Inactive Audrey E. Hale / Aiden E. Hale - Troon Terrorist

[Abbadon's Gate]

I'm not convinced anything 'made' Audrey this way, she seems like a narcissistic cunt who only thought about herself and had not a shred of empathy.

Nobody Troons out without outside influences.

 

[Ashkenazi Porn Actress]

Wondering if she was in the beginning stages of schizophrenia. There's something about the way she writes that's throwing off red flags in my head, it's like it's one step away from word salad.

A few years ago I worked in an apartment owned by a schizophrenic woman. Most of the cabling was torn out, there was no wallpapaer left and nearly every surfaace was filled with doodles and half-coherent scribbles like this. It was one of the most eerie places I've ever seen.

 

[Chan the Wizard]

Here is a fitting reply to this post.

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Which really brings up the question of how she was able to afford the guns and how much culpability her parents have for buying their retard daughter guns?
I don’t know, if that one school shooters parents were held responsible, I don’t see why they aren’t.

 

[Sweeter and Savoury]

After reading this shitte drek it's easy to see why she went all bang bang

She never matured past a cringe, emo angsty 16 year old.

All her writing and musing show off an incredible immaturity for a 28 year old. She never left high school and the mean girls who made her miserable. She clung to that shitty time in her life and let it define her like so many other failures.

All the gender special shit was her just coping method. Her life was shit and it was not HER fault but the fault of "being born wrong".

Fuck, the bitch was 28 and utterly useless. She had no goals, no dreams, no life just this big hole where she shoved her poonerism into to give her some semblance of life.

When your whole existence revolves around what is or isn't between your legs your already on shaky ground but when you blame the world at large for not seeing how strong and powerful you really are and blame God for giving you the wrong sex well yah sooner or later your going to pop and do something to strike out against the world you feel hate you.

I blame her parents for enabling such behavior well into her 20's. They really should have seen their little wonder was growing into a fucking nightmare and taken steps to help her.

But nah, raising child is hard so it easier to just let her do her thing and "discover" her true self.

We really should start holding parents responsible for shit their kids do. Maybe then the average upper middle class wine mom might actually take a interest in raising their spawn.

 

[Am I Very Wrong]

what's brown love? nigger sex or gay sex?

 

[Agent Abe Caprine]

dylan could make DOOM maps, this bitch can’t even spell correctly

His Doom maps were also pretty decent. This bitch can't even write something on par with My Immortal.

They watch A LOT of gay porn before deciding they were trans.

She had figures of Roxas and Axel from Kingdom Hearts on her room's windowsill. It's pretty obvious she was a yaoi fangirl.

 

[Feral Postie]

I didn't know people actually kept messy diaries like this. I thought the diary in NITW with all the doodles and random nonsense was kind of over the top, but here's a real life example of the same thing.

Surely this is just the result of a deranged mind and not the style of diary women keep right?

 

[Nicanor]

Her or Randy Stair, who was more pathetic?

 

[biggacracka]

A few years ago I worked in an apartment owned by a schizophrenic woman. Most of the cabling was torn out, there was no wallpapaer left and nearly every surfaace was filled with doodles and half-coherent scribbles like this. It was one of the most eerie places I've ever seen.

Kino

 

[Aztec Death Squad]

Some highlights from having read through the whole thing and random_text.txt candidates

Spoiler: Highlights

Either I have too much bitchass estrogen, or I'm just a sad lonely boy

No brown girls no love

Love cannot be real if my autism is

I pay no rent or bills . . . still live w/ parents, might as well throw me in a retard home

I can't sleep right. I can't eat right. My brain taunts me. My thoughts are a never ending Abyss. A DARK ONE.

I had my favorite meal - chicken nuggets & fries.
I listened to 1-800-273-8245 5 times

male brain -> my autism?

2/21/23 I was called woman, lady, and ma'am all in the same day

So now in America, it makes one a criminal have a gun or, be transgender, or non-binary . . . soon this goddamned country will turn out no fun like England or Europe, no guns, no gender rights, no freedom of speech or pursuing of radical ideas, no mischief. You can't even carry a knife in England. Fucking pussies.

What makes the world full of shit is clones full of people that are meaningless shits

I'm a queer; I am meant to die

Major blow to girls; I'm a boy that has no penis

The thing is, for it to be better, it takes commitment to live but problem is, I DON'T FUCKING WANT TO!!

