Stephanie Cianfriglia / Sapphire Crimson Claw / Yarrow Brown / the-ghost-fucker / transmascdruid / anarchoenby77 / darktwistedpussy / Druid of Endicot - Xe/xyr ghost-fucker, womb wizard, hand sanitizer sommelier, trans-boomer, violently abuses her elderly parents, has sexual fantasies about raping children

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nurse, she's out again!

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i believe this is the Christian fella?

currently splitting the video into 15 minute parts. will upload when ready. i don't know if anyone else uses clipchamp, but when it's exporting, it plays the video sped up
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so now i have a little cheerleader steph.



 
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I'm watching her stream now, I missed it due to Fishtank but now I can catch up. I'm only about 6 minutes in but I will finish this today. Her viking shield is adorable, she sure brought a lot of props. I wonder if Mama and Papa Frig helped her transport everything there.
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The unwashed, spotty pube face, the greasy hair, the attempt at eyeshadow, the backwards rune, the middle-aged, chain-smoking woman's voice, this ritual has everything.

Praise Lolki for this bountiful harvest, for we will feast on this milk for at least... until the next time she does something stupid.
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You know, when I was a wee Boobwhisker in high school, I used to go to my local anime convention every year. I lived in a pretty well-populated area, so it was the sort of convention that had thousands of attendees, a full convention center, lots of cosplayers out and about and getting food at local businesses in their full getup, etc. A dorky good time was had by all.

Every year, three (3) local Christian protestors would show up. Hand-painted 'God hates fags, God hates anime' sign, would stand on some little milk crates they dutifully dragged out, brought a little megaphone and would make an event of quoting Bible verses and generally fire-and-brimstone'ing at the little dork teenage cosplayers as they walked by.

Every year, it was kind of an unofficial event for people to go counter-heckle the protestors. It was a tradition, it always ended up as a bunch of kids posing for photos with the protestors and getting in silly debates with them and showing up with 'God hates puppies' signs to hang out with them and stuff like that. It was generally well understood that they were a couple of crotchety old folks with a few screws slightly loose from the local community who weren't any sort of real threat to anyone and it was probably the most excitement they got all year to come holler at the cos-thots.

Long rambling story aside, Stapphy gives off the EXACT same energy as those slightly deranged Bible-thumper types and I hope she knows it. It was weirdly nostalgic seeing this.
 
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Really not beating the racist accusations there, Staph - saying paganism is the correct religion for white people and Christianity is bad because it comes from t3h j00z is straight out of the Varg Vikernes playbook. She dismisses him as being an evil transphobic right winger and will never listen to actual black metal, but they've got more in common than she thinks.
Interestingly, Burzum itself is apolitical and it's not all black metal. Varg really got into some dark ambient and neofolk for a while and there's a lot of pagan and Norse themes.

It seems like it would be right up her alley...except we know she truly prefers listening to Clay Aiken and MJ.
 
Interestingly, Burzum itself is apolitical and it's not all black metal. Varg really got into some dark ambient and neofolk for a while and there's a lot of pagan and Norse themes.

It seems like it would be right up her alley...except we know she truly prefers listening to Clay Aiken and MJ.
Come to think of it she tends to fixate more on the musician rather than the actual music, and she only really got into Rammstein/Till Lindemann after Lindemann was accused of being inappropriate with a few groupies or whatever. She thinks it's sexy cause one of her supposed paraphilias involves fantasising about rape (she's right in the target audience for 50 Shades of Grey - can you say trans-boomer), but so far she hasn't simped for anyone who's been actually charged with anything, in terms of musicians at least (with the MJ stuff it gets murky, he was acquitted but there are more accusations coming forth even now, but it's clear the man had more than a few screws loose). So basically she's what they call safe edgy these days.

(Side note: I don't know so much as the name of a single Clay Aiken song, I know he was on American Idol, that he's gay, and that Staph was obsessed with him in her adolescence, but I don't think he was ever particularly popular outside the States unlike other people who've become world famous from those reality talent shows. Not sure if this is more proof of how irrelevant he is, or proof that Staph really hasn't grown out of the "omg he's so HAAAAAWT!" phase most teenage girls go through.)
 
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Start, pretty much, of the ritual. Probably missed about 5 mins shuffling about off the start.

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And here we may have the first occasion of Staph's curses working-
I slightly burnt my dinner after forgetting about the timer that went off in this.

Hopefully someone turns up but it kinda just looks like she's round the back of some church.
Sorry for fucking about with the volume but It is actually unbearable to listen to and mainly I have neighbours.

By happy chance she started actually chanting too, as opposed to everything preceding which was JUST her banging which was grating beyond belief.
This is what ancient Roman soldiers saw when they were about to fight the Gauls on a misty field in the early morning.
 
