Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

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Kind of derailing the conversation but I just remembered the first ditch I ever saw, It was back when I was still pro-trans. There was a medical show that used to air in Britain called “Embarrassing Bodies” one of the patients was a TIM and had reconstructive surgery on his ditch. I don’t know what I was expecting but it was worse than I imagined. He said something like “I feel like a woman now” and I thought “wtf? How?”
 
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This dude got hacked up by doctors named Mofo and Okay?? As in "okay mofo, we gon' fuck your truck body up." The universe has a great sense of humor.

It gets better. MFO is his initials and nickname - Mehmet Fatih Okyay. His website uses women who clearly haven’t had surgery for his advertising for FFS etc, includes videos of patient journeys, and best of all, has his own video of his singing. I haven’t had time to explore it yet, but it looks fantastic.
 
It gets better. MFO is his initials and nickname - Mehmet Fatih Okyay. His website uses women who clearly haven’t had surgery for his advertising for FFS etc, includes videos of patient journeys, and best of all, has his own video of his singing. I haven’t had time to explore it yet, but it looks fantastic.
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These people are a plague.

Almost all the pictures on the site seem to be AI too. Or very, very, very heavily edited.
 
I had a nightmare last night I went in for some routine surgery and I woke up with the standard top surgery results and had no nipples and scars all across my chest. Thanks thread!
Thankfully I barely remember my dreams now I’m on new meds. Most of my nightmares are related to body horror so I probably get these and can’t remember them.
 
No drains??? wtf?
I posted about it earlier; it's like quilting.

The thing is that not every patient is going to be appropriate for no-drain surgery, just like they can't plan a keyhole mastectomy with a fat pooner; gotta look at the patient and see what you're working with, gotta take a history. Surgeon was overconfident, not a rare occurrence in Plastics.
 
You will find closed in this post tales of sorrow, regret and misfortune; however, if you wish to see the pearly gates instead of fire and brimstone at the end of your life, turn back now, for such transphobic propaganda can surely only be the work of the Devil himself! (If you were to ask trannies about it, anyway.)

Still goin' strong in rejecting His design, Fistulissa's fistula seems to have remained intact for now, though he still has the ostomy to contend with (which he lovingly refers to as his "ostussy"). He has high hopes that he can have his shit-sack removed in a month in a half, but given dilation, we'll see how well his horror-hole holds up...
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MY ASS HURTS LIKE HELL FROM THE CONTRAST X RAY BUT THEY CONFIRMED THE EXTRA HOLE IS STILL GONE
12:01 PM · Apr 4, 2025

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fun ileostomy facts that nobody asked for:
- having an "upset stomach" is usually actually discomfort in the colon; I haven't experienced this in months before today
- a bag which lasts 3-5 days costs about $30-50CAD for the uninsured
- contrast dye has a similar texture to cum
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the medical supply company sent me 20 extra ostomy bags of a type I don't use instead of the adhesive rings I ordered :biggrin:
1:30 PM · Apr 7, 2025

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very luckily we still had one ring of a brand that gives me allergic reactions, which is still better than hanging around ostussy out until they send a courier in however many hours
1:31 PM · Apr 7, 2025

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aaaand it's leaking
3:29 PM · Apr 7, 2025
The melting of wax wings, as it turns out, burns quite terribly: Veinscrawler, who was last featured over in the Ls thread, is still in a rather dire state of his own with complaints of bad aesthetics, nerve damage and increased dysphoria. A must-read if you have troons in your life considering the cock chop, as man's hubris was on full display here.
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How have people dealt with surgical regret?

I'm not a detransitioner. But I recently had what was supposedly a gender-affirming vulvoplasty a little less than 3 months ago, and I deeply regret doing so.

The result is basically the complete opposite of what I expected and communicated my desire for. I have confirmed with outside sources that what I wanted should have been possible, if the surgeons had actually performed a full preservation-focused vulvar reconstruction like I wanted. Instead, they simply removed most of my homologous anatomical structures and tissue, leaving me with anatomy that neither looks nor functions correctly, on top of hypertrophic scarring and apparent nerve damage.

I've since learned that, regardless of my understanding of what was to happen being contrary to that, the fact that the consent form I signed listed "amputation" as part of the surgery means that the surgeons were legally allowed to remove my body parts without my actual consent, even though some of the other aspects of the surgery described to me were not fulfilled as a result. And from what I understand, it will almost certainly be impossible to reconstruct any part of what they removed, so I'm going to be lacking most of my genitals for the rest of my life. Some doctors I've spoken to have compared my situation to victims of female genital mutilation, which I don't feel is entirely appropriate, but the comparison does fit with how mutilated I feel.

