Jerry Peet / Lily Orchard / Lily Peet / Valkyrstudios / Bhaalspawn / Tara Callie / "Mod Ebara" - Sociopath writer of pedophile fanfiction and cartoon reviews, faked getting raped to force a divorce, then mobbed and gaslit their ex off Tumblr, satanist neoliberal of the MovieSlob variety, also wants to fuck dogs and/or pokemon

[Prophetic Spirit]

Hey Sai. How are you doing?
What's your favorite Lily story? Somewhat isn't pure cancer.

 

[ShiftyBoi]

Sai isn't doing a Lily focused stream today, but she's officially admitted to being a farms lurker in today's art stream.

https://www.youtube.com/live/bYw5UseFSNI?si=cT9GTUcuQ3DD2PBj

You got a time stamp for that?

 

[ÁchtunaRoll]

You got a time stamp for that?

1:03:52

Sai will not make an account she is a lurker. That's fine, so long as she is having fun. Keep being yourself Sai. Same with you Crim.

Q&A​

Courtney Peet
1.79K subscribers
Duration 3:05:15

ETA: Anyone can got through this if they want but something caught my ear.

Courtney is calling out my mention of her using Sharp's first name of Tiana during the KP stream, where she opps'd herself.
"I didn't dead name her I named dropped her...."

I'll grant that Courtney may have a pass to use the name Tiana with her aunt, but these are Sharp's words outta Sharp's mouth.

DARRELL CHIPPEWAY: I really like your name Sharp. Is that what your parents named you?

SHARP: Yes. Yes is the short answer. So Sharp is actually my middle name. I have a first name that I no longer use. So, it was my paternal grandfather's only given name. I don't know why they called him sharp. So, when I turned fifty I learned from my father that was supposed to be my first name. The interesting thing is all my life, I love that name, but I was afraid that people would think it was weird, because I grew up in Newfoundland and I had a weird last name and my dad was an Indian and a whole bunch of other stuff that caused me to be very much bullied when I was a child. So when I turned fifty, my dad told me this story that it was actually supposed to be my first name and my mother wouldn't go for it. My wife started a habit -- you know if you've been in a relationship with somebody for a while, you can tune out the sound of their voice, even when they're calling your name. So she had started for about a year before I turned fifty she would say "Sharp!" and the more I heard it, the more I liked it. So when I turned fifty and that combination of that happened I started telling my close inner circle "Could you call me Sharp?" and the more I heard it, the more I liked it and then I just decided, this is my name, this is who I am. I've had a little push back from some people and I still have to keep that other name wish I despise as part of my legal name for now because my dad's an American and his bank account is in the states and when his time comes and I'll have to deal with it and I don't want to have to deal with it with the name change

Sounds like a dead name to me! Sharp despise's it!

 

[GamerGrillOfficial]

1:03:52

Thanks, you beat me to it, I just noticed the reply and was scrubbing through the stream again.

She could just have called Lily a hypocrite, "glass houses" or something if she wanted to call her out for that. Going too far will just feed into Lily's victim narrative. I don't know who she is, but the other guy is definitely a progressive dude, and he reads the room a lot better.

Yeah, probably wasn't the best way to put it. Tho crim is just a little channel that's gotten involved, it's easier to slip up when you're used to not having a big enough platform for anyone to care.

Being a leftist doesn't suddenly free your mind of what people generally consider feminine and masculine either lol. Even if you're trans, you're still raised in the same society as everyone else. You don't even have to go too many pages back on this very thread to see a *lot* worse, and I'm participating in it still, so who am I to judge?

You're for sure correct about it fueling Lily's complex tho. I guess if she takes notice we'll find out

 

[ÁchtunaRoll]

https://twitter.com/LilyValOrchard

Twitter is back.

How hard is it to admit that you were wrong?

Oh Poppy....


ETA:

Easy come easy go.

What is poppyamory?


Short Version: A mentally unwell woman has bad relationships and Drama Whores and abusers thinks that's something to pick apart.
Long Version: As concise as I can manage but be warned, everyone involved in this is a fucking moron.
Poppy (the drama youtuber) has a really odd view of relationships that largely stems from her unwillingness to actually treat and manage her BPD. Poppy seems to believe that her emotional mood swings are unchangeable and unmanagable, and crafts her attitudes and ideas about relationships around it entirely.
For example: Poppy admits to being possessive (exceedingly so, in her own words), but she also claims to be polyamorous. These two things don't go well together. And she even admits to it.

"Does that play well with poly? No. Do I care? No *shit eating grin* I don't give a fuck. It's what my brain needs to feel good!"