She put the runes in the wrong order. I am becoming increasingly more fascist.
She's also not using the Old Norse names for them. Much Viking, ancestors very cool.

I wonder if they're out of order because she's trying to spell words (I couldn't bear to listen closely enough to her garbled chanting to determine) which would elevate her spell from singing the ABCs to something more like the first line of Saturday Night by the Bay City Rollers.
 
I had a fun rewatch of the ritual video (Archive link) and I transcribed the most interesting parts. There were so many great quotes that needed to be written out.

First up, I just transcribed the highlights of her debate with the Christian guy, because transcribing the whole thing was too time consuming. It was hard to make out what the guy was saying at times, and they talked over each other a lot:
I’m doing this to protect people. I’m doing this out of the kindness of my soul!

Jesus has no quarrel with any of my gods, I’ve talked to him too!

I’ve worked with demons in the past, but I don’t work with them currently. I work with the Norse gods of Scandinavia, the gods of my ancestors. What’s your ancestry??

I’m still going to hell, according to you. I don’t have to, but I just have to change everything that I am and then I’ll be saved. So I’m supposed to hate myself?

I have a degree in social work, I tried to help in that way but it didn’t work, then I found my gods and I found my faith and now I do it this way. I worked in homeless shelters, I worked in nursing homes. Nobody had any trouble with me there.

I spoke to Yahweh but he never answered me. He never said anything to me. I asked him why do I feel like a freak? Why wont anyone help me?

Christian: I want to help you right now, if you could get down on your knees and -
Staph: Suck your dick? Huh huh huh.

I have to hate myself for being queer. I’m not gay.

Well I’m completely unarmed other than some pieces of wood, so if you wanted to hurt me, you certainly could. It’s going to be the Transgender Day Of Remembrance, this is when we celebrate our dead. We are being killed by people who don’t believe in us. If you don’t believe in me, kill me and then go to Valhalla.

On election night I was going to kill myself. I wrote a note but I decided not to, because it would be better to fight. I’ve tried to kill myself too many times. I love myself. I love myself as I am for being queer. I don’t think I have to change.

I am with a god! I’m getting married to Loki! We’re getting married! I’m engaged!

I bet you kiwi farmers loved the hell out of that!

When the two friendly people come over, it basically becomes a Staph monologue, so I transcribed the whole interaction, but I cleaned up a lot of stuttering and air filling:
Staph: Oh hi, I won't turn the camera around because I'm live streaming. I just wanted to say that I love your mask and everything... Did you see that guy with the dog? I'm doing a anti-fascist ritual to to keep fascism out and he stood there for about 15 minutes saying bible stuff at me. I didn't swear at him at all. I just, you know, politely challenged him and he just kept standing there and screaming about Jesus and how I'm going to hell for being queer.

E: Well I for one most certainly don't believe that. I'm sorry that you had to deal with that, that's super not okay. I stand with you.

Emily’s friend: I'm transgender I noticed your button.

S: I am too! That's why I'm doing this!

E: And so am I! Thank you for your anti-fascist contributions. I love your your uh Nordic stuff...

S: I'm calling Loki because he was the original transgender guy. Just be careful, because I did not expect that. I have done rituals like this all over the place, in the public parks, you know. I just happen to stand on a street corner because it's going to be almost the full moon, probably at any time. You have to be careful around places, it sucks. I've been mostly supportive, I even have a Trump supporter live like two doors down from me in my apartment complex. Nobody said anything like that. I was very surprised

E: But you know what's really ironic about that though, and how you can stand up to those people next time, you could just tell them the Bible also says not to judge and that's exactly what you're doing.

S: I wish I thought of that but I was so taken a back, he just kept saying Hell and I said I believe we all go to hell - Helheim - where we all go. So I said, are you going to fight me in combat and go to Valhalla, and he said that you know Valhalla doesn't exist...

E: You want to know something fascinating, you don't often hear about this in Jewish culture, they have special words for transgender people.

S: I know, there's six different genders in the Talmud. I go to the senior center and I do like presentations and stuff. On my next one - God I don't have a business card - but um Southern Tier Transgender Advocacy...

E: Oh you're part of that, I know what that is.

S: I'm pretty much the only person who runs it. I do this and I do the ritual side of things.

E: That's so cool, it's really cool to meet the person behind it.

EF: I recently started coming out too, as a therian, you know what a therian are?

S: Yes I'm otherkin too! I'm Jotun. I'm the same species as Loki, the giants. I feel like I didn't get the height this time around but I've got the spirit... So I'm trying to, you know, I'm only just one person but I'm trying to like curve the tide of all this stuff. Both in the mundane sense and the magical sense, so I'm trying my best.