Considering that I'd been waiting to have vulvoplasty since I was 16 years old a full 16 years ago, and that I only now finally conquered my fear of encountering surgical complications because I perceived there to be a greater risk of me commiting suicide in the near future without successful surgical intervention, I am understandably devastated. However, it has been difficult to talk about my feeling of "being mutilated" without encountering pushback and a lack of understanding from others. I've come to realize that there's a deep misunderstanding of female anatomy within some parts of the online trans community, as well as a disturbingly large number of medical practitioners and basically most cisgender men (as well as quite a few cis women).

In addition to a lot of people seeming to be ignorant of how typical anatomy should look or function, many seem to be in denial that removing functional anatomy without reconstruction should be considered undesireable or abnormal in most cases, that doing so is a case of poor surgical technique and knowledge rather than actual limitations of surgery, that standards of care allow surgeons to do so without informing patients of it beforehand, and that full reconstruction is not actually the current standard for gender-affirming surgeries like vulvoplasty.

I'm currently waiting to consult with several different surgeons about what my options are, if any, for revision surgery to correct the visible deformities, replace the removed internal structures, and hopefully lessen the nerve pain.
But I'm struggling to cope with my intensified dysphoria as well as the feelings of betrayal and self-loathing and hopelessness this experience has left me with.

I've basically lost what little trust I had left for medical practitioners, since this is now the fifth surgery I've had over the course of my life that left me with unneccessary complications due to poor surgical planning and medical ignorance, on top of a host of other medical issues caused or exacerbated by incompeteny or egotistical practitioners. I've also lost any trust I had left in myself to be able to advocate for myself and protect myself in medical situations. And I'm also really struggling with the loss of my bodily integrity and my sexual function. I actually only recently (only a month before my surgery) confirmed that I had a degree of sexual function I seemed to have been lacking for the past 12 years or so since I underwent a previous surgery that removed functional parts of my genitals for what I later learned was no actual medical reason at all. My previous apparent lack of sexual function was one of the reasons I decided to finally proceed with surgery, though rediscovering it gave me hope for a good surgical result, but now it's actually gone, probably forever.

I do have a therapist and recently joined a new support group for trans people in my area, but I don't think either will really be able to help me very much. My therapist has never had a patient who is dealing with something like this before, and the topic is likely to be triggering for other people in the support group. I've recently been able to make my husband understand the degree to which this surgery was not what he and I had believed it would be and why I have been so crippled by this outcome, but all that accomplished was making him more angry about the situation, which doesn't really help me in any way. He is still struggling with the fact that I often refuse to let him touch me or act emotionally distant towards him because arousal induces both pain and dysphoria for me now.

How did other people learn to cope with surgical regret? Particularly towards genital surgeries?
I assume the experience might be somewhat different for someone who regrets their surgery in part because they no longer identify as the gender that the surgery was meant to "affirm." But I also assume the core experience of "parts of my body are gone and I want them back" is the same, regardless of identity or history.
Necronomic necrosis: from what I can tell from these photos, actual parts of this pooner's clitoris have died off within only 3 weeks of getting a metoidioplasty, or are at least threatening to. She then goes on to blame herself for not doing more research - and take note of her attitude around her butchery versus Fistulissa and Veinscrawler (both MTF). Even post-surgical regret follows sex stereotypes!
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I shouldn’t have done this..(Meta)

