DongMiguel
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- Aug 8, 2016
If she didn't care what others thought, she wouldn't filter her videos to the level she does. She obviously cares about being considered attractive in a conventional way, probably because she never has been. Even in high school, Chantal was a potato-looking freak who had to buddy up with the other freak of their high school: Peetz.
Chantal is insecure. It's why she does attack the looks of other people because it's her way of validating her own ugliness. But more obvious is how she acts in public. She's timid and nowhere near the girl boss she pretends to be when safely in the confines of her own place.
A few years ago, before she moved to Kuwait, she was live-streaming while walking by a group of girls sitting outside (or standing, I can't remember) and she clearly became self-conscious of them, especially when she heard them laughing (assuming they were laughing at her).
In some ways, I kinda do pity Chantal because everywhere she goes, there's a near-universal chance she's the largest person in the room and she certainly doesn't have the confidence to own it. She never has. Problem is, she's also likely at her largest weight, or close to it, so it's not getting better.
I do think when she lost weight on her coke diet, and started wearing that yellow dress all over the place back during the Nader days, she did find some level of confidence but that was fleeting.
Now, though? It doesn't exist.
