Jon-Kacho, I only slandered myself because I see it as a major stress relief for me due to the treatment and mental anguish I have had to endure since 2010. I eventually went insane and started hating myself and found that telling lies about myself being a convicted paedophile was a stress reliever (I assume it won't cause that much damage in the long-run). It sort of just puts you in that position like what Bart Simpson went through where he hated himself after being tormented by others for losing a game.
I will let everyone of you know why I slandered myself in the first place (I'm not asking for help in reversing these damages)
1 - Someone else had told some lies about me back in 2010 that caused people to believe in them, stalk me, and spread these lies to others who will do the exact same thing towards me for the many years ahead. Fast forward to 2012, there is this metro organization that subsequently spread these lies about me to their network of metrosexuals ever since they chose to believe in these lies about me. I've had to endure the mental anguish caused by stupid people choosing to treat me like garbage ever since.
2 - My eldest sibling, out of immature reasons, wanted to have me ostracized by telling his OWN lies about me and even getting others to perceive me as a macho man (his real identity, not mine) ever since I missed out on attending a program ran by this organization due to an unforeseen event while parents took my teen siblings and this bully to that program. He has inadvertently made my pre-existing condition much worse than what it was before by throwing his own lies about me, giving this organization more reasons to believe the other person. I'm also ridiculed for simply being myself ever since he told his own lies about me when my identity was naturally inclined to being metrosexual and that I had these ideas well before he even got them.
I will, one day, move out of my country and put these idiotic people behind me before starting fresh. No-one should have to suffer in the hands of idiotic people like that. No-one.
I apologize if you had to read this after reading similar ones at Y/A.
Sooner or later, these idiotic people who ruined my life and made me slander myself will become just part of my memory as I move to another continent to start a new life.