchangeable.


Girlypop, I've been compared to every Youtuber you're irrationally angry with over my career. I used to get called "The DSP of mlp analysis."
I've heard it all, you aren't creative.
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where tf is the heroin addiction thing coming from??? even if it was true is she trying to use an addiction as a way to put down Courtney??
funny how she only uses one part of my post (the least accusatory might i add) and has nothing to say about her projection on both sisters (the point i was trying to make)

also i find it hilarious how she just keeps on adding on the things Courtney did to her. first she just lied about being raped, the end she was abusive the whole time, then she was the rapist, then she was actually the favorite child and homophobic, now she is a violent crack addict and a felon.

the next thing is going to be how she stalks her and sends shit to her house or something equally insane
 
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really not sure where all these people trying to psychoanalyze you based on your recent writing are coming from. i'd personally be quite embarrassed if i tried to do that directly to a writer without having actually read the work.

anyway i think your stories are super cool and they've inspired me to make my siblings characters even more outwardly affectionate. so thank you for that.

https://www.tumblr.com/roxanne-rainwater
They're writing fanfiction. Everything I do has to circle back to this idea of me as some kind of broken, evil, incestuous super-predator whose crimes are so obviously yet simultaneously impossible to prosecute because of my magical Predator Normalizing powers that all trans women have.
If they had proof I was a predator, they wouldn't need to make these elaborate conspiracy webs.
Lily at least finding her comfort zone again. With eyes on her and more people laughing she's leaning back into her usual:

"It's all a conspiracy to demonize trans people!" Lily The Demon of Incest [Lily you can't watch this one, no dub.] Orchard
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As someone who has a propensity for tragic siblings, I'm so glad you've been banging your drum about affectionate siblings. Wrote a scene of two siblings just cherishing the hell out of each other, regardless of how doomed they are by the narrative, and it made me break down in tears reading my own dialogue. Good sibling banter is powerful.


See the key to tragedy is that if you don't have the joy and fluff and love to surround it with, it doesn't hit as hard.
You have to warm the audience up and lower their guard before you sucker punch them in the stomach.
I wrote something UTTERLY tragic for Niva and Lavi for the server, and they were losing it. I made Mikaila cry just describing it. And it wouldn't have worked if I hadn't so far characterized them as absolutely loving each other.
The server cries over her writing. Would any one care to share?
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So anyway remember the vignette I posted yesterday where Niva purposefully avoids hurting someone who is trying to kill her, and then even goes as far as to let her go?
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I just read and re-read avatar navi breakdown and its one of the best one shots I've read. I was intrigued by Kannah and I found myself both disliking and sympathizing for her, usually with characters similar to Kanna I just end up just disliking or apathetic. But the second part I love is that Navi calls out her sister for stringing a long those girls after the incident with Kannah. You writing how much they care for each other already won me over, but I think this call-out for Lavi about how she treats her relationships is extremely effective as opposed if they weren't as close. I also tried to think of any character who, while not romantically involved with another, call out the person they care about over their flippant attitude over the people they screwed over by not considering their lives and situations and find myself, at best, only able to count on one hand with Navi included. And it especially helps that Lavi does take responsibility for what she did and making steps to not only do that to another person again, but also apologizing the girls she hurt in the past.

Some people claim every pair I write is the same, but they really aren't. Anevay would never call out Sylvanas like this, unhealthy obsessed simp that she is.

ETA: Poppy wants to apologise.
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Basically, it is easier to be cruel & hateful towards someone you have made up a story of abuse about than give them benefit of the doubt. I genuinely want to apologize to Lily Orchard on stream for working with her stalkers. None of them want good things, just harm.
 
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I kind of disagree. Lily originally pitched Avatar Niva as being an anthology where the Avatar would encounter different people around the world and help solve their personal problems. Low-stakes and relaxed, but I can see this working just fine; some of the most beloved stories from the original series were episodes like Tales of Ba Sing Se and Zuko Alone.

