F1NN5TER / Jude Howarth / Rose Elizabeth Evergreen - Kids Minecraft YouTuber turned forced feminisation fetish Twitch streamer & OnlyFans pornographer with wealthy donors. Internet Famous & Friends with Chris Tyson, Mr Beast, & Jean Hollywood.

*Chugs soylent/huel.* “I don’t know why my mentals are so bad chat.” *Ties off arm, injects HRT.* “honestly I thought you guys would leave me if I even tried mentioning it.”

There’s a reason why you don’t talk about suicidology. It kills metrics, or in Finnsters case it brings attention. Wether its good intention or not doesn’t matter.
 
Reminds me of the clip from around a year ago or so where he talks about almost "accidentally" drowning in his hot tub because he was abusing ketamine and passed out.
Misremembered some elements of this. He had mixed whiskey and medications and almost drowned in his own vomit instead of a hot tub (I was probably confusing his story with Matthew Perry's death, who died of ketamine use while in his hot tub around the same time in 2023).

Here's the original post with the stream clip from 2023:

@14:30-@17:07 F1nn almost drowned in his own vomit after overdosing on alcohol by drinking a bottle of whisky on an empty stomach.
Anyways, this is probably one of the suicide attempts in retrospect and while he wanted to talk about the incident, he was ashamed to admit at that time that it was a suicide attempt.
 
The fact that someone can be driven to this state and the zeitgeist is to encourage it is so fucking tragic. Inside a wretched decaying body of every tranny still beats the heart of an insecure lonely young sperg, someone who had no one and was twisted and groomed by the worst the Internet has to offer. I hope with every fiber of my being that this cycle of grooming ends soon and that people who perpetrated it suffer.
 
The fact that someone can be driven to this state and the zeitgeist is to encourage it is so fucking tragic. Inside a wretched decaying body of every tranny still beats the heart of an insecure lonely young sperg, someone who had no one and was twisted and groomed by the worst the Internet has to offer. I hope with every fiber of my being that this cycle of grooming ends soon and that people who perpetrated it suffer.
the person who forced him to dress up as a girl and do onlyfans i think is responsible for this
 
How do you fail to kill yourself? TWICE? I'd be embarrassed if I fucked up that badly.
To be fair, he lives in the UK, consequently he only has access to kitchen knives and bike wheels being culturally enriched. Unfortunately for legions of confused teen age boys worldwide, the statistical probability of f4gg getting the job done is low. Thousands more are likely to troon out before the inevitable occurs.
 
To be fair, he lives in the UK, consequently he only has access to kitchen knives and bike wheels being culturally enriched. Unfortunately for legions of confused teen age boys worldwide, the statistical probability of f4gg getting the job done is low. Thousands more are likely to troon out before the inevitable occurs.
He could just try explaining what he is to the various "doctors" and "engineers" that recently immigrated to the UK. They're guaranteed to have a knofe or two. He can increase his odds by getting handsy while flirting.
 
He could just try explaining what he is to the various "doctors" and "engineers" that recently immigrated to the UK. They're guaranteed to have a knofe or two. He can increase his odds by getting handsy while flirting.

Maybe, maybe not. I think a fair portion of the <sexual emergency> mudslimes would be willing to make him their concubine, seeing as he's closer to a bri'ish 10 than most bri'ish womern. But he would definitely have to get the cockchop first. I'm really looking forward to the femboy-wife-to-an-islamic-sheik arc myself.
 
the person who forced him to dress up as a girl and do onlyfans i think is responsible for this
That is f1nn5ter himself. Though Jude was heavily financially incentivised to crossdress, he is the one that did it, no one forced him. The people who incentivised it are still disgusting fetishists, but he is responsible for his actions and he alone can correct them. TenMuses AKA Larry Edwards is still a horrible person though, and probably slept with Jude for money.
 
How do you fail to kill yourself? TWICE? I'd be embarrassed if I fucked up that badly.
Highly likely he attempted suicide with drug overdose as his chosen method, they are some of the least likely to be successful and it varies from med to med and dosage. Also very likely he considers thinking very intently about suicide a "attempt" Just my take on it.
 
Highly likely he attempted suicide with drug overdose as his chosen method, they are some of the least likely to be successful and it varies from med to med and dosage. Also very likely he considers thinking very intently about suicide a "attempt" Just my take on it.
He commits to sewerslide much like he commits to being a 'woman' - halfheartedly and in a fetishistic manner. If he was really a woman in a mans body, he'd get the cock chop before failing to commit sudoku several times. All he wants is to dip his toes in the pool and get attention for doing so.

Just wait till he ages out of his current audience of child grooming enthusiasts. When the money dries up and he's spent the last decade of his life doing nothing but talking into a mic and posting garbage lewds with no career or hobbies (other than the former) to fall back on, he will finally an hero and spare the kids of his tranny fluffing nonsense.
 
I hope anyone who’s thinking about “transitioning” knows about Finnsters 41% attempts.

Finnster is supposed to be like the ideal for most trannies in terms of “passing” and success. It doesn’t matter how well you “pass”. At the end of the day you’re locked in and alone with your own thoughts… Your body and brain can never forgive you for what you do to it in the process of transitioning. It will always become too much until…

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Huh wow there seems to be this like....really solid correlation between suicidal ideation, depression and transitioning. Even in nations where there's no societal factors to consider (or very little,) even when you're famous and your financial situation is set, even when you transmogrify your entire body to match your assumed identity, even when you extricate EVERY SINGLE FUCKING ALTERNATIVE VARIABLE FROM THE EQUATION it still seems to produce the same result, that is WEIRD!

I know this is going to sound crazy, okay. It's going to sound fucking WHACKY, but hear me out: Why don't we...explore....the one variable, which is mental illness, we haven't explored and see if we produce a different result? We could try it. It might save lives. That's kind of a neat result, eh?

Oh well whatever, I guess people can keep dying, it's not like we have some sort of Hippocratic oath to uphold or anything. That shit sounds gay, TTD ya'll.

I'm gunna go take a shit.
 
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