"Mad at the Internet" - a/k/a My Psychotherapy Sessions

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Thanks to all that have been supporting us here on this board. Your kind comments and genuine appreciation almost bring tears to my eyes. I especially want to thank the little boy who wrote about his tramatic experience in that men’s bathroom. It took a lot of guts to talk about that on a public forum. You are a brave, brave person. You appear to have what it takes for a career in my field, please contact me when you are 18, I can get you in started on a high intensity training program and hopefully get you started as an apprentice by the age of 21.Unfortunately I can not take credit for your courageous story. There are many stories like yours, I have personally saved the ass-virginity of several young boys in my days. But there are many brave men like myself out there who risk their lives daily, so that boys like yourself can live a normal heterosexual life.
@Null content for the stream. ANCIENT lost thread from a bygone gun forum GlockTalk ( now long dead sadly ) had the insane origin of the "Mall Ninja" sterotype bloom where user Gecko45 asks for advice on body armour for his "high risk environment". Shrine of the Mall Ninja
Gecko45 writes:


hello friends,


Last year I made the decision to trust my life on the street to Second Chance body armor. I got the level IIa because it stops the most rounds. plus I got the Trauma Plate for the front.


What scares me is that, although I can fit an extra trauma plate in the front, I cannot fit a second one in back. As of late I have taken to duct-taping a second trauma plate to the area of my back where the heart and vital organs are located. Then I put my vest on.


Here is the questions. The ducttape solution, although tactically sound, is hot and painful to remove. I would like to go to the single-plate solution in back. What I am worried about is repeated hits to that area with .308 ammunition. I have a high-risk security job and I fear that I would be the target for repeated long-distance shots to my back.


Are any of you aware of a thicker plate that could stop, say, .338 Lapua or something like that? Is there a better way to do the second plate?


BTW, I am, of course, usually carrying a pair of ceramic plates in my briefcase so that I can shield my head. My SO (we work as a team when necessary) has a similar accessory containing a breakdown NEF single-shot 300 WinMag with an 18″ bbl. The plan is that I shield us with my body and “catch the rounds” while she assembles the NEF. I lay down covering fire with my 23 (Bar-Sto .357 Sig barrel) and she makes the long shots. I will then throw smoke grenades to obscure the area while continuing to lay covering fire. The problem, of course, is when I have to turn my back to run, and then the problem crops up.


Thanks!


One poster responded, ‘If Plan A is to take multiple .338 shots to the back, you really need to come up with a Plan B.” Needless to say, alot of folks started seriously wondering where this guy worked”



Gecko45 writes:


Thanks to everybody for the help. I am now thinking that the best thing to do is to have my wife make an “undervest” with pouches front and rear for the additional plates. This would let me have three plates in front (probably too hot and two in back. What I’m also asking her to do is to sew in a sleeve for an ASP collapsible baton. Right now I’m taping the ASP to my right calf (the left calf is where I have my G27).It’s okay for me to talk about my job, as long as I’m not specific. I am the Sergeant of a three-man Rapid Tactical Force at one of America’s largest indoor retail shopping areas. [And here the myth begins”] Although there are typically between fifteen and twenty normal security officers working the beat there, we decided a while ago that it would be best to have a specilized force for violent individuals. We use modified electric vehicles and can be anywhere on a given floor within eight and a half minutes.Naturally, the regular security people are unarmed. We “RTFers”, by arrangement with the local police, carry high-strength OC spray and batons. If we have a full tactical alert and permission from the local LEOs we also have a Mossberg 500 with less-lethal rounds and two K-frame Smith .38s loaded with 158gr. LRN.Basically, the situation is that we get the call, we lock up the situation, put everything five by five, and cordon the area until the local authorities arrive. We’re cops, we just don’t get the glory. [Somehow, I imagine the real police wouldn’t agree”]I am not permitted to carry Glocks on duty; however, when my wife picks me up from work I strap on the “Deadly Duo” of a 27 and 23, each with Bar-Sto .357 bbl.I am writing a proposal to replace our current Mossberg-Smith armament with the following:


  • 3) MP5K-PDW with red-dot sights;
  • 2) G36 rifles using SS109 rounds;
  • 3) Glock practical tacticles in .357 Sig
  • 1) PSG-1 using Fed Gold Medal .308
  • 1) Starlight scope for the PSG-1 in case we lose power in the building.
  • 3) Glock 27 backup guns
  • 3) Kahr P-9 holdouts

I think this would make us capable of facing nearly any situation. I’ll let you know what the management says!!!
 
