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I'm a wee bit of a pyromaniac, nothing a little bit of fire cannot fix.
I think you're stressed out. I think you need to calm down for a bit. Have this video I found in my hard drive, make sure to turn up the volume a little bit, audio seems to be a bit quiet for some reason.

 
If I have failed, God have mercy on me.
Jesus Christ, man, let that shit go. You've got stuff in this list going back a dozen years - half your life. Just start life anew (offline). Hanging onto having an online life with all of this apparently damaging stuff that happened online shows clearly that you should not be online.

Compartmentalization as a survival technique is underrated. And living in the real world + therapy, while often dismissed, could help to process this stuff out of your present mind and life - which is where it needs to go.
 
I know precisely what you're putting down and I'm picking it right up because only True and Honest autists are endowed with the gift of Honesty. I'm going to do the legwork for you kiwiggers and write my own thread on your behalf.
 
I'd have P-OCD about being deliberately slandered as a pedo or inadvertantly stumbling across CP on 8chan and losing sleep over not being able to report it quickly enough
Obviously everything you've posted is retarded, unhinged, autistic, schizo, etc. and you should really stop debasing yourself in this manner.

However, I feel bad for you with regards to this particular point and if it gives you any peace of mind I'd like to point out that obsessive fears about being a pedophile, rapist, etc. are fairly common intrusive thoughts in OCD. The fact that you feel repulsed by those thoughts should tell you that you're not entirely fucked in the head. "Not entirely" is doing a lot of heavy lifting there given everything else you've shared (and the fact that you've shared it at all).
 
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Wow, very cool, thanks for your schizo ramble. I don't think anyone gives a fuck but keep talking I guess.
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Elaborate? I do hear they cure Autism though and make your penis big is this true?
Gonna go out on a limb and suggest this relates to the DXM abuse and DMT trips. It's very hard to work out what the fuck people are talking about when they're both clearly a lunatic and also a deliriant/hallucinogen enjoyer - do you think you're in a TOOL video because you fried your brain with narcotics or are you just a retard?
 
No I think his issue is that he has co morbidities in mental health.

He has BPD which causes him to not quite understand what an intrusive thought is and that it's not real. It's also why he gets weirdly attached. He also is autistic which why he hyperfixates on this weird shit and can't really tell if people are fucking with him. This also contributes to weird attachment.

Also, sorry dude, if you fucked your sister when you were 6 years old and she was much older then yes, you were molested. Or at a minimum, you had an inappropriate experience assuming that she was also just a kid. This is absolutely not normal. (I'm just assuming that's what he's talking about and not normal stuff that kids do like harmlessly noticing the sexes have different genitals.)

On top of this, I would probably put this guy a little bit into a schizo category. This is assuming that those dates are not correct because having the dates autistically correct is pretty fucking wild. This is also going in with paranoia and the delusions of having talked to demons.
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Tl;dr- You're not a molester or predator or anything like that. You're just fucking mentally ill.
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And if it makes you feel better, the images that are generally posted online are all from this one file that is distributed around that the FBI follows like a dog. This is the file that usually everybody who gets busted for cheese pizza has. It is old enough that some of the victims in there are senior citizens now all of them are adults.

I know this doesn't make everything better because theres still giant fucking monster perverts out there ...but just know the likelihood of it being people who were actively being victimized is low. And if you reported it, then you did all you need to do.
 
This is also going in with paranoia and the delusions of having talked to demons.
This is specifically what I meant when I referred to the DXM and DMT. People often babble about aliens/angels/demons/machine elves after powerful dissociative/deliriant drugs. Could well be related to that. But then again it could also be the religious-schizo stuff about literal biblical pedophile demons that I've also seen people talk about.

The rest is undeniably a complex web of mental illness that I'm impressed you were even able and/or willing to begin trying to psychoanalyse.
 
No I think his issue is that he has co morbidities in mental health.

He has BPD which causes him to not quite understand what an intrusive thought is and that it's not real. It's also why he gets weirdly attached. He also is autistic which why he hyperfixates on this weird shit and can't really tell if people are fucking with him. This also contributes to weird attachment.

Also, sorry dude, if you fucked your sister when you were 6 years old and she was much older then yes, you were molested. Or at a minimum, you had an inappropriate experience assuming that she was also just a kid. This is absolutely not normal. (I'm just assuming that's what he's talking about and not normal stuff that kids do like harmlessly noticing the sexes have different genitals.)

On top of this, I would probably put this guy a little bit into a schizo category. This is assuming that those dates are not correct because having the dates autistically correct is pretty fucking wild. This is also going in with paranoia and the delusions of having talked to demons.
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Tl;dr- You're not a molester or predator or anything like that. You're just fucking mentally ill.
+--+--+
And if it makes you feel better, the images that are generally posted online are all from this one file that is distributed around that the FBI follows like a dog. This is the file that usually everybody who gets busted for cheese pizza has. It is old enough that some of the victims in there are senior citizens now all of them are adults.

I know this doesn't make everything better because theres still giant fucking monster perverts out there ...but just know the likelihood of it being people who were actively being victimized is low. And if you reported it, then you did all you need to do.
>Also, sorry dude, if you fucked your sister when you were 6 years old and she was much older then yes, you were molested.
I never fucked her, if anything I was behaving weirdly thirsty and/or humped. I mean shit, I'm pretty disgusted at a lot of the things I did and felt compelled to self-snitch and let it all out because this guilt complex I'm suffering from is a secondhand consequence of being part of a neurotic family prone to catastrophizing. I'm just an only child, and I appreciate the brutal, direct, straightforward honesty that comes from communities like these in contrast to some of the more emotionally sensitive, creative, artsy spaces that feel like navigating a minefield blindfolded.

I think you're stressed out. I think you need to calm down for a bit. Have this video I found in my hard drive, make sure to turn up the volume a little bit, audio seems to be a bit quiet for some reason.

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I know I'm truly exceptional, but you couldn't make this any more blatant even if you advertized it with a glowing neon sign with free blow and hookers. Get fucked, zelligtroon.

This is specifically what I meant when I referred to the DXM and DMT. People often babble about aliens/angels/demons/machine elves after powerful dissociative/deliriant drugs. Could well be related to that. But then again it could also be the religious-schizo stuff about literal biblical pedophile demons that I've also seen people talk about.

The rest is undeniably a complex web of mental illness that I'm impressed you were even able and/or willing to begin trying to psychoanalyse.
For all my father's bluster about how well-versed he is in psychology he sure knows how to ruin his son; I've heard aplenty from my mother on how he intimidated her when he taught her how to drive when they both immigrated here around the 90s or so. Mama sure loved her astrology, angel numbers, synchromysticism and the like.

I'm seeing a lack of your full name and address, could you send that over for us?
Both of them got pawned off to a different indian in exchange for a lifetime supply of Black and Milds and Swisher Sweets Lil' Cigars.
 
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