Skitzocow Forsaken Wanderer / Forsaken Wanderer Project / ThyForsakenWanderer / Degeneratemooty2389 / @100% VIRGIN MOOTY / @Mooty Mooty Mooty - 34 Year-Old 5'4 Schizophrenic Autistic VIRGIN Halal'd User with over 400 YouTube Videos: Black-pilled Alcohol abuser, thinks kiwi farms was taken over by the leftists, is the last white Kiwifarmer, thinks women are all children & it's the JEWS fault

[YHWH's Strongest Soldier]

Do you do any of these things during the week? How often do you get bread at the bakery on a weekday? You didn't have anything related to work because you are currently in the weekends. Wait a day or two and you will be working again.

I'm on call so I still have work during the weekends.

Bread is every other day and everything that I listed happened on a weekday after the end of the workday. The main benefit is flexible work hours since I'm kept on a loose leash provided that I deliver good results when needed. Mind you, that means I'm never quite off work as shit can start occurring throughout most of the day. That includes weekends. Workdays of 40 h+ also weren't entirely uncommon in the past, although I would usually be able to take it extremely easy afterwards and the bonuses make up for it. I can even afford to game a little on the weekends. Hoping to make some good progress in Lies of P today.

No idea why this arrangement bothers you so much since it's a sweet deal in my case. I would be surprised if the average workday lasts longer than 8h for you. That still leaves you with 8h that can accommodate a ton of barbecues and other fun activities.

 

[Stan]

You are Jewish?

No, but I used to live in NYC and had to do coin laundry in the basement so if I was short on quarters I’d have to hang things up to dry. Or take em to the lavandería but that’s more for big laundry jobs like washing winter comforters. None of it works out to be less expensive or more convenient than owning your own washer and dryer in your own house.

My sympathies for how it’s working out for you. This is a tough situation.

Why are any of you happy? Can you name any reason why you are? Are you even happy when you think about?

I’m happy because I have things to live for. I got my dog, my husband, my daughter, my family, my in laws, and my faith.

Nothing will change. It's all probability. If nothing has changed in 35 years then what is the probability of things changing in the next 45? It's like hoping to win the jackpot in the lottery.

And I'm too unwell to attempt to escape now.

I have a GP that I don't see that doesn't give a damn. It might be arthritis, it's surely caused by repeated actions though.

But if you keep doing the same things surely nothing will change, you have to make the initial move. Like the thing with your hands, this is very fixable! You got to see your doctor, tell him about the repetitive strain, and ask if he can prescribe braces or PT or something to help strengthen your wrists and hands. Heck you can get wrist braces for carpal tunnel right now and wear them and your hand might feel better. I’d check in on ergonomics at your workstation too if you have to spend a lot of time at it. There’s angles the body likes to be in and ones that cause strain. This is totally a problem that can be fixed, if you just be persistent and want to make it better for yourself.

You should absolutely tell your primary care doctor about numbness, weakness, or chronic discomfort in the hands. You're dismissive that they will help, but you can make them listen if you insist to be heard.

Yeah this!

You have to press them. Advocate for yourself.

"I don't feel as if you're taking my concerns seriously." "I'm dissatisfied with your lack of care" etc
You can tell them this and they can't stop you. They're just people in scrubs. Advocate.

This too! Seriously. Doctors aren’t infallible and they’re not a monolith, if one isn’t nice to you find one who you do like. Trying to make specific changes so you aren’t in pain all day is eminently reasonable. And fwiw I think a lot of your ideation strikes me as depression and it could stand to get better if you got treated for it. Feeling like each day is a repetitive torturous churn is very much depression getting upper hand on you, imo. Like, you can get on Pristiq and it’s a once a day tablet, cut the drinking back to 50% and try that out for a few weeks and the color might return to life a bit. Not saying you won’t hate your job but you’ll be able to feel the sunshine and the breeze and be like, “mm, yeah.”

 

[Meiwaku]

Why are any of you happy? Can you name any reason why you are? Are you even happy when you think about?

You're an insufferable self-loathing nigger sometimes. I need you to get your head out of your ass. I know autistics struggle with being able to empathize with others, but you need to realize others have seen the darkness and just said "nah" or spent every minuet alive fighting it and refusing this non-answer. Why?

Because when I say happiness is a choice, I mean it.

You have two options, to live or to die prematurely. You will die, eventually; so don't be impatient. However, you are forced to live.

How you live is entirely up to you. You cannot always pick what happens to you, but you can pick how you feel about it.

 

[Mound Dweller]

You are all making the mistake of trying to be rational with an irrational alien brain; I was only half joking when I compared his mind to thinking in COBOL.
Treat him for what he is, a source of output of... something, don't try and reason with him it'll just throw more 404s.

 

[Hey Johnny Bravo]

You are all making the mistake of trying to be rational with an irrational alien brain; I was only half joking when I compared his mind to thinking in COBOL.
Treat him for what he is, a source of output of... something, don't try and reason with him it'll just throw more 404s.

