Jerry Peet / Lily Orchard / Lily Peet / Valkyrstudios / Bhaalspawn / Tara Callie / "Mod Ebara" - Sociopath writer of pedophile fanfiction and cartoon reviews, faked getting raped to force a divorce, then mobbed and gaslit their ex off Tumblr, satanist neoliberal of the MovieSlob variety, also wants to fuck dogs and/or pokemon

Oh man.

Oh man oh man oh man.

Nuclear irradiation? THAT IS MY JAM.

And Lily, honey, darling. That's not how nuclear radiation works.

The Elephants Foot, for those unaware, is the slag mass that is left of Chernobyl's core, a great heap of melted metal that resembles -- ash the name implies -- an elephant's foot. The Elephant's Foot is so dangerously radioactive that the pictures we have of it had to be taken from the end of the hallway by very, very old men taking blind photographs around the corner because standing at the open end of the hallway will cause fatal radiation poisoning. And they were explicitly old men because they didn't figure they had much time left anyway so if they died by stepping out into the hall then nobody else would suffer for it.

I think what Lily is proposing is that Niva would use earth, water, and metal to cool down, bury, and then enclose the overheating core, which is fair. In current day we actually entomb radioactive waste in a cylinder of sand and concrete and then enclose that in metal. These can be buried for extra assurance, although I think most waste is kept out in the desert, under monitored facilities; either way the capsules themselves are so dense as to be impenetrable and there's zero chance of leaks.

However, the idea that she is simultaneously so irradiated she herself becomes radioactive is... well, ridiculous. I think it actually IS possible for this to occur, but anybody who is so irradiated that this happens has hours or days to live at best. Three years of suffering in isolation, writing books on philosophy? That ain't happening. Especially because

radiation poisoning causes chromosomal damage.

Radiation poisoning is absolutely fascinating. While there's the obvious effect of being so close to the core explosion that she would probably be incinerated or melt, it's also possible that she had enough distance or protection to survive the initial wave and appear 'okay' in the immediate aftermath. The problem will come in a few days, when that chromosomal damage means that her body can no longer produce... anything, because the biological blueprint is fucking gone.

Red blood cells. White blood cells. Platelets. Skin cells. Her hair will start coming out in clumps and never growing back because her body forgot how. Her epidermis will still sloughing off and there will be no new skin underneath. She will have no immune system so the faintest hint of an infection from any source will likely prove fatal. She won't be able to digest food. She will undergo systemic organ failure while her body rots from the inside out. She will die in agony a couple of weeks after the accident, at most, although if she's so close to the core explosion she will probably only live for a few hours before collapsing in a puddle of blood.

'Three years' might work if she wasn't so close and wound up developing some fun forms of cancer instead, but that would eliminate her big savior moment and certainly wouldn't be enough to turn her radioactive.

As somebody who has used nuclear irradiation as a blueprint for some existential body horror myself, the idea strikes me as super fun, but Lily obviously can't pull it off, and even worse she's basically throwing it in both as a coda to the Avatar (when this sort of horrific death deserves more than a footnote), and also seems to just be another point in her anti=capitalist/free market screed, since it's the fault of 'cost cutting measures' and evil corporate executives. See what free market trade has wrought?!

(Ignore that Chernobyl occurred under the communist USSR and that it was a result of intentionally shutting down safety protocols while conducting a test and carrying on with that test despite system errors. Chernobyl as a facility was safe. It was raw human hubris that caused the accident.)

Lily also has an idea for the Avatar state. Niva is unable to master it due to being unable to open her ''thought chakra'' cause that would require her to let go of Lavi.

The Avatar State is already fucked up because of Korra severing the link to her past lives. I was also under the impression that Aang becoming as he did in the Avatar State (before he had control of it) was because those past lives were being channeled through and controlling him, and we see later on that the Avatars in general had a much more pragmatic approach to their problems once they reached their fully realized state. In this case, 'eliminate the threat to save the most people' seemed to be their general default. Even the Airbender that he talks to on the Lion Turtle is like 'stop being a bitch, Aang, sometimes you gotta murder people'.