I hate when my dad loves on the cats; not me
He never once loved on me for years
maybe like ever (as a child; maybe)
I hate his old cranky-man existence
all cranky good-for-nothing mentally ill men
SHOULD DIE

Who needs fathers? Definitely not me

Having a father in this life is gay

Crossposting this here

It's hard to believe she was 27 when she wrote this. She was genuinely mentally stunted.

 

[The Morning Visitor]

May every rat bastard who helped hide this from the public burn in hell.

I am not understanding what was so shockingly terrible in this that immediate release risked tearing apart the very fabric of society. It just made a tranny look bad. Not even all trannies, or trans activism. It made one tranny look like a sociopathic retard.

Super double fuck the cunt judge I'Ashea L Myles who ruled that the tranifesto couldn't be released because it's protected by federal copyright. Do something about it you fucking DEI forced hire.

I want to see her take action against the Tennessee Star and get fucking disbarred. Staring at that blank, mannequinlike expression on that vapid cunt's face makes it clear that she got to and through law school on a skin color grant and that her IQ is actually synonymous with average human life expectancy. Nothing going on behind those eyes other than team sports, certainly no critical thinking.

So we can say with confidence that this took so long to get released soley because they were a troon right? Nothing in here is really all that shocking or relevatory, pretty standard school shooter shit.

*It wasn't going to be released at all. Tennessee Star got their hands on 90 pages earlier this year and started milking their leak for headlines until that bitch judge I'Ashea Myles held the star's editor in contempt of court and declared that none of the manifesto should see the light of day because the victims' parents hold the copyright. Yes, the Tennessee Star is directly defying this judge's authority and someone's going to be in legal trouble over this until Myles gets too far out of line and gets herself disbarred for CoI.

 

[zero-seventy]

His Doom maps were also pretty decent. This bitch can't even write something on par with My Immortal.

She had figures of Roxas and Axel from Kingdom Hearts on her room's windowsill. It's pretty obvious she was a yaoi fangirl.

They're always yaoi fangirls.

 

[AssignedEva]

I can't read any of this shit with that shitty handwriting. Is there a transcript anywhere?

Here's a transcript of the first 20 scans. My main takeaway is some woman called Paige who went to Middle School with her really dodged a bullet

Spoiler: Long and psychotic

Darkness
Nature
P.A.P 2/27/95 B.A.V 7/13/95
Everything Hurts.
Why does my brain not work right?? Cause I was born wrong!!!
Nothing on Earth can save me... Never-ending pain. Religion won't save.
I feel like shit cause I missed the gym on a Saturday... again. FUCK ME. I guess I'm not as near as consistent as you... (HER)
THE INTERNET A DANGEROUS PLACE
IT'S ALL A LIE. SCAMMERS. Cheating MFrs stay the fuck away from all of em pieces of shit. Motherfuckers are everywhere clever + crafty in there own stupid way ruin lives by emotional stress
money is filthy when its stolen, not earned. waste ur time liers
Red flag shits:
If it's too good to be true it's scumbags
Make transactions complicated
Use someone else's identity
Copy + Paste email confirmations
More than 2 step w/money transfers
asking for money (e.g.) "refunds")
If I pay "200 you pay "100" -> negotiation
using a different profile picture than picture posts (socials)
each step in the process is trying to take more $ from you
use a different email address than the name
pressure you to give them money
write fake checks w/ the wrong company name
Fake emails confirming you applied to have an interview but no # of the company to call
using google meet chat + not employer/company/.com
shady but complicated things about money + its should not be complicated
shady communication
jobs, job searches, commissions, socials, emails, TV contests

IF I EVER CRY ALL DAY IT'S CAUSE I NEED YOUR LOVE
11/5/23 P.A.P
A.P.P If I'm sad all day that means I need your <3
I JUST WANT YOUR LOVE </3
Hurt too much x
I hurt too bad
too many tears x
WANT 2 DIE Aiden
I HURT BAD ENOUGH AND LONG ENOUGH THAT I WANT/NEED TO DIE

NO LOVE NO BROWN GIRLS I HATE LIFE
The internet is dangerous people scam all for money
money is filthy indepdendence is impossible
[my autism]
people pretend they like me, then block, delete, erase me
but scamming fuckers would copy, chase me
like they do to just about everything
I hurt just about in every way possible of a mental condition from anything possible

This love... no brown girls no love
I am nothing. Brown love is the most beautiful xKindx
This love will never end
This love for you will never end until I am up in heaven when hurt is no more and I can love you and be in no more pain in that new place I LOVE YOU
Audrey is not my name but when you say it I am just as the little 1 I was back then
I can be a kid again with you, alongside you, even if I can't really be w/you
-Aiden (Audrey)