Her attitudes about relationships are built around taking the issues caused by her BPD and saying "You gotta deal with that." She doesn't like metamours, she gets possessive, she pushes the idea of "Favourite Person" in regards to BPD which isn't a medically recognized concept, and a lot of her crap about sex and relationships reeks of "chase every high possible with no impulse control at all."
She's a 40 year old woman who talks like a 24 year old who has never had sex before but is convinced we live in a time of rising puritanism. It's all just very... childish.
What Poppy wants from a relationship (even if she doesn't realize it) is a lot of partners for herself, who are exclusive to her. That's not a bad thing to want, if you find people who are down to be consensual concubines then go for it, it's just... good luck finding that lol.
Unsurprisingly, this means Poppy has very intense relationships that end up crashing and burning, as people find her attitude insufferable (and it is, as much as 90% of the stuff around Poppy is made up, her own words paint her as someone who would be exhausting to be around).
Most of this shit started when a partner of hers was going to break up with her, and she freaked out and tried to get them to stay and go on a planned trip. While there they fucked and that didn't fix things and the partner left anyway.
Both of them immediately went on social media to accuse the other of rape, but neither of their stories count as such. Rape by Regret isn't a real thing, and the moment you start getting into technicalities about consent you have to step back and realize whatever line you're pushing is wrong. And both of them escalated their accusations against each other over time and both of them changed their stories constantly.
This led to people tracking and hounding Poppy's twitter, screenshotting every instance of her flirting with someone or making sex jokes as part of some predatory dossier. And yes, there was pedojacketing because of course there was. And it turned into a bunch of people's soap opera for the day.
All of this was exacerbated by Courtney, who tried to spin a narrative about Poppy sending her an incest comic against her will. Of course the actual chat logs show Courtney being openly receptive to it. When caught doing this, she backpedaled to claim "I was lying and using her for her platform!" which... sure Court.
It's a consistent theme of how since Poppy is bad at relationships, people try to spin garbage about her on top of the rather mundane reality of Poppy being both mentally ill and also extremely lazy where self-improvement goes. And when a lot of the escalating accusers are caught lying, they backpedal by saying "Well that wasn't honest" or "I was walking on eggshells around her."
It's pretty standard vindictiveness from a jilted ex.
Everyone sucks here, but the people making Youtube Drama Content out of it suck significantly more. The conversation should have ended at "Don't date this woman until she gets proper therapy."

Anonymous asked:
Don't know if you keep up with it, but I was wondering if you have any opinions on all the "poppyamory" stuff that was going on a few months back?


I was caught up on it a while back and my conclusion was that this is why taking your relationships and interpersonal beef to social media as a harassment campaign is disgusting.

Anonymous asked:
For everything Poppy did to you, you're a lot more forgiving than you deserve to be.


No doubt she would disagree because I think her utter lack of emotional regulation is a problem that she needs to fix on her own.
Most of her problems are caused by her pride and her ego. The tiniest slight has to be held onto forever. Even her "apology" clings to the idea that hyperfixating on me at all wasn't a big mistake that only made things worse for her.
But pull back and look at it objectively, it's just not working. Her attitudes about emotional regulation, BPD, polyamory and relationships aren't resulting in her being happy. They don't work, on a basic fundamental level.
If it did work, she wouldn't be in this problem.
Honestly I see her behavior and it makes me realize how grateful I was my psychiatrist snuffed that ember out before it could catch fire.

Anonymous asked:
Considering all the shit you deal with between the stalkers, the creepy pervs, the Terfy cunts, and Courtney (but I repeat myself) it's a miracle you don't drink constantly fuck.


Why would I drink constantly? I have a wonderful wife, I have friends who love me, I have a brother who cares about me, I have a niece and nephew who love me, I have a job that lets me provide for myself without overworking.
All in all, I'm doing pretty good creepy pervert sister notwithstanding. I can't see a reason why I WOULD need to drink outside of the occasional stressful day.

Anonymous asked:
What do you mean snuffed out?


Trauma shit after the break
So when I was in therapy, Courtney's abuse was a fixture of conversation for a while. And at the time I was full on the "This was directly targeted, and she's a vile inhuman devil spawn!" level of processing trauma.
And it wasn't really helping me.
So my psychiatrist called me out on it. I don't remember the exact words but it was to the effect of
"Lily, you're a smart woman. You know a 13 year old doesn't do something like that on their own. You just refuse to accept it because it means things were bigger than you, that you were severely hurt for reasons other than malice directed at you specifically. Nobody had it out for you, you were just an easy target for whatever they were avoiding dealing with."
It's part of why I've been unpacking the ideology behind things that enable abuse in recent years. How I've had to realize my father's abuse was nothing more than a petty and severe expression of "Well my father was mean to me, why should you be any different?"
How teacher responses to bullying and abuse is little more than an expression of an underpaid and overworked person taking the shortest possible route to making an occupational hazard go away. How they just don't care about the drama between twelve year olds.
It's impersonal, and that's the hardest pill for an abuse victim to swallow.