I also just love her 'Lavi and Niva are reunited in the Spirit World' bullshit. Um, no, they aren't. Even if Lavi winds up there (for whatever reason) then Niva is going to be reincarnated into the next Avatar. Her spirit deosn't get to move on to the other plane. She is permanently tethered and beholden to the physical world.
 
Oh man.

Oh man oh man oh man.

Nuclear irradiation? THAT IS MY JAM.
There is a beautifully funny novel by the brothers who wrote the book that inspired the S.T.A.L.K.E.R series.
It's called Понедельник начинается в субботу (Monday Starts on Saturday) Satirizing Soviet closed cities and nuclear testings. I think you'll enjoy it.

Anyway Lily is tired of people saying that any depiction of women being hurt is sexual assault, and then quickly backtracks it to not kick dirt on her favourite character Sylvanas Windrunner.

TLDR: Lily doesn't enjoy Youtubers being hyperbolic and reading trauma into scene where there is none.

This flies in the face of her video from only a year ago. Fandom's Creepy Obsession With Torture where she took random clips of fighting between Catra and Adora and called it fetishistic abuse.

Addies are working wonders.

In other news. People who want immersion in video games are bitch made.
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So by your own admission, you don't want to feel like a badass while performing combos? You don't want to feel like you can be of change when you're entering a new world? Yet another complaint from this fucker because people Peet hates shit on stuff they like for failing on basic writing, or even basic engagement of any kind.
 
Chat: Do the books she wrote become radioactive?
Lily: They don't. *pause* Does paper absorb radiation?

I don’t know Lily… if you actually did research or payed attention to history class. You would know of Marie Curie… little known female scientist who did the studies of radiation… and we still have her notes… inside a lead box… and that you have to sign legal documents and wear special gear to handle. So yes Lily… paper absorbs radiation as do a lot of objects.

God all the other radiation blunders and misspellings aside. Lily asking mid stream “hey does paper absorb radiation” is the cherry on top of the dumb ass sundae she has made.
 
'Three years' might work if she wasn't so close and wound up developing some fun forms of cancer instead, but that would eliminate her big savior moment and certainly wouldn't be enough to turn her radioactive.
Excuse me she is the Avatar her body works differently, duuuh. That might be Lily's honest goddamn excuse when confronted. Thanks for your horrific scientific knowledge sperging, that was horrifying and fascinating!

Yet another complaint from this fucker because people Peet hates shit on stuff they like for failing on basic writing, or even basic engagement of any kind
Lily doesn't understand the large concept of immersion as a whole because it has nuance, covers a wide berth, and is most importantly subjective. Lily is the type of person who responds to tech questions with "works fine on my machine idk" and contributes nothing else, if you catch my drift.


TLDR: Lily doesn't enjoy Youtubers being hyperbolic and reading trauma into scene where there is none.
Weird, Lily seems like he's stuttering and repeating himself more. I'm almost worried about him.

Hey, whatever happened to his hike?
 
Don't have too much to add about the ridiculousness of the radiation stuff, but I will point out it's another example of Lily not being able to read the room.

Here's the thing, a hero dying of radiation poisoning is not a bad idea. Heck, if you're really trying to go into body horror territory, you could make some fantastic works based around that idea. But you absolutely do not do something that graphic in a children's show of all things. There's a reason when Hulk or Spider-man were exposed to radiation, it didn't result in their horrific deaths (or if it does, it's reserved for very dark else-world stories) because that's not why people pick up those comics. They pick up those comics to see larger than life characters go on adventures and foil criminal plots. Not to say there can't also be more "serious" stories told in those mediums, there are some pretty heavy comic stories but...they're told in a way that still make sense and fit the world.

It's also part of Lily's problem of being unable to accept new stories or ideas. Lily can't think "huh, I have this idea for a story about the dangers of radiation, maybe I'll write it as a short story" or the like. No, he has to do what he always does and shove it into one of the few preexisting things that he likes. Actually, I guess we just saw it a little earlier too with Digimon. Lily clearly wanted to write a story about a sibling forcing helping their sibling transition, so...instead of creating a story where it might actually be relevant, he just picks one of his children cartoon fascinations to tell that story in, even if it makes 0 sense in universe.

