Secret Gamer Girl / SecretGamerGrrl / Googleshng / "Violet Hargrave" / Jacob Lawrence (Jake) Alley / Violet Cassandra Ocean - Delusional Zoe Quinn Stalker, Libelous Tweeter, Thirsty Gnome, Faux-Tranny Neckbeard Incel, Micropenis, "Known Troubled Person", Creator of "Massive vs the Masses", Self-Described "Noise Making Thing"; Lives in Niantic, CT

So, what do we think of the medical situation? Should we start measuring him for a coffin?
I knew someone who had brittle diabetes, meaning it wasn't controllable so even with treatment he would go into diabetic shock, tard rages, and sometimes even a coma. He was skinny (it was purely genetic) but he lived into his 70s.

Just not treating it at all though? And being a morbidly obese fat fuck? His odds don't look good. Stupid fat bastard.
Looking through the news, it seems like there have been cuts to eligibility in the past year or two, but they're all income-based and Jake has no income.
He's just a lazy useless faggot who couldn't fill out a form to save his life (literally). What a worm.
 
From the hand-wavey way he was talking it sounds like those levels are commonplace lately, but he only concretely admitted to the one most recent reading. His bit about passing out often does lend credence to it all though. He also mentions that he tends to start talking in circles when his blood sugar is in the stratosphere.
People can adapt to running with a CBG in the 300s all the time, so much so that if their CBG goes down to 150 they feel like they're low and start sweating and shivering. Jake might be see-sawing from high to low (or normal) or he might just be unlucky. I mean to say, Jake would be lucky not to adapt to extended high blood glucose, if that drove him to treat his diabetes.

Someone like Lou Gags is always stupid and aggressive, which can be a side effect of hyperglycemia, but it doesn't bother him any and he ignores his diabetes until he loses visual field or a toe.

Either way the damage is happening; Jake is just noticing it and not enjoying it.

This sounds extremely plausible to me. Is he going to die because he couldn't just send the goddamn email for an insulin refill?
Usually pharmacies will call/text/email with "your refill is due but your Rx is expired; want us to contact your doctor?" and do it for you. So much of this is automated, which doesn't make it foolproof but sure helps.

I wonder if Jake has 100 unopened text messages, a full voicemail box and a big stack of physical envelopes by his door.

One other thing it could be (this is speculation) is a formulary change. If his insurance decided their long-acting insulin of choice was going from Tresiba to Lantus, and Jake had a Tresiba prescription, he'd have more of a chance to fall into a crack. Usually this is no problem--the doctor changes the prescription, unless you've got proof you can't tolerate the formulary med and then the doctor has to affirm that you need to stay on the old one--but Jake can't say the reason they won't fill his prescriptions.

The pharmacy tech telling Jake "hey your insurance won't cover X, can you contact your doctor and ask them to change it to Y" might have just sounded like dive alert klaxons and flashing red lights inside Jake's head and now he'd rather die than sit down and look at paperwork and stay on hold for a long time. They could have told him anything where he had to do a simple step, and it just went into the big "DDOSed" inbox in Jake's head.

Looking through some Connecticut documentation, metformin is listed as "step therapy" (i.e. you have to have tried something else first) and a bunch of his meds have "quantity limits" (without a doctor's authorization). But I don't see how any of that would apply given that he has a doctor prescribing it. The laziness theory is gaining ground.
Metformin is old and super cheap, so the doc probably just had to say Jake failed diet and exercise.

Again, he could buy this off-insurance for under $10. GLP-1s are new and expensive and insulin takes some paperwork to get cheap, but this is metformin. Dude.

A tiny fraction of the effort Jake spends on his "transition" (and I know that's not much) would get help for his diabetes.
 
Jake LYING? Why, I never.
I don't think he did lie though. I think @Aunt Carol has it right and Jake's telling the surface-level truth while handwaving all the embarrassing details.

On a non-medical topic, why on earth was Jake driving a hybrid? Given the kind of beaters he was presumably in the market for, that was an insane choice. Anyone could have predicted what happened.
 
Don't forget Jake tweeted for years about not getting paid for some commission work he did because he wouldn't send an e-mail to supply his information. Instead of just doing this he tweeted multiple times over the years begging someone to help him go through his e-mail. I'm partly skeptical he really had not been paid but we can look at all the other examples where Jake doesn't do things that take no effort. How long did he have wrong information in his various online profiles like Patreon? Even if he didn't leave money on the table in that instance he's done it plenty.

I wonder if Jake has 100 unopened text messages, a full voicemail box and a big stack of physical envelopes by his door.
We had a screenshot of Jake's e-mail once and just what was visible was hundreds of unread Twitter reports. He's openly complained forever about not being able to handle all his e-mails even though only automated systems ever e-mail him. You know this is absolutely true.

Jake being told to just ask his doctor's office to switch a prescription and deciding to hope someone on Bluesky will rush to take care of it to stop his death is the most Jake thing possible.
 
Don't forget Jake tweeted for years about not getting paid for some commission work he did because he wouldn't send an e-mail to supply his information.
It's long been my theory (with zero evidence to back it up) that he refused to dox himself as Jake Alley to the RPG publishers, and insisted on something like only being paid through "Violet's" Paypal. And naturally, Accounts Payable was not set up to wire money to randos with no name or identification.

