Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

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Elephant Dick update (for search: ElephantDick, Asher)

I took some time off the thread after the completion of the Gruffin saga… so I may have missed some intermittent Elephant Dick updates.
Ah, the twink-stage of poondom.

That year or two where they look like an unusually feminine looking twink, before the hormones really kick in and speedboost their feminine fat storage and they inevit end up looking like fat, tit less lesbians.

This chick is particularly deluded. Probably the most obviously girl pooper I’ve ever seen.

Sometimes they get away with putting a mask on, and you kinda have to guess or look at body features to figure out if they’re a man or a woman. Not so with this chick. She’s so obviously a woman, pubebeard or not.
 
This thread could use more vaginoplasties, so let me provide some. Kiwis with sensitive stomachs, please enjoy some SRS stories without photos at the bottom of the post.

Insides on the outside: a troon's stinkditch becomes less ditch-like when he forces an actual fucking prolapse out of his freakhole. The irony here is that many troons will advise each other to see Thai doctors for their cock-chops due to Thai doctors having "better techniques."
Emotional_Escape_516 (Dr. Chettawut; sigmoid colon vaginoplasty)
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This kid's whole post history is fucking sad - though not quite as sad as the state of his rothole, which he mercifully provided a diagram for in case you get as lost looking at it as I did.
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Many Srs with 2 different surgery i have no hope

2 1/2 years ago, I had my first surgery with several complications, including a urethral vaginal fistula, structuring, and pain. That surgeon attempted to fix it like five times I had no progress was made and if anything it made it worse, I then started working with a new surgeon who performed part one of his plan to improve my appearance before tackling the more complex fistula and structuring. I’m over three months post-op, but I’m not seeing progress. I have little hope, think my urethra is too low my clit is to trapped and i feel miserable. What should I do? Because I’m scared that if I bring up any of this stuff, then they’re not gonna want to do future surgeries with me or they gonna think that I’m too much of a perfectionist I just seen no hope and being able to save it to so that it looks a little bit more passable
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Remember LeatherLegitimate430? Her arm looked very decayed! Well, as it turns out, the decay is spreading, because her new psuedopeen isn't looking very good, either.
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I noticed these spots after my shower this morning. Sent the crane center an email and they got back to me within the hour. They said everything still looks good right now but they recommended placing small strips of xeroform over the areas twice a day. I’m pretty nervous to go to hand therapy tomorrow because my scrotom is still very swollen and I don’t want to put any unneeded pressure on the stitches. Wish me luck!
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Speaking of decay, this arm on this poon isn't looking too good either - very dry and desiccated. Feels irresponsible for surgeons to not emphasize the mobility risk of phalloplasties, but then again, surgeons are not known for their empathy and foresight.
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Wound vac removal wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. It took her maybe 5 mins or so. I think not watching also helped it not seem like hell lol. I did feel sharper pain when she pulled more from the center of my arm which would make sense.
I have bruising at the bottom of my arm near the tat because when I was getting lifted off the bed for my walks a nurse grabbed and pulled me incorrectly. 🙃 It wasn’t red there until that happened but everyone tried telling me that it’s normal.
But thankfully I get to go home today this morning. Finally get to fully rest without the disturbance of frequent vital and pulse checks lol.
As far as the penis, every thing still is great, still no complications with my entire procedure, excellent blood flow, and have to be propped up to the left for a few weeks. I am REALLY hoping as A LOT of people say that over time gravity will make my little guy a bit longer as it hangs lol
Overall I have no regrets, happy and feel more congruent with my body now. I still have other stages but this was a big start 🖤💪🏾🏳️‍⚧️I did it!
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Now for some stories: this MTF admits that he wishes he hadn't gotten his dick flayed, yet still - because it is a cult, after all - insists that the real issue is availability and access to dick flaying procedures. Given that he said his results "only looked like a vagina if you squinted really hard" and that "all of the erectile tissue around the urethra" had been left behind, it's surprising that his main complaint is that "it looked bad." If it didn't function whatsoever but looked ""cis-passing"", would he be more eager to show off pictures?
CanPrize2268 (Drs. Gast and Kassis)
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Biggest Regret