I know it's a minor thing in the grand scheme of Lily issues, but still.
 
Using a S.T.A.L.K.E.R/Fallout rad death is still stupid even to Lily's standards.
Even not using Rad Child/Atomic! Perks? Gay bullshit

I think Lily loves New Vegas.

It's a bit strange all this (Lily's fanfic fatal ending and new Avatar reveal) but i idealized years ago a trilogy of fantasy novels using the same concept but expanded and not entirely about spirits and reincarnations (or not the way it works).
The thing is: first novel had characters very influenced by ATLA, but some new ones with different objectives (even with god-like eidolons). Plot is straight one-on-point way forward with some flashbacks using Hero's Journey but without the spiritual part (i'm more into self-realization and maturing over anything in this novel).
Second novel is based entirely of TLOK's seasons but with very different approaches about everything, with the last one being totally different if compare to S4. Some characters are in the same level as earlier. Adding with the new plot of the earlier novel, along with returning characters in all its glory.
And the last one is different, but different: if the two earlier novels had their eras defined, this is basically a future dystopia cyberpunk-like (more Shadowrun than Cyberpunk in this case), with a plot about how humanity can finally drive his own destiny rather than depending of one character like forever.

But i don't follow up this project for a time 'cus of work and more urgencies in my daily life.
 
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It's called Понедельник начинается в субботу (Monday Starts on Saturday) Satirizing Soviet closed cities and nuclear testings. I think you'll enjoy it.

Sounds like fun. Thanks!

And the last one is different, but different: if the two earlier novels had their eras defined, this is basically a future dystopia cyberpunk-like (more Shadowrun than Cyberpunk in this case), with a plot about how humanity can finally drive his own destiny rather than depending of one character like forever.

Breaking the cycle of fate is ALSO my jam. I know how hard it can be to get back to these kind of projects but if you ever find the time I wish you the best!

Don't have too much to add about the ridiculousness of the radiation stuff, but I will point out it's another example of Lily not being able to read the room.

Here's the thing, a hero dying of radiation poisoning is not a bad idea. Heck, if you're really trying to go into body horror territory, you could make some fantastic works based around that idea. But you absolutely do not do something that graphic in a children's show of all things. There's a reason when Hulk or Spider-man were exposed to radiation, it didn't result in their horrific deaths (or if it does, it's reserved for very dark else-world stories) because that's not why people pick up those comics. They pick up those comics to see larger than life characters go on adventures and foil criminal plots. Not to say there can't also be more "serious" stories told in those mediums, there are some pretty heavy comic stories but...they're told in a way that still make sense and fit the world.

It's also part of Lily's problem of being unable to accept new stories or ideas. Lily can't think "huh, I have this idea for a story about the dangers of radiation, maybe I'll write it as a short story" or the like. No, he has to do what he always does and shove it into one of the few preexisting things that he likes. Actually, I guess we just saw it a little earlier too with Digimon. Lily clearly wanted to write a story about a sibling forcing helping their sibling transition, so...instead of creating a story where it might actually be relevant, he just picks one of his children cartoon fascinations to tell that story in, even if it makes 0 sense in universe.

I know it's a minor thing in the grand scheme of Lily issues, but still.

No, that's a good point. I was thinking strictly on terms of a fanfic where, obviously, you can do whatever you want, but she DID pitch this as 'if I wrote an Avatar series'.

The radiation storyline isn't wholly out of left field given where Korra went-- using Airbending to suffocate the Earth Queen on screen, Korra being crippled by mercury poisoning-- but it does also netray a lack of imagination. Not just in shoving the idea into a familiar property, but not even bothering to adapt it to the setting.

