Cultcow Claudio Hernández Castañeda / FakeAFClausMystery / ClausMystery / ClausWritesThings / ClausofLions / Yayotzin / Yayofangamer / Gonebythedust - Mexican Furfaggot. Disowned Synthcel. Cub Fur Author. Pseudo-Diety of the Popufurs. Hates Gringos. Bisexual Shapeshifter. The Raped. Tracheal Tube Tard. Pink Triangle Halal. Total OPsec Disaster. A Lesson in Lurking. Still The Same Nigger 10 Years later.

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Since your manifesto is taking so long, I've decided to write my own.

You know what? I finally figured it out. I finally know why you're like this. I finally know why you'll (probably) never change.

You embody the sin of pride. The deadliest of the 7 deadly sins.

Your family has accomplished so much. Your grandfather was an important doctor whose impact is felt all across Mexico. Your mother was a professor at Mexico's most prestigious university for 15 years. Your father has worked on big budget movies for Netflix. But you? You're a 29 year old man-child who has never worked a day in his life, who has no friends and whose only form of affirmation is a long distance boyfriend who you will never met. You have been alive for 3 decades and have accomplished nothing of your own in that time. You want to know why that nepo baby remark stung so much, Claudio? Because the success of your family has left you with deep, underlying imposter syndrome. You only got into university off of the coattails of your mother. She accomplished your admission. But your actual coursework? Your degree? It has been over 8 years, and you have yet to pass a 4 year program. You can't accomplish anything on your own, and it scares you. It scares you more than anything else in the world.

This is only compounded by your disease. Your body gets weaker every day. It gets farther and farther away from the accomplishment you will never attain. You want to know why you hate your father so much? Because he provides an easy scapegoat for you to pin all of your problems on. Because you know that the nemaline myopathy originates on his side of the genetic line, you can just conveniently blame everything that has ever gone wrong in your life on him! But despite everything you say, I have a feeling that deep down, you love your father. You know where the real problem lies, but you're unwilling to admit defeat, because that would be admitting failure.

You're haunted by failure. That's why you've tried to escape into fantasy for most of your life. You became a furry because the persona it provided allowed you to live in a world free from failure. It's deeply ironic that your fursona is a lion, considering that they come in prides. The lion is everything you aren't: Strong, confident... successful. And you loved the escape it provided. This escape coincided with puberty, so the wires in your head became crossed. You eventually became sexually attracted to it, not understanding why you liked it so much. Eventually, you met friends in the furry fandom. But then your pride and ego got in the way. It made them not like you, and it made your fantasy come crashing down. Later, you tried desperately rekindling this fantasy through the venue of erotic roleplay, but it was never the same. You getting pushed away by your furry friends was never able to leave your mind. You eventually disassociated with the furry fandom, despite the fetish still lingering. The fandom reminds you of failure. You're not able to admit failure.

Eventually, you ended up here. Your pride struck once again, and you submitted a personal army request. It failed. You dug in, desperately trying to squeeze out a win. But you failed, again and again. You wound up with a thread. Once you found out, you continued to try to squeeze out a win, Doing everything in your power to get one. but it never came. The failures only kept mounting and mounting, piling up day in and day out. In trying to get a win, you have admitted some of the most embarrassing things I have ever read. You got yourself doxed. Eventually, you realized you were failing, but admitting it would hurt your pride. So you turned back to fantasy. You started fantasizing about raping, torturing, and killing the people who reminded you of your failures, funneling all of your hatred for yourself into them. Once that failed to fill the void, you started going after their innocent mothers. but that didn't work either. You were still reminded of failure. So you began working on a manifesto in a last ditch effort to secure one single victory. That will fail too.

You hate Brayden so much because he is everything you aren't. When he got doxed, he took it as a wake up call to improve as a person. He swallowed his pride and worked on himself, addressing the concerns that people had with him. That, juxtaposed with your pride, made the very people that doxed him respect him. You will never have that respect, because you will never admit that you have a problem. That would be admitting failure. That's why you shot my suggestion to get therapy down, too.

It's funny. You constantly extoll the virtues of Christ, but you failed to take the most fundamental lesson from His teachings: Humility. You won’t truly repent or change, because the act of repentance itself is admitting failure. Your ego won't let you do that. Instead, you use the word of the Bible to bludgeon your critics, to view yourself as more righteous and devout than them. To win. In doing so, you've gone against the core values of the Bible itself.

You say you'll never get tired of winning, but in reality, you'll only never get tired of telling yourself that. It's your coping mechanism.

Do you want to win, Claudio? I know you do. You wanna know how? Admit defeat for once in your life. Come to terms with your failures, swallow your pride, and actually work on bettering yourself. Log off of Kiwi Farms and never come back. Staying here will only make things worse for you. Actually repent, as Jesus Christ taught.

You want an accomplishment? Letting go of 29 years of anger, self hatred, and pride will be an accomplishment greater than anything in the world. It's what God wants for you. It's what your mother and father want for you. It's probably what your e-boyfriend wants for you too.

It's what you need.

If you fail to heed this warning, You will die having truly never accomplished anything. Your greatest fear will manifest. Ultimately, the final decision is up to you: Do you swallow your pride now, or will you be forced to when you take your last breath?
 
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Claudio Hernández Castañeda said:
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I have @Sperg Spectating's dox right here for you.
 
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Man I should have shittalked him more or went into the Liquid Hogendorp idea I had. I could have made the list. Oh well, at least I was on a negotiation list. Did he ever make a new one of those?

Edit: OH sorry it's 2:51 AM and I slightly misread the community post. I thought Claudio here posted a new Alex kill list. This pedophile furfag isn't worth my time.
 
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