How long did he have wrong information in his various online profiles like Patreon?
Not to mention his own homepage!
https://violethargrave.neocities.org/ still tells people that the best way to contact him is Twitter, and has broken links to his old Twitch and Tumblr. (Patreon seems to redirect at least)
Good thing only we read his homepage.
 
I don't think he did lie though. I think @Aunt Carol has it right and Jake's telling the surface-level truth while handwaving all the embarrassing details.

On a non-medical topic, why on earth was Jake driving a hybrid? Given the kind of beaters he was presumably in the market for, that was an insane choice. Anyone could have predicted what happened.
I meant he was lying before about being pre-diabetic. This new whingefest is him poking holes in his own story.
 
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On a non-medical topic, why on earth was Jake driving a hybrid? Given the kind of beaters he was presumably in the market for, that was an insane choice. Anyone could have predicted what happened.
Probably a family hand-me-down. If you take care of them, Priuses will run for a long time--they are Toyotas after all. But even Toyota can't make a NiMH battery last forever and they will have to be replaced. That costs around a grand for a rebuilt one.

A grand is an unimaginably large number for Jake. He's probably never had that much scratch in his possession his entire life.
 
On a non-medical topic, why on earth was Jake driving a hybrid?
I'd assume because he's a retard. If not, it was a gift. If he actually chose it, though, he's definitely a retard because why would you get rid of a hybrid? Most likely because the battery is past its expire-by date so you want to fob it off on some sucker before it fails entirely.
 
Probably a family hand-me-down.
That makes sense, Mom always sounded like the type who'd drive a Prius to save the earth. Maybe she finally got a new car and gave Jake the old one instead of taking like $500 for it at the dealership as a trade-in.

Speaking of Mom, I wonder if that's the story behind "someone" being at Jake's place semi-recently, maybe he wanted someone around to help him with his shots and call Trans Lifeline if he went into a coma. I could see her scraping a few last drops of sympathy together for that after he was first diagnosed.
 
Jake finally recapped last week's gamestream.
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If you at all care what Jenn Frank wrote.
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Oh come on, he's wearing compression socks now! That means everything will be fine, right?
Of course, it's not because Jake NEEDS compression socks, but because he just HAS to wear those striped thigh socks that every troon does to fulfill their Coding Queen AGP fetishes.

Now, feel free to call me a cynic, but Jake's been gnome wailing for the past ten years about how he's just minutes from starving to death in some ditch somewhere, so I'll be taking his latest posts with a whole block of saltlick.
 
Of course, it's not because Jake NEEDS compression socks, but because he just HAS to wear those striped thigh socks that every troon does to fulfill their Coding Queen AGP fetishes.

Now, feel free to call me a cynic, but Jake's been gnome wailing for the past ten years about how he's just minutes from starving to death in some ditch somewhere, so I'll be taking his latest posts with a whole block of saltlick.
I remain cynical that he’s on the verge of death. It’s just Jake being a hysterical little bitch as ever. I do, however, 100% believe he has the beetus. He’s middle-aged, he’s been fat since high school, obese since at least Gamergate, and based purely on what he’s told us, taking things at face value, he does not lead a healthy lifestyle.

Then there’s his learned helplessness - I guarantee that when the doc told him to be more healthy, Jake looked at all the things he’d have to do and decided it was too hard and someone would have to help him.

He’s at that age when what the doctors warned you about in your twenties becomes very pertinent. And ironically, if he doesn’t get his shit together, he might well find himself actually dying.
 
I'll be taking his latest posts with a whole block of saltlick.
Yeah, his posts are "imaginative", shall we say, but what we get on his streams is relatively unfiltered.

Reality: "My insurance coverage changed and I spent my last $10 on the Babyfurs For Palestine Bundle on Steam instead of metformin because I'm a retard"

Twitch: "The pharmacy just mysteriously stopped dispensing medication"

Bluesky: "Goodbye Cruel World"
 
I remain cynical that he’s on the verge of death. It’s just Jake being a hysterical little bitch as ever. I do, however, 100% believe he has the beetus. He’s middle-aged, he’s been fat since high school, obese since at least Gamergate, and based purely on what he’s told us, taking things at face value, he does not lead a healthy lifestyle.
That's the thing. Jake starving/freezing on a park bench is an unlikely scenario. Jake going the way of millions of other fatso-Americans and losing his feet to gangrene (or whatever other diabetes-related complication) is a likely scenario.

I am as disinclined to believe Jake as anyone, but that's because he so rarely says anything believable. This is an unusual case.
 
Don't get me wrong: I 1000% believe Jake's toes on the verge of amputation - I just don't believe that it JUST DEVELOPED RECENTLY like he's trying to spin it, or that he needs meds RIGHT NOW or he'll be dead by dawn.

I have known several people like Jake in my life, and they get their Metformin pills and Insulin shots by the mail that come rain or shine, to the point that they have excess supply of the shit to the point that some of them make money on the side SELLING their insulin to diabetics who can't afford it or have coverage.

Maybe that's where's some of his money comes from?
 
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