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I don't have the stomach to find out what this one looks like after her mutilation session.
The results aren't too bad, actually. Still a very feminine physique, so I wouldn't say she passes. (do they ever?)
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I don't have the stomach to find out what this one looks like after her mutilation session.
I wish I had so much money and time on my hands that I just went to doctors who I knew full well couldn't help my problem, on purpose.I selfishly encourage troons to go to OB/GYNs so I can get more of them.
What kind of fucking breast exams is anyone getting as a teen, or even any age. Unless you're invited for a mammogram or have a concern I don't think any woman would have had a breast exam in her life.I’ve read a few posts where the doctors involved just threw up their hands and said they didn’t know what they were doing or what they were even looking at. Those stories are almost as good as the transphobic pet stories. I selfishly encourage troons to go to OB/GYNs so I can get more of them.
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I guess lying comes easily to them but idk bro, seems like a bad idea.
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Don’t just lie the first time, stick to it and make up more lies! They can’t tell just by looking at it!
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I’m assuming the now-deleted comment also told them to lie. I don’t know about you guys, but I’d rather a doctor completely opt out than roll up their sleeves and wing it on my jerry-rigged genitals.
A gyno will do one on your visits, and you should try to self-examine as well.What kind of fucking breast exams is anyone getting as a teen, or even any age. Unless you're invited for a mammogram or have a concern I don't think any woman would have had a breast exam in her life.
What kind of fucking breast exams is anyone getting as a teen, or even any age. Unless you're invited for a mammogram or have a concern I don't think any woman would have had a breast exam in her life.
I know its to find cancer, I have just never heard of anyone getting a breast exam unless they already have a concern or have been invited for a mammogram which doesn't happen here in the UK until age 50. Maybe its different in the US and they are more common.Breast exam is to find cancer.
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Men can get cancer of the tit too. Examine your breasts, people! It's not sexual, it's so you don't have to get poonerized against your will.
In a lot of the US its standard to get a breast exam alongside your yearly gyno visit once you're 25 or so. Mammograms are only recommended to people with prior concerns or women 50+ (ish).I know its to find cancer, I have just never heard of anyone getting a breast exam unless they already have a concern or have been invited for a mammogram which doesn't happen here in the UK until age 50. Maybe its different in the US and they are more common.
Yes, women in USA are encouraged to do self-checks in the shower from the time their bodies develop. Cancer isn't picky about when it attacks. Plus it's a good habit to be into so that if something does change you notice right away. At a women's wellness exam it is one of the checks they perform just in general.I know its to find cancer, I have just never heard of anyone getting a breast exam unless they already have a concern or have been invited for a mammogram which doesn't happen here in the UK until age 50. Maybe its different in the US and they are more common.
Holy fuck there's a video. Release the orchi files?DIY ORCHI UPDATE
It's 40 now.Mammograms are only recommended to people with prior concerns or women 50+ (ish).
Richard Roundtree had breast cancer; lost the nipple, nodes and everything. He was on chemo while filming Se7en.Men can get cancer of the tit too.
This is a personal failing, I know, but I just can't stay mad at the DIY surgery guys after wading through thousands of whining donate-to-me troons. At least they have the same misapplied courage of a guy who really really wanted a split tongue in the 1990s.DIY ORCHI UPDATE
You sawed off your balls with a dull scalpel at home and called an ambulance. The ambulance had to pick your retarded ass up and play hide and seek with your testicles instead of helping someone who actually needed help. The primary care doctor is right, you are a transsexual retard.DIY ORCHI UPDATE
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Even younger if cancer runs in the family, since we’re doing PSAs (oh and fellas, make sure you get your PSA done, too.)It's 40 now.
Richard Roundtree had breast cancer; lost the nipple, nodes and everything. He was on chemo while filming Se7en.
This is a personal failing, I know, but I just can't stay mad at the DIY surgery guys after wading through thousands of whining donate-to-me troons. At least they have the same misapplied courage of a guy who really really wanted a split tongue in the 1990s.
Nowadays there could be a wide ranging market for some young man's lopped off balls. Pooners. Pervs. Er... "Craftsmen". And others.One comment said they might’ve been preventing him from selling them…I doubt that was what they were thinking about but now I’m wondering how much those go for on the market.![]()

Yes, very manly wide, childbearing hips.