Personally I would set this up as having the new characters establish their personal conflict, then the Mysterious Stranger (the Avatar going incognito) would happen to dip into their life and help them out, then disappear on the road again. It sounds like a neat way to build up the world and explore the day-to-day of these civilizations while still using the Avatar as a throughline to give the audience somebody to attach to and follow throughout.
While those are strong stories, I think they work because they aren't really Avatar focused, so it's easier to slip into lower stakes storytelling. Not every Aang centered episode is specifically about world-ending stakes, but they usually play into it in some capacity, even if it's more of a background focus. That's why I think a lower stakes series could work in the world, but it'd benefit from not having the main character be the Avatar. To use a better example than the Pokemon one, it'd be like if someone wrote a family drama/sitcom, but one of the parents was also the President of the United States and it was more of a small, slice of life style story. It'd just feel weird having an episode where the President is focused on helping their kid find the perfect prom outfit instead of doing more presidential things. It could maybe work for an episode or two, but not the whole series.

I think that's part of what they were trying to get across with Aang. Aang would probably love being a Mysterious Stranger who just drifts around from town to town, helping people out and getting into mischief with his friends, but being Avatar just has so many more responsibilities associated with it that make living that sort of life impossible. To use a gaming example, I think it's the reason in Fallout games you're never like, the Overseer or anything, but more or less just some dude on a personal mission who is pretty easily sidetracked.

With Lily specifically, I think the issue is she just wants a character with super OP powers, but still wants to write low stakes, slice of life stories. My solution to that would be use an original setting, where you can design an OP character, but not have it be so vital to the world. To use a Star Wars example, someone that is like...very force sensitive so Jedi/Sith want to recruit them for their order, but said character has no real interest in either group. Neither groups survival/success is necessarily dependent on getting said character, but they're motivated to keep tracking them down and make their life difficult, so older sister takes her on the run and they get into different adventures and what not. But that'd involve actually worldbuilding, which Lily seems very opposed to when she can just take an existing world and make it weird and incesty with her self/sister inserts
 
Watched Sai's coverage of Lily's Wholesome vs Dark media video and it can be summed up as Lily complaining about fandoms and how "what you consume defines you". Ignore that fact that Lily consumes a LOT of incest-related media, that's irrelevant here and definitely isn't a big red flag regarding her sister (you know, the one who's been accusing her of rape).
 
Niva is a deeply selfish, cruel person that is incapable of caring about anyone but herself. She also has all these edgy powers that allow her to perform horrible acts of violence of those who she deems deserve it. She also enjoys making them suffer.
Aaliyah...her sith oc. It's just her sith oc lmao
 
Aaliyah...her sith oc. It's just her sith oc lmao

haven't read her star wars fanfic (it's like 300000 words and I don't hate myself that much ) but i wouldn't be surprised. she loves mary sues and terrible characters.

i knew she basically sends herself all her anon asks but this one is so obvious lmaoo. "two siblings cherising the hell out of each other" no one would say that but you Lily

it's me again :D! how flattering. loving how her defense is one vignette she wrote yesterday (ignore the fact that this vignette introduces the idea that Lavi being in relationships is bad and basically makes clear she has to choose between her partners and Niva). the ending to that vignette is also kinda weird, with Lavi "hugging her favorite person some more" while she postpones writing letters to her exes.

she also re wrote most of what i said and made it sound weird. English isn't my first language so i might be wrong but Lily talks like a fucking autistic robot. everything she says always sound stilted and unnatural, and she tends to repeat the same words/phrases a lot (utterly being one of them) and/or using them wrong (blorbo)
 
Hi, Sai. You can just make an account. We don't bite.

hard :3

I'm pretty sure it's not. The 'Japanese legend' being referred to doesn't seem to have any mentions before December 2021, and this looks more like a consequence of the art style being prone to similar facial structure than it is a deliberate choice.

IT DOESNT MATTER!!!! IT DOESNT FUCKING MATTER!!!! IF ITS CANON TO AVATAR OR NOT!!!! BECAUSE NIVA DOES NOT LOOK LIKE ASAMI!!!!