 

[Mega Black]

Believe all women! Unless that woman was habitually raped as a child by a man pretending to be one. Then we assume the autogynaphiliac freak with a history of obsession over incest rape is totes innocent.

 

[Božidarka]

with a history of obsession over incest rape is totes innocent.

The way Lily vehemently denies writing that mlp incest smut fic despite admitting it in a video is why you shouldn't trust anything Lily says.

 

[ÁchtunaRoll]

Anonymous asked:
Can Cameron get a restraining order against Courtney for his kids? Isn’t wishing them death, and telling Poppy she would “fuck my family if they were hotter” enough? I’m seriously concerned she might act on these statements. I can look for archives if you need them.


It's already being taken care of. Courtney's not getting within a hundred feet of those kids.

Anonymous asked:
How would I go about recovering a deleted fic? There was a fic on fanfiction.net called "The Love We Share" by Niaxi and it's since been deleted and the author is off the grid. How do I recover archives? Should I use the Wayback machine?


If the author removed it, you should respect their wishes and leave it alone.

Lily digging in her heels. She knows she’s wrong but doesn’t care.

Anonymous asked:
The biggest Poppy L has to be the fact she spent years defending Lizzy. Only for Lizzy to turn around and show up in the chat of KP, Brittany’s, and Courtney’s livestream to agree that she’s a sex pest. Her exact words were something along the line of “Poppy tried to flirt with me too.”

Poppy stole art from Kiwi Farms to make a video defending the woman, and that’s the thanks she gets.


Three rapists all agree trans woman is the real problem.
Maybe this is a hot take to the hyperactive psychos that inhabit Twitter, but... being flirted with isn't being a "sex pest."
It's annoying if it's unwanted, but you just say "No" and move on you fucking freaks of nature.

Anonymous asked:
This is a genuine question, not trying to be hostile, but why would you make a review of a series you hadn’t watched in three years? /gen


It was of the movie. That's what they're shrieking "Pool Hopping" over. I had a bit where I pointed out Steven's weird Oedipus cherub painting and went "Becky, da fuq?"
It was painted in Pool Hopping, which doesn't answer the question of "Becky, da fuq?"

Anonymous asked:
You should respect an author if they want to remove something, but if you want to quote someone or use evidence that someone else has produced they can go fuck themselves. Very nice standards there.


"Use evidence someone else has produced" What a strange thing to say

 

[Cloverpuff]

Lily showing her true colors again lmao.

She is all in for disabled and mentally ill people but the moment a woman with BPD platforms her sister this is all because of "splitting" and "emotional disregulation" and she was totally super obssesed with her (and probably attracted to her).

I'm not trying to defend Poppy, she put the interview with Courtney behind a pay wall, is apparently a groomer and a horrible mother.

But you can call out someone without using her mental illness, using terms you don't fucking understand to try and sound smart
and inventing this narrative they're obssesed/attracted to you (Lily tends to do this a lot, she also has done it with Courtney)

Also loving the "a brother who loves me" thing, sure Lily. It's not like he thinks you are a degenerate and votes for people that want everyone who is like you gone

 

[anliteralidiot]

Is there any proof that Lily's talking to Cameron, or is this more fanfiction?

 

[SwanSwanson]

I remember when I listened to this guys legend of korra review, he got to the part where Zaheer helped Korra get over her trauma (Korras trauma was because of Zaheers actions) And Peet got mad stating how he dislikes the trope of "the abuser helping the victim get over it". Firstly, this is a trope? Secondly this feels insane coming from Peet considering what he has done.

 

[Suck the Cock]

For what it's worth, I looked into this person's request. There is a record of this fanfic existing, on the wayback machine (Niaxi's AO3 page) but there's no archive of the fanfic itself. In fact, the author "Niaxi" seems to have deleted at least 6 other fanfics without any archive. It's a shame, and this is why I always make sure to download any fanfic that I read, even if I don't like it. AO3 has a convenient download button that lets you use a bunch of different formats, and text files are so small you could probably store the entire contents of the site on your hard drive. You never know when someone's gonna turn out to be a lolcow and try to DFE.

But, wait a minute...what is this fanfiction about, anyway? We only have a short blurb left, so why was this person interested in it?

A Digimon incest fanfic, of course that would be the sort of thing to appeal to LO fans. Honestly I'm a little suspicious that was a deliberate troll ask by one of us farmers, because it perfectly brings more attention to the Wayback Machine while making Jerry reveal his love for deleting shit and painting all his fans as incest lovers.

