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I knew he had some weird beliefs but I didn't anticipate him abruptly becoming a schizocow. I hope this continues.
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This is two long videos clearly filmed and presumably edited across multiple days. This wasn't a spur of the moment thing, I think. Unless manic episodes can be a week plus long (I'm no phycologist, I wouldn't know).I think he's on prescription stimulants (he's lost a lot of weight fast) and has also been using some kind of psychedelic for "shamanistic purposes". I'm about an hour and a half in the video and it's all seems like a stimulant mania episode so far. Here soon we'll see two days of zero activity as he sleeps it off.
It's not like you wake up thinking you're Jesus, these things start gradually and exaggerated memories of things like abuse, especially with what he describes sounding like SRA, are absolutely warning signs.It's quite possible he was abused in some way as a child, but he makes some very wild claims in these videos, and I have to wonder what his family is going to do if/when they find out about them.
What is SRAIt's not like you wake up thinking you're Jesus, these things start gradually and exaggerated memories of things like abuse, especially with what he describes sounding like SRA, are absolutely warning signs.
Satanic Ritual Abuse. It’s a conspiracy theorist term, and even though he said his mom was a witch the similarities are similar.What is SRA
It's possible he took a few times he got struck or even simply reprimanded as a child and has blown that up into years-long SRA-style abuse. Has he ever spoken before about having experienced any abuse as a kid? Even if so, I've heard about people rather rapidly developing schizophrenia and concocting entire narratives about their families and other people that had no basis in reality whatsoever. The fact that he's claiming to hear voices and shit is extremely telling.It's not like you wake up thinking you're Jesus, these things start gradually and exaggerated memories of things like abuse, especially with what he describes sounding like SRA, are absolutely warning signs.
Not that I know of. He occasionally would mention having PTSD and going through therapy for it in his videos, but whenever he mentioned his mother he never mentioned anything abusive until today, it's completely out of nowhere.Has he ever spoken before about having experienced any abuse as a kid?
Well he wasn't high off his ass either. If you've watched Bossman, you know what high looks like. He was on something making this. He has all the body movements, the face rubbing, fast talking, paranoia, all that shit. It could be misidentified as schizophrenia.Not that I know of. He occasionally would mention having PTSD and going through therapy for it in his videos, but whenever he mentioned his mother he never mentioned anything abusive until today, it's completely out of nowhere.
Yeah he seems legitimately mentally ill in some odd ways. He's becoming well-known among certain circles but definitely not for the reasons he wants to be.
Schizophrenia typically develops in males around their late teens and early 20’s so he’s the right age. If he was/is also taking drugs that probably exacerbates it.Could he be descending into full blown schizophrenia or BPD?
Unless some other evidence comes out, my suspicion is this. Anecdotally, I've been around a disproportionate number of schizos and it really fucks with them. For example, one of them I knew claimed her and her daughter were being regularly raped by her ex-boyfriend. It got so bad she took all the doors off inside her house, started sleeping in an armchair next to the door, and video-taped everything. The boyfriend, on the other hand, hadn't been in contact for over a year.I've heard about people rather rapidly developing schizophrenia and concocting entire narratives about their families
In my previous career, the schizophrenic patients were always my favourite. I have so much empathy for people whose brains turn on them like that, and they are fascinating both while properly medicated and not. I knew one who (when medicated) used to tell me what the voices were telling him I was "actually" saying during our conversations, but (when his meds were working) he knew I wasn't actually having a double conversation with him. When they weren't working (or he stopped taking them) he thought I was giving him secret information to keep him safe from the government agents who were after him.Does anyone else in this thread find schizophrenia as fascinating as I do? It's really crazy how similarly it presents in each individual yet is completely unique to them at the same time. You couldn't write this stuff!
I wonder how Sigmund Freud would've reacted to Rudy becoming all spiritual after his mom raped him."I had an easy way to communicate with the Spirit World when my mom was raping me"
"From what I've studied, a lot of the most advanced mystics were raped as children"
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I see it the same way I see dementia. Fascinating, but at the same time extremely horrifying, and depressing.Does anyone else in this thread find schizophrenia as fascinating as I do? It's really crazy how similarly it presents in each individual yet is completely unique to them at the same time. You couldn't write this stuff!