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How do people live with this going on in another room? My younger brother still lives with my parents and you hear him from other runs screaming on counter strike every time he is on his computer. So is her whole family just pretending not hear “uwu I’m such a rapeable kid” multiple hours a day cause it brings home the bacon?
Your fridge logic is truly disturbing. Can you at least help me erase this memory? I'll lend you my hammer, let me just grab some vodka.
 
How do people live with this going on in another room? My younger brother still lives with my parents and you hear him from other runs screaming on counter strike every time he is on his computer. So is her whole family just pretending not hear “uwu I’m such a rapeable kid” multiple hours a day cause it brings home the bacon?
You answered your own question. From the other posters in the thread, this Preston place doesn't exactly sound nice. She does her baby voice rape act, they get to live cozy.
 
I'm not gonna say much more but she isn't able to do basic arithmetic. Shadow has a hard time doing anything PEMDAS or comprehending how two negatives make a positive. That's all. She had a previous discord she deleted because it became too "toxic" and holy cow was she a mess.

I would also like to add that I remember her being a dropout. She used to mention that a lot. Though my memory can be faulty. It's been a few years since I last heard her.
 
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"Shondo playing Super Seducer is the Kino I need today"
Why do they always look like this...

Also props to finding out someone and phonebooking xir, @Nigga Bullshit .
Every time I come back to this thread, I am more horrified by the lack of shame a lot of people have on the clear net these days. It feels like yesterday that Lolicons used to get bullied off of most anime/manga forums on the days of Proboards.
They are poster children why "authoritarian" societies (quote on quote with emphasis) are a necessary evil.
 
How do people live with this going on in another room?
You answered your own question. From the other posters in the thread, this Preston place doesn't exactly sound nice. She does her baby voice rape act, they get to live cozy.
From what she's disclosed about her family and what's been put together here, it appears to have been a very dysfunctional home. Now to what extent exactly I can't say, but from glancing over @Nigga Bullshit's post I noticed a few key details that paint a less than ideal picture:
  • Her mother had her young, at 20 if my 2 second maths are correct
  • I saw no mention of her father being active in her life
  • She described her late grandfather as the man who raised her
  • Her mother suffered from both crippling mental and physical health conditions leading to attempts on her own life that eventually proved successful
To me this all points to a broken home situation where her dad wasn't in the picture while her mother was crippled by physical and mental health problems, leaving the grandparents to try their best to help raise the kids. Having only a boomer grandparent to look out for you, while they're also having to worry about their own adult child killing themselves, is a perfect environment for a damaged and impressionable young girl to get lost in the darker corners of the Internet with very little adult oversight.

I think this, or something close enough to it, would explain a lot about how Ellie ended up doing what she does with seemingly little to no intervention from those around her.
 
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I was recently able to phonebook a certain lolicon VTuber, one who has coincidentally been getting a few mentions in this thread as of late. This post is mostly for revealing what I found, but I have included an intro and some clips for anyone who is new to this thread or doesn't know who I am talking about.

I have a lot to say, but right now all I want to say is how insufferable the voice she puts on sounds. I find it near incomprehensible, I almost can't understand what she's saying unless I have my volume really high, I don't know how to put it specifically but it sounds like she's intentionally trying to sound illiterate, she constantly sounds like she's "babbling" like a child that has only recently started to speak "iv doon dis shit for sho lwong"

Great job on phonebooking this paedowhore, very impressive

dude there are people who think that's how she actually sounds in real life

I was just talking about this a couple posts ago, they'll seriously try and convince you (and themselves) her real voice is actually not her real voice and that it's just acting
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Her real voice (more or less) in case no one has posted yet, if it has been, consider me :Late:
It's somewhat exaggerated to be deeper, but it's definitely more real than the spastic 5 year old girl voice which she and her followers claims is her real voice lol :dove:absolutely an affectation

Some of the few comments on that video, by the way


Jesus fucking Christ
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I don't like knowing that she has a 9 year old sister given her "occupation". I mean sad story and all, I feel sorry for her sister- not for Shondo.
(sorry for doubleposting I forgot to quote this!!! do not mind me!!)

