Alex Hogendorp / Lunar Eclipse Paradox / KermisVoyager1997 / BetterSkatez / Chords of Brazil / Funky the Clown (and many more) - Whiny canuck with TDS, Political flip-flopper, Flat-earther, Fetishistic media encyclopedia, Limbless loli connoisseur, GIANT hypocrite, Raped by fake clowns, Spiritual tranny, Wanna-be skitzocow, Noushintou Hoshi's #1 fan, Betrayed by Kiwi Farms

Alex cut himself.

Also, he dedicated one of his cuts to you lol

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How is no one going to point out that there’s 12 names but only 6 (if you’re generous eight) cuts?

Alex, I haven’t said anything all week you retard. Why am I even on this list? I live rent free in this dudes head for no reason. lol

If we get to pick which cut was for the names on the list, I’ll pick the diagonal one in the first picture because it’s the closest one to going down the street rather than across.
 
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Journal / Ghost Archive

WARNING: Sensitive Material Ahead​


People laughing at me on Kiwi Farms put me into a frenzy and I ended up doing this in a cry for help.

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I'm sorry, but I can't handle this situation anymore, it infuriates me to no end.


Each cut represents these kiwis
  • Toji Suzuhara
  • AnOminous
  • Axiom.
  • Nameless One
  • CheesyBeavy
  • CallmeCicada
  • The Un-clit
  • Sparkletor 2.0
  • Catgirls Are Love
  • Suburban Bastard
  • Sperg Spectating
  • PaperRoads

I plan on doing this even further. This will never stop.


"Please don't. You are user treated with reverence.

Unlike Alex, we really hate that guy. He should take more pictures."

FUCK YOU rev=alternative!
oh my god, those are the bitchiest, most pussy attention cuts scrapes i've ever seen. it's bitty cat all over again. why do the fat ones cut the shallowest?
 
Jesus Christ, I can't believe you assholes did this. "HURR HURR WE BULLIED THE RETARD INTO CUTTING HIMSELF" holy shit shut the fuck up, you heartless niggers.

Alex, it'll be okay. I felt really bad after seeing what they've driven you to do, so I reached out to a friend of mine who works in the mental health profession. He shares my concerns, and he quickly got in touch with his fellow doctoral associates in order to put together a heartfelt message that they feel sure will have you back in good spirits in no time.

Stay strong, my friend.

 
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I want to know what I even did to Alex. I thought I was pretty fair to him. I really can't think of anything I did, I never do anything wrong. Alex, you owe me an explanation. When was I ever loyal to you? I gave you common courtesy and only ever gave you good advice. I may have made a few edits of you, but I think they were funny.
 
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Kiwi Farms rant video.

00:00:00 I fucking hate Kiwi Farms more than anything. I hate its insufferable user base. I hate it so much, and that's coming from a person who used it for almost four years.

00:00:23 When I first used the platform, I used to like it, but now I despise it because they really did show me their true colors and they hurt me in the most annoying way possible. If you had friends for this long and then they start betraying you over some stupid false narrative,

00:00:52 You know, that really hurts. You know, them encouraging me to do horrible things to myself is just absolute terrible. They're not trolls anymore. They're complete psychopaths.

00:01:11 They want me dead. They want me murdered. They want me to have the most miserable life imaginable. So that in my response I say fuck you to all of them. Whoever said these things to me.

00:01:30 But Null hates his user base, okay? Null hates everyone. Like, he's mad at the internet streams. You know that he bots his streams to get ahead of the Kik algorithm? His Kino Casino? Yeah, those ones... He bots it just to get them above Kik, you know? He uses bots to get them above the algorithm.

00:01:59 And you know what? I'm just done with that website. I'm just done. I hate it so much. But yeah, Noel himself hates his user base, especially in the Kino Casino section of the of the farms. He hates them the most.

00:02:26 It seems like the Kiwi Farms user base likes to hold Null hostage. And have them run the website for them. Honestly, Null... If you want to redeem yourself to me... Okay, there's only one way you can redeem yourself to me. And that is just to shut the thing down. You know what? I just know he's going to shut it down. By himself. I'm not going to do anything about Kiwi Farms. But...

