[image is of a very poorly drawn anthro furry dragon or something with copy/pasted fire jpegs and chainsaw blades, voice is highly distorted and robotic]
Look man, you stop letting it get to your brain
It's only affecting you on a global level
I know it makes you cry, I know it makes you feel pain
But you need to understand how to control it
I know it hurts you to a higher degree
I know it hurts you when you feel pain
But dog, you're only hurting me not just yourself
When you're locking yourself up behind walls
And you're holding yourself
And you're holding yourself to tears
You're picking up pieces that just keep falling itself apart
No matter how many times you try you keep pushing yourself
Like you are not a higher degree, you're just an asset in the darkness of your own path
And you just need to stop, you ain't no asset
You're an incredible person
No matter what anyone else says
It does not matter at all, it does not matter one damn bit
[image cuts to a 3D model of one of the most horribly colored sparkledog fursonas that vaguely looks the same as the poor drawing before, voice changes to just a normal voice]
How do you know that it's affecting me on a global level?
You don't always understand me like I always understand myself
You think that you know me, you think that you know who I am
Dog you don't know shit about me!
To begin with, I've been going through a lot of shit
[cuts to the bad drawing, voice distorted]
I've been going through a lot of shit?
[cut to normal]
Yeah I've been going through a lot of shit
It's been hurting me on a defensive global level
[cuts to distorted]
You're hurting yourself how so explain to me
I don't understand, I just need to understand
By the way why are you hurting yourself
Why are you beating yourself up
You should be building yourself up
[cut to normal]
I have been beat up in school
I've been used as a punching bag
Thrown into water fountains, punch across walls, thrown into glass cases
I've been treated like shit my whole life
What the fuck did you mean
Did YOU say there was something wrong with me?
[cut to distorted]
Dog I'm sorry to hear that
I'm sorry that you had to go through all that shit
Dog it must be painful to not understand how you felt
I never took it into consideration
At one bit when I thought of this whole shit
That went down and went going through
Dog I feel dear pain
I understand that you hurt yourself because of that
But you need to stop doing that shit
You're destroying your mental health, and the people you love
Also worry about that as well
[cut to normal, voice now genuinely sounds like he might be crying]
Yeah I know, I have always had people that love me
I also have a community I'm thankful for
But man there's just days I feel like I'm wrecking myself
I'm tearing myself, burning myself out
I just can't take it anymore
I put my worth effort into certain things
And I just feel like no one loves them, no one cherishes them
No one understand the pain I went through dog
No one gets it, no one understands it completely
[cut to distorted]
Yeah I know what you mean dog
But you just need to like, let it go, and move on
You have people that care about you, you have
Your people that you love that also care about you
You just need to drop it all down
And just move on and just let it all go