For instance, instead of just being Chernobel, maybe an evil capitalist pig eas trying to harness a spirit for endless energy and it wound up cursing the land or becoming so corrupted it became a walking blight. Niva's fight against it causes that curse to settle on her as retribution. You can still use nuclear radiation as the basis of what happens here without just telling people to sublimated their feelings about yhe Chernobyl disaster and say 'Yeah, that.'

Of all things I actually learned about yhe 'this is not a place of honor' inscription from an MLP fanfic. But it worked there because the premise was, what if yhe Indiana Jones explorer pony stumbled on one of these bunkers? And instead of being overt about what had happened, they discussed how the ponies had to take time to translate the language and detailed the effects of radiation poisoning without ever explaining it as more than a horrific illness from a cursed tomb. It worked within the world it set up instead of just throwing in a nuclear meltdown.

Of course in my proposal Niva wouldn't be able to then cause the board of directors to die from concentrayed nuclear fallout (which I thought Niva didn't understand so how did she know how to selectively murder these guys with it?). And I suspect that Lily's horrible revenge fantasy was just as much an inspiration as her desire to martyr her OC in the most agonizing and spectacular way possible
 
I know it's a minor thing in the grand scheme of Lily issues, but still.
I don't think so.
I think your point has real-world implications pertaining to CD-Lily, even if to a degree.
At face value, it looks like CD-Lily is committing the crime of a basic novice fan-fiction writer, that is implying and implementing extreme things to a universe that is not suited for it.

What's a likely reason for this? I put my guess on wish-fulfillment, which is a common reason among most (if not all) fan-fiction writers. In some respect or the other, wish-fulfillment not confirmed by canon is a breaking of immersion, and CD-Lily has already revealed how she feels about such things in terms of video games despite the claims to be a critic based on characters and themes.
In other news. People who want immersion in video games are bitch made.
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If CD-Lily had admitted at some point that she likes to deviate from canon in her writing and didn't have a blanket condemnation towards fan-fiction writers for being creeps (devoid of the nuances of why), maybe we wouldn't be here, but that's not what happened. In fact, she doubled-down that anything you write has something to say about you.

To quote CD-Lily's Ships Have Discourse Now, Deal With It:


As far as I'm concerned, this is one of few cases where CD-Lily has been consistent, or her "stopped clock being right twice a day" bullshit. Where I think she's right is that it's the subtle hint you need to give her new content a fresh perspective about why she remains an abusive piece of shit, especially the Banned Trans Moon Girl episode, which a critical point was summed up pretty well here:
Did it occur to anyone at any point the Moon Girl episode got canned because it's about a trans athlete on a female volleyball team and not that long ago a girl in college level volleyball had a trans-identified male athlete spike the ball at her so hard she suffered a massive traumatic brain injury? People get concussed all the time in volleyball but I think the damage was so severe she needed months of physiotherapy and will never play again.
And to answer that question... no, I genuinely think that CD-Lily does not factor in the reality that biological women in physically intensive sports have, in fact, been hurt by trans-women on opposing teams, usually to a degree that takes them out of the sport entirely. CD-Lily seems to have a fetish-like fantasy towards the idea of trans-women being correct despite real-world circumstances. This can be seen how she treats the idea that trans-women have a unique body structure that gives them an in-built advantage against biological women even if they have been under hormone therapy for some time - it's a passing thought that she doesn't give much time to in the video because she doesn't care that biological women have been hurt, at least not by her, especially in a very specific way if she's biologically related to them.

At face value, CD-Lily not caring about immersion seems like the mistake novice fan-fiction writers make that they usually grow out of in respect to the universe they are writing for. In the grand scheme of things, it's an example of how CD-Lily presents what little fucks she gives if things do not go her way, especially when you factor in her famous quote of problematic interests saying things about you for you indulging in them without asking why.

To quote CD-Lily a final time for this post,
"Nobody one gets a consequence-free environment, especially not in public. Don't like that? Tough shit."
 