The results aren't too bad, actually. Still a very feminine physique, so I wouldn't say she passes. (do they ever?)
IDK where you are but they're pretty common in the Antipodes.What kind of fucking breast exams is anyone getting as a teen, or even any age. Unless you're invited for a mammogram or have a concern I don't think any woman would have had a breast exam in her life.
Link | ArchiveIt finally happened
It's 3am right now, and 20 hours ago my 3 year long wait came to an end. I finally had my stage one ALT with Dr Kaoutzanis.
I'm incredibly happy with how it looks. I know his attitude has gotten him a bit of a negative rep here, but he is an incredibly skilled micro surgeon. I've had a lot of surgeries prior to this and tbh, surgeons tend to be awkward people. He's just very information oriented so if you can get past that, he's a top notch choice to go to.
All of the providers taking care of me at UCHealth have been absolutely incredible, I'm in great hands here and they've all been great at making sure I'm comfortable. This is the best time of my life and I couldn't be happier.
Link | ArchiveRegret
I had stage 1 May 30th, and have had nothing but problems ever since. There was a vascular issue which caused blood to pool at the base. They had to open a bunch of stitches and I swelled so badly I got blisters everywhere. When that didnt work I had to do leech therapy which caused me to bleed so excessively that I needed blood transfusions 1-2 times a day for nearly the entire 16 day stay, and I still ended up losing tissue and had a second surgery. I got home and every little thing I did was hard and I just felt abandoned by everyone. I didn't even want to eat or drink anything because getting up felt too hard. Well then I ended up back in the hospital due to an infection they said was likely because of the leeches. The third revision is supposed to happen this Wednesday to close everything back up, but they said the infection causes more swelling and while it's coming down again, it would be best to wait another week but I can't take it anymore. I feel like I gave up my leg for a lifetime of misery because I dared to try and be happy. Just thinking of the smell of the wound weeping from it makes me nauseous. I can't stand looking at it anymore and it makes me not want to do any wound care. I feel like I'm 5 seconds away from just telling them to remove it because I'm so scared of having another surgery and finding out more shit has wrong. I'm supposed to go back to work in August and I don't mentally feel prepared at all because this whole situation has been traumatic.
Link | ArchiveFinally feeling happier, finally.
I'd posted about a month ago when I was filled with regret about going through with this surgery. This has probably been one of the worst summers of my life, all of my plans went up in flames. On top of everything that I talked about in my previous post, I also had other horrible things happen in my personal life. Between when I got out of the hospital the first time and went back in the second, I ended up blacking out randomly while getting out of the shower and falling. I tore open the skin graft on my donor site, and I was so terrified and upset I just laid on the floor and cried because I didn't know who to call. The only person who was in town was my mom who isn't someone I wanted around for extremely vulnerable moments like that. And due to some other things that happened, I felt completely alone and abandoned so I just crawled into bed and cried myself to sleep. The open wounds continued to devastate my mental health and unfortunately the 3rd surgery wasn't to close everything but to basically clean the site up and apply some mediderm. While waiting for the third surgery, my 16yo cat needed an incredibly expensive tooth extractions, my car needed a large repair, my grandma was killed in a head-on collision (whose funeral I can't attend since I can't bend at the waist again) both my cats had an expensive vet visit and my same 16yo cat had a cancer scare. All of which devastated my savings. I was an emotional wreck and was crying uncontrollably by myself for two weeks.
Due to the hospital having a shortage in sterile processing techs, surgeries were then getting pushed out or canceled, so I ended up getting pushed from July 22nd to July 30th. This became a serious problem because I'm supposed to go back to work on August 13th as I will be out of paid leave time, and just shelled out about $2500 in emergencies. Well it was looking like I was going to get pushed out again. I know Dr. Kaoutzanis at UC Health Anchutz has gotten a bit of a bad rep here in the past due to his bedside manner, him and I had some things to work out too at one point because I ended up shorter than I was okay with and I thought he had shortened it without previously talking to me about it, or saying anything afterwards and left me to just find out about it after the fact. I was really upset (though not angry with him, I just wanted to know what happened and I was grieving heavily due to what was happening, having open wounds, and feeling like after everything I'd been going through I wasn't even going to get the length that I wanted.) Well what had happened is that when the previous surgery where he was cleaning things up was done and they initially woke me up from anesthesia in the OR, he did tell me he had to shorten it some however I ended up with some short term memory loss and forgetting that conversation. He's not what I think most people would expect from a doctor, I don't think he'll ever be the 'warm fuzzy' type but in us talking while I was that upset I feel I did come to understand him better and I do strongly believe he cares about his patients very much.