I tried to talk this guy into getting help for his alcoholism and he is truly stuck in a psychotic misery loop. He is hyper-fixated on the fact that he has to work for a living. Talking to him about it only serves as an exercise for his brain to justify his delusion. His creative output is genuinely good, I think, but he'd be the same person even if he became a millionaire YouTube sensation by tomorrow morning: he would resent the fact that he has to work. FW isn't a bad guy but he wallows in his misery which is by and large self-imposed. The best thing to do would probably be to leave him alone and observe.

 

[Mound Dweller]

The best thing to do would probably be to leave him alone and observe.

Yeah most in-thread-cows at least give you something comprehendible/worth something when you in-thread-poke them (case in point Marge; feet update soon!) but all FW gives you is pure babble in the form of "waaaaah I h8 mai laifu"; there is no funny, IMO, just pseudo-parasocial empty hopes.
Nothing wrong with that either it's just not any... good.
His vids however are top tier though those are the real content, the collabs better start soon.

 

[Mister Fister]

I tried to talk this guy into getting help for his alcoholism and he is truly stuck in a psychotic misery loop. He is hyper-fixated on the fact that he has to work for a living. Talking to him about it only serves as an exercise for his brain to justify his delusion. His creative output is genuinely good, I think, but he'd be the same person even if he became a millionaire YouTube sensation by tomorrow morning: he would resent the fact that he has to work. FW isn't a bad guy but he wallows in his misery which is by and large self-imposed. The best thing to do would probably be to leave him alone and observe.

All you can do is to commence the 'jiggling.

 

[Hey Johnny Bravo]

His vids however are top tier though those are the real content, the collabs better start soon.

His comedy videos make me gut laugh. The dude is funny and he knows it. He isn't just acting insane and it ends up being funny: he constructs these things deliberately.

 

[BasedTrollJakker]

Forsaken? I thought you were talking about that one “retro”slop troonslop Roblox game loved by xitter pedofetishttannies (feel free to autism/dumb-react me for this)

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

spilt your milk?
JUST BE POSITIVE
broke your leg?
JUST BE POSITIVE
getting mauled by a brown bear?
JUST BE POSITIVE
body turning to ash because you fell into a magma river?
JUST BE POSITIVE

When does "positivity" become so filled with copium that it becomes a class A hallucinogen.

How is it that the guy that may have killed himself on his birthday was far more positive and uplifting than any of the people that are supposedly secure and happy in their lives.

Maybe if any of you were not demoralized you could trust in what I am saying rather than flicking to random pages in the DSM to try and deflect information that you find uncomfortable and that goes against what could (overly) charitably be called your 'world-view'.

'just be positive' does not help in any way or form. Abstract ideas don't assist anyone, only practical steps do. I have completely explained my situation, what options I have, and why my country is in this state. I don't just say 'just be negative'.

Forsaken? I thought you were talking about that one “retro”slop troonslop Roblox game loved by xitter pedofetishttannies (feel free to autism/dumb-react me for this)

It's the same game that has a mode where someone roleplays as a parent and another roleplays as the child, it's designed for predators from the ground up.

His comedy videos make me gut laugh. The dude is funny and he knows it. He isn't just acting insane and it ends up being funny: he constructs these things deliberately.

I'm too unwell to make videos now so that's it from me. Takes me a week to get to the dishes and a month to get to the lawns so I'm not going to be doing anything anymore but work and wait for death.

Yes I am self aware and I know that I am retarded and how stupid the videos are. Just some weird random channel that the odd person comes across and leaves confused.

If that was the extent of my interaction with life then I would be lonely but content with my existence.

But I'm forced to deal with people 5 days a week for 8 and a half hours a day. It's never gotten any less difficult or painful. It's so un-engaging yet stressful. It's too thick with staff all around me that I have to speak to, yet none of it is ever anything social. It's the worst environment for me.

It's soul destroying to know you are a mutant freak and have to be the worker drone in a building full of normal people. If I could just be left alone in my home to be a mutant freak online then life would be livable.

But we exist only to slave away and pay off our never ending debt, there is no other life....

 

[YHWH's Strongest Soldier]

How is it that the guy that may have killed himself on his birthday was far more positive and uplifting than any of the people that are supposedly secure and happy in their lives.

I think that all the evidence points to the opposite conclusion. It appears that you are unable of even recognizing healthy attitudes to life and instead seek guidance from suicidal people with predictable results.

Also, it's not as easy as "just be positive". Like I said, you have to work for it every single day. That's why it's a choice. You either work towards being happy or simply choose to give up and linger in depression.

 

[Cheesy Beavy]

It's all white males killing themselves.

Black males are doing it to themselves as well, just using another method.

It's just not something I can do.

I think if you practiced a few premade responses, like Clara's examples, it would really help. You just think you can't do it.

Abstract ideas don't assist anyone, only practical steps do

Some people have. It's up to you to actually take the advice.

I don't know the intricacies of of your health care situation but would you qualify for therapy? That would maybe be better than giving kikes money for pills. Also, sure it's been mentioned but you should try an AA meeting.