The best way to smoke
Is to not smoke at all.

Nicotine relieving anxiety and stress is a myth. Like any addiction, it only achieves that by distraction, and like any addiction, it only amplifies it tenfold by making you addicted to the substance. Whenever you feel agitated and in a need for a smoke, you are relieving an issue caused by smoking.

Smokers got immunized to the stench of tobacco and don't understand just how bad it is to anyone else. It's not that American cigarettes are bad quality. European tobacco is as disgusting. There is no good smelling tobacco, only badly destroyed senses of smokers. Even the freshest, cleanest, purest tobacco leaf will stink to high heavens to anyone with their olfactory systems intact.

Tobacco stinks, period. It is so bad that when a smoker just went out to feed his addiction, and then comes back to a closed room, his breath is bad enough that he makes the entire room smell as if he was smoking in it, and that stench actually bites you on the nose. But a smoker has already destroyed his sense of smell so he doesn't realize how bad he smells.

A smoker's home will be insufferable to stay in, and any "social" area where people smoke will always have a characteristic stench smokers won't ever notice. Think of it this way, if you were ever around a sewage treatment plant, or around any septic tank during emptying, you know how badly the smell of sewage is in the air. But people who work in sewage disposal don't notice that smell at all, even if it's on their clothes, and even if whoever that they're talking to can smell it. Except in case of smoking, you're not doing a needed job for a pay, you are wasting your hard earned money to smell like sewage with no benefits to society.

Cigarette smoke is so strong that it'll cling to one's skin and clothing in seconds, and will stink to high heavens. As in, you don't have to be a smoker for that to happen to you, you just have to be near someone who's smoking to experience the wonderful benefits of cigarettes.

Most importantly, if a smoker hears any critique of his habit from a perspective of a non-addict, he will get agitated and will be compelled to bring up all the benefits of smoking, which are completely bogus. Much like a weed addict that will start listing all the miraculous health benefits of THC whenever someone tells them they're burning holes in their brains or a porn addict that will go on a tirade on how beneficial masturbation is whenever someone tells him that he is destroying his brain and his life by gooning to futa scat porn. It's all the same, and it's a trademark sign of an addict in denial.

Smoking is a disgusting habit that no one should ever willingly start, nor get convinced by other addicts to get hooked.

AS Turqoise are all I smoke now because of this.
If you were to actually abstain from smoking for a few weeks, no cheating, letting your brain heal itself, and then smoked your magic brand that is totally much better than all the other crap, you'd be repulsed by it. Your brain would have enough time to heal the desensitization to tobacco and nicotine, and you'd have a clearer understanding of how bad it truly tastes. The same happens when you consume a lot of sugar, then cut down on it hard, and try drinking a glass of Coke. What you used to drink daily now feels way too strong, because your brain has returned to it's baseline understanding of how much sugar you should have.

If smoking was always super dangerous they'd have a decent idea of it back then.
There was research in the 1800's that suggested tobacco is harmful. In the 1950's there were more studies about the harm tobacco causes, but it was criticized, while coincidentally the tobacco industry ran ads about the health benefits smoking brings, with various "studies" funded by tobacco corporations being released to back it up. Until this lie was broken and everyone realized that tobacco is insanely harmful and the tobacco industry was brainwashing people into destroying their bodies for a profit.

If it sounds familiar in any way, it's because it's always been that way, people always brainwashed the masses to buy poison in the most nefarious ways as there was great money to be made from it. You're regurgitating five tonnes of horseshit peddled by the tobacco industry since those 150 years or more. There are no safer cigs. There are no better quality cigs that stink less. It's all the same poison.
 
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I will no longer stream on Odysee. Odysee's performance is so poor that I cannot justify it. There is an ongoing issue where I cannot easily unlock LBRY tokens to reserve new videos with, and aside from the UI just being difficult to navigate for this purpose, it flat out crashes the tab when I try to do anything. It had a small-but-dedicated group of users on it so I'm sorry.
 