Between the third and fourth surgery I'd had another consult where one of the nurses let me know that he really hates to see anything go wrong for his patients, and with my case specifically he was doing a ton of research and consulting with his mentor in NY on how to best help me. I guess there's this newer method of repairing/filling in tissue missing tissue due to necrosis called a SCIP flap (idk how new it is, but I'd done a lot of reading on complications before I had surgery and had never heard of it) where, much like with some ALT surgeries, they take tissue from your groin and kind of swing it over to cover the missing tissue and preserve the blood supply.
Dr. Kaoutzanis also went to the head of the plastics department and fought for me to be kept on as urgent. So they called me the 28th and told me the only way the could guarantee that I could have surgery was if I headed to the hospital that day and admitted myself to the ER to have surgery first thing in the morning the 29th. It was the same day as my cats vet appointment to see if he had cancer, and I had no ride for the hour trip to the hospital. I managed to stop crying long enough to reach out to the lady who owns the medicade cab company who takes me to appointments to see if she could do a last minute trip, got my cat to his appointment, came home and packed as quickly as I could then professed my endless thanks to the driver who accomodated me. Surgery went great, and when I saw how much better my phallus looked with no more open wounds, I felt so much relief. It resulted in an incision twice the length that I thought it would, and it was pretty painful when I woke up and for the first day, but the incision is very thin and clean. I tend to heal very well so I'm not concerned about it at all, I'm confident that with time and scar tape it'll fade a lot.
I know this has been a hell of a long post but I wanted to update people, possibly inform people of the SCIP flap option if they end having necrosis, and to say that I'm really happy that Kaoutzanis is my surgeon because I trust him completely. I really feel that he pushed himself to give me the best outcome he could, and while he said he couldn't guarantee anything, that either in another surgery or in stage two (however I want to do things) when he goes in to better shape the SCIP flap, he will do what he can to give me a little more length back.
I'm still worried about how I'm going to afford my bills in August/September since my healing has basically been delayed by months and having such large emergencies, but I am feeling less overwhelmed. I might have an option to move from where I am into Denver after I've healed so that I can be close to some friends, have a better paying job opportunity, and be closer to the hospital since being this far with this many things going wrong has been way too difficult. So hopefully this nightmare of a summer is finally coming to an end.
Whew! That was a lot, wasn't it? Let's take a look at some other rotdogs to serve as a palate cleanser - like this li'l dood's li'l doodling, which has such severe scarring from self-harm that it looks even more alien than they usually do. I just feel like by the time your patient is this obviously crazy, mutilating her further might not be the move...Am I SOL?
I'm about 8 months post stage 1 ALT. I have next to no feeling. All I have is a small amount of pain if I squeeze certain areas of my dick but the more I do it, the pain doesn't get worse it stops all together. I don't even feel it in my dick though I only feel it where the nerve hookup is.
I had my stage 2 pre-op and the PA pretty much said that based on what I have now, I'm probably not getting much if any sensation. I had a severe complication with stage 1 that resulted in necrosis. I have a ton of scarring as a result and anesthetics being number 2 went out the window. My number 1 was erogenous sensation.
Is there nothing I can do? Am I just fucked and getting none of what I what I wanted from this?