Ok this might end up being divisive but bottom surgery is the biggest regret of my life. I definitely don’t regret transitioning (even with the state of the world) I would have been dead without the option for sure.
This obviously needs to have a disclaimer: I understand that dysphoria presents differently for everyone and everyone’s body and experience is different. But I would be remiss to not share my experience.
I had been previously botched by Gast (see older posts) and had revisions with Kassis in TN. And Kassis did phenomenal work, and this should be no reflection on him or his skill. I actually think this is more of a critique on availability and access to trans surgeries.
When I first came out I thought I needed to have bottom surgery immediately and I basically did. But after living with my other surgeries for a while now I wish I had started with FFS.
Facial surgery has had the greatest impact on my life. I feel safer, I get misgendered never, and on top of that I don’t have to have bangs. Breast implants have had a similar effect.
The perception from the exterior has changed and that has changed how I view myself. (Both by Kassis I cannot stress enough how much I love him and his work).
Onto the bottom…my aesthetics and depth have been fixed. But I am apparently extremely prone to granulation tissue. I have had weekly silver nitrating for months and even a year after my revision I am still actively bleeding. This has led to consistent pain and depression. And I have definitely lost some of my depth because dilating is like being ripped in half, which sucks. I am sure that somewhere in all of the legal documents they had me sign I acknowledged that this was a possibility but when you sign that stuff morning of it’s not exactly at the top of your mind after a bowel cleanse, fasting, and surgery anxiety.
It also has been helpful to know that I can still find romantic and sexual partners and never even be asked about what I’ve had done. I think when I first came out bottom surgery seemed to be the only way I’d ever be loved but with as many people embracing their Pan/bisexuality it seems to matter less and less.
I had my original bottom surgery almost 5 years ago. And it’s taken this long and 5 other surgeries to realize that my dysphoria was not what I had originally thought.
Anyway, have my vocal consult in the summer. Wish me luck. Available for questions but don’t ask for photos.
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A tranny's butchering leads to kidney stones, sepsis and then - to my pleasant surprise - spiritual enlightenment: the main thrust of this post is encouraging troons to realize that it isn't what's on the outside that counts, but what's on the inside. As usual, the crabs in the bucket lurking in his comments are not happy with him for daring to imply that perhaps happiness can be found outside of the operating theater.
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I almost died on SRS recovery and this changed me forever
I (MTF, now 29 years) need to take this off my chest so I can move on with my week. This happened between July and November 2020. My SRS already had issues because of the pandemic, and was postponed from April to July, from one city to another within my country, it was booked in October 2019 so I was unaware of what was about to come. Despite of all that the pandemic had no effect on the actual problem just made me VERY anxious that things might go wrong.
I did the surgery because of two things: I was tired to be seen as a sexual object by my hookups, gfs and bfs of the previous years and on a second place I was tired to keep tucking to have peace on going to the gym and the beach. Just those I didn't have actual genital dysphoria it was a horrible pressure from the outside.
So I did it in July and for the first 3 weeks of recovery things were progressing normally, because one was be laying down all day for weeks the constipation was insane, so any abdominal pain was due to that I assumed.
However after 26 days I stopped improving, turns out after going to the hospital as an emergency, and going the CT scan, I had a tiny kidney stone 3mm, probably because of the medication interaction, diet, genetics all together and because the whole region was swollen it didn't go through, it got stuck the urine in the right kidney kept accumulating for days until the uretra ruptured and caused not just a kidney infection but a sepsis that could kill me in a few hours by the point I was at the CT scan. And no need to say that this breaks the pain scale to unimaginable levels.
After a week in ICU I got better, and suffered a lot of pain until November because the body synchonized both recoveries so the kidney infection and its pain lasted while I was swollen due to the SRS. Despite that the results were decent, I just don't use the canal.
But the real deal was psychological I was about to make my biggest dream come true, and felt anxious but better than ever, recently graduated, so everything was fine, but this was a huge wake up call, we can lose everything, any moment, specially our lives. I suffered so much fighting to be the best, to overcome prejudice, to change the laws of my own country (which we did it), to graduate at the best college, to be the prettiest girl, but was I happier? Absolutely not. I was already reading a lot of buddhist teaching at the time and meditation was the thing that made me through these horrible months, and I learned that I just am, I am just being myself, I don't need labels, or make compromises, I don't need to do voice training to check an item of a list, or to prove to myself that I was able to do it.
I learned the hard way, transitioning is just letting go, all procedure are just means to self expression, but most of our "self expression" is imposed by the market, by our own community, and ultimately by ourselves anything also will just bring the dukka(search for this concept if you don't know). When I came out in 2011 transitioning was doing a precise set of steps otherwise you wouldn't be anything more than a prostitute, but even me that I fought so much for the right to escape it, I didn't enjoy the gift of the rights I conquered, and the non-binary people were right, but we can go beyond give names and just understand anatta in our context. So please your life is worth it more than this endless cycle of being the ideal boy or girl. You just are, whatever call you, whatever they treat you, it goes beyond all that.
Sorry for the rush text, I hope one day I can put all this in a nice video or book
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According to instagram comments, the takeout box tattoo is now on her neo-phallus
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What gets me isn't how feminine she is, but how childish she is. This chick is 23:
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I’m a 23 yo gay man and can assure you there are plenty of gay guys who like feminine men (me!) and surrounding yourself in community goes a long way. Be it gay men or detrans people. Only thing to be wary of with detrans communities is they sometimes become extremely transphobic. I’ve transitioned but not detransitioned, but I believe it’ll get better with time and self compassion.
She poses with plushies like an 8 year old cancer patient and relatives writing her congratulations on getting a useless lump of meat stapled to her crotch like it was a graduation card.
 
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God damn. Stitches like a fucking baseball.