Love until there is no real love <3 you
The loudest spirit to be heard, the most loving ever known, and everyone can hear it LOUD AND CLEAR
must know love, once they meet you, you know love and love gives back. you give your heart yet keep it safe and share it to those who you feel all need it, all the same
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU

I Feel Pain...
Whatever room feels to your vibe,
how bright you love shines,
my eyes hurt cause
I'm in so much pain xxx
I need you lour love, if you can't see me [who I am] that's ok I'm better off dead
Can't have you
lose you
may never had you
maybe???
your love is so beautiful
that it hurts
because the love you give
are those you treasure + love
your best love you give full-commitment
is your love itself
It's everything I can't have xx
Everything hurts xxx 1/19/23
I look in all the wrong places but when you pop into my eyes
I'm in a place where reality does not exist
only to dream
I love you xx

Life is a lie at most
But most of all, your love is REAL
Above all else
God is Love, so are you

Freelance Failure Shit
"You'll always miss 100% of the shots you dnt take"
I took all of them and missed 99%
What I shot at:
Police logo - no longer could continue cause the head leader left
American Spirits - that internship was total bullshit. Fucking liar. All a game not real
Illustrate book for a client - finished the book, but not in full colour. Never got full product, so was pissed off.
"First" commission but was all a scam + a lie
Made logo for my friend - Sora Entertainment
1 out of 4 = FAIL
My reality = freelance won't help shit!

My mind is creative, brilliant, but a living hell all the same
You give the best hugs. But a strong hug of yours would take a strong connection. Something I am unable to give. I LOVE YOU. EVERYTHING HURTS.

1/16/23 LONGING
The vibrant show was one of the best I've ever seen. Because you were there + I got to see you at your best. To see you happy. It feelsgood to see you be loved, feel love and give love into the entire atmosphere. There were several loud, vibrant spirits in the air, but yours made my heart scream out because your love is the LOUDEST in my heart. I ache for your face. Sounds lame but it's true. I am better off watching you from a distance where your love fills the air as the smoke embraces every soul. Feel so high and low at the same time whenever you move around. It's hard to explain. My heart beats loud, beacuse of how loud your love is. The only loudness that attracts me. Loud as in vibrant, full of light, sparkling out through your beautiful smile. Seeing you dance, love on your friends, even a stranger. I saw the child I used to know again. The child that knew how to smile, to be funny, to pour out your soul into what you love, who you love the most; it can be overwhelming sometimes. I just can't help it when my heart flutters while you were on the dancefloor. It's just how I rememember you when you were a child. Your youth is still alive; and that's what I can't escape from. To whomever you love, it's the sweetest child I know that stays young, bearing much fruit: reach your hand to clasp another, strong like your grip but soft like your heart, soft at the touch as your arms when in them. I was twice 4 seconds in total. Painfully short. Now I wished it could last forever. If not, longer. Maybe in another life. Aiden.

Love cannot be real if my autism is. Love cannot exist or fails to in this realm. Too bad I was loved by your heart to short in time. I felt like a dream... If there is no love, there is no life. And no life is feeling dead, it's only natural wanting to die. I'm ok with being gone forever. In time we will be together again in a better place <3 When our time is up in this world I LOVE YOU

There is a much better place than being in these bodies forced 2 live in (even if you like showing yours, takin the wrong body) so... I can't wait to get there... I know Sydney is waiting for me. My time is coming soon to leave this realm behind. all my pain. And all that I have, except YOU.
The world won't have 1 care in my departure. You'll be just fine without me, gone forever.
You always find your way to be happy despite darkness or pain. You deserve to be happy, and have the heaert to repell darkness. I can't be happy. I am meant to die xxx Aiden

<3 PAIGE The most beautiful girl 2/27/95
All I see is you... my thoughts, my heart is yours... everything of me will be gone only if you remember me <3 Love Always Aiden
I yearn for you... P.A.P
I NEED YOUR LOVE
In all your darkest moments in all your tears pain and all that was against you, I wish I was there 4 you

Love will find me once my body loses me... (I will be whole again)
We will be in a perfect world and our hearts will truly be together again. Our hearts will find each other no longer in pain... no more wounds to heal because we will become whole. Your body glows soft as an angel down here. You look perfect.
Imagine you in Heaven. I can't even imagine that... you glow down here drifts my heart towards the clouds
all your beauty will make all the Earth smile
Every growing nature will fill their lungs, breath anew - in full LIFE
So Happy they knew, your spirit IS Life + Love

Your body talks to me, and my mind tells me I should die. I'm better off unknown. So lost in your spirit, I don't expect you to find me, Soon I'll be in a better place. Aiden.