I am at my lowest point now after spending all of March in and out of the hospital to try and fix every complication that I’ve experienced. My first surgeon, Dr. Venkatesen did UL, Scrotoplasty, with no vaginectomy. They sent me home a day later and said all the swelling I was having was normal… it did not look normal to me but he’s done many of these surgeries before so I put faith in him. His nurse team didn’t give me good after care advice (it was like they were readying the take home forms for the first time..) After about day 7 I had to go to the place where Dr. Del Corral operates because I had a hematoma blood clot and necrosis, and unfortunately Dr Venkatesen was away on holiday. A part of me is furious with him for scheduling my surgery on a day where he would be away for nearly 2 weeks.. anyway I went into a second emergency surgery to clear out the clot and dead tissue only to have my bottom area look even more disfigured and disgusting than the first stage. I can’t help but hate myself so much for not doing more research, opting out for the UL knowing how high risk of a procedure it is. Now I’m just waiting for it to heal and go from there. At this point I think this entire process has cause SIGNIFICANT depression and self hatred more than before getting the surgery. My therapist is gone for a few weeks and my doctors are just saying to wait and let my body heal but I just can’t. Everytime I move and I experience pain or every time I have to look at it and clean it, it makes me want to rip it off and be left with nothing. I know I need to give it time and that there’s always another surgery I can get to fix it but I genuinely think these complications have given me PTSD with surgeries. Was your meta surgery hard? Did it have horrible complications and if so what did you do to get through the mental block while recovering? I’ve been suicidal in the past but never acted on it, however this has really affected me on so many levels that now it just sits in the back of my mind, waiting for me to snap. I just need someone to share their experience with this particular surgery for some slight peace of mind :/
I just need a place to rant but also share my progress with meta because I feel like I’ve only ever seen such positive things and never the harsh reality of it. For some basic info I got meta that included scrotoplasty, UL, no release (to my knowledge) , with no vaginectomy. March 17th was the first day of surgery and everything seemed to be going fine despite my concern with the amount of swelling I had in my dick and balls. Everything was going smoothly until day 5 when I woke up to a massive blood clot that I assume came from being very inactive (my nurses did not mention that I needed to reduce the risk of said blood clot by trying to take light walks around the house, alternating cold and hot packs, nor did they prescribe me medication to help with the massive amount of swelling..just my luck) I tried reaching out to my surgeon, Dr. Venkatesen, but he decided to plan a 2 week vacation the day before my surgery 🙃I’m still angry that I wasn’t given an emergency care plan in case things like this came up but it is what it is. Anyway a member from his team referred me to another surgeon he works close with, Dr. Del Corral, who kept me under his care for an entire week to try and stop the clot without the need for another surgery so soon. Unfortunately, after 3-5 more days of trying different wound care options the clot got so bad that I needed to be taken into the OR to remove the clot, any wounds / infections underneath, and repair all of the dead tissue the blood clot killed. I was sent home the following day because everything looked “good” and I was feeling pretty alright after another sudden surgery. To be honest I’m still struggling to come to terms with how awful everything looks right now compared to day one but I know it will look better once it’s all healed and reconstructive surgery exists for a reason. Fast forward to day 20, April 4th, I am back at medstar ER with increased burning sensation near the scrotum, and a very painful bladder that feels like I’m going to pop from being too full. I was given a CT scan that showed an inflamed bladder and stool backup. Based on my urine tests it’s possibly a UTI / bladder infection. Both the Dr and I are still unsure how it developed, as I’ve been so on top of my after care routine. Hopefully these antibiotics can flush the UTI fast before it gets any worse. My mental state has hit its all time low due to the pain alone but to see what’s left of my genitalia has me feeling so detached from my body that it’s really hard for me to stay positive. Each day keeps getting harder than the last and I’m just over it. Nothing I can do now accept taking things day by day as they come :/
My biggest regret is opting for UL. I would have had some other complications but the UL seems to be the cause of all this hell I’ve been through and it sucks how awful my experience has been. I’ve never been afraid of surgery, especially the ones that will help me feel better in my skin but after this one, I’m terrified to go back under the knife. I want to continue the journey but boy this has been one hell of a rollercoaster.
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Still goin' strong in rejecting His design, Fistulissa's fistula seems to have remained intact for now, though he still has the ostomy to contend with (which he lovingly refers to as his "ostussy"). He has high hopes that he can have his shit-sack removed in a month in a half, but given dilation, we'll see how well his horror-hole holds up...
Isn't Fisstula being overly optimistic, here? I thought his ostomy is going to be permanent, because of the extensive intestinal complications.

Perhaps the idea of getting rid of his "octussy" is pure copium on his part, as you need some really pure grade stuff to keep from realizing that you are not completely fucked by now.
 
“Everytime I move and I experience pain or every time I have to look at it and clean it, it makes me want to rip it off and be left with nothing.”

girl I dont think you should waste energy ripping it off, it’s clearly ahead of you. What a sad fucking life you have ahead of you.
Actually, she might get her wish if infection and necrosis set in, causing the thing to have to be amputated, anyway.
 
Veinscrawler, who was last featured over in the Ls thread, is still in a rather dire state of his own with complaints of bad aesthetics, nerve damage and increased dysphoria. A must-read if you have troons in your life considering the cock chop, as man's hubris was on full display here.
He’s had five surgeries and he’s been unhappy about each one, claiming they did things they shouldn’t have? Five surgeries? Mate, that sounds like a you problem, not a surgeon problem. If every op you have is wrong somehow, perhaps you should question whether your medical knowledge and expectations are as realistic as you think?

Lol, or cope, seethe & dilate, I dunno :lit:


Necronomic necrosis: from what I can tell from these photos, actual parts of this pooner's clitoris have died off within only 3 weeks of getting a metoidioplasty, or are at least threatening to.
“My dick and balls” - lady, you have a clit and labia. A box. Flaps. Ain’t nothing in those photos that look anything like a dick n balls, no matter how drunk or how much acid you take.