I lost about 60 pounds over the last 6 months and look like a different fucking dude. Fat most of my life. if you cannot do simple basic shit like this, you don't actually give a shit about losing weight. It was the easiest shit I ever did and i'm pissed because 90% of nutritional advice I ever got was bullshit. Eat protein. Lift Heavy Circles. Quit gorging on whole pizzas.
Fat Niggas discover eating in moderation, Hemorrhage weight because their base metabolism is that of a squealing rage hog, and immediately become experts in the hidden art of shit your ancestors had to actively try not to do always at all times by accident.

If you'd actually had to hard budget (Psst... mine is 1800 a day) you'd know 450 calories a day is literally the "bread that makes you fat" meme. Like if you aren't losing weight, that's literally it.

Like Nigga that is two krispy kreme doughnuts and a glass of whole milk. That is my breakfast tomorrow. Why are fat niggas like this?
 
I'm watching the old BBC Dickens adaptation of David Copperfield, and happened to think older DC looks a bit like the feeder.
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Younger DC is, as it goes, played by Daniel Radcliffe in his breakout role prior to Harry Potter.
Does this mean the jung feeder looked like the wiz boy?

Food for thunk.
 
no dude, people just love to fucking bark orders at me and if I tell them to fuck off they cry that I'm just coping and I'm going to die alone. I either have to do what they say RIGHT NOW!!!! NO FUCKING EXCUSES!!! GET SWOLE BRO!!!!!!!!!!! NO EXCUSES!!!! or it's not good enough. I can't just deliberately make changes to improve my overall well-being (i.e. switching off of diet soda to begin with, which I've maintained for over a year now), I have to do everything they say WITH NO EXCUSES!!! OR ELSE!!!.

Like fuck off I'm probably fucking older than you. I'm going to do what I want. Stop fucking talking. It's literally just diet where people get insane like this. Not a single other topic that invites the same kind of absolute faggotry.

I'm still at a weight that is lower than it was in Ukraine, it's just not my goal weight, and it's difficult to pursue a goal weight when you're doing shit like moving countries. #DKF was what knocked me off my last meal plan. BUT NO EXCUSES!!! YOUR LIFE IS EXACTLY LIKE MINE!!! DO EVERYTHING I SAY RIGHT NOW!!! DROP WHAT YOU'RE DOING AND DO WHAT I SAY!!!
You're not you when you're hungry
 
I switched to coffee because it's easier on your body but I can't drink it black because coffee is a putrid taste.
Switch to espresso shots. Add a ton of milk and you've made yourself a cappuccino.
Store you coffee grounds in an airtight snap lid glass jar. It keeps them fresh after opening and prevents bad taste.
Buy your own beans and grind them. Its going to cost a small premium but the coffee won't taste as bad. You can get really high end beans that taste like roses and mangos, but those are +$20 a bag.

Got no idea what kinda coffee you're drinking, but bottom shelf like Folgers or Maxwell House tastes like asphalt to some people. Dunkin' or Kirklands is a good buy.

I have the DeLonghi Esclusivo EC702 and its been really good. The Bambino Breville is also a good lower end espresso machine.
 
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if a smoker hears any critique of his habit from a perspective of a non-addict, he will get agitated and will be compelled to bring up all the benefits of smoking
In an effort to prove you right i will oblige, as a former smoker (lol only one month has passed). Smoking cigs makes you cool. This sperging about smokers is not cool. It is autism. We know when we smoke that it is bad. We know it smells bad. We know that we are going to die from either it or something cooler. But when you are opening up that pack of Winston's with the flip-top box you are cool. You feel cool. The drug is doing it's thing. It's burning your throat, you are feeling your slow decay. You are dying, and literally nobody cares.
 
Josh, give Tenzing a try if you can get your hands on it. It’s (allegedly) a natural energy drink and I think they taste pretty good. 48 calories a can.

I don’t think you’re up for it but prescription stimulants for ADHD help me a lot. Tried modafinil years ago and I could see through space and time.
 
So long as we're on the coffee tangent, the only thing I'd add is to buy locally roasted beans. It doesn't really matter where you live, I've found that there's always a good local roaster close by. It might be a couple of bucks extra but it'll be better than comparably priced designer stuff and you're obviously supporting local businesses.
 
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