Pices Woman
All the nature that grows and propser
all the waters pure and sacred
is exactly the place in your heart
that should never be taken for granted. I LOVE YOU 2/3/23

1/16/23
I'm so sorry Nikki
I didn't meant to plan my massacre on the 17th. I'm going to be a terrible shit for leaving you. How bad my heart hurts. Tomorrow is my last day on Earth. I love you, I am so sorry [SYCH]

... Audrey (Aiden) <3
[PS - Not leaving yet.I couldn't do it. I don't want to ruin your day... I'll wait as planned 1/17/23]

1/16/23
I got scammed again
I broke my figuring
My outburst was because I can't stop feeling sad, angry, so sad too much, too long
I hate to leave my animals, my art; my possessions
the only real things to me in this world and my love - P.A.P <3
I've been anxious all last week all day today [stressed]
then I'm told I'm bi-oolar, by some pridful bitch
no one gets me - everyone missunderstants Autism typical
I had my favorite meal - chicken nuggets + fries
I listened to 1-800-273-8245 5 times
I want to die but I hate to leave what I love
have to live to be with them
but want to be free + whole in a better place than this...
I'm not EMO or bi-polar
yet a faggot with no lover
I'm scared how it will all turn out when it's over, I'll be gone
And a better place - I can't wait
My faith is weak God, FORGIVE ME xxx Aiden

I can't wait to see you again, Syd. I'll see you at the golden gates. Audrey 3/27.23! <3
Brown girls have the nicesst skin, especially yours. To touch it, I'd Rather die...
[I hate my thoughts...]

Paige, I'm going to kill people tomorrow (someday...)
Please don't be mad...
I'm going to do something SO bad tomorrow (sometime)
It's too sad to even think what you might feel...
IM SO SORRY I LOVE YOU
I JUST HAVE TO DIE <3 AIDEN
PS I think God will enter me in heaven. If I do get there I'll be waiting for you. All of our pain will leave us.
P.S.S. The hair style short+natural was so similar to the one from middle school. it was like seeing you a child again. I like when we were friends. How beautiful you were glowing that night...

Having a father in this life is gay
no actual job no actual responsibility
DROP DEAD FAGGOT

1/17/23
Everything makes me sad
I'm sad about everything
I want to say Goodbye
PS It was too sudden I am unstable. I hope I feel numb in the days coming. I just couldn't do it. I couldn't leave my animals...
As long as its these #s
1/7/23
21/17/23
I guess I'm a pussy or my anxiety is too high
can't sleep well
racing thoughts
I wanted to be there for Nikki on her birthday
I want to do it in Febuary 2/17/23 (No birthdays on that day)
(I'll finish my "before death" goal list by then)
too sad + anxious rn, not enough anger.
guess the time wasn't right... yet.
It will be. I'll know when it's time (right now is too much uncertainty)

SICK.... 1/17/23
Home life is good (for the most part)
my room is safe
my possessions are real
my animals
my art; art itself in all forms in many forms
as so is your (Paige's) love; all that I have; except you
so life can't be all good,
if I am in pain all my days
no such thing as better times
bad times new and old surface; time after time and worst part of life; I can't feel your face or taste your love
though I know it's sweet, too sweet that I feel sick; I can only watch
so sick that I can't be in your arms
longer, tighter and feel warm
my blood is hot w/ rage/saddness, its all I feel, but then to cold.
my mind is hell, unwanted thoughts and my energy dead, numb or both.
What I long for most... YOUR LOVE <3 </3 Aiden

Without my creativity, my art, my possessions, I am NOTHING
Syd would want me to be happy, but I can't be... 1/20/23
easy/simple -> difficult/complicated
getting a career art job
budgeting money
finding apartments MY BRAIN
< :
It's shining outside by my heart is black
I pay no rent or bills... still live w/ parents. Might as well throw me in a retard home x 1/25/23
Can't buttsex a beautiful young grown girl, w/ a big ass and small asshole
If I had a penis, it be big + rock hard
too bad I am a sad boy born w/ a puny vagina... EVERYTHING HURTS

