Im a troon who uses kiwifarms irregularily, usually to lurk in various forums. AMA

at the time, i wasnt in the right head space to make proper decisions for myself, ill be honest and admit that much. ive sought extensive counciling, and was diagnosed with gender dysphoria, which i guess is a gender disorder. therapist recommended a doctor and i was perscribed hormones. im not gonna sit and say "yeah i made a smart choice in life" because in reality, i didnt. maybe some part of me just wanted to cling onto something that gave me some semblance of purpose? im probably delusional, but im too far gone to go back :(
Unless you got some some sort of surgery, you can (mostly) go back to normal. Think about it this way, at least you aren't @Ruin/@Sniperwoof, the idiot got SRS and posted about it on here
 
Unless you got some some sort of surgery, you can (mostly) go back to normal. Think about it this way, at least you aren't @Ruin/@Sniperwoof, the idiot got SRS and posted about it on here
ive already had my testes removed about a year ago, and a therapist recommended a surgeon for SRS. lately ive been questioning whether or not i should go the full length and actually follow through with full transition. everything thats been happening (not on here, mostly in the "trans community" has made me question whether or not i wanna be compared to the rest of the degenerates. i know people like keffals, chris chan, yaniv, and im sure there are others who im forgetting to mention, give the trans community a bad enough reputation as it is, and i dont want to be apart of that same community.
 
why end my life when im already dead inside, just like everyone else?
That's called having a skeleton retard.
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Do you ever feel like there was a specific moment that made you start the path to this?

More important do you ever get annoyed with other troons? Are you comfortable with your level of trooness but don't like other peoples openess about it or what?
1) honestly, part of it had to do with feeling more confident in womens clothing, kinda of just existing under a different alias. it stuck with me, and as i did it more and more, i knew there was something off about me. hence the route with therapy.

2)
i know people like keffals, chris chan, yaniv, and im sure there are others who im forgetting to mention, give the trans community a bad enough reputation as it is, and i dont want to be apart of that same community.
mostly these people. i just remembered people such as milo stewart and riley j dennis, who to my knowledge, have mostly avoided any serious controversy, but still make my skin crawl.
 
Do it and then describe in detail how much you regret it so others can learn.
honestly, just from the partial surgery ive recieved already (the orchiectomy), i can say that if you arent diagnosed with gender dysphoria at the very least, you shouldnt go through with it. for the first week it hurts like absolute hell, and at one point i felt death was a preferable option. people who have had this surgery will say something along the lines of "oh, its not so bad after a day or two" but i can tell you from first hand experience, that its not a pleasant feeling. dont get me started on the phantom pains
 
This thread reads as attention seeking feel bad for me behavior

Go to a non-pozzed therapist, do what they tell you (assuming its actually helpful things that dont involve chopping your dick off or affirming your gender delusions), put in the work the therapist tells you to do to improve yourself, find actual meaningful things and relationships to fill your life with and you'll no longer feel the need to power level on a gossip site for attention.

And stop taking hrt. Detransition into a femboy instead.
honestly, just from the partial surgery ive recieved already (the orchiectomy),
Fucking hell never mind you're too far gone at this point
 
I think that liking Konosuba is even worse than being a troon, at least you are not one of those pedos who likes Megumin, right? :optimistic:
Konosuba is hilarious, others jacking it to Megumin isn't changing that!

why end my life when im already dead inside, just like everyone else?
Why don't you go to church? Also, who are you voting for?
 
@Fur Faggotry Welcome, I desisted at a far earlier stage, but hear what you are saying.
Keep with us! You can still have a great life.

Fucking hell never mind you're too far gone at this point
Wouldn't testosterone supplements be able to replace what would have been produced by the testes?
All FF has lost is the ability to become a parent (unless they've frozen sperm).
Why did it become TiM and TiF instead of MtF and FtM?
TiM / TiF (Trans Identifying Male / Female) were coined by RadFems to make clear Transpeople were still their natal gender but identified as Trans^.
MtF/FtM are the terms most troons prefer, as it implies they become the target gender.
 
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