 

[masterpiece]

oh my fucking god this bitch is actually retarded

The irony is that my brother claims to be conservative and right wing, but like... he's really not. He might be a bioessentialist about gender, but he is very careful not to misgender me in front of his children, and frankly he doesn't do it when we're alone either because habit and muscle memory has overtaken him (hehehehe).

you know, if her brother were a shitty person only to her and nobody else, taking the L would be her own decision

however, the fact that he "claims" to be those things and tries to spread his ideology (to the point we all are sure of it) means that he's actively hurting other people

this really is the epitome of fuck you, got mine

 

[Duine In Cudromach]

Sounds more like playing nice for the sake of family. To my knowledge they only really communicate at family gatherings and most people are willing to bite their tongues instead of making a scene when all you want to do is catch up and grill or whatever. There's a reason 'no politics at Thanksgiving' is a well-respected rule.

 

[Blonrad Blurze]

Im convinced this is Jerry's retarded cope fanfic. His brother probably threatened to beat his head in and called him a faggot.

 

[starborn427614]

I remember when I listened to this guys legend of korra review, he got to the part where Zaheer helped Korra get over her trauma (Korras trauma was because of Zaheers actions) And Peet got mad stating how he dislikes the trope of "the abuser helping the victim get over it". Firstly, this is a trope? Secondly this feels insane coming from Peet considering what he has done.

Supposedly it is a fairly old trope, but the reality of the situation is that Lily is the type of person who holds grudges to an absurd degree. The idea of forgiving someone who's hurt her and moving on is something that she can neither imagine or tolerate. You don't even need to look at her personal behaviour to see examples of this, just look at the shows she rails against the most.

 

[SwanSwanson]

Supposedly it is a fairly old trope, but the reality of the situation is that Lily is the type of person who holds grudges to an absurd degree. The idea of forgiving someone who's hurt her and moving on is something that she can neither imagine or tolerate. You don't even need to look at her personal behaviour to see examples of this, just look at the shows she rails against the most.

In the same review she was furious with Bolin for working with Kuvira (despite the fact that he betrayed her when she turned out to be crazy person) so this tracks. Anyways, if anyone deserves retribution it's Peet.

 

[Cloverpuff]

Supposedly it is a fairly old trope, but the reality of the situation is that Lily is the type of person who holds grudges to an absurd degree. The idea of forgiving someone who's hurt her and moving on is something that she can neither imagine or tolerate. You don't even need to look at her personal behaviour to see examples of this, just look at the shows she rails against the most.

Lily also seems to get stuck on the first impression she gets from a character and she hates when it changes in any way.

If a character is evil or abusive or presented as a villain then in her eyes they will always be evil no matter what they do. That's why she hates redemption arcs, she has this sort of "1 strike and you're out" system, so no matter if the characters improve she will only see their pasts mistakes.

She kinda does this with characters who aren't villains too. She complained about Luz's depression being "forced" and "an attempt to seem more mature" because in the first season she was more proactive at dealing with her feelings. Ignoring the fact that, you know, A LOT had happened since season 1.

You can clearly see this way of thinking on her stories. The only character development she likes is either "people beating up their abusers" or "good people getting gooder". So on Avatar Niva the sisters almost don't change in the 10+ years the story lasts. Niva gets slightly let dependant on her sister and get better as a bender, Lavi stops having girlfriend because that's bad (because incest).

For her, characters can only be one thing and act one way. She also has a very black and white mentality which means she is incapable of understanding nuance. That's part of the reason she hates Pearl so much. "She did bad things therefore she is a bad person".

But of course, because this is Lily, she is also a massive hypocrite about it. If a character she likes has killed people, then it doesn't matter because they shouldn't have been a villain in the first place (Sylvana) and giving them a redemption arc is good.

She is also extremely childish and simplistic about things, if someone is originally presented as a bad guy, then they're a bad guy, if someone is good then they're good.

This extents to her views on violence. Violence is bad but she loves it so if a good guy character doesn't kill or take down the villain with extreme violence then they're a pussy. If it's a good guy doing it then violence is good.

 

[ÁchtunaRoll]

Hanging out​

Courtney Peet
1.88K subscribers

Courtney is fielding more questions and is scripting more Lily videos in her grief. Can't finish it because her subscription of 365 ran out. Here Courtney, a free open source word alternative.

Lily had no friends growing up, we know. But she was one of the weakest members of a group of boys that would keep her around to bully her. Typical boy growing up things.

Scott, one of Lily's bullies in the Beaverbank trailer park lost his mother to cancer, Lily made fun of him in his childhood grief and his mother's cancer. Scott punched him in the face.

Lily tried to cry for help but no one helped her.
Love for Scott.

Anonymous asked:
How did you lose your virginity?


Under duress

 

[Frank Greene32]

Hello, Usually a lurker but made an account. Anybody knows if anyone has saved Lily’s Artist Meltdown video she made it private.