Bonus lol for this dopey cow thinking the ‘blood clots’ prevented by moving around and blood thinners (ie DVT - deep vein thrombosis) as the same blood clot that she got on her mangled clit. No amount of shuffling about would’ve stopped that, and in fact probably would’ve made it worse. Because you had the surgeon take a knife to your clit, you absolute dumb twat. What did you think would happen, magical eight incher? Cuts bleed, this surgery is experimental, and no surgeon blocks their calendar out for weeks after their last patient ‘just in case’.

The self-centredness of troons is always the most striking thing about them. They seem to have no clue that it’s even negative, and genuinely believe they have the right to have the world jump for their every whim and desire - because they need it to be their ‘authentic self’.

Get a life, trannies, and take some responsibility for yourselves. Good lord, the state of these dickheads.
 
The melting of wax wings, as it turns out, burns quite terribly: Veinscrawler, who was last featured over in the Ls thread, is still in a rather dire state of his own with complaints of bad aesthetics, nerve damage and increased dysphoria.
His hubby is still bravely hanging in there, apparently. I don't think he'll stick around much longer though.

He’s had five surgeries and he’s been unhappy about each one, claiming they did things they shouldn’t have? Five surgeries? Mate, that sounds like a you problem, not a surgeon problem. If every op you have is wrong somehow, perhaps you should question whether your medical knowledge and expectations are as realistic as you think?
Yeah it makes me question how many of his earlier complications from procedures are really psychosomatic (I completely believe this stinkditch complications are real). Is he really unable to orgasm due to nerve damage from circumcision, or is he just super neurotic about sex? Did LASIK really give him vision loss? He mentions known and possible complications, but I dunno if I believe he truly has them. He sounds like a highly neurotic male munchie. By his own admission the LASIK clinic said his scans were normal.
The LVI staff genuinely don’t understand what is wrong with my eyesight, claiming that their scans show normal topography despite the fact that every eye test I get indicates I have new astigmatism. Many of the issues I am experiencing are ones I was told would be rare, minor, and temporary but in fact are often long-lasting and debilitating.
Vision can be affected by many things, including the nervous system freaking out in fear or hyperalertness and such, so I wouldn't be surprised if this guy's vision problems are actually just reactions to him psyching himself out 24/7. Or he's just lying.
 
Vision can be affected by many things, including the nervous system freaking out in fear or hyperalertness and such, so I wouldn't be surprised if this guy's vision problems are actually just reactions to him psyching himself out 24/7. Or he's just lying.
He’s a medical version of Nick ‘Lily’ Tino, by the sounds of it.
 
A must-read if you have troons in your life considering the cock chop, as man's hubris was on full display here.
Truly a nightmare scenario.

“if the surgeons had actually performed a full preservation-focused vulvar reconstruction like I wanted. Instead, they simply removed most of my homologous anatomical structures and tissue,“

So he wanted to keep his dick and they just chopped it off?!. HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE?!

“the fact that the consent form I signed listed "amputation" as part of the surgery means that the surgeons were legally allowed to remove my body parts without my actual consent”

LOOOOOOL! Oh silly troon! Did you even read the form before you signed it on a gooner high?

He’s had five surgeries and he’s been unhappy about each one, claiming they did things they shouldn’t have? Five surgeries? Mate, that sounds like a you problem, not a surgeon problem
I DONT GET IT?! Every time I asked to get kicked in the balls, THE PAIN IS IMMENSE! I just don’t trust men anymore! Particularly men with work boots! What’s to stop them from delivering another dose of wretched pain the next time I ask for a kick in the balls? Feeling suicidal rn!
 
Did you even read the form before you signed it on a gooner high?
I would love to know the actual numbers, but I'd guess an unhealthy majority do not read a lick of the leaglease put in front of them throughout the process. We keep seeing these idiots roll up on reddit asking, "I've been butchard, what are my legal options?" Nothing, dummy - you literally signed your name to consent to experimental surgery and waived your junk goodbye!

I mentioned this somewhere else on the farms: most places in the US now have a patient sign some truly egregious shit just in the basic privacy policy before a doc even sees you, things that would make someone super concerned about being thrown in a camp/transgenocided VERY nervous were they to actually read and comprehend it. Things like signing your records over to the NSA, DoD, DHS, DoE, ”third parties”, etc at will by the hospital. It doesn't help that the current trend is for a worker to bring you a tablet, helpfully scroll right past all of that crap for you and just point to where you sign you agree.

These dummfucks are so hyped to hurry up and get butchered they cannot be assed to read the basic privacy policy, by the time actual consent forms come out they're probably too euphoric to recognize words on paper.
 
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