It has been a long time since we've last heard from MangoDragon01, but she's returned to tell us that yes, even years after getting her psuedodong attached, she is 1) still having complications and 2) still isn't completely happy with it. There's some copium in the comments section if you peruse her post with other FTMs reassuring her that she simply looks uncircumcised, but unfortunately for her, she was hoping for a more "cut" look. Maybe she should be glad she can even still feel it compared to our first dood of the day?Stage 2 at Dr Lubos Munich
1: Pre-Op
2: Scrotum 3 days post op
3: Scrotum 3 days post op
4: Penis and glans with sponge 6 days post op
5: Penis and glans 7 days post op
6: Donor arm 6 months post RFF phalloplasty
I had RRF Phalloplasty stage 1 in july 2025 and had stage 2 on january 16th. My surgeon was Dr. Markovsky at Dr. Lubos Clinics in Munich Germany. I had UL hookup, glansplasty and scrotoplasty without implants as stage 2. Waking up from surgery i was in a lot of pain but after three days that was mostly gone. I had a foley catheter for 10 days and stayed in the hospital for 11 days post op. I am very happy with everything so far, the doctors and the nurses are very nice. I am looking forword to having an ED placed and one ball implant in stage 3 in 6+ months.
Given that ol' mangy Mango over here is a patient of Dr. DeLeon, here's another DeLeon disaster for you to compare and contrast against. I think it's funny how casually this one admits that it hurts to urinate and her arm has issues with swelling because those are usually considered pretty fucking serious to most people. But hey, it's not like the average troon or poon lives past 40 according to their own claims, so is it really that big of a deal?Upset about glans redo. 7 mo post stage 2. Santucci
So I want to preface this with everyone’s body heals differently. I can pee standing up just fine. I have my sexual function with my vaginal canal. My testicular implants are good. I have good sensation and regularly jack off.
So I feel like I’m being ungrateful when I’m getting upset for not having the glans I asked for. I showed Santucci many different pictures ( mostly from this subreddit. Done by Chen) and he was confident with his responses.
The thing he kept talking about was not using a graft and to take my old graft skin and turn that into the glans. I didn’t realize how the scar texture from the previous graft would look on the glans.
Not only that but bc my last graft peeled half way off bc of necrosis. All that extra skin only on half the side made a permanent crease. So my glans *to me * doesn’t look natural or anything like I had asked of him.
What’s worse is that I can’t do anything to fix this. My insurance is no longer in network. And if you’ve been following me for a bit you would know that they approved my original surgery as a clerical error. So even if the crane center was in network they wouldn’t cover it anyway.
My last hope to have a natural looking glans is to basically hope that medical tattooing adds enough color to where my brain won’t hyper focus on the texture differences ( thanks autism).
But the cherry on top is that my hair removal lady has been very flaky and I haven’t been able to see her consistently so me having to start over in finding someone who will work with me. So I can even get the tattooing is also upsetting me.
Sorry for the long post. I added some pics for ref
This one isn't particularly grotesque, infected or horrifying, but it did make me laugh because it's just a colorless log dangling precariously from hips designed to bring forth the next generation. Hey, how come TiMs are always asking about getting hip surgeries, but we never see TiFs request the same thing? Makes you think.3 months post RFF Deleon
Just an update on my reaching 3 months post op. Healing seems well. My only complications are my swollen donor hand and pain when I pee. The swelling reduces a little after massaging the fluid downward but it always comes back. The pain when peeing feels like it’s at the UL hook up. Other than that so far so good; I love having my fella.
ThatIntersexGuy, the pooner with the PIPE procedure, is back to show us the last shot of her disgusting belly before it is turned into a crude mockery of natal male anatomy. And guess what? She's already popping stitches! But that doesn't stop the draculas who are eager to operate on her, so all systems are go - anyone else excited to see the outcome compared to other procedures featured here?
It seems that the holy grail of surgeries for Non-binary_prince is still leaving her afflicted with issues, such as her abdominal sutures flaying open and her urine spraying everywhere like an errant sprinkler. But you'd all be fools to think that this is enough to dissuade our girl, who says she is "preparing to go to war" with UCSD over how much this whole stupid thing cost. Also, for some reason, she felt a compulsion to post a hundred pictures of her disgusting genitals up close, so if you're of a delicate constitution, think twice before opening these!Wound Healing Stage 0 PIPE Phallo (TW
I had one or two staples pop off the side. But the nurse said that was normal and the color of the site looks great, so all is good to go for Stage 1 tomorrowpen Wounds)
I’m excited and nervous all into one. I know that this will be the most challenging part of recovery, but I’m grateful to all who have helped me to mentally prepare for this point. I’ll keep in mind that this is a long process but it’s all temporary.