You know what? I'm feeling optimistic today. Baseball Dick over here can at least rest easy, knowing that the worst choice she'll have ever made in her entire life is now behind her. Congratulations! You've just hit rock bottom! Now there's nowhere else for you to go but onwards and upwards! You go, girl! :)

Good luck with... All of that.
 
This was ultimately removed (Nov 2023) after at least 6 operations AKA “stages” taking her through this failed method
Half a dozen major operations for a failed procedure, a handful more for the replacement procedure, then add in the "top surgery", whatever face/hair procedures, the lifelong hormones, the countless other drugs to manage the side effects of all of the above, the therapies & consults...

This woman must be north of half a million dollars in surgeries alone, plus another six figures in all the rest, with normal, hard-working people picking up the tab via a combination of tax dollars and insurance premiums. Absolute insanity and waste.
 
Half a dozen major operations for a failed procedure, a handful more for the replacement procedure, then add in the "top surgery", whatever face/hair procedures, the lifelong hormones, the countless other drugs to manage the side effects of all of the above, the therapies & consults...

This woman must be north of half a million dollars in surgeries alone, plus another six figures in all the rest, with normal, hard-working people picking up the tab via a combination of tax dollars and insurance premiums. Absolute insanity and waste.
Was thinking about this as well. Gruffin had a google doc with her running costs, that was nearly or above 1 million USD even before a majority of her other health complications (that ultimately killed her). So I wouldn’t be shocked if Elephant Dick was easily into 6 figures, potentially nearing 7.

I grabbed this from Elephant Dick’s Reddit but didn’t include in the post as it was already lengthy. But you’re exactly correct, she’s paid nearly nothing considering the amount of work that’s been done.
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Was thinking about this as well. Gruffin had a google doc with her running costs, that was nearly or above 1 million USD even before a majority of her other health complications (that ultimately killed her).

I grabbed this from Elephant Dick’s Reddit but didn’t include in the post as it was already lengthy. But you’re exactly correct, she’s paid nearly nothing considering the amount of work that’s been done.
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“$2200 is a super bummer” makes me mati, that’s such a tiny portion. Sometimes Medicaid won’t cover root canals if you want to save your teeth, but this shit? Even with private insurance, you’re lucky to break even with most dental procedures.
 
I grabbed this from Elephant Dick’s Reddit but didn’t include in the post as it was already lengthy. But you’re exactly correct, she’s paid nearly nothing considering the amount of work that’s been done.
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"The $500 deductible I had to pay for the house I burned down is such a bummer because I'm going to have to do it again for this next house." (I was going to use a totaled car for the analogy, but she's far past that, possibly in the multiple house range)
 
"The $500 deductible I had to pay for the house I burned down is such a bummer because I'm going to have to do it again for this next house." (I was going to use a totaled car for the analogy, but she's far past that, possibly in the multiple house range)
Burned down the entire Gayborhood
 
“$2200 is a super bummer” makes me mati, that’s such a tiny portion. Sometimes Medicaid won’t cover root canals if you want to save your teeth, but this shit? Even with private insurance, you’re lucky to break even with most dental procedures.
I know someone who was carried away on a backboard and spent a month in the hospital and Medicaid disputed the ambulance bill and sent it back to him.

Coulda driven yourself to the hospital on that broken back dude.

But for troons- no expense spared. Order another round!
 
So when he says he has "clitoral sensation" he means "has tactile feeling in the remnants of his butchered child-sized penis" because like all pediatric transitioners, he never got to the stage where adolescents discover the joys of rubbing one out. Sad.

Renowned butcher and troon Marci Bowers explained years ago in regards to Jazz Jennings and countless other kids robbed of this critical stage of development:

The problem for kids whose puberty has been blocked early isn’t just a lack of tissue but of sexual development. Puberty not only stimulates growth of sex organs. It also endows them with erotic potential. “If you’ve never had an orgasm pre-surgery, and then your puberty's blocked, it's very difficult to achieve that afterwards,” Bowers said. “I consider that a big problem, actually. It's kind of an overlooked problem that in our ‘informed consent’ of children undergoing puberty blockers, we’ve in some respects overlooked that a little bit.”
Ghouls, the lot of them.
Bowers said. “I consider that a big problem, actually. It's kind of an overlooked problem that in our ‘informed consent’ of children undergoing puberty blockers, we’ve in some respects overlooked that a little bit.”

This is not an overlooked problem. An overlooked problem is buying curtains too small for your window. Or buying a sofa that won't fit through your door.

In this context an example of an 'over looked problem' would be forgetting your parachute after jumping out of a plane.

Does 'Marci' still stand by this?
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Also, to prevent double posting:

This is from a Wikipedia article.

I'm leaving myself open to ridicule (and dumb stickers) but does the photo on the right look like an amhole? Ignore the red square around the perinium area, that wasnt done by me.

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I grabbed this from Elephant Dick’s Reddit but didn’t include in the post as it was already lengthy. But you’re exactly correct, she’s paid nearly nothing considering the amount of work that’s been done.
She paid her price with her body. She is a guinea pig.
 
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