 

[Stan]

spilt your milk?
JUST BE POSITIVE
broke your leg?
JUST BE POSITIVE
getting mauled by a brown bear?
JUST BE POSITIVE
body turning to ash because you fell into a magma river?
JUST BE POSITIVE

When does "positivity" become so filled with copium that it becomes a class A hallucinogen.

I don't think any of those things are happening to you right now?!

 

[Mound Dweller]

spilt your milk?
JUST BE POSITIVE
broke your leg?
JUST BE POSITIVE
getting mauled by a brown bear?
JUST BE POSITIVE
body turning to ash because you fell into a magma river?
JUST BE POSITIVE

What do I care for your suffering? Pain, even agony, is no more than information before the senses, data fed to the computer of the mind. The lesson is simple: you have received the information, now act on it. Take control of the input and you shall become master of the output.

I don't think any of those things are happening to you right now?!

It was real in his mind damnit, did he DM you yet? You should DM him, maybe he doesn't believe in first strikes.

 

[YHWH's Strongest Soldier]

I don't think any of those things are happening to you right now?!

He works 9 to 5 in an office which is basically the same as being torn apart by a bear and getting thrown into a volcano. You'd understand if you were a based white male. Alas, such great insight remain unavailable to Jews and femoids.

 

[Lords Greatsword]

Suffering is part of the human experience. If you don't have it in you to be positive, you can at least start rolling with the punches and simply assessing things as they are, as matter of fact.
By the way, I know I've mentioned it before, but for your carpal tunnel you'd definitely do well to practice extensions with 5 rubber bands or so, maybe less. It's a trivial thing you can do throughout the day for each hand, and without thinking you could probably rack up over a hundred or more reps with it by the day's end.

He works 9 to 5 in an office which is basically the same as being torn apart by a bear and getting thrown into a volcano.

To be fair, working a 9-5 in an office was enough for the protagonist of Fight Club to start losing it.
I speak half-jokingly, but truthfully, I do think that if physical aptitude gets ignored for too long, both mind and body begin to slowly deteriorate, with the soul eventually stagnating as well. A sedentary lifestyle can fuck a person up hard.

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

@clara
@YHWH's Strongest Soldier
@Stan
@Cheesy Beavy
@Mound Dweller
@Lords Greatsword
@Meiwaku
@Hey Johnny Bravo

You are all zombies. You have been atomized and demoralized by decades of meticulously planned brain washing. If you really have convinced yourself that you are happy then you it's possible you aren't even observing reality as it really is around you.

The world is dead. There is nothing left but an endless void. I can't bring your souls back. I could write 20 volumes explaining everything to you and it wouldn't make a difference. You are just shadows of what used to be a person, in a world that ceased spinning a long time ago.

I just want to die but suicide could lead to a worse layer of the void. So I've been waiting to die. It's taking a long time but my health is getting worse at least.

My patience is gone. I can't stomach a single day of work anymore. I can't find it within me to struggle through the loop. I just need to die and then finally I may be done with the cycle. I keep hoping that tomorrow is the day my body gives up. What a waste of time life has been.

I've ran out of ways to tell you I can't be happy. You are just ghosts anyway, what good would telling you anything do.

You're an insufferable self-loathing nigger sometimes. I need you to get your head out of your ass. I know autistics struggle with being able to empathize with others, but you need to realize others have seen the darkness and just said "nah" or spent every minuet alive fighting it and refusing this non-answer. Why?

Because when I say happiness is a choice, I mean it.

You have two options, to live or to die prematurely. You will die, eventually; so don't be impatient. However, you are forced to live.

How you live is entirely up to you. You cannot always pick what happens to you, but you can pick how you feel about it.

No I can't be happy. No I can't choose to do anything. I want to die and that hasn't happened yet.

There has never been anything for me in this life. I've just wasted my time being alive. I need to hurry up and pass on already.

I don't feel any empathy for 99% of the users here because they display no humanity. You could show ChatGPT the Wikihow site and it would effortlessly stand in for almost any user. It's all just empty and hollow.

The rare people I care about couldn't be replicated by a bot because they clearly have some form of life within them.

None of you have any concept of what the real you lost. A sense of place and meaning. You could have had nation, faith, mythology, culture, race, nation, community. You could of been amongst your people and been part of something great. You could of all done your part to make your people's lives better and to give the next generation a better future.

Sadly all of this will fall on deaf ears as always because the few living humans left that would understand are all killing themselves to escape the misery of it all. Maybe we just don't belong here with those that don't know they are dead.

 

[Epikusername4]

spilt your milk?
JUST BE POSITIVE

thats not really a big deal dude its just spilt milk

 

[Lords Greatsword]

You are all zombies. You have been atomized and demoralized by decades of meticulously planned brain washing. If you really have convinced yourself that you are happy then you it's possible you aren't even observing reality as it really is around you.

Literally all I'm doing is suggesting to be more physically active

 

[YHWH's Strongest Soldier]

The world is dead. There is nothing left but an endless void. I can't bring your souls back.

Have you ever considered that you are the one without a soul? You sold it for a shack in the woods and a detestable job in exchange for alcohol. I have my faith, nation and community, and you could have them as well if you wanted. The world is beautiful and full of opportunity, all ready to be experienced.