1/19/23
Syndey is gone but my fucking dad is alive. it should be the other way around... xxx EVERYTHING HURTS X

Father is delusional -> tells me "it gets better + better" old man, YOU'RE FULL OF SHIT
you don't feel good every damn day FAGGOT FUCK
in regression too asshole, like grandma. Burden. Waste! (everything good contradicts you)

A terrible feeling to know I am nothing of the gender I was born of. I am the most unhappy boy alive. I wish to be dead x 2/6/23 EVERYTHING HURTS
I will be of no use of love for any girl
if I don't have what they need: Boy's body/male gender

I think of death alot because I think of you <3 P.A.P. 1/31/23
The saddest part... will be leaving everything I love behind
Family (Mom+Scott)
Art
Possessions
Creativity
animals
nature
They are all real; the only things real in this life that is all a lie. but allso include; Real Love
Everything about you <3 P.A.P EVERYTHING HURTS XXXX

MY BRAIN <--> THIS LIFE... 2/7/23
I need my brain for creative and to live out my passions. I need my brain to survive. It functions on basic science of physics + cells to help me breath, eat, smell, sleep, move yet cognitively my neurones don't work right. It just processes informtion differently to people so much. I think differently.

I've always been different. Alot of people run away from my difference like it's the plaugue or something. They solate me because of my brain that I think different, say words that make no sense to the neurotypical minds of others. My brain makes me smart + brilliant imaginatively/creativly but all the while makes me suffer every day. Why did God make me this way? I feel wrong. I was born wrong. I'm told that I have the wrong perspective of think wrong ideas about my reality, of life. But howI think affects me every opportunity possible to be happy. I can't be consistent w/ anything since I lfe school; and since Syd died - all my efforts feel meaningless cause I don't work enough, don't make enough, don't do enough. I can't sleep right. I can't eat right. My brain taunts me. My thoughts are a never ending abyss. A DARK ONE.

I'm not eating 3 meals a day like I'm supposed to. Not on the job search like I'm supposed to (artist). I've been doing well at preparing myself to die in all the wrong areas, it's my only way to do good. I want to die. This life is so difficult for me to accept or even think over, people have trouble accepting me in their lives b/c I'm difficult to understand. I'm just too different. I have to have friends like Nikki, she is all I have to share everything and she doesn't isolate me to hang out + do things. She keeps me. The closest thing to Nik was Syd, Syd kept me, Syd understood me, when no one else did or could. She would comfort me + knew w/o me saying a word. Their kind in my mind, was exceptionally rare friend b/c she DID see me as rare. Well, I'm much more rare than people think or know. She knew that too. 1% of that reality for me.

And in that I was someone forever to someone - felt appreciated because I was able to exsist through her mind at that time. I will exsist if people love me genuinely, not use me, or choose to ignore my rarity. If they ever wished to see it I'd have more friends. But I don't. I tried. I'm doing trying. I want to be done w/ everything. I'm 27, my youth is resting in the Abyss. I want to take a rest with it - w/ all my dreams. My dreams cannot be here, so I must die, but I feel too bad. Hurt too much. Sad all the goddamned time. Either I have too much bitch ass estrogen, or I'm just a sad lonely boy. Relentless, ongoing, everyday sadness. Eeyore (from Winnie the Pooh) + I would relate on so many levels. I belong in the imaginary world where I exist + those characters exsist. my perspective of my brain - my brilliance, to see thier brillience. I'd be happy anywhere but earth - to be stuck in a body that is destined to rot some day. I hope that day is soon. I have noone to talk to, noone of more than one. I talk to myself. I'm with myself all the time. I can only see what people share on a public level. Levels of deep private connection I will never have in this realm.

I only observe and they have things I don't have and wish I had. I have things others don't have. Human existence will never seek full contentment. I know hard work will earn dreams. I don't want a free golden star to an opportuned new life. I just want another life beyond the real. My one ticket out on railroad - the afterlife. Goddammit how trapped I am in myself that can't get along or understand how life should or could work + to it on my own. I can't thier suggestive perspective tell me how I should change mine - it's not of my nature. It's simple, yet everything to me of adult life sucks, more complicated than it should be. Death is simple. Natural for to think cause. My brain isn't. No one seemed to notice me -THE REAL ME. All of me. All of my good + no bad. If I can't exist here, I exist somewhere else. Anywhere but here, Here is where there is nature animals + creativity. Those forms see me, I appreciate them. I just don't exist anywhere else. I feel so sad...

