aliveroachclub
kiwifarms.net
- Joined
- Dec 4, 2024
yeah, the olivebear person was a bait account made by Purble. al and himeguts were in on it too, they were trying to bait him into talking about nsfw subjects with a minor so that they could use it against him. this was where the al gaslighting thing comes in - al had deliberately kept me in the dark and when i was suspicious/paranoid of the account, they'd all gaslight me because i wasn't in on it. at the time, i was in psychosis, and they (to my knowledge) were aware of this, so it ended up further prolonging the state i was in and fucked with my mental a ton. my friend owns the group chat where that took place so i can ask them to look through it- when al finally mentioned they were in on it, i was upset, and i eventually cut them off for it. brought it up to jack and he said "i don't understand, we just became friends again, and now you want me to cut them off". that was kinda my breaking point and the final reason for ending things. insane that i straight up told him they were shitty to me and he tried to guilt trip me for being hurt but whatever i guess lol
makes sense yeah. use your body or lose it, i guess
i'll try to look through things over the course of time and i'll show them when i'm able, most days i don't usually have the courage to go through it all unfortunately & i also have college classes that make me busy. here's proof of the alvina stuff, i looked for the sailor scs but i genuinely can't remember where they are- my bet's that it's on guilded but i can't search for it on there because they don't have a search feature. it'll take a while to comb through
"i talked her out of it" ??? like that's a normal thing to say. people don't call the cops on you for no reason lol.
the server in the sc mentioned is a seperate server we had from 2022 to feb 2023, after i cut him off he abandoned it and went back to his old one so unfortunately i don't have that conversation. to my knowledge, he was self-deprecating in it and freaking out in the vent channels about it. from what alvina told me and from what he said, it genuinely sounded like hitting. i've hardly looked through my dms with him since cutting him off, so i'm sorry for misremembering that it was mostly in-server instead of dms
bonus screenshots i found while looking for the alvina thing. he'd further scared me into staying because he'd say he'd kill himself if i ever left, suicide bait when i tried to, and told me repeatedly that if i wasn't there for him, he'd kill himself, and guilt tripped me about it repeatedly
i don't think he understands that you can be traumatized from a relationship while also having had traumatized the other person. additionally i don't think he gets that he can have trauma from it and still be the abuser.
re-reading some of these make me sad because he seemed so much different and like he genuinely cared. but then he later admitted he was only using me to get out of his house so! i feel so used haha
you guys are free to share these where you want, and by all means please do get the word out, i am so tired of being afraid and i just want justice at this point
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