Short stream. Not a lot happens in it.
In a nutshell; she is cycling trough all her usual LGTB rep opinions. She asks discord friends in the call what they'd like to see in LGTB centered stories and gets frustrated that nobody gets the question.
I tools like headcannoning Tai being trans and the Moon Girl episode gave her a new breath of life in terms of LTB rep.
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She's also low on money, still paying off her christmas gifts and was unable to see her niece on her birthday.
She's off her meds on this one.

She is working on a old script of hers (hence she calls herself Lily in the text), about LGTB rep in kids shows. Basically, she used to have a bare minimum standdard that a show needed to fullfil in order to be good rep, and after The Owl House succeeded in that, she stopped giving a shit about it.
She had what she wanted and as a result she didn't want to disscuss things that didn't give her what she wanted, as well as her interest shifting away from romance in recent years.

At the same timeshe doesn't want another Lumity, she wants something else. That's why she doesn't accept recomendations that descibe it as similar to it.

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She calls in some people from Discord to talk aout LGTB rep, since she now aknowledges that different people have different ideas about what maked LGTB rep good. She gets pissed when someone hangs up on her, because they don't know she's on stream, which she didn't tell beforehand.



Shit's on Catradora for the millionth time. She doesn't like that a story of enmesment ends with them getting together (Lily: It's the same as Zuko and Azula ending up together), and that it is placed against the backdrop of a war that gets no attention.

Shit's on slow burn romances.

Lily: I'm not into shipping all that much. I like romance but I'm not into shipping. Because- you probably noticed, I never really gotten on board with a ship that wasn't cannon.
She has to ask NoobLord and Rag to respond, cause they ain't listening either.

To condense 20min of nothing; Shipping is about easthetics and not about the relationship, it's just projecting yourself onto a character to be with a character that is your type.

As usual, the two guy (are they trans?) can't talk for shit, and sepite being in a voice call opt to write in chat instead. Either way, they're just regurgitating Lily's opinions on things, badly.

She then shits on Utena again. Now she saw the movie while she had been in the hospital at 15. She is so cool for making parody videos for Utena.
Praises the Transfem rep in Family Guy and High Guardian Spice (she says it's ok, not interesting, not deeper than a quck google search, but all in all ok rep).

50 minutes in, and she finally asks her guests to contribute something to the streams! She asks them what in terms of trans dynamic is their fvourite.
They don't say a thing of course, and Lily starts yapping about trans Tia being her favourite and shows off Mikaila's art of her.
Rag likes the dnamic of people born the gender the trans person is transitioning into being supportive of them.
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00:57:38 - Lily needs a new Debit card. She's still payingoff christmas for getting her niece a tamagochi, and wasn't able to get to her nieces birthday part because of it.

Lolo joins. Lily recaps the entirety of the stream until then to her. Yay...

She hadn't had a trans character until now because she needs a story to tell first before thinking up characters, and Digiminon became her muse for how to write trans characters.

Shitting on Shonen all being the same. Scolds a new joiner in voicecall when they say about the same being true for fantasy as a genre, gor getting off topic.

She asks Lolo what she'd like to see in LGTB rep and Lolo gets scared of answering because she's cis.
Lily gets frustrated over nobody getting her questions, asks chat for suggestions instead.

In low res, because there's nothing on screen anyway.

Later Lolo asks how to write a good LGTB story and Lily tells her there is no one way, that a lot of people today seem to have this problem. Gee Lily, I wonder who Lolo got this idea from.

Two hours in she starts talking about her stalkers again. Stalkers will shit on her writing no matter what or how she writes.
She once talked with a TERF who bragged to her how easy it is to spot and clock a transperson.

She ends the streamwhen she noticed she got nothing for her script out of it.
 
To condense 20min of nothing; Shipping is about easthetics and not about the relationship, it's just projecting yourself onto a character to be with a character that is your type.
Lily: I'm not into shipping all that much. I like romance but I'm not into shipping. Because- you probably noticed, I never really gotten on board with a ship that wasn't cannon.
Shallow, dumb followers "ship". Lily is a THINKER, therefore she is a ROMANCER. Very Moviebob of her.