00:02:57 If I wanted to do something about it, I'd just request Noel to just shut it down. If it's not making him happy anymore, if it's become such a burden on him to run the website, if he wants to retain his sanity, and I know there's going to be a bunch of people who would stalk him for this and go after him for this if he shuts the website down, but...

00:03:24 You know, it's well overdue for it to be shut down at this point. It is well overdue. I've seen the late stages of Kiwi Farms and it is the most horrendous thing I've ever seen. It is the worst thing I've ever seen. It is awful. It is awful. It's the worst thing I've ever witnessed. It is just awful.

00:03:55 Late stage Kiwi Farms. Kiwi Farms is on life support at this point. You think Kiwi Farms is resilient against all the DDoS attacks, but guess what? It's not going to be resilient for long. Okay. Kiwi Farms isn't going to be resilient for long. It's overdue for it to be shut down at this point.

00:04:25 Noah's done some crazy things on the website, some weird things, especially in 2024. He's done so many weird things on the website, you know? Everywhere you go, you'll find another banned user on the Kiwi Farms. You'll find another one get banned, get permanently banned off Kiwi Farms Red Strikethrough everywhere you go. I mean, that happened to, like, Equal Rights to Androids and, of course, myself.

00:04:54 and a mitsu fan but you know that is what it is these people are absolute lunatics these people are on the farms are just absolute complete lunatics

00:05:23 Like, if they have no Kiwi Farms, where would they go? If they have no Kiwi Farms, where would they go? What would they do without it? But, you know, I'm just so done with it. I just really want the proverbial plug of Kiwi Farms to just be pulled at this point.

00:05:54 It's in such a late stage and I just... I just want to see the proverbial plug of kiwifarms just be pulled at this point. I don't... I don't want it to be running anymore. I don't... These people are sick. They're monsters. And running this site is only going to feed them even more.

00:06:24 It's no good to anyone. Kiwi Farms is no good to anyone. It doesn't matter when we have a bunch of terrible people like Cyrax and Andrew Ditch being documented. It doesn't matter. It just doesn't matter. Kiwi Farms is no good for nobody. You've seen Anonymous and Toji Suzuhara. Yeah, those people are...

00:06:55 Terminally online. That it's insane. Like. Toji Suzuhara. Is probably going to beat. An ominous. In the most messages. Ever. Pretty soon. You know. And it's not counting the. Christian painting a tree. It's not counting that account. But. Man I. I'm just.

00:07:25 If Josh wants to save himself, and I know the transition is going to be harsh, but just pull the proverbial plug of KB Farms, okay? If you want to save yourself from the ultimate downfall and the ever-growing downfall,

00:07:51 plague that is Kiwi Farms and the people the unstable people that surround you just just pull the proverbial plug sooner than later just do it just just I understand that you're not capable of getting a normal job I understand that because you have that reputation on the internet I get that

00:08:20 And I get it that the economy sucks. I get it. But to me, if you do that, you'll redeem yourself to me much, much better. Doing it sooner than later. You know? It's been never a growing machine of hate.

00:08:44 And it's not good for anyone. Not good for me. Not good for the low cows. Not good for the user base. Not good for the site owner itself. Not good for nobody. It hurts everyone in the process. So please. If you can pull the proverbial plug.

00:09:14 This should. This should relieve not just my sanity. But your sanity. And other people's sanities. Though it may not be like that at first. Eventually we'll get used to it. So the proverbial plug. Please pull it. Alright.

00:09:45 If I were the owner of KiwiFarms, it's my volition to pull that plug.
Summary

The speaker expresses a deep-seated animosity toward Kiwi Farms, a controversial online platform they were once a part of for nearly four years. Initially drawn in by its community, the speaker’s experience soured over time as they witnessed what they describe as the website’s toxic and harmful culture. The speaker portrays the users of Kiwi Farms as dangerous individuals who have encouraged self-destructive behaviors and perpetuated false narratives, leading to significant personal pain. The speaker conveys a sense of betrayal, emphasizing that once friendly interactions have deteriorated into hostility.