Stage 1 is about 8 hours long (more or less), so I won’t have another update until I’m feeling better. But I’ll be sure to take pictures and update you guys on how it went. Wish me luck! Again, I’m open to any questions.
The carousel of agony that Veinscrawler finds himself chained to continues spinning regardless of his cries to make it stop, resulting in him posting to r/Transgender_Surgeries in a loopy, dissociative state. While commenters try their best to support him (and even the moderator, HiddenStill, now attaches his post history as a pinned comment for context), there is nothing anybody can do to save him, especially as his revision surgery was not covered in time by insurance and malpractice lawyers confirm that he has no recourse legally due to the political climate around transgender surgeries. But nevertheless, Veiny proves that sympathy must be limited for troons and poons as he admits that in spite of ruining his own life, he doesn't want to talk anybody out of pursuing these procedures for themselves.Three weeks with implants
No changes from previous update: pee is still spraying, labia scar tissue is rough, the sutures are annoying, the abdominal inscion looks bad, I’ve been having phantom limb, but my balls are amazing.
I have an appointment with both Drs Anger and Lewis in March to discuss what went wrong and what we can do going forward. I am preparing to go to war with UCSD over the bill.
Lastly, we'll end on a story: a TiF who got her breasts cut off is unexpectedly mournful when one of her nipples follows the rest of her tissue off of her body; this complication, though expected, wounds OP more than she anticipated as she reports grieving "almost like how (I) would grieve for a person." Now she's anxious about her other nipple's survival, worried about seeing the outcome in the mirror or when she bathes out of fear of breaking her heart even further. Still, she insists: NO REGRETS.
Nipple loss.
Hey all, I had my surgery (DI)on January 19th this year, so I'm about two weeks post op. I have an incredibly long journey behind me, needing to jump through a lot of hoops to finally be operated on.
After about 7 years of fighting, I finally got top surgery and was ecstatic! The surgeon even went out of his way to extend the operating area to under and around my armpits (I lost a LOT of weight, leaving me with a shit load of loose skin). The clinic staff was amazing and I was just so happy.
Cut to my hospital appointment a week after surgery, this was my first checkup. I wasn't that nervous, thinking they were just gonna check on the DI scars and remove some fluid. Little did I know they would look at my nipples too. The left was insanely dark with a little red around the edge. The right one was completely black. She commented she'd rarely seen a nipple die so soon, tore it off and threw it away.
While of course I knew the risks of nipple preservation, I was completely unprepared for this situation to happen at this time. I cried softly while the doctor's assistant and her colleague removed my fluids, chatting and laughing. I feel myself grieving my nipple almost like how I would grieve for a person. It sounds crazy but it truly feels like loss.
I try to cheer myself up by thinking about how amazing nipple tatts usually end up, and I'm hoping I'll get a decently sized scar for some texture. It all weighs very heavy on my mind, though.
I have more issues: a crazy amount of fluid buildup (more than half a liter combined) which has returned since drainage, close to complete numbness on my right side, a pinched nerve in my armpit/upper arm, and a very slowly healing scar on the right side as well.
My left (and only) nipple is looking a bit better. It is now one colour, a very very dark red. It had a bit of a black edge, but that seems to have subsided. I am quietly hopeful, but also so scared to think any hopeful thought. I'm scared of the mirror, scared to shower. I let my mom change my bandages so I don't have to see (though I do peek, hence I know about my progress). I don't want to look at myself.
It just sucks because I've been waiting for this for so long, and now I'm just sad and in pain. I do not regret my surgery, don't get me wrong. I'm just grieving.
That's it. She'll never be happy with it because she's using transgenderism as a way to try and turn herself into something/someone else because she's running from something, just like how anorexics can be a day from dropping dead and say "just five more pounds and I'll be happy." BECAUSE IT'S A MENTAL ILLNESS AND YOU NEED PILLS NOT SURGERY. How in the FUCK does some random pleb on the Internet understand so clearly they're all delusional and the cause of why but the fucking hack doctors can't?2) still isn't completely happy with it.
Tangential thought:back to show us the last shot of her disgusting belly before it is turned into a crude mockery of natal male anatomy.