She gets pissed when someone hangs up on her, because they don't know she's on stream, which she didn't tell beforehand.
Lily is such a good friend.


She hadn't had a trans character until now because she needs a story to tell first before thinking up characters, and Digiminon became her muse for how to write trans characters.
There is barely anything rattling around Lily's Adderall-adjusted brain, only what kind of wish he wants fulfilled that day. Shoutouts to Mikay drawing Tai like Lily to make it even more obvious that this is another Lily Orchard wish fulfillment self insert and even shipping fantasy.
 
She asks Lolo what she'd like to see in LGTB rep and Lolo gets scared of answering because she's cis.
Lily gets frustrated over nobody getting her questions, asks chat for suggestions instead.
It's always fun seeing Lily's "friends" try to figure out what answer she wants to hear in real time. I swear Lolo is stuttering more in this clip trying to piece together an answer that will get her the least amount of backlash. Honestly this sucks because Lolo's answer isn't even a bad one. Queerness/LGBT-ness being an aspect of a story, rather than the central defining feature has been talked about and desired for a decade now. There have been multiple think pieces on how "found family" is a foundational queer experience in how they build their communities - Lolo saying she wants to see more of that in stories that aren't necessarily about being gay or trans or queer is on topic. I can't tell if Lily is being purposefully obstinate or if she is so divorced from and semblance of community that the very thought of shared experiences that are not one's defining feature baffles her.

And she wonders why people are reluctant to share their thoughts with her. Why would they when they get so thoroughly shut down and are made to feel stupid for answering a question? Lily will always be a middle school-esque bully.

Side note: are Lolo and Lily still pretending to be in a relationship? Neither of them seem to like each other very much (not that there's much to like) but at the same time I don't see Lily wanting to let go of someone as spineless as Lolo.
 
Lily: I'm not into shipping all that much. I like romance but I'm not into shipping. Because- you probably noticed, I never really gotten on board with a ship that wasn't cannon.
Shipping is about easthetics and not about the relationship, it's just projecting yourself onto a character to be with a character that is your type.
She hadn't had a trans character until now because she needs a story to tell first before thinking up characters, and Digiminon became her muse for how to write trans characters
Just some highlights that really stood out to me. Lily doesn't get into shipping because he prefers cannon things and thinks shipping is less about caring about the story and basically more about making self-insert fanfic. Which, hey, I could actually agree with.

Buuuuuuuuuuut, then it's followed up with Digimon and Tai being trans. Hey, Lily, you know what isn't canon in Digimon? Tai having any gender identity issues whatsoever, let alone Tai transitioning. You know why you want that to be a thing to the point you're getting artwork of it made? Because it isn't about Tai's identity, it's just aesthetics and you projecting yourself onto a character to be with your type. In this case, a boy who transitions into a girl and gets adoring (and presumably inappropriate) praise and approval from their sister.

I mentioned this in my last post, but it's also another example of Lily's weird obsession with inserting everything into one of the few things he enjoys. He wanted to create a story centered around trans characters. Now, I think if most people had a craving to write a story about something specific, they'd start creating an outline, figure out who the characters are, what they want the conflicts to be, etc. Not Lily. Lily spent his time thinking about what preexisting world he could tell the story in. And not even like "what preexisting world has a trans character in it I could branch out from." No, just "which one of my fandoms do I want to shove this idea into even if it makes absolutely no sense in universe or even in genre."

Say I had a sudden inspiration to write a story about someone religiously losing their faith in God and the impact it has on the rest of their life. Maybe it causes them to go down a self-destructive path, because they're doing things they once wrote off as being not only morally wrong, but soul damning, so they never thought to do it. But maybe it also leads to good things, they might meet someone they never would have hung out with because they let their faith blind them to who people really were. Could be some interesting stuff.

So, I also like Breaking Bad. But I'm not going to take that idea I just have and awkwardly try to make it apply to Walt Jr. because he doesn't have any of those character traits and people didn't tune into the show because they're interested in characters grappling with their spiritually. And, even if in some crazy world where someone greenlit my idea, fans would be disappointed because they'd expect something involving crime/drugs/gangs when they hear Breaking Bad spinoff...not a show about a character having a crisis of faith.

