mateohanli
kiwifarms.net
- Joined
- Mar 2, 2024
I am 19, half-Mexican, and have autism, I am starting to develop schizophrenic thoughts, that is not going to end well, I am SpongeBob, I am going to Mormon Heaven, I love SpongeBob, I want to become him due to being autistic, but I am already him, I am the bootleg version of him, I am SpongeBob, if I end up in a schizophrenic battle, I will go to somewhere bad, I am sinking, this is not going to end well, God is testing me, he wants people to get hurt in this sick game, that’s what he is revealing to me, he wanted to come to this Earth to starve me to death in a psych ward and leave me with no food, I am going to die alone, who is talking to me through this gravitational pull, I always loved our creator but now he’s hurting me, why is it that he is doing this to me? Is this really God or a demon? I’m going to end up seriously injured or hurt because of this, I tried suicide when I was 15 but I failed, and now I’m stuck with God or this demon at 19 years old, this feels like agoraphobia, I am going to die alone if I don’t get out of this situation, it’s like parasites eating someone alive.