They argue that the site’s creator, known as Null, shares their disdain for the user base and suggests that the platform is on the decline, likening it to being on “life support.” The speaker urges Null to shut down Kiwi Farms, believing that continuing to operate the site is detrimental not just to users but to the owner themselves. They articulate that the toxic environment has led to widespread bans and conflict among users and illustrate a broader societal impact of the website, asserting that it serves no constructive purpose. Ultimately, the speaker’s appeal for the site’s closure stems from a desire for personal peace and a belief that its eradication would benefit everyone involved.

Highlights
🔥 Profound Hatred for Kiwi Farms: The speaker strongly dislikes Kiwi Farms after initially enjoying it for four years, labeling the community as insufferable.
💔 Personal Betrayal: They recount feelings of betrayal from former ‘friends’ who have actively encouraged harming behaviors based on false narratives.
🥴 Toxic Environment: The narrative underscores a dramatic shift from camaraderie to hostility within the community, highlighting the dangerous mindset of its most active users.
⚠️ Call for Closure: The speaker argues it’s time for the website to be shut down, suggesting that both users and the owner would benefit from its removal.
📉 Decrepit State: Kiwi Farms is described as being on “life support,” struggling against DDoS attacks and its own internal discord.
⚡ Null’s Despair: The speaker suggests that even the site’s creator, Null, is unhappy with the platform and its user base.
💔 Universal Harm: It is asserted that the site is fundamentally harmful and that society would be better off without it.
Key Insights

🙅‍♂️ Psychopaths vs. Trolls: The speaker delineates between mere trolling and the psychopathic behavior exhibited by some users, emphasizing that their actions are no longer harmless but rather destructive and intentional.

This distinction raises critical questions about user behavior online and the implications it has on mental health.

🕵️‍♂️ Manipulative Dynamics: The narrative suggests an unhealthy power dynamic wherein the user base exerts control over Null, creating a culture of fear and obligation for the creator.

Such dynamics can lead to burnout and mental health issues for site owners, making it essential to understand the mental toll of running toxic platforms.

📉 Decline of Online Communities: The speaker’s observations of the decline of Kiwi Farms parallels trends seen in other troubling online communities, reflecting a concerning shift towards toxicity in previously benign platforms.

The idea of online communities as a representation of societal values implies a broader discourse on internet culture and engagement.

⚖️ Redemption through Closure: The speaker believes that shutting down Kiwi Farms could serve as a form of redemption for Null, reconciling his actions with a more humane decision for himself and the broader digital community.

This raises ethical questions about the responsibilities of online platform creators to their users and themselves.

🙏 Mental Health and Community: The discussion underscores the mental health ramifications that toxic communities can have on individuals, leading to calls for more accountable practices within online spaces.

As mental health awareness grows, the implications of digital interaction on personal well-being deserve concerted inquiry.

🎭 Facade of Community: The speaker recounts a sense of false camaraderie that devolved into hatred, highlighting how online communities can shift from safe spaces to hostile environments.

This insight suggests that the promise of friendship in online settings is often contingent upon maintaining norms that can quickly collapse.

📖 Impact of Online Hate: The narrative illustrates that even though certain contentious figures are discussed on the site, their documentation does not justify the existence of a platform perpetuating hate.

There’s a critical examination of how the line is drawn between documenting behavior and participating in a culture of harassment.

Overall, the speaker’s sentiments regarding Kiwi Farms bring forth a deep exploration of online culture’s implications on individual users, community dynamics, and the moral responsibilities of platform creators. The irate yet poignant reflection serves as both a personal confession and a broader critique of the internet’s darker corners, advocating for change that prioritizes mental health and community well-being.
 
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@A glass of milk I still want to hear it from the horse's mouth. He wants to hate me fine, but he should give me an answer and not these vague accusations.
He makes shit up. He accused me of sending him death threats when in reality all I've done is call him a retard and a pedophile, both of which are facts.
 
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