Digimon does have the characters grow, and they'll sometimes explore real world issues like kids dealing with divorce and stuff like that. But it's usually coinciding with cute mascot characters powering up from the character's emotions to become a force of destruction to fight a kaiju-esque battle against a scary looking monster that crawled out of the computer to destroy the world. It doesn't take a genius to see why that setting might not be the best for telling an in-depth, emotional story about a character struggling with their gender, deciding to fundementally change who they are and the support they receive from their adoring and inappropriately close sibling.

Actually, I'll even go one step further. I'll preface this by saying this is a dumb idea and still doesn't fit the genre at all, but I'm going to pretend I just received a trauamtic brain injury and now I'm thinking like Lily. Thank god I don't have a sister. Anyway, let's roll with this idea that original stories can't exist and everything has to be told from a preexisting children's cartoon. Cool. So, Digimon, basic premise for anyone who isn't aware, kids get digital monsters, said monsters start out weak, but can evolve into cooler and more badass monsters to beat up bad monsters.

So, since I'm in Lily-retard mode, if I absolutely had to write a gender identity story in that world...let's say one of the Digimon recently unlocked a cool new form to beat up the monster of the week. What if that new form is more masculine/feminine than whatever their normal form is. Cute cat thing becomes some jacked up tiger beast, or fearsome wolf guy becomes a more delicate and nimble plant-based thing. When they go back to their "normal" form, it stops feeling normal. There you go. Take it one step further, everyone else is able to evolve into a new level, but transmon is stuck because they can't "accept" themselves so until they resolve their inner conflict, they can't evolve to the next stage. Still a bad idea that clashes with what the show is actually about, but at least I tried to make it make sense in the universe.
 

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Lily, doing her routine shutting down of anything Lolo says tries to take control over a conversation about Moon Girl, saying she was uncomfortable with people talking about black culture, forgetting Catgirl is black.
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Sai is on safari. She's gawking at LioConvoy.

My favourite Lio Convoy lore is He drives a ghostbusters branded car and would rather collect autistic teens and fill that sizable den up with tat than have a child with his wife.
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He found Lily Orchard an unpalatable topic for streams despite all his discord kittens being hurt from her online antics. Lily would laugh at him, to his face.
Why do you draw Lily so hot, Sai? - Lauren Lolo Wilson, Welsh Wonder And The Sands Of Time. Being delivered by Sabin Brown

The discords have this running theory, that Sabin is KokoGalaxy a Lily stan. I have my doubts. Anyone have any thoughts on this?

ETA:
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There's a deep irony in my always using co-sleeping to establish trust and deep affection between two characters regardless of their relationship, and yet I always get an extremely poor night's sleep if anyone is in the room with me.
 
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So, since I'm in Lily-retard mode, if I absolutely had to write a gender identity story in that world...let's say one of the Digimon recently unlocked a cool new form to beat up the monster of the week. What if that new form is more masculine/feminine than whatever their normal form is. Cute cat thing becomes some jacked up tiger beast, or fearsome wolf guy becomes a more delicate and nimble plant-based thing. When they go back to their "normal" form, it stops feeling normal. There you go. Take it one step further, everyone else is able to evolve into a new level, but transmon is stuck because they can't "accept" themselves so until they resolve their inner conflict, they can't evolve to the next stage. Still a bad idea that clashes with what the show is actually about, but at least I tried to make it make sense in the universe.

First of all, I will say that I think you can write whatever fanfiction you want, even if it's a genre shift or a total tonal break. It's free, it's fun, people who don't like it can ignore it, and people who really don't like it can bitch about it on their own time. As long as you aren't going out harassing people about your precious headcanons, there are no laws.

(Although, in turn, you shouldn't be offended when somebody says 'this has nothing to do with <property>'. If you're writing Fallout: Equestria (which is real, by the way) you're kind of understanding that it's a fucking absurd premise and you can't get upset when people balk at the ponies shooting each other with rad rifles.)