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I saw these a while ago, but I didn't know if to post because she was 16-17 at the time of posting these.. Regardless, I think it's really fucking weird for a 16-17 year old

I hope I'm not late to post these either, I have no idea if someone has posted these prior
 
her real voice is actually not her real voice and that it's just acting
I ponder whats her real voice shes clearly doing voices for both livestreaming and the video where she sounds like shes at the footy with scran in hand. the moral is shes a bitch who has range but prefers to sound like a child and not an adult for the mentally ill
 
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How do people live with this going on in another room? My younger brother still lives with my parents and you hear him from other rooms screaming on counter strike every time he is on his computer. So is her whole family just pretending to not hear “uwu I’m such a rapeable kid” multiple hours a day cause it brings home the bacon?
Iirc her mom has shown up in her videos. Not really sure but I wouldn't doubt her mom or someone in her family supports it. No way they don't.
 
while female child sex offenders are victimized themselves the vast majority of the time
I think one thing that tends to be overlooked when people talk about victims of sexual abuse is that it doesn't always rise to the level of molestation or physical touch. For example, if a child is exposed to pornography too early, that is also a form of abuse that can warp their development and lead to issues as an adult. And I don't just mean, like, their uncle put a hardcore porn video on the television. If there's a neighborhood kid who got his hands on a porn magazine and is showing it to other kids, that can also be damaging to the psyche of a young child.

I am convinced that every person who has one of these degenerate paraphilias, whether they are a pedophile, a homosexual, a transsexual, or any other shade of the rainbow coalition, they all have some kind of trauma like this in their past. If you make this argument, they will respond by saying "I was never molested." But it could have been something as simple as I described above. The bottom line is that they were exposed to pornography or some form of sexuality at too young an age and it twisted their psyche.

This is why there are no "good ones." They're all mentally ill, and anyone in the LGBTQIAPP+ spectrum needs therapy at the very least, and to be closely monitored for the rest of their lives to ensure that they don't pass on their sickness. And parents, you should be very observant of who you let your kids hang out with, and make sure your kids feel secure enough to confide in you if little Johnny from across the street is running around with a porno.

EDIT: Also pornography should be banned across the board. That would help solve a lot of these issues.
 
In the United Kingdom, the Coroners and Justice Act 2009 (which took effect in April 2010), made the possession of fictional pornography involving minors illegal. The Act's provisions only apply in Wales, England, and Northern Ireland, but do not apply in Scotland.

Britain has introduced new laws making it illegal to use AI to create or distribute child abuse images, aiming to combat the growing threat of online exploitation and enhance child protection.
Criminalising possession of cartoon pornographic images depicting both minors as well as adults where the "predominant impression conveyed" is that the individual (being depicted), is that of a child.
Wikipedia.

Clear cut case of a pedophile under British law. Vtubing may fall under the AI law and making sexual comments and baby time on the same avatar would be illegal.
 
From what she's disclosed about her family and what's been put together here, it appears to have been a very dysfunctional home. Now to what extent exactly I can't say, but from glancing over @Nigga Bullshit's post I noticed a few key details that paint a less than ideal picture:
  • Her mother had her young, at 20 if my 2 second maths are correct
  • I saw no mention of her father being active in her life
  • She described her late grandfather as the man who raised her
  • Her mother suffered from both crippling mental and physical health conditions leading to attempts on her own life that eventually proved successful
To me this all points to a broken home situation where her dad wasn't in the picture while her mother was crippled by physical and mental health problems, leaving the grandparents to try their best to help raise the kids. Having only a boomer grandparent to look out for you, while they're also having to worry about their own adult child killing themselves, is a perfect environment for a damaged and impressionable young girl to get lost in the darker corners of the Internet with very little adult oversight.

I think this, or something close enough to it, would explain a lot about how Ellie ended up doing what she does with seemingly little to no intervention from those around her.
Agreed. Her mom was clearly checked the fuck out and likely didn't understand the internet, likely was occupied with her suicide and pain than her own child. Her grandfather couldn't have been expected to have picked up all that slack.
(sorry for doubleposting I forgot to quote this!!! do not mind me!!)

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I saw these a while ago, but I didn't know if to post because she was 16-17 at the time of posting these.. Regardless, I think it's really fucking weird for a 16-17 year old

I hope I'm not late to post these either, I have no idea if someone has posted these prior
It seems she has multiple siblings. Hmm. Interesting.
 
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