E: Thank you for all that you're doing. I wish you the best of luck with everything

S: Thanks, yeah, and I'm happy that someone else lives so close by. I feel kind of alienated out here. Are you going to the Friendsgiving? There's an all transgender Thanksgiving that's tomorrow. I'm sorry if you missed out on it, I should have said something on the page. It's at the Lutheran Church in downtown Binghamton.

E: Oh my gosh, that sounds amazing. I hope we can go

S: I made a whole bunch of cookies. They said they've got the food, but that you can bring the dessert, so I made like two dozen cookies. If you have the time tomorrow it starts at 12:30.

E: I'll have the time, I just might not have transportation

S: I'm having family bring me over but but yeah, I should have thought of it to post it on the page, but I've been so busy organizing this, and then I did another... But this is going to be on Trans Masc Druid on YouTube, where I put all my rituals. I've got another, I've got a TDOR one that's going to be posted up on Monday night.

E: Do you have a Tik Tok?

S: Yes I have a Tik Tok. Let me just um spell it so: he was a (attempts to spell seidr). And then bxy is like my identity. It's like, kind of like, male and agender and one thing, so if you can remember that. If I had known I would have brought business cards and all this stuff, but I didn't know that this was going to happen or I was going to meet you.

E: I'll at least follow you on YouTube.

S: I'm sorry that you almost crossed paths with that guy. He was kind of scaring me a little bit but he was old so...

E: Well hopefully we scared him back.

S: Yeah okay well, it's really nice to meet you. I'm Yarrow.

E: I'll be Dreaming Emily, you might see me in your subscribers.

S: I'll try and get this back under control... Okay, it was just going to be probably be like half of the run time. It's at about 45 minutes now and I did not expect it to be that long... but okay, all right. The things that happen on a full moon let me tell you. I simultaneously met a transphobe and then a transperson just a few blocks from where I live, so let's finish this up...

She continues on with the ritual for a bit and then leaves us with this wholesome final message:
So this is a effectively over. I'm going to pick everything up and get my ass back to my my place, put everything away and then find something to eat. I'm glad we could do this together and this is officially the longest galdr session of galdr I've ever done. With a lot of screaming and random debating and everything in between, so I don't know if I could say you enjoyed it, but uh I hope it was informative... I don't know, maybe this will go viral because of that, who knows, who cares. But I love my community, no matter what people think about it and or me, so I did that for it for everyone in it. I extend all the blessings to you out there watching. And all the blessings to this community, and I don't just mean the trans community, I mean any cis allies that might be within it. I'm really fortunate that I had this time to spend with whoever may be watching, even if you're just all haters, even if you're just that, you're still very welcome. So thank you and good night and have a good full moon... I don't like to think of Thanksgiving but if you do celebrate it, great, have fun with your families, challenge their views, if any of them are problematic, thank you for watching. Very loud out here and getting very cold, so good night.
(I'm open to altering the formatting if this is hard to pull quotes from.)
 
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this ritual has everything
She hasn't even bothered to memorize the words of this """""momentous ritual""""", she's reading aloud from a 8.5x11 computer printed script. :story:

She also mentioned Sekhmet, Lucifer, and a bunch of other "deities" who have fuck all to do with nordic religion.

And I love how I can barely hear her voice while doing this. Speakers at public protests speak loudly not just so people can hear but because it's a protest and you're supposed to draw attention to it, but she's so quiet she sounds like she's just the local crazy person talking to herself. (SPOILERS: Exactly what this is.) It's so awkward.

ETA: lol lmao


ETA 2: You can recognize the enthralling rhythm of a skilled kindergarten drummer.
 
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Interestingly, Burzum itself is apolitical and it's not all black metal. Varg really got into some dark ambient and neofolk for a while and there's a lot of pagan and Norse themes.
Yeah the prison yamaha keyboard stuff is great.
(Side note: I don't know so much as the name of a single Clay Aiken song, I know he was on American Idol, that he's gay, and that Staph was obsessed with him in her adolescence, but I don't think he was ever particularly popular outside the States unlike other people who've become world famous from those reality talent shows. Not sure if this is more proof of how irrelevant he is, or proof that Staph really hasn't grown out of the "omg he's so HAAAAAWT!" phase most teenage girls go through.)
I spent ages thinking clay aitken was some 80s action film star or something. Was actually shocked when I finally looked it up. It was so bad.
Didn't quite make it over the pond, did Clay.

Thank you staph for a good bit of enjoyment from your ritual. It was genuinely nice of her to wish the hate watchers well.
 
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