What makes the world full of shit is clones full of people that are meaningless shits. x I don't care if I died tomorrow. Fuck my existance -> everyone no, anyone x
Idc if people die as I am the shooter because I am going 2 die too X
I'd kill 2 die
I would have made more money since my 2nd job but my brain thought it'd be better to die
my efforts lose effort consistency -> life (temporary/won't last)
my only true motivation = mass suicide + DEATH
White nothing
Poor people resent this shit
My parents aren't rich they work hard for their money so I didn't end up homeless
Yet I still feel bad
cursed to be looked down up
It be better to be average + have friends
the most brilliant people suffer the most and are the most isolated from everything they love Aiden 2/7/23

Brain -> White privlage -> embrassment of self -> me -> no one -> no one
anyone? someoneone? REALITY

I think reading this in detail is giving me psychic damage, but I might try and do the rest in a bit. Tried to capture all the spelling mistakes but may have accidentally corrected some of them automatically, and there's some text in the margins on scan 19 I couldn't quite make out.

 

[STARS158]

I assume you’re fucking with me, but Porn is largely a Jewish industry. Mind Geek and most other Internet pornography companies are all heavily Jewish.

Wouldn’t surprise me is Saudi’s are investing oddly though.

Mindgeek is now Aylo, bought up by Ethical Capital Partners. Their team has one Rabbi and what looks like one Saudi. How many Muslim Clerics or Pastors do you see owning porn sites?

 

[The Skeksis Emperor]

Nobody Troons out without outside influences.

Trooning is only a symptom of the underlying personality problems. It's popular now so that's what she did. 30 years ago her psychopathy would have manifested in a different way. But she might have killed regardless.

 

[Manimal House]

I'm certainly not trying to defend this scum - I do not possess the faculties necessary to forgive someone who killed innocent children because that person was mad at the world. However, I was expecting it to be much worse because of the delay. If this were some white supremacist neo-Nazi wannabe, the manifesto would have been front-page news for weeks.

Same here. I haven't read through all of it but I was heavily suspecting that there was something incriminating in this journal. If all of it really is just a bunch of psychotic ramblings, then I'll have to see if that makes me feel better or worse about the incident. As well as the supression of the whole thing itself.

There are people who are crazy and need help, but there are also people who are fundamentally evil and beyond help. They want to hurt others, to spread misery, and you cannot do anything but stop them. They can't be rehabilitated. They can't be reformed. They just want to hurt other people. That's all their existence is.

I'm reminded of what Null said to Dick during the discussion about Digibro from four years ago.

When an animal is in pain, you put it down, Dick. You don't fucking rehabilitate it, you don't try to give it morphine for the rest of its life, there is no value in keeping Digibro alive! He has NOTHING to give ANYONE! He is a threat to children and a complete fucking waste of everything he consumes!

 

[Hey Johnny Bravo]

Nobody Troons out without outside influences.

I think that this journal would have indicated outside influences. I haven't gone through it myself so I could be totally wrong, but I think that Audrey was just batshit crazy right out of the gate.

A clear indicator that you're dealing with a genuine schizophrenic/psychotic person is that they make no fucking sense. Uncle Ted made (some) sense, even if his methods were violent. Audrey Hale does not make sense.

Same here. I haven't read through all of it but I was heavily suspecting that there was something incriminating in this journal. If all of it really is just a bunch of psychotic ramblings, then I'll have to see if that makes me feel better or worse about the incident. As well as the supression of the whole thing itself.

The whole thing is terrible and there's no way to feel about it other than bad. However, there are gradations of bad. It's still really bad, but it could be a lot worse. That's my dumb opinion, anyway.

 

[Procrastinhater]

makes me wonder if there was target practice footage like what Randy did.

Randy Stairs target practice is fucking hillarious. Noodle arms Randy Stairs trying to one hand a 12 gauge.
I hope there's target practice videos of this Pooner bitch for us to laugh at too but I doubt we're that lucky.

 

[Breadbassket]

Here's a transcript of the first 20 scans. My main takeaway is some woman called Paige who went to Middle School with her really dodged a bullet

Paige refers to Paige Patton who is also known as Averianna Patton.

 

[Dawdler]

There is an assumption in post 1980 US medicine, that mental conditions can be treated with meds or pharma products. Current "research" shows that a lot of these are permanent brain damage that can't be fixed with any amount of therapy.
So in a way, putting them down is correct procedure. They only exist to destroy others and in the end themselves. Just a human ticking bomb.