"Mad at the Internet" - a/k/a My Psychotherapy Sessions

I'm actually furious, I had to leave my old place ad set up again and they said they had highspeed but I am convinced they either just lied or they're throttling. I don't have a place to mount, I already packed up, I'm ready to go, I'm just waiting for my ticket. At this point I just want to fucking take off but I had a good thing going, we hit over 4000 during the election, that momentum actually stuck, and now it's just squandered. Every time I get a good thing going it just fucking falls apart in my hands.
 
I'm actually furious, I had to leave my old place ad set up again and they said they had highspeed but I am convinced they either just lied or they're throttling. I don't have a place to mount, I already packed up, I'm ready to go, I'm just waiting for my ticket. At this point I just want to fucking take off but I had a good thing going, we hit over 4000 during the election, that momentum actually stuck, and now it's just squandered. Every time I get a good thing going it just fucking falls apart in my hands.
Just "stream" it offline and post it on the various sites if not only for said momentum?
 
What kind of funds do we need to raise to inject the hamsters in the wheels powering Josh's Internet access with hamster growth hormone and hamsteroids?
I'm sitting here hopeful that Josh ends up in the US with good Internet so he doesn't need to go down that path.

On the other hand I fully expect him to be like my neighbors. I have perfect Internet, but other people on social media in my town all report the same company I use as being crap. I'm never sure if it's them using the crappy hardware the ISP provides, poor wiring or what. Mine is brand new wires, personally owned router+modem+WiFi, etc. We'll see in January.
 
I'm actually furious, I had to leave my old place ad set up again and they said they had highspeed but I am convinced they either just lied or they're throttling. I don't have a place to mount, I already packed up, I'm ready to go, I'm just waiting for my ticket. At this point I just want to fucking take off but I had a good thing going, we hit over 4000 during the election, that momentum actually stuck, and now it's just squandered. Every time I get a good thing going it just fucking falls apart in my hands.
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