That said, I totally get where you're coming from and I do agree. Most of the time fanfiction is written by people who want to explore a world or characters that they love beyond what they got in official media, so fanfiction ideas are usually (usually) born from something within that show. And I also agree that some of the worst fanfic are those where it's just the author projecting themselves into the characters and twisting them around to fulfill their fantasy.

Second, now that I've thought about it, I can't get over how little creativity Lily has.

Digimon is a fantastical property. It has monsters that transform into bigger monsters because a child gets emotional. In the original series the world itself is explicitly almost dreamlike, with strange things like a beach full of phone booths and a cruise ship cutting through the desert. There is so much that can be done with metaphor and symbolism with the Digimon evolutions. You could go the Frontiers route and have the kids become the Digimon and maybe one of them gets a sex-cross transformation. You could do something wacky like there was a 'read error' when they digitize and they wind up being turned into a girl when they enter the Digital World.

'Tai is trans' is a dumb premise but there are ways you could at least have fun with it. Or, better, you could have this trans character be an OC-- every season of Digimon features a different cast of characters in a different interpretation of the Digital World, there is zero reason your fanfic would have to be about a kid who already exists deciding out of the blue that they're trans in the most mundane, boring way possible in this wonderful creative universe.

Unless the goal is pure projection, because it's not about actually exploring a character's struggles. It's about wanting a perfect baby sister who loves and cherishes and supports everything you do and does your hair and gives you a new name and sleeps in the same bed as you. It's not about looking at Tai and thinking, 'He might be dysphoric' (because there is nothing in the anime that supports this), or 'What if he got turned into a girl through some wacky digital world shenanigans?' (which is good old fashioned dumbass fanfic bullshit). But Lily doesn't want to explore Tai as a character. She wants to be Tai. Except she doesn't want to be Tai (or else why change him so drastically?), she wants to be in Tai's position. She wants Kairi as her perfect baby sister.

Because as far as I can tell she also hasn't said anything else about Digimon, just... this. How would this affect his relationship with the other characters, especially the tension between him and Matt, which is all about clashing machismo? How does this impact Agumon, his partner? Does he really have the luxury of having a gender identity crisis when the Elvis monkey is trying to brainwash him? But Lily doesn't care about these questions. I doubt she even remembers that other characters exist. She just wants Kari to transition Tai and 'crack his DigiEgg' because she really thought she had a clever bit of wordplay there.
 
I just had the horrible realization that Lily very much reminds me of some of the people I saw in the homestuck fandom back in the day. Kate mitchell and her would probably get along very well if she was ever into homestuck, and would also very likely be an incredibly annoying Vriska stan just like Kate, projecting herself onto the character for all the wrong reasons.

I know it's unlikely that anyone in this thread has followed homestuck and the Kate mitchell situation at all the past few years but if anyone has: what do you think Lily would think of hs2?
 
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First of all, I will say that I think you can write whatever fanfiction you want, even if it's a genre shift or a total tonal break. It's free, it's fun, people who don't like it can ignore it, and people who really don't like it can bitch about it on their own time. As long as you aren't going out harassing people about your precious headcanons, there are no laws
This is a very fair statement. The reason I don't think it applies to Lily is similar to why I'm critical of Lily when he talks about gaming, despite using a bunch of mods or cheats or whatever. In a single player gamer where you're playing on your own and there's no like, competitive or multiplayer aspects or whatever, I think it's fine to cheat or mod your game or do whatever you want to it because you're just having fun. If you're just writing fanfic, same logic applies, have the cast of Friends become Power Rangers to bring Walter White to justice after he teamed up with the aliens from Space Jam.

But Lily claims to be a professional writer and treats his projects like more than fun fanfic. Same deal with him reviewing games, once he enters "professional" mode, the "harmless fun" defense gets thrown out the window. Not to say that writing/reviewing has to be super serious business, but I think when you claim to be a professional, you need to at least show some level of creativity and understanding of the media you're trying to create/review.
 
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