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AM I GOING CRAZY??? AM I LOSING MY FUCKING MIND???? AM I THE ONE WHO NOTICED THIS??? THIS ISNT CANON INSIDE LILY'S OWN CONTINUITY OH MY FUCKING GOD

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I wasn't here during the Aliana and Rey heyday but it's kind of intriguing how hard Lily pushes back on criticism concerning Niva and Lavi. She had the luxury of writing off critiques of Aliana and Rey as racist and/or Kylo Ren dickriders but here it's really openly transparent how insecure she is of her own writing to target minute criticisms we bring up and conveniently ignore the rest that she can't refute so easily. I'm not sure why this is more of a sore spot than Aliana or Iris and Kiera or even Madhouse but it's funny watching her be so clearly sensitive about it enough to be constantly watching the Farm waiting for the right paragraph she can copy paste and argue against it.
 
i like the usage of passive voice here
Cameron "CHOSE" to join military and be a conservative
Courtney "CHOSE" to become an addict and commit felonies.
but me? bad things were done TO me, not BY. i was suicidal! hospitalizes! boo-hoo
I'm no expert on this, so sorry if I'm being a dumbass.

But with her loud insistence about being native, I find it interesting how quickly she turns to calling her full-blooded sister a druggie and a criminal.

According to the Canadians I know, there's a stereotype over there that natives tend to be well... Drug addicts and criminals that sit around and get welfare.

If I'm not completely off base, it makes me wonder if Lily is doing that on purpose or just reaching for the shit that stigmatizes her the most.
 
Happy 4th!
Have a stream!

Also I somehow missed a stream last Saturday. Fuck me.
Starting off with Baldur's Gate III and then watching A Place Further than the Universe.
Also, I think the ads have been intrusive on a couple occasions. I'll see what I can do about that with a separate download I have and edit them in here later.

ETA: Unfortunately, the Streamlink method doesn't bypass ads. That said, here are clips that contain a few seconds that the phone recordings didn't.
 
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Starting off with Baldur's Gate and then watching A Place Further than the Universe.
Also, I think the ads have been intrusive on a couple occasions. I'll see what I can do about that with a separate download I have and edit them in here later.
Absolute unit as always devil. What little I saw of this one had multiple people on VC, which is always more interesting than her usual peanut gallery. And I think Nooblord even got on VC, which I'm hoping might actually make people believe he's not a sock.

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Sai has matched Lily in views after only one day, while Lily's video has been out for six.
It it more entertaining to laugh at her than to hear her opinions.
 
I wasn't here during the Aliana and Rey heyday but it's kind of intriguing how hard Lily pushes back on criticism concerning Niva and Lavi. She had the luxury of writing off critiques of Aliana and Rey as racist and/or Kylo Ren dickriders but here it's really openly transparent how insecure she is of her own writing to target minute criticisms we bring up and conveniently ignore the rest that she can't refute so easily. I'm not sure why this is more of a sore spot than Aliana or Iris and Kiera or even Madhouse but it's funny watching her be so clearly sensitive about it enough to be constantly watching the Farm waiting for the right paragraph she can copy paste and argue against it.
yeah, the fact she is looking up threads about her and responding to them directly on tumblr is so fucking weird. has she even done this before?

as for why she is so defensive about Niva and Lavi specifically, i really don't know. maybe because Aliana and Rey aren't related and thus they don't really fullfill her incest fetish. maybe she is actually stupid enough to believe she is deflecting criticism and not actually making it worse. maybe she gets off on flaunting her incest fetish to the world.

sai said on her stream that she is talking about incest WAY more after the whole Courtney video and i've also noticed that. she constantly mentions the Coffin of Andy and Ley Ley for example (tho that also is because she has consumed like, 10 pieces of media at most so she constantly brings them up no matter the occasion) and has been talking about incest books lately.

maybe it's all to taunt Courtney but i kinda doubt it. i honestly think this is all just because incest has been on her mind a lot more than usual and her channel is literally just her transforming her stream of consciousness into mediocre videos with no filter. it's not even really a subconscious thing, she has always made videos that way so she doesn't really think about it. she even mentioned her ex fiance on her old Contrapoints video because she was salty
 
i knew she basically sends herself all her anon asks but this one is so obvious lmaoo. "two siblings cherising the hell out of each other" no one would say that but you Lily
He writes sibling affection like puppy dog love.
"I cherish you soo much"
"I cherish you more!"
"Noo I cherish you infinity!"
It's very transparent. He's a sperg who doesn't understand how affection is typically expressed, so he accidentally reveals his ass with moments like this.
 
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